OH NO NO NO NO NOOOOO !

SHIET SHIET SHIET SHIET SHIET SHIET SHIET !@!!#$%^&*i%$#@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@ MY HAIR !!!!!!! OH MY OH MY OH MY !

SHIET ! MY HAIR'S SCREWED ! TOTALLY SCREWED ! THE TOP PART IS COPPER BROWN AND THE BOTTOM PART IS, BLACK !!!!! AAAAAH. NOW I LOOK LIKE SOME MALAY HARDCORE'S GIRLFRIEND AND WHAT'S WORSE !? I LOOK LIKE I'VE JUST HAD MY HAIR DONE IN A RIDICULOUSLY CHEAP SHOP !!!! i don't know how momsie's gonna react. she made me not to touch my hair a single inch cos she's gonna bring me to hk for a new hairstyle and now . . . . . . ????

SHIET !

but i can't promise if my hair will look this bad tomorrow. hopefully not, under the sun, either the really pretty hair, will rise and shine or either the very ugly hair, will stand and get weird stares and quiet mockeries. oh boo hoo hoo. save me from this misery !


after coming back from the washroom at 3.29 in the morning, joys goes up to jasone's bed and,

" cold or not ? look at me, i look like one ang mor lang. "

he didn't wake so i started pulling his sheet, actually was pulling his blankets cos i wanted to flip it to the other side which was facing the air so it'll be cooler and he won't be so warm.

" what're you doing? are you crazy ? "

" when i was young i'd listen to the radio, waiting for my favorite song . . . "

i sang him a lullaby ! in which got hushed and shushed by him.
poor me ~

and my hair isn't that bad now. i just had a close look from the washroom's mirror and though my hair's really colorful now, it's unique and hot. my fringe's brown and reddish brown. the mid part of my head's gold and the bottom is brown and black. haha, let's just see how it goes tomorrow, y'know. with the sunlight and everything. meanwhile,
no edition. so you can see the actual color.

H A I R
S T I L L
W E T.

from the topz.
the inner hair's in a shad of a nicer color.


H A I R
H A S
D R I E D.
( sounds weird.)
taken at 3.30 odd.
haha, how i look in the wee hours, lack of joy.
lack of sleep, blah.

topz.

WHERE'S MY CLIP !?

my eyes are blood shot. good night, god bless me =>


and i looks like i'm having dark eye rings. panda eyes ?

Baby Angelina. Random, very.

hello ! haha, i'm once again, off to my crazeh mode ^^^^^^^^^ hehe, be right back ! okay. so i went over to my aunt's today from morning till night and i just got back ! she cooked us some myanmar food and okay, i'm blogging about this funneh. she's got a new born, okay, maybe not new new. she's angelina jolie not, angelina. a breed of thai-chinese and singaporean. sure very pretty when grow up lor ! babies are so small, i couldn't see her knee caps and her finger nails were so small !! she's already got eye lashes though, pretty long and thick. aww, she's gonna be a diva when she's oldie. haha, okay. enough about babies. bought a whole lot of tidbits @ very cheapo prices !! haha, okay. it's pretty obvious that i have nothing interesting to update about huh. okies and sadly, i haven't discovered something interesting today to entertain you. except that i'm dying my hair now !! hehe, i'm waiting for it to kena stained to moi hair. hehe, i'm chating with this emre guy now, he doesn't speak much of english so everytime we chat, we'd be like, hi and i'll be hello. or some other times, he'll be hello joyce and i'll be hi emre ! haha. and just how are you ? i'm good and you ? good too. lol ^^ but it's nice la, cos he is so cutie ^^ haha okay, i really think i'm high now, i don't know why ? i'm going swimming tomorrow ! who going !? jaw's following, i shall go ask xinying later. hopefully she can go ! okies, lemme share with you something gyals ! pucker up and read ! it's me with this 24 vasanth guy, a great guy. he travels broadly occasionally and he's in singapore right now so we finally managed to catch up with each others' lives. he got a new girl now and he was like, the last time i chat with you, you were over this guy. how is it now ? after a few nerve cracking thoughts, i still couldn't figure out who that guy was so i went to my msn conversation history with him and ta-daah ! it was ekx v. tch, that shiet. and v was like, " i see you've graduated to a queen ! " HAHA. you don't get it, okay. anyways, GYALS !! read !


Vasanth : u think a guy has to look hot?

Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : hmm, not necessarily.
Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : i don't know why but d'ya notice that when guys're either overweight or skinny, girls wouldn't care much and still show an interest to them but when girls are fat or super fat, guy's be like . . .

