For the first time, I'm glad exam's over. O-V-E-R.

6th October, Saturday.

yo. so today, i woke up early in the morning at 9am without the help of a human alarm nor a alarm alarm cos i slept like hell early yesterday. in my uniform, which, is pretty common, really. haha ! got ready and left the housie in the noon and went over to coffee bean to study. which wasn't really studied but drawing ^^
had my usual cinnamon and guardian texted me in the evening saying he's bringing jason to church so i gotsa be back before 6pm. left coffee bean, top up ed my concession card and waited for 77 home. did some sketching in the bus and when i reached home, i ran straight up to my room and changed into something more decent and church - like. re tied my hair, sprayed on a new scent of perfume which is my favourto => wore my love at first sight tee again. i've taken lots of pictures wearing that before. scroll down. and changed to a long pants. stood under the air con and cooled down which didn't help. guardian called and told me to have dinner cos the service's like two hours odd. went down reluctantly cos i was tryna skip dinner to prevent my stomach from bulging. forced down a tiny winy bit of rice and some dishes. went to the washroom to release neccessary liquid, checked my image if there was anything stuck between my teeth. washed my hands, checked my image the last time, went outta the washroom, switched off the light and got outta the living room. slipped in to my mary jane shoes and got in to the car, sat at the back and reached the church of lighthouse.

haha, i can't believe you actually read that whole load of unnecessary information. haha, but i think blogging how your day went en masse is really so much easier. see. just typing what i did at exactly has already contained such a paragraph. so ! serious stuff now ;

the church's a total beau !! i love it so much ! i'm surprised how cool a church could be cos judging from the previous churches i went to, it's absoulutely different. this one is so pretty ! i love the altar ! the stage !! ahaha i sang. it just automatically. of course it was awkward. y'know with my giradian being there and everything but my voice just floated out. i couldn't help it. the songs are all low pitched which made it really easy to sing along. i kept pastering jason, asking him if my voice was nice during certain verses. haha ! " eh, listen listen. nice or not. " he just kept quiet. so did guardian. but jason sang towards the ending cos i kep nudging him to sing along. anyways !! i think i'ma gonna write a song for jesus. and make it my own tune and everything. i wanna be a church singer ! however you call it. cos i think i can sing church songs !! ya'know, christian classicals. either that, or i wanna be a dancer. haha ! BALLET !! okay nevermind. anyways, the healing session today wasn't thaaaaat interesting. it was just healing of people with minor illnesses like headaches, stomaches, soars of back bones, and oh, y'know. simple. i'm looking forward to the whole exorcism thang. but i'm just afraid that i can't sleep at night. nevermind. so it was already 10 odd when we reached home. i was a tiny winy bit of hungry so i asked jason if he wanted to go down to 7-11 with me to get a sandwich. actually, i just wanted to get out cos ending sucha beautiful day with come-back-from-church-le-now-time-to-sleep-already is so wasted dontcha think ? sandwich was sold out so i brought jasone to the food court cheepeng said was drowned and saffocated and flooded and filled and filled with yummy foods. but . . .
GOT MEH !?
my noodle tasted chao-ta-ish ! forgot what it was called. jason had laksa i tried it and it tasted too coconuty. but mine was damn disgusting lor. it tasted burnt. okay personal comments aside, we managed to get a few pictures taken at least => picture of church badly taken cos of the darkness. good picture tomorrow is promised.

The fishball shots.

skip, skip, skip.

Church of Evangelism. The Lighthouse Church.

in seventy-seven.

October 7th, Sunday.

