i've been rejected so many times but guess what ???
rejection is still not one of my fortes.. both ways.
the tears i try so hard to hold back just keep surging forward,
crashing on to the emotions i already cannot flee away from,,,
i don't knows..
these few days my emotions have been runnin so wild i might be diagnosed with life-threatening mood swings or somethin..
i want to cry till my tears dry,,
but i still insist on puttin a brave front and shrug em off w everyone gets rejected but nope..
i keep gettin rejected merciless.
over and over.
no, not guys-related stuff, duh.
i don't quite give a shit about things like guys.
( unless they r gods like enrique or ming dao lah,, )
but these officials.
like what do they think ???
that rejecting people is their full time hobby ????
i don't lay my hands on ANY THING much less get my burmese arse rejected,,,
but when i do, i cry like a baby full of tears and snots lol.
i don't cry like a burmese arse just cuz i got rejected.
i cry my burmese arse out cuz im not used to rejection and the feeling sure as hell,,,,,
sucks.
and im so pissed when that happens cuz the feelin is so goddamn raw it hurts..
when my hardwork all but pay off.
where wakin up early in the goddamn hour just proves to fail,,,
over and over.
i shuld juz go bang the wall, no kiddin zzz.
ugh. the more i think of it, the more i just hope someone would just take it over..
on a brighter note,
( yes now tt my pimples r beginnin 2 subside,
i juz noticed i have 3 moles on my cheeks lol -..- the other 2 r 2 faint 2 c. )
!!!!!!!!!!!
IM NOOB UPGR8ED YO !!!!!!
HA ! HA ! HA ! HA !!!!
ok.
if ur i-sights r the size of pea, i've got my noob piercings done p-sights !!! :oP
hope this time these puny holes dont die on me merciless lor.
if not next time my ears sure full of puny holes one..
ANW, i got these puny holes not to act cool hor. ( HA ! HA !!! )
i was feelin real moody when i got em BOTH done on the same night lo..
i was experincing one of the darkest moments in joys's life
hence i needed 2 feel the pain ( not said in the emo way of cuz zzz. )
the 2 puny holes stands 4 new life.
these 2 puny metal balls :
( red ass. after it juz got pierced. )
remind me to stand tall when all the odds r fuckin against me.
these 2 puny metal balls :
( i look like i was tearin but trust me,
i was brave like hercules ok.
my eyes swollen cuz these days my sleepin habbit bloody the haywire. )
remind me that i have my to remember when all the pain keeps crashin on me.
these 2 puny metal balls :
( taken in jase's room. forced tt selfish tard 2 take. )
forces me to be strong and brave every single day.
in short, these 2 puny metal balls are,,,,
a new joys's life..
ok, puny metal balls aside, here r some of the puny metal balls pictas.
dont laugh @ my noobie piercings hor.
if not my 2 puny metal balls will come haunt u in ur sleep one ok.
they come crawlin inside ur nose then u know ah.
yes, im tryna b kind. i didnt say ur V or A ok.
ha ha ha ! just teasin i gotsa go !!!!
pimples r popping freely again zzz -..-
went back 2 kismis 4 the last time last night...
2 collect some of my pictures left behind of daddy kins.
white boix juz got back home, playin GTA in his school u.
pls bathe hor boy.
if not sure armpit odor damn strong.
( guys w B.O is a major n instant turn off for me. ew.... ~_~ )
( learnt this flyin face from KK lol. it's quite cute hor !!! )
and o yea. another thing impt about guys' grooming tt i take v seriosuly is their toes\legs.
dirty and long nails are major ew enuf said.
he has nice toes i RMB !!!
HA HA HA !!!
joyz not the time 2 turn back, no no no !
he n u r worlds apart darlin ~
er yes. i talk 2 myself HE HE HE HE !!!!!!
jase bending his abnormally tall stature 2 fit
my normal perfect moto height ! he he !!!
see. my height is perfect lo... not short ok !!!! ( xcuses anyone ?? )
dear jase is growing pimples on his face !!!
this is when i kno my little white boi bro is evolving in2 a man.
hope he wont sprout like a bean sprout.
if not next time take pics w him 4 sure difficult..
he he. sorry i cant get enuf, no i cant get enuf. its a song duh,
act cute smile abit..
dling dling !!!
im like takin a pic of my 2 puny metal balls every where i go. this is in e kitchen.
i have pics of it in the cab n lifts but im savin u from
sleepless nights of my beauty roamin in ur dreams t he hes. ~
ending off w me edited ( duh. ) GOOD NIGHT !!!!!!
UPD8 SOON ~
幹嘛這麼久還沒接受我啊,,,,,,,
本來還想裝酷可是現在酷我奶啊,,,,
求求你別再讓我等啦拜託拜託 ～!!! (>__<)'''