Vasanth : well...u cud argue that guys r superficial in theire preference...
Vasanth : but u knw..women r the prettier sex..among humans..
Vasanth : so naturally men tend to associate beauty with women all the time
Vasanth : and so when they see a girl..they r always attracted by the ones who r good looking

Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : oh ! so that's the reason why and us girls are dying to be slim and everything.
Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : haha, it sounds desperate.

Vasanth : but these days i read..men have to look good too...
Vasanth : u knw in the old days..women were supressed..so they werent as smart or as well educated as men
Vasanth : hence..women always went for men who were smarter rather than good looking..cos they lacked the smartness themselves
Vasanth : but these days..women have equally smart
Vasanth : so they want an equally good looking man too
Vasanth : sounds fair isnt it?
Vasanth : if a girl has beauty n brains..y cant she want a man with both too?
Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : yeah, you've got a point ;)

Vasanth : hey! but i saw ur fotos..i think ur hot n sexy
Vasanth : dunno y u have an insecure feeling abt tht!

Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : haha, that's what you see but i see a complete different thing.
Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : and so ! i've been swimming most of the time and now, i'm so tanned. see, i wanna be slim and fair but i got tanned, so tanned.

Vasanth : as a guy i'm telling u
Vasanth : we love the tanned ones btr than the super fair ones
Vasanth : and we also like a bit of skin
Vasanth : super slim models..are just that..models..
Vasanth : they seem so fake..for it to be real..we guys dont mind a bit of extra flab
Vasanth : but more important than anything else
Vasanth : guys naturally get attracted to very good looking girls..but thts just it..if u want smart guys to come to u n stick to u..then work on being smart...otherwise, if ur only good looking, guys will just come n go..and mostly they'll be wang, bang thank you mam types..

Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : hahaha, okie dokies.

Vasanth : ;)
Vasanth : u knw..however hot or beautiful u look..
Vasanth : u can nvr be sexy..until u feel sexy urself
Vasanth : its like we guys like these girls...who give us the feeling they're sexy...it comes with body languages..not with the body alone
Vasanth : hehe

Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : haha,i get what you mean :)

Vasanth : i like girls who r sexy
Vasanth : ;)
Vasanth : i really fancy them...
Vasanth : their sexiness is contaigous
Vasanth : cos..when ur with them..u feel a bit sexy too
Vasanth : :P

Move aside, princess. The queen has arrived. : hahaha ! so you must feel sexeh when you're with your girl ! :D

Vasanth : u bet i do..
Vasanth : she's not the hottest looking girl..but god dammit..she's sexy
Vasanth : no question abt it..

so you see, and i see, guys, those real gentlemen doesn't give no shiet to how fart you are, as long as you have pride in your body, your posessions, they'll think you're hella hot, making them sweat yes cheese, perspire. speaking of perspire, i bloody well perspired today ! it was again, absofuckinglutely hot, cannot ta-han ! i couln't stop frowning while waiting for jaw. it was too hot i felt like crying. irritating but no matter how humid tomorrow is, I HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO go have a long dip over at the pool. okay, i don't know how angry and irritated you are on reading this really lame post of mine, sorry about that but it's just me ! ;) hmm, i smell of chemicals. i've did more than thirty minutes, no doubt. gasp ! hopefully my hair'd turn out fine !! hopefully my hair'd turn out fine !! >.<



and these few days, i been getting really funeh dreams ! like yesterday, i dreamt of going over to orchard with pinting and leeting. ah ninag was too pissed over something so she didn't follow us out. i was like taking pictures with pt and lt at takashimaya except in my dream, taka was more of shangri la. it was so grand.and outside of takagri la, there's this cheese from vivo. haha, d'ya know what's cheese ? you know there's this red solid thing with holes in it at vivo ? or, outside vivo ? haha, it looks like cheese right ! so after snapping here and there, i decided to text ah niang ( she was sitting on jasone's bed. ) and when pt saw, she was like, " I TELL YOU NOT TO SMS HER RIGHT !? SHE ANGRY NOW YOU KNOW !? " i was like, stoned and hurt. we then whent up the escalator cos limting wanted to but some sports thing, sports tracks or shoe i forgot and just before yesterday, i dreamt of abcdefghijklm nkt uvwxyzonly farah knows who he is. ) !!! weirdest ever. haha ! i invited him to my birthday in taunggyi house, and he came ! i only invited him. laughing out loud. and fast forward, i finally oozed out every drip of my courage and asked him if i could take a picture with him. my uncle, who was gay, was jealous ! or so i think. n and i were posing so perfectly and that uncle kept giggling and shaking or just " accidentally " moving when he snapped. so the result of the pictures enede up blur. i was angry so i scolded him and said " CAN YOU TAKR PROPERLY OR NOT !? " and when he obeyed, n wanted to leave, after the picture, i was hella disappointed and piak, dream went off to something else. i wonder what i'ma gonna dream today *,* i hope it's of skater boy :) okies, thank you so much if you read. i promise a good entry tomorrow =>

anggie and joycy.