got a missed call from jaw. the next second, the house phone started ringing. i got up into my room and called jaw who told me to call mom. right after he said those words, guardian got into my room and told me jaw called to ask me to call momsie as both momsie and jaw said i never picked up any of their calls. having thought that there was something very urgent or something, i dialed momsie as soon as my fingers allowed me. she greeted me with such relaxed tone i felt happy for no reasons. haha, i asked her when i could go back and if we're going to thailand or myanmar. said she's gotsa come over to singapore once more cos of her brows. haha, so in short, she'll be reaching here at the end of october and we'll be flying off TOGETHER to either one of the countries, depending on the situation in myanmar. speaking of the situation in myanmar, i was just chilling with the gentle breeze with farah the other day during break when she came over and asked if both of us were from myanmar. haha ! told her i was burmese and far was gaporean and y'know what she said !? i can't remember the exact words but i goes something like this.
" i'm really worried about your country. is it all right now ? how is your family there ? "
tell me how nice of her i beg you. she's ji eun from 2e1. so matured right =>
anyways ! suddenly i have this sudden hatred towards this guy and i just feel like shiet. y'know what his latest comment was !? well it goes something like, something like your breasts is so [ i lost his voice ] when he walked past me in the morning some other days. isn't it just a big joke ? sometimes i really wonder why on earth would guys hit on girls i mean it's common, very common, for girls to hit on girls but guys on girls ? hmm. i wonder. reason why he started discriminating or criticizing me or shietsoever ? haha, you'd laugh at this i tell you. well, class was on the way to m'lab for art. i was walking straight ahead when i saw them girls dilly dally-ing cos of him. he supposedly blocked the girls' way like girls go left he'd go left kinda thang with his LEG. and having one of the period-y mood didn't help. i was irritated with the girls for being such a oh i don't know what. so i just walked ahead, and brushed past them and so that guy hadda make way right. so the girls got a way to pass too. i think i made him feel embarrassed or something ? cos he " lost " and oh boy. some guys just would do anything plausible of get attention right. so as i walked past him, he was like " your modelling suck la ! " and ever since that day, there were more ridiculous comments being hurled at me. " you walk so macho ! " " malay malay malay malay " to friends. oh you get the picture. so so so so so. today's update. well i woke up early in the morning at 7 am and wore that dress i got from china this june. that's the last decent piece of clothing i have. but hey, guess what !? i saw a long sleeved top i want oh so bad today at westmall. it cost only 23 $ from dano. sales going on there. went over to red 2 and i saw two tops that i liked a little. my heart still went with dano. checked my purse and there were on money left. i brought 60 $ today, thinking of using around 20 $ but i was left with this. i really don't know what i bought you know ! i topped up my concession card, went in to supermarket and bought frozen smilies fries and a packet of cheese sausage for cheepeng. was planning to go over to his house. went over to mac's and had 2 sets of meal, brought jason his train tickets, and i didn't spend anything at church ! wait, lemme see. yeah, really nothing. 2 cups of bandong at the station, went over to coffee bean had my usual cinnamon large and vanilla large for jason. that's about it ! oh, a drawing block for jasone, a new lip balm for me, new pair of hair clips as i forgot to bring from home, a packet of flexies ( it's out again !! ) , 2 sets of breaskfast meal from mac's, 2 prata sausage from food fest and that's about it ! i'm really sad my money's just flown away like this. do you know how much effort it takes me to save moneh !? my heart totally went senget. and the more i have to get a job. i wanna work so bad. i think it's gonna be loaded with fun.
" here's your food mam miss sir uncle aunt girl boy blah. " coolios ! okay, so i didn't hear much in church today as i was really sleepy cos of mr cheese who rang me in the morning at late 1 early 2 odd and talked till 3 odd. but this time, it's excusable cos we talked about serious stuff. i was like dozing off listening. however, i remember what pastor ronny said about how jesus's gonna come back again and everything. yeh that's about how much of his words actually knocked into my ears. yesterday's was much interesting. oh today was cute cos they passed this really really small biscuit of the size of about my thumb nail or smaller than that with a small very small cup of red juice which is not red wine, no. haha and we had to say prayers before everyone of us ate. about how jesus shared i think. yeah. i wanna sleep le larrrrr. waking up early tomorrow brr.

eight thiry-ish and ready for church ! unedited. haha get up early for good image.

En Route !
up close.

obscene.

favourito since i had teeth. it's become my childhood bezzzzz flen !

how good joys is.


up close two.

The mac's shots. { only pic 4th is edited. haha. }

Searching for 81 Tempines.
i oozed out every ounce of courage i had for this. i was sleepy and the pastor was communicating with us through a projector. how d'ya expect me to stay awake ? the only way was to have a lil of excitement. and at that time, this was the eximentest of the excitment i could get.

the stage ?

BEAU.

joyce's aim. make it out yourself. it isn't difficult. the answer is obvious.

