Murakami

" About a half a year later, just as I had predicted, suddenly, preposterously, a tornado-like love seized Sumire. With a woman 17 years older. 

Her very own Sputnik Sweetheart. "

hmm

so a couple of weeks ago, i gave " internet dating. " a go.

 i wouldn't really call it a date tho. more like meeting them in real and just.... chill ? HA HA HA. it started off pretty strange LOL.

the first i met was ummmmmmm. lemme think. ok. i remember now.

ANW ! ha ha. ok. im too shy to type in event what happened with each meet ups but as i was lying on ze bed just now scrolling through pictures and texts, i've come to realize that i haven't met anyone for a long, long, long time.

 the last i met was.. um. before i lost my blackberry. and i have been living without a blackberry for almost a month now !???? i think !!?

these days im just too lazy to find or chat or whatever. i've lost the patience to be glued to my phone typing.
sometimes i wanna meet but then again, when i do, i just feel suffocated. i like to live free and gettin' to know everyone. i hate being tied to just one person. it's like all my pores are buried in oil and i get really annoyed and just pissed that i have to keep coming back to that same person to ask if he's enjoying his time or whatever.

 ANW. i know i wasn't into meeting people online out but i gave it a go cos bimbo toe told me it was actually ok if u guys can get along.
 so honey me finally gave it a shot and voila ! it ain't that bad after all. like discovering. ok not discovering. just.... like. hi ! ha ha that first moment u meet is like... a little touching LOL. like meeting an old family that kinda thing.

 ANW !!! i don't even make much sense cos all my inspiration for words got lost while i was anxiously waiting to be connected to the internet. bloody hell. it's almost 4 in the evening now and i just woke up. my body clock is majorly, majorly fucked up. hope i can get it readjusted back in thailand.

 days like this i just wanna type nonsense cos i ain't got no plans. and it's raining. now what i need is a cuppa tea. but im too lazy to budge. hope i can go out for a drink tonight. dang everyone. tmr's a monday. school / work / whatever.

i need to go back to BKK soon. i'm losing my holiday and life. i need to go back. need to book my ticket. monday or tues ? or thurs just in case i wanna go for ladies' night cos i didn't club yesterday ?? was BZ working my ass off last night boohoo.

 ANW !!!! it's 3 mins past whatever time it was when i last did a time-check. gonna get my KFC and just stay in and watch Modern Family. dunno which ep im at alr.

 ciaoza bella !

 the thing is, i stopped meeting cos i found someone quite pleasant. like friends material.

 joycy honey will never commit ;-)

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since i aint got pics to upload, here're some i took with my very first paycheck !!!!!!
ahppily take alr, i had to bloody lose it. just found it a few days back LOL. of all places, the kitchen -..-

congorock

the night i got so pissfully drunk, all without remembering a thing :'-)

after gettin' drinks from helipad, lousy me still wasn't drunk enough when i reached zirca. finally gave graveyard a shot. indifferent. so got one more shot of absinthe. the next thing i knew, i was dancing. happily. but boy was i wrong.

woke up the next day to texts asking me why the hell i was so drunk. didn't even remember a thing about me being drunk until nad relayed the whole story to me LOL.

i kept falling on the dance-floor the bouncer had to bring me out. like that still not enough. once i was out, i fell on puddles of what i will convince myself to believe as... water. LOL. nad couldn't get me to wake up so she got this dude to go get water from 7-11. i refused to drink it so she gladly poured the whole bottle down my face in hope of freshening me up trolllllllololllol. of cos it didn't work. i just kept pestering her to bring me right back in to the club cos i wanna dance. she just told me the bouncer woldn't allow me to go back cos i was too wasted. told her i can convince the bouncer to let me in. so we went back to queue again and nad whispered to the bouncer not to let me in cos i was too drunk but apparently, i quote, " you managed to look straight into his eyes and convince him you weren't drunk. you kept saying you're fine you're fine ! " and thats how we managed to go in lol. nad was angry at the bouncer for letting me in HA HA HA but l'sighhhhhhhhhh. i must be pretty damn good at forcing myself to be sober infront of bouncers alr kekekeke.

so once we were in, i told nad i wanted to pee. pee finish alr, happily come out and i had to fall right infront of the smoking room, happily dragging nad along with me LOL. IDK HTF we fell, but our legs must have tangled because i broke her heels when we both fell LOLOLOLOLOL.

