Why is it that when you piss out yellow piss, the water in the toilet bowl will still turn white after awhile ?

yozzie mozzie ! it's 1.30 in the morning and i just showered awhile ago. today was rrreally fun ! ha ha ! i shall just be blogging accordingly. well so in the morning, janene texted to say she can't make it ( but let's go out some time yeh ! :o) ) so in the end, we still went out ( farah hwee koon and yours wholly. ) after shitting, i went straight out under the scorching sun and awhile later, whoa i was in jurong point. ha ha the mall is pretty good. shall go there more often in future. first off we went over to sasa's. had a complementary make up session each. we trimmed our brows !!! f and hweekoon's are nice while mine's just, similar to an eagle. i really look like an eagle lor ! too light and thin. but whatever. ha ha i was tellin' myself this is the route to 17. no more bushes for brows. did make up too whoa my skin looked flawless ! ha ha, i'm inspired to have healthy skin. but anyway, we then went over to long john's for late lunch ( cos of the three of us's make up thingo. ) had chicken potato salad coz i wan't feeling very de hungry. but anyway, jaw called and told me momsie and jia xing's family and afar was gonna have dinner together and he told me to bring fa and hwee koon along if i wanted to so blah blah blah. hwee koon went off to meet her boyfriend while farah and i went over to bukit panjang to meet our husband. our husband the books ah. ha ! ha ! fa changed and we went over to BP's kentucky's to have a little meal after which we went over to take the tube to clementi. the bus took too bloody long so we took the taxi to the place. it's a hawker centre ._. but anyway, ate yadeedee dah and we took what we took backwards home. since farah's parents are away in Malaya, we decided to hang out a little longer and so we did and finally we went back home and damn. this sounds so boring but it was so fun ! ha ha ! today is a really active day. we can be found walking or taking the public transports. i thought i could lose at least half a kg but shit. i increased one whole fat juicy kilo leh !! anyways, we went to have this lambs' marrow also known as toe-gong ( malayu. ) and 骨髓 ( mandarin. ) we can be found sucking the blood out of the bone. ha ! ha ! we were little pretty red flowers which you'll see later. hwee koon didn't eat cos she didn't wanna dirty her fairest-of-them-all hands :oD but anyway, walking back, i was snapping pictures when hwee koon and far told me not to cos it's late night and they might be AHEM ! DHEN-DHEN-DHEN. so they started brisk walking till the bus stop. but anyway, today is really great ^_^ let's go out soon !!

meanwhile, i'm finally on good terms, well somehow, with an old friend i lost for a long while. it's great to hear from her, really. might be meeting up soon and shit. i hope everything'd be how it used to be. haiz. if there's anything i can say at all, sorry wouldn't be enough. oh well. HERE'RE THE MANY PICTURES AND VIDEEEEZ ! enjoy.

yesterday.







TODAY.

eagle in process.

hwee koon and lisa.

almost there !!

there you go !

long jon's.

gobble the leaves to slimgeous.

define the expressions with my new brows !

zangry look.

happy look.

guess what my expression says !? bored.

prettiful !

news flash : ashli admits she bites !

when she's in arah's arms,i knowi'm safe.

toileto.

rah's housie.

joining forces to hunt for west coat.

in the tube on the way to clementi to meet hweekoon once again !

flash lights.

adverting something i don't like - ice mountain. it tastes weird. clementi covered !

adverting farah's handbag.

showing my faux flawless skin that's porcelain like.

the marrow toe-l

fairest of 'em all !

i should be able to quaify for the role of a vampire.

ha ha, inside joke :oD

on route home.

if they aint muscles, then theyre fats vice versa.

*_* lucky hair.

nose and mouth.

pretty frowning.

as you can see, the eagle was very happy becos its brows are just like her, they soar high up the sky.

farah !
hwee koon !
lisa !

the audio system for this cam is messed up so pardon us.

vlogging in the bus.

this is for my future kids.

" farah, say something to my kids. "

in 970 singing. hilary's bomh.

lisa sining ronin's omm.

us singing everywhere while waiting for 173.

us singing everywhere while waiting for 173.

us singing everywhere while waiting for 173.

bomh tgt.

ultimate MV.

more vidz to come ! still uploading.

And when the tears start rolling down . . .

fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. i can't believe i'm actually shedding tears over this. i thought i was a happy girl awaiting for friday the last day of school but no. i'm downright hurt and frustrated. why can't she just at least tell me that i fucking improved, idiotic byotch. i am so pissed in a very sad manner. all becos of report card shit i hate result slips. i failed almost all my subjects and yeh she was there just blabbering on and on and what kind of stupid shit question is this. " are you prepared to take the consequences ? " well no you fucktard obviously i don't fucking know and even thought about the consequences ! i hate it when people ask me questions like this. well isn't it bloody obvious that the answer i will answer is a mere shrug !? " if your results are still bad, you'll have to quit school you know. are you prepared to quit school ? " what the fuck lah i am so urgh !!! angry angry. seriously, grow up and understand that when we teens get home with bad reports, all we want is a hug and words of encouragements from you just so we could feel better but what the fuck am i gettin !? it's seriously very stupid of you to keep telling me repeatedly that i am gonna fail i am gonna fail i am gonna fail you know how seriously fucked those words are ? can't you reverse it the other way round ? just, whoa you did bad but am sure you could do better. CAN'T YOU YOU !@#wnmqjhbgfcd@ertyu#I cos listen, when you do that, i am confident the next time round, i will prove you right that yes, i can do so much better than a F okay ? this is just, whatever.

