out at sea ~

well harlowwww !!!!!!

im officially ( gonna be XD ) back to my dear old rise and shine again.

typing on this ipad and tablet keyboard feels so... professional AND funny. ( funny imagining myself to be a pro ngeheh. ) the keyboard's a lil too small for my tatse. or rather, my fingers.

but anyhoo, the wifi's my biggest motivation now that it's finally, finally up at home. imma be a frequent flyer, oh scratch that, a frequent blogger now =P. type out my youths and my downs, becos time flies and imma be a mother soon ! nah, not coming back with a pregnancy news but u never know how time flies XD once the baby pops out, my blog's gonna be invaded with His Royal Cuteness so needa spam Her Royal Highness's chio face before that happens kekekkekeke. damn. typing these XD smileys feels so bloody limited. ha ha ha im so used to the emojis available on dayre.

anw. i've been back here in Yangon for almost 2 weeks now ! this year has been filled with sooo much travelling i honestly cant even remmeber anything about my trips.

my resolution was to make full use of my 2015 and work the fuck out at the gym but look where im at now ! all these travellings has left me with *gasp, no time for gym !!! yeah. who could ever imagine ME saying that HA HA HA. i have them most free time :'D but really. i spent my CNY over at Myeik w Mr AX's fam, and then to Ranong for a fam getaway, valentine's in Ngwe Saung with a couple of friends, Mandalay with KK and friends, then to BKK for dunno what, then YGN, then to HK and back to BKK, to YGN, to BKK, to SG, to YGN, to SG, and now, finally in YGN again -,,- with that much moving about, u'd've imagined me to have a gazillion pics but guess what. im no longer the pictures crazed girl i once was, the selfie queen i once was is now merely a... selfie princess. HA HA HA, ok lah.

becos i stopped blogging for sucha long time, i also stopped snaping that many pics, also lost my artistic side ( i choose to believe i had one ahem. ha ha ha. ) so i feel really eggcited to be back !!!!! cos that means more pics, more editing and more ranting ! whoop whoop ! i have even subbed to pic monkey for 1 year alr leh, thats how confident i am. how confident of taking hella pics and editing them and blogging them out. hehe. so. less talking. more pics...right?

ha ha ha, this time in SG, my momma gave me a chance i never thot wuld come that soon, honestly ! she booked a yacht but momma meeeeeyaaa !!! i havent diet lah ! zomg ! i was imagining myself as pitbull's girls but alas. i looked like pitbull T______T PS, i luv PB. ha ha, i find him really cute, esp his smile <3 __ <3

good view on top eh joe ;-} 

and heres to an abrupt end ! ha ha, wa. I'm having a headache now. my o my,  my head can't get around to editing and uploading and arranging all these pics. it's really been that long zomggggg. will work on a new entry tmr ~! bye-bye.

reconnected !!

OMBLOODYGOODNESS !!!!!!!!!

I'm back into my blogger again !!!!!!!! fml. why is it that when u want something done so badly, every lil thing try its best to prevent u from doing so. but when its something that needs done the least, boom ! bam ! voom ! u're in !!

lol. i was just trying to set up a new gmail account when i clicked the " sign in with a different account. " and boom. i got redirected to my old pjjworhx email ( which is linked to my blogger. ) so i tried typing blogger.com and boom ! I'm in my rise and shine account yo !!!!!! fuck me I'm so fucking happy. i stopped blogging here cos my mobile blogger for some reason stopped allowing me to upload pics. said media space is low or something along those lines. when i tried bloging from the computer, i couldn't log in cos i didn't have the infos to verify my account !! bloody nerve-wrecking i tell ya. i didn't wanna blog from mobile cos too many words with no pics aren't my thing. so i migrated to dayre. it treats me with love. but i hate having to edit my full-length pics to squares in order to upload them so i don't update regularly there either. also, we can't really forget about the annoying fact that myanamr's internet speed cannot be matched with those overseas eh. i will try to update some pics later. gotta go save and transfer and what nots. if only my bluetooth is working properly. another thing why blogging from comp is such a hassle. the transferring of pics. unlike from phone/app, everything is just a 'share' away.

new new

www.dayre.me/joyzyhanzy !!!!!!!!!!!!

UGH !!!!!!!!!!!! 

what's my password for this blogger ???? fuck fuck fuck I'm connected on my phone but I can't seem to guess my password on the laptop. I'm so afraid to sign out from my mobile for fear of losing my dear old dusty bloggie :'-(((((( fml fuck u password.

" your man isn't meant to be compared with. he's meant to spend your days with. "

truth be told, I've been one hella lucky bitch. I didn't look for love, hell I already lost the idea of what love is. was. I didn't see myself being tied down in a relationship. in other words, i was anti-love. but guess what ? love happened. love looked for me and i willingly succumbed.

after 22 years of existence, it's safe to say I've found my other. I know what you're thinking. oh what do I know about love. I haven't even been in a relationship. this is my first ever but it just can't be explained in words. words are underrated compared to the feelings I get every time I'm with joe. I guess he's what I can say ice to my johnnie walker ;-) 

I've never seen someone so tolerating of my foul temper, someone who guides me along my pathetic little life, someone who stays up with me till dawn even tho he's dead tired just to hear me whine and cry and yak about nothings. someone who'll be so disappointed like a dad\mom would when I smoke, someone who always places me atop of others, someone who makes me smile just by looking. I don't know how I should say this but sometimes when I see him so serious reading the papers or writing, I get hit by a thought so fierce that dang, I can spend my whole life with this man. 

i know I've never experienced true love. my dating history isn't very bountiful but from the guys I've met and aquatinted, I'm safe to say joe is the best for me.

 joe is the father I never had, joe is the silent shadow that'll always be beside me no matter where my mood takes me, joe's the wise old soul that lectures me when I wander out of track, he's someone I want to spend my life with and this one lifetime alone will never be enough.