Wake me up when Spetember ends.

i've got only half an hour or so to blog. nothing much to update about, really. just had a good amount of fun taking pictures and pictures with jason adidason before i was supposed to go for a bathe ( which i took only 20 TWENTY TWENTY 20 TWENTY. minutes !! ) last night. and we studied afterwards. how great. this post is really boring yes ?

FRIENDSHIP.

Friendship. Spelt with only ten letters but carries a whole lot of meaning.
Friendship does not come just because you and your friend share the same preference for a band, share the same views on a certain topic or because you and your friend has everything in common. Friendship is not just based on the little similarities you happen to share with the another person. Friendship is more than that ! Someone helping you out when
you fall, that's friendship. Someone who sits next to you and have a little chat with you during break, is also friendship. A person without friends, may he be rich or poor, is incomplete.

Friends are there for you through your ups and downs. Good friends are those that chooses you over a sleepover party and best friends are those that care for you.
They're the ones that you can call 3 in the morning and they're the ones that are there to be with you. Friendship is more than that !

Friendship is like precious gold which cannot be bought nor sold. Friends protect us from all the dangerous problems coming our way even if it's just your friend preventing you from jay-walking but to cross over to the other side of the road using the over head bridge because it is much more safer. Simple acts like giving you a big bear-like hug may seem like
just a hug that means nothing to you but deep inside that hug, your friend is telling you how much she missed you and how great it is to see you again. True friends are there for you when you just had your heart broken into million of pieces, when you're suffering from a recent heartache. True friends are those that are willing to leave a fabulous party upon learning you're sick. The act of caring for your friend do not need to be buying her the most expensive watch in town or presenting her with the biggest photo album with gold plated at the sides but just a simple way of baking her a cake when it's not her birthday.

On a personal account, I share a simple yet sweet friendship with a friend of mine called Janelle. We may be from different schools with her staying in the central part of Singapore and me staying in the West side but we still maintain a steel-like friendship that nothing can break through. The simple acts she does for me like calling me everyday to ask me how I'm coping with life, how my school work is coming along, comes with the ten letters that jumble and find its partners perfect well called, Friendship.

it's a wonder how i managed to find the time to ask mr h for a few more foolscapes and copy my exact piece of composition on Friendship during exams. It was so thrilling !!! haha, the feeling of teachers coming behind you asking you what you're doing and tells you to stop what you're doing and hand him the paper and mostly, the thrill. lol i don't know what i'm saying. oh yeh is it account or recount ? on the brighter note, school's breaking out in exactly 26 TWENTY-SIX 26 26 TWENTY-SIX 26. days !!!!!!!! om my god !!!! I CAN'T WAIT !!!!!! i have to STOP thinking about it cos everytime my heart leads me to october the 26th, i go crazy with *_* look pasted on my face. the sad thang is i can't do blogging there in myanmar cos they supposedly banned blogger AND HOTMAIL. did i tell yer it takes five hundred million minutes to just log in to friendster ?? and it takes much much worse to load while you're IN friendster. well, you get the picture. so i was thinking, i'll send a draft of what i wanna be on my blog and submit the pictures to farah through friendster and she'll help me post it up here. but well, i can't
be bothering my friends can i ? ESPECIALLY WHEN IT'S VACATION. c'mon who's as excited as me they can go mad and have a major heart attack right now right at this second just thinking of the holidays ?? cool. we so gon be fantabulous friends i tell you ! wehehehehehe
huhuhuh hohohohoho btich shiet i can't wait !!! oh my !

and you can lick my lollipopppp. * pop pop pop *

messy hairzabcde.

^~**** POPZ ! ****~^

D'Radcliffe from Farah.


jasone looks yummy here slurps.just so you know, I'm four years older than him.
BUT I LOOK SO YOUNG DON'T I !?!?!? v^_^v

WE ARE THE HARDCORE ! * suck in cheek with alllll our strength.

i was supposed to look fierce =.=

idk why but i likes this.P0P ! haha, i'm crazy. POP ! okay, lame huh.

aaaaah ! you sicko poko moco soko voco dooko ! okay ._.''

giggles, hik, hick, giggles. we shy shy #_#


i just realized all my brothers and i have a ' y ' in our names. hmm. oh t hehe. aye aye han was my name bofore dad changed it to myint myint maw. t hes. try go pronounce 'em.

and obviously, this wasn't my idea.

at all !