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guardian just came in and told me she's gonna " fight. " for me and shit. i'm tearing once again. shit i hate emotional periods. all becos of my stomach i missed out the tests and without the med cert, i can't get the points so she's askin for my gleneagle's test result to show the teacher oh man, why can't i understand. i hate myself sometimes when i misinterpret the situations. teared cos instead of encouragements, i got silly questions and shit but this time round, it's cos i know deep in her heart, she wants me to do well. i hope i'm matured soon enough to understand the meaning and thought behind eveyone's scoldings i get. and now i have to explain to my mom. i hope they leave me alone cos if they don't, i will cry when i talk to them. i don't cry over silly stuff but i cry when i'm too angry and when i've hurt someone. that's it. i guess i've made them adults disappointed and oh man, i just don't wanna talk to momsie, the one and only i truly love, along with my granny. i hate to see them faces and i hate it more when i know when the face carries something. i've grown to learn the 2 people i love most's meaning-behind-the-different-expressions. i hope my cell phone goes missing. no. scratch that. i hope my battery goes missing. no. i'm just running away from the situation which is SO.NOT.MATURED. i guess i'll just have to deal with it, i owe them one anyone. i've cheered a little now thank you very much ( obviously i'm just imaging engaging in a talk with people HA ! HA ! )

may the force be with me.

i look back at pictures that cheer me.

jaw and i last december. this was the day i finally ate squid ( i had i think 5-7 ? ha ! ha ! unbelievable ain't !? it was honey coated so it actually tasted like meat. ) we had a really great time. jason was being the joker of the family and teasing us and momsie. whereas for jaw and me, we were catching up on things that revolve around us and thawat was just serving us food :o) i miss all, truly.

thaaat day i will remember.

AND LITTLE PING PING TO MAKE MY DAY !!! OWH I MISS THAILAND :'o( sniff sniff.

i will study hard and kick all play aside becos i wanna go back to thailand and live life like the queenest of all queens and just be, i'm like a bird, i long to fly away, i don't know where my home is ~~~~ yeh, i will be like a bird. chirp chirp.

I'm sore-ing, dying, there are many stars that i can reach in my head.

i live my day with regret.

not only am i suffering from stomach ache, back ache, leg ache, waist ache, muscles ache, spine ache but also, NECK ACHE ! AND NECK ACHE IS THE WORST ACHE ANYONE CAN EVER HAVE. my neck feels so strained and heavy like million ballsxz. i have bought the pasting thingy for relief of muscle aches and pain how to call i don't know. no i wasn't doing neck jogging. ha ha ! though if you were to imagine someone who jogs with its head is pretty hilarious. it mustave been that stupid " stunt. " i was doing. i thought i was a professional just after one trail so i went to re-do it without the support of the wardrobe everything seemed okay until i lost balance that is. i was doing the thingy. it's like you tip you backside 90 degree sky high, with your legs stretching out, it made me feel like a professionally talentedly trained acrobat, but when i lost my balance, my legs went singing to the back and i almost did a somersault. but instead of a cool skinny bow wow somersault, mine was like, the whole weight go and squash my neck bone owh. blardy pain. okay i can't type on further cos i'm turning in early nightz.

When girls go obsessed with dieting . . .

hey yo ! well, as i'm typing right now, i'm actually panting very heavily. i am breathless but no i do not leave you breathless. i was so tired in school. i woke up at 5.30 on monday just so i could reach school early but i still arrived school at 8.25. got back from cheer and was dead tired but i slept at 1.30 in the morning and then i got up 6.15 in the morning once again, how i survived the day is beyond anyone's wonder. i yawned 19 times when i lost count. the miraculos thang is, no matter how sleepy i was, i wasn't sleeping on the table. i was just, alive but dead if you know what i mean.

history whoa. i actually listened !!! ha ha, today is real interesting stuff. so i was rather surprized by my own attention span. i was actually writing a letter to farah too :o) well well, i have been saving money though it doesn't seem to be workin'. ah-nee ( that's her final name. ) is being a sweetie pie by packing food for me to school ever-ree-dey so i don't have to waste my money. t he. i spent pretty little on food today. early morning : tissue pack ( 20 cents. ) sesame bizcuitz ( 60 cents. ) the cheese crackers : 60 cents and mineral water : 80 cents so that make it 2.20 $ and then for recess, i had an egg prata and a plain prata for just 1.50 $ and that's about all that i spent in school. after school is another thang.

