maternity shoot behind-the-scene

was really impressed with the services I got from Together photo studio !! especially their make up skills 😍 had I known about it earlier, I'd've hired them for my wedding ! 😔 their prices are very friendly too sigh. 

anw. my photos turned out flawless in terms of photography skills, make up and lighting. however, my poses were just ... bleurgh !! totally regret not sourcing for poses earlier. I looked so rigid and every poses were just so damn similar to the other. so sad lah. wish I can go for second photoshoot but Together's located all the way in Mandalay 😭

 close up of the third look

this guy 1 2 burst my balloon.

will post the originals once they're out !

Acacia

no more American cheese cake !! 😭😭😭

was never a fan of tiramisus but as of lately, I'm finding myself faced with that option 😩 but really, it doesn't taste thaaaat bad 😆

some substitute for the lack of American cheese cake 😪 definitely not a fan of this. lemon something.

ma mere <3 p="">
it's been so long since i last went out with my dear mother. really, once you're married or rather, once you have a boyfriend really, you'll start noticing that your mom will disappear from your life. back when i was single, i saw only my mom. i was cooped up at home and everyday i'd see her, eat with her and be with her. but once i met joe, things started shifting. instead of my dear mother, everything became joe. i'd really love to spend more time with my mom and likewise, let joe spend more time with his family cos me and joe, we've got half our lives to be together. but our parents, not so much. i will be a better daughter and not forget my role. to be mummy's little girl no matter my age. to spend every moment i can cos my mom is so special <3 p="">

supper @CC

supper wiv mah hubby 😜😜 still can't get used to that title. ha ha sounds so mushy. anyhooo. life is gettin sadder for me here in Yangon for the lack of food choices I'm faced with. everyday my mind run thru the same ol " where should I eat today " routine. coffee circles open till 12am and idk if I was hungry or what but the tiramisu cake was pretty good !! so was the almond cake. if I were in Singapore, I'd be faced with pratas and frog porridge zomg 😍😍😍😍 sigh pie. thank goodness I'll be going to BKK soon. more food for the preggie me 😭

2015 aka week 32

well hello ! it's the almost a spanking new year (12days late), la 2015, year of the goat aka year of me.. and mini me 😁

before I met joe, I treated new year like everyone else. new year, new start, new me. I set down resolutions and goals and new hopes (albeit never once crossing them off my list.) and felt the new year adrenalin at full force until the clock strikes 12 and it becomes 02/01/XXXX and all of my old habits start rolling in one by one and I lose the motivation for the new year 😂 

but now, i don't feel the new year vibe anymore. ha ha ha, these days all I feel/ my mantra is : as long as joe's with me. I guess this is where through thick and thin comes from. I don't mind walking on spikes and coals.. as long as joe's with me. wait no, I don't even want him to walk on those. I want to walk for him. cheesy much but that's what love makes you do 😝

anyway. I'm currently in my third trimester aka the last lap. I didn't feel anything before but these days, I'm starting to doubt if I can bring my baby out into this world. if I have enough energy in me to push her out. I'm so scared these days I'm starting to consider c-section 😱

 trust me to be so fearless 😖

after a huge roundabout as to where I'm gonna give birth, we have finally settled with bangkok (again.) however, joe and I are facing some financial restrictions now which is making me less assured of our decision. but on the other hand, the hospitals and the services here in yangon is a major 😖😖😖😖

that's it for tonight. it's 0205am in the morning and I have the worst sleeping pattern ever. and eating pattern/choices. like joe says, it will be ok in the past but I'm a mother now. I have to do what's best for my baby but try as I might, I'm always doing things the unpregnant way😖

need to pee. so ciao now ! will keep this space alive 😄

current me 🚼

week count : 32week 5days

weight count : 77KG /170pounds

others : restless, backache

yaloha !