Wednesday , September 26th 2007.

hey yo ! shiet i'm so inspired to take up piano lesson !! i'ma gonna do just that this december holidays but the problem is, I WANNA DO BALLET TOO ! i wanted to be a ballerina since thousand years ago. i think i should do both right !? y'see, piano and ballet works well together. they co-ordinate ! haha, okay. y'see. no piano, no grace. no ballet, no beat ! HAHA. and tennis too. gosh, can joys juggle perfectly well with piano, ballet and tennis ? YOU BET. oh yeh, t heheheh. english lessons too brr. oh ho ho ho ho. and ballroom dancing ! hahah. crazeh. that's how holidays are spent for me yo. oh and shiet. i just found out that o's are atrting \ ending early this year which will result in having early holidays for us !!!! wehehe. and i've checked the handbook and evrything important for my level ends and totally stop on October 26th. AAAAH. i can go bonkers thinking of it i tell ya. so i'll most likely be flying off on the 27 or 28th. *_*
so anyways, about my latest mathematics tutor, uhm. she's fired by the queen. she's like so dead ! i mean like, isn't just satring out at your work for more than two less than five minutes a universal language of not understanding !? she totally wasted my time !!!!! i was all sulking away during those tormenturoushietty hours. but that was my firt and last time seeing her so nevermind. i told guradian i don't think she can teach me cos she's one a half times dead and compared to mr lee, he'd be better. but don't look for me anoter teacher cos i'd rather farah cos comparedd to miss g, mr l and far, far's de best and she juat gave me this astonishe shocked surprised speechless tongue-tied stoned, oh you name it expression. she didn't answer for a few good seconds so i proceeded telling her that farah can teach me well cos she explains well to me. and oh nevermind but y'know. i went out the the park across the street with jason after that to see those people playing with latterns. it was kinds fab. for them players. here're the pictures. but then again, very badly edited cos it was darky darky dark dark.

uhm. this is before night time, after i went to study with farah over at bukit panjang's mac's.

and so, on the way back home in the bus, i couldn't help tearing my eyes off naslyn and her boyfriend. they're so sweet !!! aaaah, it's like anybody near their distance can feel their love. for real ! they were basically glued together throughout the whole journey home. for your information, we stop at the same bus stop. so anyways ! as i was saying, the way they bomb each other with their love is real cute. the guy was just like, tryna be those grown up boyfriends by resting his hands on the window and it's kinda like those grown up couples with the guy hugging the girl side ways y'know. and then just before we stopped, my eyes darted over to their direction yet again and this time, my heart totally went senget. the guy was like leaning on the front chair, to look up to the girlfriend with such close close close distance. so i was thinking, he doesn't care how ugly the girlfriend look ( not that she is but just a figure of speech. ) but he's just truly madly deeply toxicatedly in love with her and only her and as a third party with completely no interest of any sort, i could just see and feel that y'know. in their eyes, there's only them and no matter how mournful the day may be, as long as they have each other, that's more than enough. as long as they've got each other and ooooooh. i wanna have a guy like him !! LIKE him not HIM him. cos he won't give a shiet to how many pimples how much pores how many strands of facial hair, how there're lettuces stuck in between my teeth how my gum's bleeding how wobbly my teeth is cos it's dropping or how discolored my teeth might be cos i just had one of those candies that make my tongue and teeth go bonkers. okay, my examples are starting to get crazy by every passing seconds. anyways ! as i was typing this on the way back home, there was a sudden gust of strong wind followed by howling of thunder and suddening ! the cars started horning like crazy. i was stuck in the middle, struck by the sudden shock and was striked by the sudden appearance of an angmor ! and a hot one at that ! i actually gasped i actually gasped out loud can you believe it !? but uhm. he overtook me. i was practically strolling. see lah, because of you i screwed my first image as the aunt-like girl who walks in this snail like motion taking her fucking own time strolling when there're oceans of people behind walking what a girl oh what a bloody caught up in her bloody cell girl oh what a girl. okay =.=
forget all those description of the wheather and cars horning madly at me cos those were a big load of bull. except that part with the strong gust of wind. now that was real.
somehow he just doesn't seem hot in these pictures but trust me. he omgomgomgomg is. he stays in this condo that's only less tham one minute wale from my house. HOW COOL IS THAT.

in i forgot what bus. it was a moment of bliss where i actually felt tall.

i look like an eagle but y'see. i was really happy =>

this pose was. " eh farah. help me take this one. i wanna think of pee. the last look. "

happy joy ?

the curious joys. there were much much more men there. but people were inconsiderate-ly walking pass so in the end, by the time no more people walked pass, this wwf man won and so did those guys left so we ended up having only this picture with not many people left but still quite a few there as you can see and yeh i don't know what i am talking about.

joyss eatsss childrenssss. * hisses.

this is the typicals school girls shot.

