PICTURES !!!!!! jase & PPD ~

loves !

the other day my momsie dear surprised me with a bag of goodies.

and inside held the secret way to my........ make-up-hood. ahem.

 but my absolute favorite inevitably goes to......

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laaaaaaaa !!

 le alexandre zouari brush !!!!!!!!!!!
 ok, if u know me well, u'd know that im a die hard AZ fan but it's just i've never got the $$$ to buy any of their god-amazing-gawjuz hair pieces :''''o(((((

ending off with a really pretty powder case ~~

KK.

hooya !!!!

i am finally back after a month of disappearance ahem ! ha ha ha honestly i dont remember much of my trip except the past week when i was with my darling girl KK ! it's been half a year ( i think !? ) since we last saw each other and honestly we been planning to go places but nothin ever really works out... until now !

ha ha, IDK man, i just feel really peaceful when im with her. like i can be the crazy person that i am and also spill my complicated heart out without having to say too much and she'd be there summarizing and understanding. honestly tho i was kinda pissed the last few days cos i had to leave so quick ! nana's visa was expiring and i had to accompany her back to BKK which of cos means i had to leave KK, leave bei jing. somewhere which i was startin to get used to. anyway. shant say much. im really tired ~~~~

even my heart's tired. im debating on if i shld get my hair extensions out now. it's all rolled into a disgusting heap of mess it's fkin disgusting.

im not the kinda person to say " i love you. " but really, KK, i absofuckinglutely love you :'o)

oh. and im like shaelessly saying that cos blogger is like banned in china so she wouldn't be able to see it anyway HA HA HA HA. im such a failure.   -..-

Life.........

ok it's been too long since i last wrote anything smart here XD

anywayza, this is me joycy reporting live from BKK ( after fleeing to PTY to escape the flood. ) and ugh. IDK, life has happened so much in the past few days i don't even know what i think or feel anymore. i'm taking day for day and nothin for granted. my life is changing, or.. I am changing - yet again.

anyway, i've learnt something about myself today ( while leaving pattaya. )

i said i've been accustomed to changes and the movings in my life, i said i can adapt to changes easily and don't mourn over any differences but there is this tiny period where i lose myself and feel a bigass sense of loss once i leave a place which i've juz gotten used to. my english is sounding rough. blame it on the break.

anyway, all i wanted to say was :

even the strongest fall.

here're the piczzzz i've gotten over the past few days !? weeks !???? le sigh.

i've squeezed dry every drip of my energy into resizing n editing the picz so yes, u may steal them ;o)