^..^

woohoo ~!!

2day has gotta be one of the most relaxing day of joys's life i swear !! *__*

2day is the one day where i didnt have 2 worry about

anything

in the world lor !!!!!!!

i dint have 2 worry about missing any calls cuz the fact is . . .. . . . .. . . .

I DIDNT GET ANY CALLS 2DAY THANK HEAVENS !!!!!

u cant imagine the amount of calls i have to make and receive i tell u !!!!! it's damn tiresome lo !!!!

ANW 2day went out w jase 2 watch iron man 2.

both of us r damn xcited 4 this ok !!!

even KK also but she's got her mid terms comin up so it was only me n jase the xcited eagles lo ^^

ANW, i was xcited mainly bcos of scarlet lah he he he !

she's like the matured version of megan lo,,, damn seductive. 2 bad i couldnt gorge @ her comfortably cuz we were sittin @ first row lor. im surprised my neck didnt twist awkwardly lo... all of the slots were full house zzz -..-

ANW, since 2day's a relaxing day, ima gonna end off w a relaxing ending ~

PS, it's time to venture higer. my ears i mean ^__^

not much of an entry cuz im this relaxed ~~~~~~~~~ sigh,,,,

this is urs unsincerely B4 goin out ( havin rough hair day = glum face lo.. )

今天帶 jase 去了一個剛開不久的百貨公司。。名叫 iluma。 是很靠近 bugis 那边。。哈哈，我打華文超土吧。。 but it's ok.. time for changes u know ;o') 哈哈，真的不只道怎麼開始，只能 “哈哈哈哈." ok. im makin it a point 2 type in at least one sentence in mandarin from now on so wish me 運 ( luck. ) !!!

ive made it a point 2 bring jase out every weekends for a movie and meals. ( 2 fulfill my sisterly role ahem ahem :oP )

the week B4 last we had chinese, last week we had western, today we had western again, next sat we'll be havin japanese. n maybe goin 2 sentosa lo -..- his skin tone is 2 uneven accordin 2 him ATM lor -..-

i dont like the beaches here >'o( but it's ok.. a good sister is to forgo all of her desires and loathes to willingly be there all-the-time for him brrr. and that include taking public transport grrr _l_

kena forced take tube again lo,,,,

looks ancient old man here but pretti nice ATST.

hungry *.* waiting for the food grrrr,,

heres me meal,,, lemme enjoy grrrrrrrrr,,, im havin weird captions day zzzz -..-

i was having one-eye-bigger-than-the-other-day so i didnt take much pics of miself ~

ye i know. wad an odd taste my pimple has. brow bone 4 god sake. is it even confortable livin up there buddy ???

我已經對原本一點不稀罕的地方 forge了一個很深厚的感情。。。

如果最終還是去不了我不會哭死。。。。

這幾天的心情超爛的。。

都不知道自己想要的是甚麼了,,,,,

本來還以為我辦事會像風一樣 （ sail smoothly like the breeze. ) 順利。。

可是現在事情搞得一團糟。 自己都浪費快要半年的時間了。。

看到朋友們開心心地上課我心裡好難受喔。。我超想念上學的味道。

雖然現在說想念想念但是你等著吧！學校不開2天國懷就肯定大叫啦～！！

嘻嘻嘻。(>__<)#

最經我的生活太可悲無聊了。。。 甚麼事都不用做。。

就整天只能呆在家等電話打電話。。

只能被困在家為不能 fore tell 的事操心，討厭死了。。。

就好像在為你狗狗生不生病操心， 超難受的。。

反正都不曉得結果會怎樣，，但是我還是無法不去不管。。

太討厭了，真的。 駭。。。。。。真是太難受啦～

ok.

今天就寫到這裡吧！

噢對喔 ！！！母親節就快要到了耶！！！！！！

我好希望可以回泰國陪媽媽過噢。。。。。。。。。

習慣就好。。

i've been rejected so many times but guess what ???

rejection is still not one of my fortes.. both ways.

the tears i try so hard to hold back just keep surging forward,

crashing on to the emotions i already cannot flee away from,,,

i don't knows..

these few days my emotions have been runnin so wild i might be diagnosed with life-threatening mood swings or somethin..

i want to cry till my tears dry,,

but i still insist on puttin a brave front and shrug em off w everyone gets rejected but nope..

i keep gettin rejected merciless.

over and over.

no, not guys-related stuff, duh.

i don't quite give a shit about things like guys.