OH MI GOD !! I GOT A PECK !! not.

that should sum up the day. ciaoz !


Friday, 28 th September 2007.

hey yo ! i'm now in 970 and there's this thing i was planning to blog about but since today was spent fantastically, i shall save it for the future. so i was supposed to meet farah in bukit panjang plaza at 4.30 to study for mathematics. i got outta my room to jason's and laid on his bed. my initial plan was just to irritate him and get my hair flattened but i ended up waking at 5.30. my hair looked so neat i refused to tie it up. showered and fast forward, i couldn't find the necklace that goes very well with my top so i ended up dragging jason in to find for me for oh, i don't know, more than half an hour. i was so angry i called lina and asked her where she put my necklace and she told me " later i come and help you find."
" BUT I'M GOING OUT NOW ! "
" ya later i help you find. i'm cooking now. "
" MMM. "
i slammed the phone down so hard i felt the whole house shoke. fast fast forward, jason found it hidden amongst his books. then i couldn't find my money which i left on the stairs. jason called lina who told him it was in the the tissue box. lol what an idea. then next, i couldn't find my concession card and found it underneath my pile of towels so my evening was wasted searching for little things inside out the room. i reached bukit panjang plaza and the first thing farah greeted me was,
" YOU'RE TWO HOURS LATE ! "
t hehehe. and guess what. i let my hair down today ! like, LET MY HAIR DOWN. not the idiom for relax. i was like walking down the slope and the sky was overcast, leaving the atmosphere pitch dark with strong breezes. and my hair was like, omg. flying and dancing. i loved every bit of it cos i haven't been lefting my hair hang loose for almost a year now. really. cos of my previous hairstyle @.@
anyways ! after studying a tiny bit at mac's, we went over to starbucks because aunty tan, our very dear aunty tan, wanted to show queen her afro hair heart throbe. half way to starbucks, farah saw her mom so together, chinese malay + oh my. there's this guy that just got into the bus who's sitting a seat ahead of mine to the opposite side. i just glanced over to his directions and he looks so much like pee. anyways, as i was saying, OH MY GOD !!!! i missed my bus stop !!
i was too absorbed in this shiet. anyways ! i'd prolly type later when i reach home. two creepod chinese nationals are staring at me and it's sending irks down my spine. RUN FOR YOUR DEAR LIFE, JOYS ! oh ooops, they're communicating in english. hehehe. you can't blame me they looked like chinese nationals.

okay hello. anyways ! i was saying, chinese malay + malay mom = a very shy chinese. i had potato salad paid by her mom. and hey you, i gotsa tell yer how evil aunty tan is, i was walking into starbucks after i paid a visit to the ladies'. totally unaware that farah was still behind me when i was about to set my bums on the chair, i squatted down into the thin air. there must have been a great pressure considering my bum is uhm, so fat. before i realised what was happening, my bums banged the ground dead. and farah was there laughing cos she said she'd already had her fall at the esplanade which was uhm, mbzillion times worse than mine ah !? anyways, i walked so fast home i don't know why. i think i went with the speed of a fast moving bike. i reached home in like, 20 minutes ? i was doing myself good. y'see. i was tryna fling the carbs i had outta my blood. oh whatever, i cried twice. tsk ! funny ! oh my, it's totally natural to cry, don't you think so ? one was cos of guardian and the other was cos of jason. i'm just giving him the silent treatment now. them both people made me tear. like, oh whatever ? anyways, i saw pee today but hmm, no more rushing of blood, or faster heart beat. was just a peaceful ooooooooh kinda thang. oh wells, later ! oh yes ! i forgot, the new tutor, rachel's a real gold ! i can understand everything she teaches. can't wait to see her again ! for real yo.

" i like this picture. but you look ugly. " - farah. HAHAHA. and sadly, i just happen to be one of those kinds that doen't care how fugly she looks as long as the other party looks great, up the picta go. =>

the washroom shotz.

hi you ! this is my favoritest drink aside ojs and alll the other fruit juices and milk and holics and yada yada. this is the soy milk with oearls. oh my, i feel like drinking now siak !