I WAS PISSING.

what spells fat ?
what is this ? HAHA ! it's ;




shiet, head's swinging now. go bathe first.

Harlequin Ichthyosis.

i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
i'm still in express. i'm still in express. i'm still in express.
thank you thank you thank you. i promise i'll study harder next year.
cross my fingers =>

singapore's sucha hot place !!!!

i almost melted today when i was out with jaw for lunch. it gave me bad mood, it's just, tooooo humid and burny. i hope it'd cool down the next few days else i will never get my butt outta the house. we then went over to the park right across housie and surfed internet there. check this out, real interesting and at the same time, it's creepod. it's this rare desease called harlequin ichthyosis. it was too interesting i hadda check it out.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harlequin_type_ichthyosis


http://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/condition=harlequinichthyosis

http://www.bad.org.uk/public/leaflets/Ichthyosis_-_pdf_final_version2.pdf

just in case you don't know what it's all about, you can have a clearer understanding over here from this video by youtube. haha, i didn't wanna put the video first cos i want you to check out what harlequin ichthyosis is before watching the video. hehe am i not right ? cos for me right, i wouldn't bother checking out what this certain thing is after i've watched the video, cos i've already seen the video and that's the basic so i wouldn't bother clicking on the link on WHAT it truly is. and i don't know how to expain so.


here.




harlequin ichthyosis, lazy to blogz.

26th octobre, 2007.

tzihsin and i.

gayathiri and i.

and i love this picture of her ^^ looks happy.

this was taken from the class door.

i'm home ~!

i was tryna show my pink tongue after having bandong from school =>

nice nice nice nice nice ? not the face. the effects. i downloaded this new editing programme, coolios ! but still, i'm playing with brightness and contrast. gotta learn something that's more professionale ! haha, make me pretty pretty *.* V^_^V


oh yeh, farah, text me after you've seen this. i've got some of your worksheets here with me and damn ! volleyball practice takes up your holidays :(

Ambitions.

hello ! okay, i'm writing - again. i think i should become a writer ( ludicrous writer, that is ! ) but naw, i wanna be a model ! which isn't quite possible actually, so i'm a gonna be an air stewardess ! jetting off from countries to countries, servicing flights full of pride and pleasure, wearing a body hugging smart uniform with sky high stilettos and stockings beneath that pencil skirt ( by then, i'd be slim ! ) with a strong yet simple perfume lingering every places i walk. and that pink or black or any colored neck scarf that goes well with my uniform. oh my my ~ speaking about this really makes my heart bam bam bam. but hehe, doesn't it seem so fun and thrilling ? ya'know, meeing smart intelligent people of all over the country ? and who knows ? you might even fall in love with that silk armani suitted businessman who happend to caught your eyes or that volcom lad with that thick floppy hair, listening to his kinda music, blasting his ear drums or that man over there, that man with quiksilver and billabong slippers and thaaaat inevitably sweet approaching smile ? or you might even fall in love with that slender lady with such thin sharp features reading the papers or that girl over there with thick auburn curls and such sweet eyes of ash green ( mine ! totally mine ! ) dazing outta the window ? or that girl with messily braided hair and that floral printed dress and ohh, such cute cute sandals ? yeh you know what i mean ? okay, i'm once again, off topic. i think that's the reason why i always screw up my compositions. wehe. so let's talk about my ambitions.

as a young kid, i've always wanted to be a teacher. everytime i'm free, i'd run to the perimeter of my house, usually the sides and back cos parts of the wall is whit and start scribbling on the wall with chalks and then using a stick to point to what i've jst written on the " board " and then point my stick to my " student " which obviously, was imaginary and say " you ! repeat what i've just taught ! " haha, you getta be that fierce teacher or that kind, sweet lovable teacher, it's your choice. i always do that after school, before school, weekends, weekdays, oh you name it. and when there ain't any spaces left, i'd ask one of the maids in the house to rub them off and get me some new chalks so i could continue having fun being a teacher. but just last december when i went back again to taunggyi, my aunt was like, " so joys. do ya still wanna be a teacher ? " i was all, huh ? since when did i wanted to be one and she'll be there to remind me of my littl awkward moments.

