Bowling.

YOOHEE ~!

ok, i just got back from a great night of beef, bowling, and oh, cars 2 !! hehe, cars wuz pretty ok but i still ( highly. ) recommend real steel man that was one hella good one ;o)

anywayz ! met up with proy's family for lunch @ kor-khun, this super cheap ass but fuckin' delicious beef place that everyone in my family adores. ADORES. ha ha ha, to a a beef lover like me, KK's heaven. where can u get great beef at cheap rates !?? WHERE ? ugh. anyway. pics.

heres me and moi darling ~!! this precious has been in kor-khun's fish tank since the first time i went there. IDK if it's me or if it's juz really me but he seems to remember me !!! everytime i walk to the bigass fish tank, he swims straight at me and we'll make crazy eye contact and i turn in2 a fish.

ma dear lady !

here's simple me cuz IDK what i should do w my face since the place's not air-conditioned and it was still in the afternoon ugh.

tell me. WHO. WHO could resist !????

ha ha ha i've realized throughout these few days where i spent ma dayz n nightz w proy that she's a really great cook !!!!

so here's a pic of masterchef swimmin in the oil.

after a heavy lunch we made our way down to esplande's to bowl or kaloriezzzz away.

( nana's camera. )

meet proy's lil sis denise !

n proy's lil bro pon !

here's to....... us XD

of cuz, after the load of shit we burnt off, we had to relax at the theatres :P

PS. yes. i know. ive gained like a mofo tonne of weight. ugh.

Taylor Lautner BayB ~!!!!

today marks the last of my 10days ( or so XD ) here in darling little singapore ~!!
ha ha ha, ok, i was all " darling singapore. " cuz this time round it was a much much much better " experience. " i had cuz koh wei my dearest was spending her time with me unselfishly !!!! ha ha ha, unselfishly, vocabs where art thou ???? ok. when im excited my englsh goes blah so bare with me. anywayzah, here's KW the sweets sending me to the airport ~!!!! picture entry.

i wuz rushing like a mad cow ( what's new. ) so i was bare-ass faced with really hideous clothes and refused to show my true colors. ahem. ( until i made up and changed in the toilet. which u will see. later. )

bye naw ~!!!

A first for everything.

the day i wanted to be left alone

the day i went out to orchard and shopped solo

the day i honestly enjoyed the freedom and solitude i bathed myself in

the day i listened to people around me talk, walk and laugh instead of my iPod

the day i finally got the tiff & co. necklace i been eyeing on

the day i truly had fun

~~

ola ~!!!


okay here's me sitting really uncomfortably on the hard solid cold marble floor with a gleeful expression pasted all over my face.


 i just finished talking to moms ( or rather, she talked and i mm-ed. somethin's up w my hormones these days. ) and she said she's planning a big ( china. ) trip for the fam ( minus my 2 darling brothers cuz they're schools r startin. ) to hong kong-china ( guang zhou moi lurve, bei jing ( this is just me solo really. to go visit my love KK who's currently studying there. ), zhang jia jie ( the scenic background of the movie avatar. ) and i forgot. a ha ha. oh !!! right right, gui lin ( some scenic places again. ) 
so while excitedly listening to the plans, my mind inevitably goes to the well, inevitable XD


HOW. 


HOW can joycy hannie go traveling to these gorgeous places without a great camera in hand !??


i know i know, i just got my new camera a few months ago but that was chosen ( and bought to me by my darling grans. ) 
on a rash and based purely on bad decision.


 KK recommended olympus pen ep2 but it was so bloody expensive i settled with my canon ( a few hundreds cheaper. ) before i bought it tho my mom was telling me to think carefully cos she doesn't want me moping around crying over split milk after i bought the canon. however, being the soft-hearted ( ahem. ) gurrl that i wuz, i decided to go with canon cos family business wasn't going so well then. and now, amigo, NOW, I REGRET. 


there. i said it.


ugh. but it's ok. i will not buy a new cam. i will not buy a new cam. i will not buy a new cam. i will not buy a new cam. 
now i shall chant that till i fall asleep.