Child Pregnant woman play.

after taking this picture, i noticed that bandong selling along the mrt station taste much much better than canned ones. this one is much much sweeter and much much pinker.


October 9th, Tuesday.

okay, mathematics was really easy, really. but i just didn't know how to solve it step by step ! i have a vague idea of the formulas to apply but i know i've'd come across such questions during math classes. i think i'm gonna fail. and guess what. after the paper right, farah asked me which questions i chose. told her i chose 10 cos it's the easiest. she then told me we were supposed to choose 3 questions outta 4. but i did only one ! i misread the question. i thought was like choose one out of the 3. and i thought graph question was excluded from the 3 so i did graph and 10. so thankfully, i did 2. each sums up to a total of about 8 marks. i think i totally screwed it up. oh nevermind. so after talking to farah for i think 15 odd minutes, i excused myself outta the school. to westmall !! haha, it was only 10 in the morning when i got into 173 heading towards wm. i couldn't wait till my hands lay on that top man. i didn't know which color to choose outta davy blue, red and black. when i slipped it down my body, i was hella disappointed. it didn't llok thaaaaaaat good. it looks like one of those alab style. y'know. striped. i'm sure to get afew un-asked attention from unwanted people. so i hunted further down the aisle of the shop, flipping evry pieces of clothing randomly since nothing attarcted me. i hunted roughly three to ofur times for at least something. and finally found one that looked pretty appealing. it's kinda in the shade of the pink i loves. it's not like i like it 100 % but i just HAD to get something. i couldn't waste my trip and the anticipation i had just for a bloody shirt right. so i got it nonetheless. oh yeh. i got myself a new cool blue eye-liner which is total coolios ! go get it !!! at guardian's for only 7.90 $. it works wonders.

so i texted stinky lee that i was still getting my THING from wm and that i'd be a little late for lesson as the shops weren't open that early and shiet. as i got off the bus, i felt like falling dead flat. it was scorching hot and i think i could just melt right there and then. i really couldn;t take it. moreover, my stomach was churning and tangling haywire 360 degree north south east west and i just felt like dying. what seemed like never-ending seconds, i finally reached home, very sweet home. went to the washroom and why. i was greeted by

" God's monthly torture towards women for Eve's mistake "

puuuuuuuurfart.
cleared all my doubts on science with stinky and slept right through till night where i woke up and studied. yes, please re-read the last sentence.
shirtie shirtie i got minus necklace ^^

NOW.

hello ! right now, i'm just dragging every second passing by till momsie's here ! isit me is it just the weather's really really warm ? i feel like fainting everytime i have to walk up the darn slope. really. just like today, farah stopped at my bus stop on the way home. her 970 was taking such granny snail like time she decided to take a cab home. i saw my chance coming. HAHA ! so i persuaded her to drop me off my house first then make a u-turn back home. haha which, happened. shiet. i'm draggin tomorrow. why can't singapore just be windy and cool ? OH WHY WHY WHY. and my pretty pink umbrella's under my desk. urgh. i have to look for an extra pair of umbrella. it really gets on my boiling point you know. i have to just say it as much as i like until i feel i'm satisfied. shiet. i can't climb up the slope. not with the bloody hot heat. not with me feeling so dead. not with me not liking the surrounding. okay nevermind. i'm just really draggin everything i do. i just had a late dinner. it's 12.36 and i just ate. steamboat. tsk. my sad sad steamboat. only me eating alone. jason joined me for just a few minutes before he went back up so i had to eat all alone sadly sadly sadly. okay. bye. what a sad entry.

my sad sad " steam boat " and me.

Wake me up when Spetember ends.

i've got only half an hour or so to blog. nothing much to update about, really. just had a good amount of fun taking pictures and pictures with jason adidason before i was supposed to go for a bathe ( which i took only 20 TWENTY TWENTY 20 TWENTY. minutes !! ) last night. and we studied afterwards. how great. this post is really boring yes ?

FRIENDSHIP.

Friendship. Spelt with only ten letters but carries a whole lot of meaning.
Friendship does not come just because you and your friend share the same preference for a band, share the same views on a certain topic or because you and your friend has everything in common. Friendship is not just based on the little similarities you happen to share with the another person. Friendship is more than that ! Someone helping you out when
you fall, that's friendship. Someone who sits next to you and have a little chat with you during break, is also friendship. A person without friends, may he be rich or poor, is incomplete.