( unless they r gods like enrique or ming dao lah,, )

but these officials.

like what do they think ???

that rejecting people is their full time hobby ????

i don't lay my hands on ANY THING much less get my burmese arse rejected,,,

but when i do, i cry like a baby full of tears and snots lol.

i don't cry like a burmese arse just cuz i got rejected.

i cry my burmese arse out cuz im not used to rejection and the feeling sure as hell,,,,,

sucks.

and im so pissed when that happens cuz the feelin is so goddamn raw it hurts..

when my hardwork all but pay off.

where wakin up early in the goddamn hour just proves to fail,,,

over and over.

i shuld juz go bang the wall, no kiddin zzz.

ugh. the more i think of it, the more i just hope someone would just take it over..

on a brighter note,

( yes now tt my pimples r beginnin 2 subside,

i juz noticed i have 3 moles on my cheeks lol -..- the other 2 r 2 faint 2 c. )

!!!!!!!!!!!

IM NOOB UPGR8ED YO !!!!!!

HA ! HA ! HA ! HA !!!!

ok.

if ur i-sights r the size of pea, i've got my noob piercings done p-sights !!! :oP

hope this time these puny holes dont die on me merciless lor.

if not next time my ears sure full of puny holes one..

ANW, i got these puny holes not to act cool hor. ( HA ! HA !!! )

i was feelin real moody when i got em BOTH done on the same night lo..

i was experincing one of the darkest moments in joys's life

hence i needed 2 feel the pain ( not said in the emo way of cuz zzz. )

the 2 puny holes stands 4 new life.

these 2 puny metal balls :

( red ass. after it juz got pierced. )

remind me to stand tall when all the odds r fuckin against me.

these 2 puny metal balls :

( i look like i was tearin but trust me,

i was brave like hercules ok.

my eyes swollen cuz these days my sleepin habbit bloody the haywire. )

remind me that i have my to remember when all the pain keeps crashin on me.

these 2 puny metal balls :

( taken in jase's room. forced tt selfish tard 2 take. )

forces me to be strong and brave every single day.

in short, these 2 puny metal balls are,,,,

a new joys's life..

ok, puny metal balls aside, here r some of the puny metal balls pictas.

dont laugh @ my noobie piercings hor.

if not my 2 puny metal balls will come haunt u in ur sleep one ok.

they come crawlin inside ur nose then u know ah.

yes, im tryna b kind. i didnt say ur V or A ok.

ha ha ha ! just teasin i gotsa go !!!!

pimples r popping freely again zzz -..-

went back 2 kismis 4 the last time last night...

2 collect some of my pictures left behind of daddy kins.

white boix juz got back home, playin GTA in his school u.

pls bathe hor boy.

if not sure armpit odor damn strong.

( guys w B.O is a major n instant turn off for me. ew.... ~_~ )

( learnt this flyin face from KK lol. it's quite cute hor !!! )

and o yea. another thing impt about guys' grooming tt i take v seriosuly is their toes\legs.

dirty and long nails are major ew enuf said.

he has nice toes i RMB !!!

HA HA HA !!!

joyz not the time 2 turn back, no no no !

he n u r worlds apart darlin ~

er yes. i talk 2 myself HE HE HE HE !!!!!!

jase bending his abnormally tall stature 2 fit

my normal perfect moto height ! he he !!!

see. my height is perfect lo... not short ok !!!! ( xcuses anyone ?? )

dear jase is growing pimples on his face !!!

this is when i kno my little white boi bro is evolving in2 a man.

hope he wont sprout like a bean sprout.

if not next time take pics w him 4 sure difficult..

he he. sorry i cant get enuf, no i cant get enuf. its a song duh,

act cute smile abit..

dling dling !!!

im like takin a pic of my 2 puny metal balls every where i go. this is in e kitchen.

i have pics of it in the cab n lifts but im savin u from

sleepless nights of my beauty roamin in ur dreams t he hes. ~

ending off w me edited ( duh. )

GOOD NIGHT !!!!!!

UPD8 SOON ~

幹嘛這麼久還沒接受我啊,,,,,,,

本來還想裝酷可是現在酷我奶啊,,,,

求求你別再讓我等啦拜託拜託 ～!!! (>__<)'''

Comment ça va y'all ???? ( how's it goin y'all ???? )

YOZZIE MOZZIE !!!!!!!

LOL def long time no say tt n long time no write yo !!!

ok so i've been BZ again, v sadly.. can u believe i only got back home last night at motherforking 23.30 BZily doin all those damned docs. ???????

gosh i wonder how i still stay so " buff. " from all these tiresome work lo.. i still have these lards in my body even after running from this destination to the other lo.. but o wells. let's c. quick short UPD8s in joys's life April 2010.

5) i've lost my phone so the only way u can contact me is thru emailing.. i read my yahoo mails most but only 2 people know tt add so no point, really, to mention it lol foolish :oP i will inform u when i get my 9822 back. i love my number so im applyin the same number. twice.