so, i've been talking about how i'm on a journey to search for the " old. " me.. one who was so cheerful and on-the-go, on who was so carefree she wouldn't care if the world threw a hundred rotten blueberries ( um, my fave now. ) at her cos she had the power to bounce back instantly, one who smiled so much more than she frowned, true, one who cried more then but was all smiles once the tears sat dry. now i'm just a complete opposite of the old joys. i now do. not. live life.
 i scowl thrice too often, i no longer l-i-v-e, i am the pessimistic polly i once so negatively believed in. however, i shame-facedly admit my quest for the old me amounts to..... well, 
nada. 


i look back at pictures, read my old entries to get back in tune with how i thought about every thing back then but sadly to suffice, i just can't seem to reach out to the past.


i've been doing a lot of thinkings and i've come to a conclusion. no. scratch that. i've come to a realization that i cannot go back to the old me anymore. every one has their moments in their life and i, sadly, has passed mine. the peak of my sad little life is gone, now replaced with what i'd like to call as, boring-lonely-funless days. ok, i know, not a very creative name but what gives. 


my moments of scouting for cute boys and dolling up like no tomorrow came quickly and died down rather quickly too. 
the old me whom used to say ( found in earlier entries. ) " OMG the ppl here dress so simply just normal tees and jeans. " has in fact, become the " now. " me. 
i no longer have the goal and zest to pretty myself up now. which is, really, tragikk.


anyway, having said those chunks, the realization is, i can never go back. but that's not that. 
i've grown. i've evolved. i've.... i've..... i've moved on. the thing is to embrace the new me with the love i once was showered with shamlessly, to accept the new me with open arms and just to live with it. 


everyone changes, don't they ?


my change just came all too quickly.


here's a sad little picture ( from ma phone. ) i got last night on a dinner date @ billy bombers w' KW. 

i know, i don't even bring my camera out anymore let alone snap pics.

450

viohaha !

this is me reporting live from majura singapura ~!!!

hehe ive been here for almost a week ? wait lemme go check my calender. oh wait, i've been here for only five days XD this time round i'm living in poverty. ha ha ha i gave all my USD notes to my aunt just so i won't go to the money changer gleefully to magically tranform them into darling little SGD notes that would satisfy me to no ends kekeke.
sigh but with these lousy rates nothing much comes up anyway x'(

anyway ! i've applied to SIM ( yep just ONE school. ) so hopefully i get to be a student soon. ha ha ha i was telling koh wei the other day i wanted to save $$$$ to get me a decent bike here in SG so i could travel to school with it instead of takin public transports and risk bumpin into people HA HA my dream bike ducati that one er, can wait abit longer lah hor. i think i'll just settle with a low key honda. ha ha ha if my first bike were to be a ducati, my next few ( BMW, fcking nice. ) no hope alr. ha ha ha go slow, go slow XD

niways ! nothin much to write, just a quick UPD8 XD

and no pics of,,,,, wel, me. ha ha ha ha i've become a fucking balloon no mood take pics. and my card reader also left in myanmar so bleah. my english fckin lousy here dont even ask. yawn.

niwayzzz ending with some pics ( not of me. )

 my new luvvs !!! ok i havent exactly tried them on yet but judging from what i've seen, it's love ~~ HA HA HA HA. ok thats crap. koh wei n i've been patronizing sephora these past few days and every time we go there, we find something absolutely amazing n to-die-for lol. i got the sugar lip treatment in honey too but dont have a pic of it cuz im like using it now XD the estee lauder( for my aunt. ) n la tweez ( for KK. ) one's bought from the plane XD

studious ( ahem. ) me's been reading loadzzzz too lol. ha ha cosmo ( UK edition, top. ) is bought from the thailand's airpot while i was in transit to SG hence the bigass Bh 395 ~~ PS, cosmo rokkz !!!! ugh i sound like a kid =o|

my new wallets !!!!
since my " salad. " wallet from hong kong was stolen, i've been keepin an eye out for a suitable replacement but none came in sight.. until i was in thailand's airpot ( again for transit to SG. ) shopping that i came across the benetton ( above left. ) one. the folli follie ( above right. ) coin pouch is bought in flight XD i love the airport n airplane.. or rather, shopping there XD XD everything's so new n cheap XD and who could forgot ?? airplane food ? IDK why but i abso adore airplae food. or rather, thailand's ariplane food. it just tastes abso good.

 nothing of any significance but here's my ( temp. ) myanmar driving license !!!!!! gagaga.

ciaoz.