Friends are there for you through your ups and downs. Good friends are those that chooses you over a sleepover party and best friends are those that care for you.
They're the ones that you can call 3 in the morning and they're the ones that are there to be with you. Friendship is more than that !

Friendship is like precious gold which cannot be bought nor sold. Friends protect us from all the dangerous problems coming our way even if it's just your friend preventing you from jay-walking but to cross over to the other side of the road using the over head bridge because it is much more safer. Simple acts like giving you a big bear-like hug may seem like
just a hug that means nothing to you but deep inside that hug, your friend is telling you how much she missed you and how great it is to see you again. True friends are there for you when you just had your heart broken into million of pieces, when you're suffering from a recent heartache. True friends are those that are willing to leave a fabulous party upon learning you're sick. The act of caring for your friend do not need to be buying her the most expensive watch in town or presenting her with the biggest photo album with gold plated at the sides but just a simple way of baking her a cake when it's not her birthday.

On a personal account, I share a simple yet sweet friendship with a friend of mine called Janelle. We may be from different schools with her staying in the central part of Singapore and me staying in the West side but we still maintain a steel-like friendship that nothing can break through. The simple acts she does for me like calling me everyday to ask me how I'm coping with life, how my school work is coming along, comes with the ten letters that jumble and find its partners perfect well called, Friendship.

it's a wonder how i managed to find the time to ask mr h for a few more foolscapes and copy my exact piece of composition on Friendship during exams. It was so thrilling !!! haha, the feeling of teachers coming behind you asking you what you're doing and tells you to stop what you're doing and hand him the paper and mostly, the thrill. lol i don't know what i'm saying. oh yeh is it account or recount ? on the brighter note, school's breaking out in exactly 26 TWENTY-SIX 26 26 TWENTY-SIX 26. days !!!!!!!! om my god !!!! I CAN'T WAIT !!!!!! i have to STOP thinking about it cos everytime my heart leads me to october the 26th, i go crazy with *_* look pasted on my face. the sad thang is i can't do blogging there in myanmar cos they supposedly banned blogger AND HOTMAIL. did i tell yer it takes five hundred million minutes to just log in to friendster ?? and it takes much much worse to load while you're IN friendster. well, you get the picture. so i was thinking, i'll send a draft of what i wanna be on my blog and submit the pictures to farah through friendster and she'll help me post it up here. but well, i can't
be bothering my friends can i ? ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S VACATION. c'mon who's as excited as me they can go mad and have a major heart attack right now right at this second just thinking of the holidays ?? cool. we so gon be fantabulous friends i tell you ! wehehehehehe
huhuhuh hohohohoho btich shiet i can't wait !!! oh my !

and you can lick my lollipopppp. * pop pop pop *

messy hairzabcde.

^~**** POPZ ! ****~^

D'Radcliffe from Farah.


jasone looks yummy here slurps.just so you know, I'm four years older than him.
BUT I LOOK SO YOUNG DON'T I !?!?!? v^_^v

WE ARE THE HARDCORE ! * suck in cheek with alllll our strength.

i was supposed to look fierce =.=

idk why but i likes this.P0P ! haha, i'm crazy. POP ! okay, lame huh.

aaaaah ! you sicko poko moco soko voco dooko ! okay ._.''

giggles, hik, hick, giggles. we shy shy #_#


i just realized all my brothers and i have a ' y ' in our names. hmm. oh t hehe. aye aye han was my name bofore dad changed it to myint myint maw. t hes. try go pronounce 'em.

and obviously, this wasn't my idea.

at all !