then i changed my ambition. i wanted to be a sales person. i'd go up to the shop next to my house and but two packets of bubble gum ( there're around 30 in each packet. ) and then go in to my house, get a table and chair, find a spot outside my house, and sit there, displaying the goods i just got on the table and start raising my voice with " come people ! come and but my bubble gum ! nicer and cheaper ! faster, later no more already ! " but of course, none paid attention. so i got bored and disapponted of just sitting there shouting but attracting no customers i decided to just leave it but there were kids coming so i shouted to them to take it for free cos i don't need them anymore.

soon, i decided i wanted to be a cook. i'd bring the toys i have and start plucking leaves, stalks, picking pebbles, sands, water, mud blah blah blah and put them in my little set of china i got as a kid and start pounding them hard with big rocks. it looked, squashy, and so it kinda meant it was cooked so then i'd tell my little companion, which at that age, were my toys, barbie dolls, friends and sometimes, the favorito maid that takes care of jaw jasone and me. it was fun selling out my food like we'd pretend to eat them and be like, " mmm ! nice, how much is per bowl ? okay sure, i'd like to have a few more. " haha ya get what i mean ?

then again, i told myslef i'm gonna be a charity doner when i'm older. it was jaw and my last day in myanmar and as we were sitting in the car gazing outta the windows, we saw many kids with that sad lonely look pasted on their faces. it was supposed to be a happy journey right ? so jaw was like, d'ya wanna throw these with me ? i was like throw what ? only to see him pointing to his game cards and at that time, he had lotsa game cards so i was, sure, why not ! so we slid down the windows, and threw the cards out as the car drove on all the way to the air port. the kids looked surprised but soon, hapiness replaced them. they were laughing and chasing after us, or rather, jaw's cards. we were just throwing them, grinning from ear to ear. i then noticd how happy it make some people just by getting something they can't get and so i asked myself why not i give them everything i don't need ? rahter than throwing them out or dumping them in a corner. i made up my mind, i have to be a kind generous doner.

but alas ! my amibitions were replaced by yet another ambition. i wanted to be a veterinarian. having dogs and geese at the other house, i'm open to animals. one day, mischievous jaw and i decided to do a little experiments so we chased this lame dog into our bitch's house. after many attempts, we finally manged to push them both in and locked them up. we then proceeded on peeping through the holes ( it's made da wood, the dog's house. ) and then we saw lame first approaching bitch but bitch was like, keep shunning away. then finally, they started humping. HAHA ! obviously, we didn't know what on the beautiful mother earth were they doing but it seemed kinda, well, kinda, well . . . interesting ? so we continued peeping until we got bored of their positions so we left them alone to have their own sweet time. and yikes ! a few weeks later, i was greeted with five puppies ! i was tremendously deliriously absolutely delighted. i hoped for school to end faster and pester my chauffeur to drive quicker just so i could see the pups and even before the car has completely halted at the garage, i'd be on my feets running to the room with my little new borns. they were adoraby adorable. just, ohh so adorable ^^ they were warm, golden brown and tiny. they were so soft i couldn't help nose butting them affectionately. their eyes were closed after their birth and they just looked oh my !
so every night before i went to bed, i'd pray to god to let them grow and open their eyes soon and miraculously ! they did after a few days ! i was even more happy. the next day, i brought my friends home to pay a visit to my pups and we couldn't help cuddling the little cuties, they were too much of a hassle to resist. but between happiness, there're bound to be sadness somewhere right. so one day when i got back from school, i was informed by maqiou ( the maid that takes care of us. ) that one of my pups has died and is thrown away because momo ( that's my dog. ) stepped on it. i was all right, nevermind, there're still four left anyway but of course, my heart teared a little but hey, what can i do right ? and a few months later, my little puppies grew ! they were soooooooooo cute !!!!! hahaha, they had this really short tails wagging every second and their limbs were so short. haha, i didn't know what to name them so after much decision, we named them monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday but one of them died remember and i did't know which. they were too similar. so then again, happiness + sadness = what you always get to be complete so one fine day, when i got back, i saw one of my pups really sick and i didn't know what was on so maquio told me it has been having diarrhoea for days i couldn't get close to it cos maquio won't allow me. she was afraid i would get sick too, just in case. so day by day, in my heart, i knew it was never gonna make it and true enough, it trully didn't so it was too, gone. i lost interest in the other three cos i just didn't feel connected to them. i can't remember clearly but i think diarrhoea was my favorite. so the other three i don't know what happened to them. but momo was still mine. she was mine, my favourite, all along. we play often at home and she fetches everything i throw to her directions and i even ride on her ! :D she never barks at strangers and people who shooed her away will get one of my stone cold stares and of course, my hatred. and aside of everything, my momsie was pretty well off so not many people dared be rude to the jjjs, haha, jaw jasone joys. momo was so much of my love i brought her to school not in school, but in the car. moms car's like you can slide open the top of the car roof and dad's like you can slide open the mid of the car so i'll always be poking my head out of the space and bury my head into momo's just in case she was cold and seeing her face never failed to make me giggle with affection cos she was all against the wind and everything. and when i reach the morning chinese school, i'd be like huggies to momo before i leave and i'b be keeping on and on, reminding chauffeur to drive slower just in case mo fall off and to bring her to fetch me after morning school. i really loved her, so so so much i'll bring my food to her, play with her, cuddle her. i don't know what breed she was but she's golden and is kinda big ? hehe i suck at breeds. so yeh i really loved her but during one of the years when i was in singapore, momsie called me and told me that she has given momo to some relatives. i teared, but what could i do ? i was so far away from her and fuck. i'm tearing now shiet. okay nevermind so yeh. i'm so far and even if mos did come back, no one would love her like i did right ? so off my heart flew away to wherever momo was. and she was what i always used as my password. haha ! but worry not cos i don't for now, i only use hers for some really nonsensical web sites. okies. so actually moms called me last year and told me she just bought a dog for me in yangon, before i went back and i was again, happy doh doh. but when i got back, doggie wasn't there no more and mommy told me she gave it away cos it kept attacking the poor plants at home and then again, i was greeted with a much nicer dog house with no dog inside and soon, i found myself torn apart from the world of dogs. yeh. oh wells. isn't it true how i always say no matter how happy you are, there is and there will be definitely something that will bug you. just like how school's out now but i'm broke !!!!!!! bugger.