12) im currently lodging in KK's place till i have decided my next step. im currently on the verge of a major break down ( only jokin duh. every one knows i like 2 ssstttrrreeetttccchhh ( e-yak e-yak. ) my words HA HA HA HA ! no not drama queen thankiu. ) which pretty much amounts 2 about 2-3 months b4 movin on 2 TW or BKK. it's so messy i swear im not gonna UPD8 on ANAYTHING until it's all confirmed.

34) IM REALLY XCITED CUZ I WILL BE SCHOOLING AGAIN !!!!!! u cant believe im already bored outta my dumb wits ok !!! i dont work i dont school im basically just livin my days on boredom !!!!! and freedom ! but this is def not one of the freedoms i enjoy grr.. i like havin my hands on somethin.. i miss writing 習字。。

對，我在學習寫繁體所以若有甚麼錯字就多多放過哀家咯！！！！

ok so my point is, im dead xcited 'll be goin 2 school again ( even when they are teaching me the basic of the basics suchas ni hao wo hao da jia hao. )

34.5) dont mind me when i complain of lethargy when i start school lol ^^

1001) i miss home.

thats all. BB.

o yea. kiss goodbye 2 all my pictures now that the phone is gone.

the picts to goin back to BV, the pics to bringing jase out, the picts to meeting KW and most imptly, the pics 2 beautiful me and my beautiful cousins in MM !!!!!!!!

AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG FML, REALLI !!!!!!!!!

Im a fatigué so BB all. dont mind me. im a noob in french. slowly but surely i will learn to say in sentences. im such a noob brrr :oP

au revoir ~!!!

Bonjour ~!!!!

FUCK A DUCK JOYZ HAN IZ FINALLY FREE 2 UPD8 HER POOR LIL NEGLECTED SITE AGHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's been really long since i last did a proper entry !! well, aside from the previous H8 entry of cuzz... but let's not talkabout it cuz i've already deleted those 2 ex " best friends. " off joys han's life so shoo they go far far away ~.

anyway im in such an amazin blazin mood cuz im finally free yáll ~!!!!!

gone will b the days i only had 3 mere hours of sleep ! gone will be the days i had to drag my aching feet to these unknown buildings to apply for docs !

gone ~~ gone ~~~!!!!! all gone !


so im really relieved and happy. ( honestly tho, im tyrin 2 4get the fact that i still have like a quarter of work to complete. my scheduled flight was supposed to be tmr at 15.55 but i just received a call from momsie n TW aunt this A.M sayin i have to remain in SG to complete more official documents brrrrr. )

but aside from tt, IM GR8 ~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. shant talk longer so pictures gonna be up !!!!! pardon my site. i havent been uploading pictures for god knows how long.. mainly cuz im just self-declared ' lazy. ' he he he :oP

ok. gotta go ~!!!!!!! ciao !!!!!!

speakin of ciao n bonjour, im gonna be learning french how cool is that !!!!!

i love the way the language flows. how beautiful ~~~~~~

ok lah. really gotta go so BB !!

MEET MY NEW BABIES !!!!!
( my 19th BD gifts 2010. PS my BD is on jan 23. no one wish me lor so sad... :o''( )


and the 4 most important cards in my life !
chanel n prada are classic w\o being 2 OTT messy.
startbucks card my bro jaw bought me so i wouldnt have 2 carry my big fat wallet out the next time we chill out. not sure if SG has come up this method tho..
and lastly, my thai airways card !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for a girl who loves travelling, this is an absolute must !!!!!!!! hope i get gold card soon... can get free 20kg baggage weight leh !!!!!!!!

that day's make up was a lil thick i admit but i was carried away :o\ !!!




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us n our fave pose. we do this 2 each other when we wake up lor how sad. ha ha !




we r cannibalz !! rahrrr !!!! ew. so act cute the rahrrrr.



forcin bro 2 bend lower.. tt unusually tall creature zz -..-

me takin last pic of the place i grew up in SG !!! er these pics must edit abt stronger if not u will surely scrutinize my lovely figure lol WTF HA HA HA !!!!! u know. " lovely figure. " HA ! HA! HA !




ma bro w his new toys !!!! guilty of encouragin him 2 buy these GTA games cuz..... er.. i want 2 play also when he goes sku lol. ya i dont have a PSP ha ha ha !!!!!!



selfish jase dun wanna take pic of me 4 me so i had 2 self service lo..
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yes yes tt is major sunken eyes u c !!!! thx 2 no sleep bloody hell :o\



selfish tard -..-




yes my bro is that casual.. thats one thing i love abt him ha ha ha ^^
said the table 4 2 was 2 small n asked me 2 request 4 table for 4 the next time we eat lol,,

my bro takes care of my $ - and sadly, tt includes no taking of taxis aaaaaaagh !!!!!!!!!!

so here i am, stuck in the tube w people of all walks of lives,,,,