Wednesday , September 26th 2007.

hey yo ! shiet i'm so inspired to take up piano lesson !! i'ma gonna do just that this december holidays but the problem is, I WANNA DO BALLET TOO ! i wanted to be a ballerina since thousand years ago. i think i should do both right !? y'see, piano and ballet works well together. they co-ordinate ! haha, okay. y'see. no piano, no grace. no ballet, no beat ! HAHA. and tennis too. gosh, can joys juggle perfectly well with piano, ballet and tennis ? YOU BET. oh yeh, t heheheh. english lessons too brr. oh ho ho ho ho. and ballroom dancing ! hahah. crazeh. that's how holidays are spent for me yo. oh and shiet. i just found out that o's are atrting \ ending early this year which will result in having early holidays for us !!!! wehehe. and i've checked the handbook and evrything important for my level ends and totally stop on October 26th. AAAAH. i can go bonkers thinking of it i tell ya. so i'll most likely be flying off on the 27 or 28th. *_*
so anyways, about my latest mathematics tutor, uhm. she's fired by the queen. she's like so dead ! i mean like, isn't just satring out at your work for more than two less than five minutes a universal language of not understanding !? she totally wasted my time !!!!! i was all sulking away during those tormenturoushietty hours. but that was my firt and last time seeing her so nevermind. i told guradian i don't think she can teach me cos she's one a half times dead and compared to mr lee, he'd be better. but don't look for me anoter teacher cos i'd rather farah cos comparedd to miss g, mr l and far, far's de best and she juat gave me this astonishe shocked surprised speechless tongue-tied stoned, oh you name it expression. she didn't answer for a few good seconds so i proceeded telling her that farah can teach me well cos she explains well to me. and oh nevermind but y'know. i went out the the park across the street with jason after that to see those people playing with latterns. it was kinds fab. for them players. here're the pictures. but then again, very badly edited cos it was darky darky dark dark.

uhm. this is before night time, after i went to study with farah over at bukit panjang's mac's.

and so, on the way back home in the bus, i couldn't help tearing my eyes off naslyn and her boyfriend. they're so sweet !!! aaaah, it's like anybody near their distance can feel their love. for real ! they were basically glued together throughout the whole journey home. for your information, we stop at the same bus stop. so anyways ! as i was saying, the way they bomb each other with their love is real cute. the guy was just like, tryna be those grown up boyfriends by resting his hands on the window and it's kinda like those grown up couples with the guy hugging the girl side ways y'know. and then just before we stopped, my eyes darted over to their direction yet again and this time, my heart totally went senget. the guy was like leaning on the front chair, to look up to the girlfriend with such close close close distance. so i was thinking, he doesn't care how ugly the girlfriend look ( not that she is but just a figure of speech. ) but he's just truly madly deeply toxicatedly in love with her and only her and as a third party with completely no interest of any sort, i could just see and feel that y'know. in their eyes, there's only them and no matter how mournful the day may be, as long as they have each other, that's more than enough. as long as they've got each other and ooooooh. i wanna have a guy like him !! LIKE him not HIM him. cos he won't give a shiet to how many pimples how much pores how many strands of facial hair, how there're lettuces stuck in between my teeth how my gum's bleeding how wobbly my teeth is cos it's dropping or how discolored my teeth might be cos i just had one of those candies that make my tongue and teeth go bonkers. okay, my examples are starting to get crazy by every passing seconds. anyways ! as i was typing this on the way back home, there was a sudden gust of strong wind followed by howling of thunder and suddening ! the cars started horning like crazy. i was stuck in the middle, struck by the sudden shock and was striked by the sudden appearance of an angmor ! and a hot one at that ! i actually gasped i actually gasped out loud can you believe it !? but uhm. he overtook me. i was practically strolling. see lah, because of you i screwed my first image as the aunt-like girl who walks in this snail like motion taking her fucking own time strolling when there're oceans of people behind walking what a girl oh what a bloody caught up in her bloody cell girl oh what a girl. okay =.=
forget all those description of the wheather and cars horning madly at me cos those were a big load of bull. except that part with the strong gust of wind. now that was real.
somehow he just doesn't seem hot in these pictures but trust me. he omgomgomgomg is. he stays in this condo that's only less tham one minute wale from my house. HOW COOL IS THAT.

in i forgot what bus. it was a moment of bliss where i actually felt tall.

i look like an eagle but y'see. i was really happy =>

this pose was. " eh farah. help me take this one. i wanna think of pee. the last look. "

happy joy ?

the curious joys. there were much much more men there. but people were inconsiderate-ly walking pass so in the end, by the time no more people walked pass, this wwf man won and so did those guys left so we ended up having only this picture with not many people left but still quite a few there as you can see and yeh i don't know what i am talking about.

joyss eatsss childrenssss. * hisses.

this is the typicals school girls shot.