then finally, i wanted to do modelling. i wanted my life to revolve around paparazzis and bling blings. i want to be remembered when i die. i don't want my whole life to be just, " oh yeh. i was myint myint maw 'a qual mike joyce han wang guo huai. " but the one thing missing is, what did you do ? were you even remembered ? what if people of future generations ask each other and say like, " what do you think of joyce ? " and they'd be like a) oh my earthworms ( i have a phobia of worms. any sort. it's scary and trust me, it can make me go mad, like mad mad. no figure of speech but just pure simple mad. ) !! she was such a goddess ! did yer know she was such a pimpster !? she was such a glamorous, such a .... it's sad i wasn't born earlier ! or b) who's thaaaaaaaaaaaaat ? never heard of her. hey yer know that enrique guy ? man i heard he was big ! he yada yada yada, but you get the picture right ? and modelling is so much fun, it's cool i loves. it's just like, you get a new look every weeks if not month and you hang out with model friends. you get the latest designs from louis vuitton's or prada's or burberry's or vasace's or moschino's or play girl's or v'secret's or y'know, just eveything ! i also wanna be a singer or an actress. i can't sing nor act but i still wanna be one. it's just, my dreams. i think i can act, the least, but as for singing, forget it, it's a complete different thing, it's like, i can raise the dead with my voice and that's in a bad way ! %D
but i feel all bimbo when adults ask me like, so waddaya wanna be when you're old ? and i'll be, a supermodel and they'll go, *blank followed by ooooooooooohhhhhhhhh. so i been using doctor-ing. but over the past few years, i've grown quite fond of doctor-ing. and still am. i'd pretend to faint or die or just some really rare diseases and force my friends to be my patients, making them lay on the mat i just made with pillows haha ! and till today, i still wanna be a docta. but as you know, both my mathematics and science is like, biak. like the 2Hs. HOPELESS AND HELPLESS ! haha. so i still wanna be a model and i'm dieting but i say it, but i don't do it ! it's annoying. very very annoying. so yeh. that's my ambition, what about yours ? ;) tell me, i'm dying to know, really.

oh ! and one last thing. hahahaha ! IF YOU EVER BECOME A DIRECTOR OR A TOP MODELLING AGENCY, PLEASE, DO, DO CALL ME. I'D FLY FROM RIGHT ACROSS THE GLOBE IN LESS THAN 48 HOURS ! haha, i'm so desperate !!! >.<'' but really, if you do one day, email me ah. it's myint-photograpy. haha simply and eazeh to remember. i'm myint, and i like photography. ahaha, simple ? i check my mails there so drop me one when you've gotta btich at me, holler at me, or anything ! haha hopefully i'll still be checking my mails there when i'm oldie. and it's at hotmail's. and i reply there. and no, it's not my msn address. so i'll see you soon my future endeavors ?