aiya. lazy type. long story short, i quote,

" you just keep falling, we all try to carry you, all 5 of us but u still can dunno how just lie on the floor and not move. you just kept laughing and saying " slap me ! slap me ! " so i pia pia pia pia !! slap u. then pam they all ask me stop cos you r drunk. u still refused to move so i kiaped both of ur feet and dragged u. "

LOL.

moral of the story ???

absinthe and graveyard is le god ~~~

the end.

the boys dropped in for awhile before heading out. " we come disturb you. " as u can see, my room is in a state of disaster zone. le bed was too messy so they both had to sit au naturel on the floor LOL. shariff didn't follow us this time round but he came down to hang with us while we " swam. " and even bought us the glow sticks !!!! yes we've made up LOL. f R e n Z 4 E v AAx

the gorgeous ladies !!!!!!! 

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and then there's me -..-

awkward end to the pictures but my night got into a pile of oblivion after that :-P

just came to a realization.

dressed like a princess, drunk like a slut :X

swim

a day without the sun !!!!!! finally a day i decide to be healthy and it had to bloody rain and be sunless boohoohooooooo

this is gonna be my new Subway !!!

dunno y these girls no make up also can so pretty *___*

 dunno WTF they eat. oh right. she's eating the same thing as me but different leh !!!

sat happily for 15min only rain alr zzzz

dont stare at my eyebrows !!!!!!! im growing them out LOL. most painful process EVER.

 " An intense love, a veritable tornado sweeping across the plains - flattening everything in its path, tossing things up in the air, ripping them to shreds, crushing them to bits. "

the reason why i love Murakami :'-)

interesting or what !! i've never seen the bubbles ever !

copied KK's idea LOL

yes yes. that's what we mean by swimming XD XD XD

tata

tee heeeee.

HELLOW BELLOW !!!!

ok. im in the mood to write now so bear with me ahem !

you'd think i'd be super busy going hardcore partying now that my holiday is here but boohooo ! i'm sofa king free the boredom literally eats into me and leaves me really really depressed :'-(

back when i still had school at least i had my exams to look forward to. but now i have absolutely N O T H I N G :'-( aside from going back to BKK but that's a different  thing ahem.

so i recently fell out with shariff. LOL. i know im supposed to be serious about losing a friend but it's just too funny how we quarelled. he's like my little brother but apparently we're both too drunk on our egos to make the first move and say sorry. nad the biatch is BZ with work and dating ( AHEM. ) and jasmine is too caught up with school so it's only left with just me, ze poor sad girl LOL.

staying home is too sad cos it's too bloody quiet in here so i been going out on my own for 2 days now. or was it 3 ?__? ha ha, im starting to get back in tuned with my independence again, which is something i'm really proud of. i became a little too dependent on my friends the previous month but i'm gettin' back to the old me.

honey just gotta stay detached ;-)

weeeee i cant wait to get back to BKK !!!!!!

dang. i really don't do anything different there but it's just the different environment that puts me in a very good mood. i wake up to a home, a family and i go to bed knowing my mother is just next door. i can go in and see her wash her face and apply her facial creams before she sleeps LOL. im still a kid when it comes to family. like seeing my mom before she sleeps and shit. and my granny is gonna be there as well wooo !! time to help her apply her facial masks again HA HA HA. have i fucking mentioned i fucking love my grandma !?? HA HA HA. she's like a complete older version of me. always asking me to help her take pictures and asking which lipstick she should apply and asking me to google ways to reduce her wrinkles on her neck HA HA HA !!! i fucking love my family is what. dang i miss my brothers also. wonder when we will all finally get reunited again l'sighhhhhh. this time we HAVE to take a family portrait i swear !!!!

ANW !!!

i cant wait for tmr whooooopppp !!!!! i bought a really cute dress for tmr !! ha ha ha didn't get the floral one cos too expensive liao me no money :'-( and it's not entirely clubbish so whatev. the new one i got isn't very clubbish as well but what gives.

oki. gonna swim with nad now !!!

i'm finally getting a shade darker woooooo !!!!!! gonna swim the whole day tmr before clubbing !!! joycy gotta lose weight !!! eat too much shit alr.

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le mom called n told me to drink more soup lol.

off to coffee to help me shit XD XD XD