OH MI GOD !! I GOT A PECK !! not.

that should sum up the day. ciaoz !


Friday, 28 th September 2007.

hey yo ! i'm now in 970 and there's this thing i was planning to blog about but since today was spent fantastically, i shall save it for the future. so i was supposed to meet farah in bukit panjang plaza at 4.30 to study for mathematics. i got outta my room to jason's and laid on his bed. my initial plan was just to irritate him and get my hair flattened but i ended up waking at 5.30. my hair looked so neat i refused to tie it up. showered and fast forward, i couldn't find the necklace that goes very well with my top so i ended up dragging jason in to find for me for oh, i don't know, more than half an hour. i was so angry i called lina and asked her where she put my necklace and she told me " later i come and help you find."
" BUT I'M GOING OUT NOW ! "
" ya later i help you find. i'm cooking now. "
" MMM. "
i slammed the phone down so hard i felt the whole house shoke. fast fast forward, jason found it hidden amongst his books. then i couldn't find my money which i left on the stairs. jason called lina who told him it was in the the tissue box. lol what an idea. then next, i couldn't find my concession card and found it underneath my pile of towels so my evening was wasted searching for little things inside out the room. i reached bukit panjang plaza and the first thing farah greeted me was,
" YOU'RE TWO HOURS LATE ! "
t hehehe. and guess what. i let my hair down today ! like, LET MY HAIR DOWN. not the idiom for relax. i was like walking down the slope and the sky was overcast, leaving the atmosphere pitch dark with strong breezes. and my hair was like, omg. flying and dancing. i loved every bit of it cos i haven't been lefting my hair hang loose for almost a year now. really. cos of my previous hairstyle @.@
anyways ! after studying a tiny bit at mac's, we went over to starbucks because aunty tan, our very dear aunty tan, wanted to show queen her afro hair heart throbe. half way to starbucks, farah saw her mom so together, chinese malay + oh my. there's this guy that just got into the bus who's sitting a seat ahead of mine to the opposite side. i just glanced over to his directions and he looks so much like pee. anyways, as i was saying, OH MY GOD !!!! i missed my bus stop !!
i was too absorbed in this shiet. anyways ! i'd prolly type later when i reach home. two creepod chinese nationals are staring at me and it's sending irks down my spine. RUN FOR YOUR DEAR LIFE, JOYS ! oh ooops, they're communicating in english. hehehe. you can't blame me they looked like chinese nationals.

okay hello. anyways ! i was saying, chinese malay + malay mom = a very shy chinese. i had potato salad paid by her mom. and hey you, i gotsa tell yer how evil aunty tan is, i was walking into starbucks after i paid a visit to the ladies'. totally unaware that farah was still behind me when i was about to set my bums on the chair, i squatted down into the thin air. there must have been a great pressure considering my bum is uhm, so fat. before i realised what was happening, my bums banged the ground dead. and farah was there laughing cos she said she'd already had her fall at the esplanade which was uhm, mbzillion times worse than mine ah !? anyways, i walked so fast home i don't know why. i think i went with the speed of a fast moving bike. i reached home in like, 20 minutes ? i was doing myself good. y'see. i was tryna fling the carbs i had outta my blood. oh whatever, i cried twice. tsk ! funny ! oh my, it's totally natural to cry, don't you think so ? one was cos of guardian and the other was cos of jason. i'm just giving him the silent treatment now. them both people made me tear. like, oh whatever ? anyways, i saw pee today but hmm, no more rushing of blood, or faster heart beat. was just a peaceful ooooooooh kinda thang. oh wells, later ! oh yes ! i forgot, the new tutor, rachel's a real gold ! i can understand everything she teaches. can't wait to see her again ! for real yo.

" i like this picture. but you look ugly. " - farah. HAHAHA. and sadly, i just happen to be one of those kinds that doen't care how fugly she looks as long as the other party looks great, up the picta go. =>

the washroom shotz.

hi you ! this is my favoritest drink aside ojs and alll the other fruit juices and milk and holics and yada yada. this is the soy milk with oearls. oh my, i feel like drinking now siak !