XXOOXXOO !

long hair, 2006. such a clash. my hair band and waist band. this was taken a day before i hadda leave singapore, after buying all those secondary two books from school. okay.





AAAAAH. okokokok, shut up shut up shut up;) i know i look like some hawker shietsoever. haha ! this was taken somewhere this year, 2007, from january - february. i was in wm's washroom and i was telling farah i finally looked good and that i was experiencing such a great hari day ._.''
haha ! so you can imagine how badly i looked huh ! even joshua was like, joys i thought you were gonna be a butch. ._.


and, current. not too long not too short. haha.

Swimming takes up to about a quarter of my life. now.

i don't wanna pretend but this is simply spelt with the letters from h to t. i just learnt that no matter how close you are with your friend, it'll never sacrifice something when both of you are in crisis. i was just like, shocked and speechless. i just stood there, jaw hanging loose. it's really painful cos if i were to be in its shoes, i'd totally let it have it. i don't know mian. that's just me i guess. it can do anything it wants with it but hello ? doesn't it have the initiative to offer me even though i'd likely to reject ? really pissfullyhurt. whatever, it's not like as if it doesn't show it in its appearance. it's doodled across its face.
on a brighter note, i just got back from swimming !! after much persuasion, farah agreed to go with me. i swam for i think more than 8 less than 15 laps. and just thinking about this really make me wanna cry ! after not applying sunblock lotion, i'm as dark as dark chocolate !!! and that's not the point. the thing is, my body is unproportionedly tanned ! there're two very different shades of dark brown and light brown arc at my back. and after asking farah if i have a birth mark at my back, she replied with " WAA, VERY BIG LEH ! " and she traced over my birth mark which was at a upper region of my back so i was like " HUH !? GOT AH !? " and she was yeh ! very big ! i was so shocked and yeh, scared cos i don't want anything on me so i quickly got infront of the mirror and asked her where it was. she pointed my birth mark out to me and i was tongue tied. it was utterly bigly gingantically enormously ( largely ) big. i just had to see it so i pulled my swimming costume down only to scream in complete horror. my back was tanned. very very ( badly. ) tanned. farah laughed cos my supposedly birth mark turned out to be an ugly dark skin. it's such an eye sore ! and my legs ! it's absolutely dark at the bottom ( calf area. ) but as it reaches up to my thunder tighs, it's as fair as ever !! sick. and my kneecaps looks like it's just been wiped and scarred with mud ! it's black ! it's the darkest area of my legs ya get what i mean ? it's really disappointing cos i tried so hard just to be fair and finally i got rid of contacting closely with the sun rays. i quit bronzing, i quit going out when the weather's scorching hot, i quit hanging out in the areas beneath the sun and my ! my skin did respond to the change ! it turned fair ! if not a lot. and now, just because i swim for the sake of dieting, i get tanned, AGAINST my every wishes but hey, you wanna get A, you'd end up getting Aa right ? in order to get something there's bound to be this very misfortunate thing along with it and you can't avoid it ! i am supposed to be hunting for jobs tomorrow but i think i'm gonna have a dip first before i go over. jenny said she got a job now, so cool right ! she can start work on friday right away. i wanna too but it's at this jurong west thing so it's kinda far for me i guess. i have yet to make my way to either beauty world or bukit timah plaza to ask for vacancies. so if you see me, drop me a hi !

haha, what an abrupt end.

that's my guy mossies saying hi.

if you thinki'm fo real then you just got joyced ;) hoehoehoe.

yeh baby ! i swam big !
hairstyles number one.

hairstyles number two.

hairstyles number three.

hairstyles number four.

and haha, d'ya have any idea what we were fooling with ? haha ! remember this certain year where this two twins that were connected in a very unusual way, in the head, from i forgot where, went for operation but died ? yes, that's what we were tryna be. haha, i remember it cos we were meade to give a card to the family cos the primary school has these students from that country and they could pass our wished to them blah.

walking with enrique i.

just so ya know, i was taking the scene of the sunset and not this car of my neighbor's. sunsets are real pretty =>