so anyways ! fa and i were sirpozed to go joggin' today but last minute took back our words cos it was too bloody warm !!!!!! walking up the slope, i can already feel the heat beating down on me. and it just rained so that weather that welcomed us was somewhat, unfriendly. so ! we decided to just stay home and do little stretching and jumpings HA HA WE WERE JUMPING SO JOLLILY TILL GUARDIAN HAD TO CALL UP TO MY ROOM TO TELL US TO STOP JUMPING COS SHE COULD HEAR US FROM ALL THE WAY BELOW WHICH PRACTICALLY MEANS THAT OUR JUMP WAS NOT ONLY ROOM SHATTERING, BUT ALSO ! HOUSE SHATTERING ( whoa this must be the longest sentense i've ever typed without the full-stop. ) !!!! HA HA HA.

yeh you may be askin, my my is that even counted as an exercise but hell yeh ! it was so darn energy consuming we were breathless. personally, i feel this is a better form of exercise cos we're jumping and who knows !? i might prolly grow a few inches one hawt sunneh day :o) sent farah arah off at the bus stop and i, myint myint maw 'a qual mike joyce han wang guo huai zang lisa ran alllllllllll the way up the slope to the park !!!! oh dear was i not proud of myself. it was like, 7 odd when i was in the park. i was brisk walking cos too friggin tired. then i thought about well, i was like pissed ass angry cos it's like, just becos of and i'm there dying for, like very not worth law so then i pushed everything aside, including my ear-piece, and sprinted blardy farst and up the stairs till home. ha ha ! i'm so proud of myself !!!!i'm skipping dinner which explains why i'm here bloggin instead. i'll just go get myself a green apple later on.

i came up to the room, and started massive " dancing. " ha ha ! i fucken can't dance i tell you !!!!! it's all jumping about and about. ha ha ha i see-ree-iozly need some help there ahh well, i'm am just so not talented after all. but i hope that my kids in future can not only sing, dance, draw, cook, skate, study, laugh, but also, well, if i were to list them out, i doubt i can finish it by this week ! ha ha, i hope they can cook cos the other day i made a burger and shit !!!! cannot even eat. ha ha, during food science, we were sirpozed to be preparing a dish right. i did my custard but i added in additional stuff like sausages, ham, bread, macaroni and butter milk but shit. all messed up so last minute changed recipe to baked pasta. greedy me was grabbing almost 3\4 of the bowl of cheese and stuffing them all over my bowl of yummy looking twirls. hwee koon came and told me to put more so i did as i was told to, a while later, all the cheese melted and whoa it did look delinice ! so i took a bite and wah !!!! so bitter !!!! too much cheese !! ha ha ! i got home and asked ah-nee to change a little so it will taste nice. she said i didn't have salt. so this morning, i ate it and whoa, it tasted so good ! ha ha, she added chili and stuff. she boiled the whole thang so the cheese could drop off. so i hope my kids will be great cook cos they can't depend on me now that's fo sure. ha ha, hwee koon's cocoa cake was burnt too !!! hers actually tasted pretty good but too bad, kena burnt so wasted. ha ha, she hadda throw the whole cake away. ahh well. i will go upload the vidz now bye :o)

Monday feels like Friday.

Please support my Love Earth. campaign. i stayed in the bathroom with my head totally soaked in the hair conditioner for 47 minutes, how i managed to wash off all the pink grey and green chemicals, i don't know. hair's under control now. it isn't sprouting out like some grasses. it's having one of those extraordinary curls since I've last had on the first 3 days of perming. BUT ANYWAY. personally, i was like, a little messed up on stage but as for them other classmates, they prolly did well i don't know ? i wasn't looking at them. formation was changed and yeh. i thought we were supposed to enter the hall lively-ly shouting the first verse leh but the people in front were like half walking half still walking i didn't know wot was going on so the rest of the cheer, i simply followed raysha's footsteps. she stood in front of me, man she sure can dance ! BUT ANYWAYS ! i had chinese chan today. man i was so so so tired i was late for lesson one and a half hour O_O ha ha ! i didn't hear my alarm and guess how i woke up !? i was dreaming about our class, we were like singing the jersey colors. it goes something like this,
" electric bluuuuuue, puuuurpleee, redddddd, greeeeen, electriccc blue. " and then i woke up. time check : 19.48 whoa damn late already. so farah and i talked about the old times, mainly ekx though. every detailed info is in my diary. haizzzz. i feel so blue all of a sudden oh well bye bye. goo nine. jogging with farah arah tomorror :o) i still like this a lot after all these years.

" Please God, if you can't make me thin, please make my friends fat. "

HA HA HA HA HA !!

lisa and shariff.

help help. fatin nabilah's. see the heart ?
sean tham's.
shariff's.


picture of the year.

the dynamics.

the dynamics.

back to class.

beautiful gyals.
lisa with kaiting ! and sean t.

girls just wann have fun.
pretty gyals.

euphorius.
euphorius.

Intara.

lisa sean t.

fatin nabilah !

ha ha, open mouth pose.

smilies.

shariff's signature pose.

liyana farah.
halisa.
jimmy and shariff.
liyanasa.
fatin n !

home sweet home.
clean and fresh like air freshener.

i have sneezed five times.