I don't know where my little bits and pieces of papers with my daily happenings has been. I only managed to find a Wednesday piece. so.

Wednesday , September 26th 2007.

i wanna go to bed now. update tmr. ciaoz.

When will you see me again ?

see y'all in exactly s i x days' time. brr i seriously wouldn't be enjoying much of the massive blogging on saturday or sunday lah wha lau eh.
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by the way, what does wha lau mean ah ? seriously. cos i say it despite not knowing what it means when i'm displeased just a little. na bay. haha, i like the word na bay outta all of those ccnccbnnnmmmaaazzzjjjkkkooo. it sounds grand. somehow =\

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urgh. this heartache is so difficult to accept. so difficult to endure every invisible pricks. i can't see the pain but i can feel it. why oh why. pjj ? tsk. what was i thinking ??
wogangangkekangtanefriendsterranghoukangjingtagaeneguoguninagnetestimonialwoxiaodewohaoxiangsezhaioverreactkeshiurgh.xiaobudelorlawoshizaishitaishangdaolorxiaxhikangjingtawojioyidingyaogaetayiguodachouling !!!!
yeh joys, start anew. it's 12.03 in the middle of the night and yeh baby ! a new day has just arrived ! what a good way to kick start my new fresh week. brr seriously, WHAT WAS I THINKING !? what the hell la seh. urgh. if only this is like the other private blogs then i'd be confessing everything =<
heart ol pretty heart i pity you so.

I bruise easily so be gentle when you handle me.

my heart feels so, i don't know how to describe what i'm feeling. i'm having such a bad nausea. it won't go away. my life time horror has just come looking back for me. i wanna cry i wanna scream i wanna tear when i see him hugging his girl cos she too was scared, just like me, just like farah. i so badly hoped i was in her shoes knowing i'll be safe under his tight hug reminding me somebody will still by my side when i'm scared. somebody that will assure me everything's gonna be okay cos i've got him. i hope this phobia of mine'd go away. it all started a few years ago in china. i witnessed 2 guys chasing a man with knives in their hands and they were repeatedly slashing and chopping him. not only that. they stomped on his head repeatedly even after he fell and was bleeding profusely, even when he couldn't stand up, even when it was totally obvious he has got no more energy and he's about to die. and when he was taken away in the truck, he just stood all alone in a pool of blood. he wasn't even IN the truck. he was just sitting all alone hugging himself sitting OUTSIDE the truck. i was just rooted there. i looked normal outside but inside, i was scared. i was dead scared. i couldn't express my feelings to anyone cos i only had my elder brother and uncle by my side. i couldn't tell them i needed to cool but i didn't had a chance to chill. and this feeling's just so raw. i never needed anyone to care for. but now, i want everyone. i wanna hug you for as long as it takes for me to cool but nobody's home with me. nobody. all by myself, i'm sitting here feeling really sick and scared of eveything i saw. i don't wanna be so alone. i wanna cry. i really feel lost and i feel omg, do i sound lonely ? cos i'm just so freaked out by the incident shiet i wanna die. I'M FUCKING SCARED ! urggggggggggh !
okay, farah and i were in the train with me singing jojo's version of beautiful girls cheerfully when i was interrupted by this man roaring at some guys. i looked up to see an indian man raising his voice at this smaller looking malay guy.

" you don't say like this to me ! "
" what !? i only tell you to sit right ! "
" you say ' you want to sit you sit la ! ' i tell you you don't rude to me ! "
" what ! i only tell you you want sit then you sit right !? "
" eh boy ! you don't be rude to me ! "
" i say you want sit . . "
" II SSAAYY YYOOUU DDOONN''TT BBEE RRUUDDEE TTOO MMEE ! " (double letterings stand for shouting at the top of his voice.)
" what's your problem siol !? "
SIOL.
before malay could say more, a punch landed on his face." why you punch me for ! " and then more punchings continued. malay didn't punch back at first but slowly, he returned all those tight fists. malay fell against the door. farah and i were totally rooted. my jaw touched the ground, literally. i was like shiet. bad seat. what if he punched us too if he wasn't suang ( cool in chinese. ) ? and throughout the whole journey home, i felt like a rotten prata. farah and i kept quiet the whole time. my heart still skipped and jumped real fast. i couldn't cool so i went to listen to some music to ease myself. finally, the train reached our destination. i only managed to gasp in about 2 big gulp of fresh air before the next train come. i wanted to skip it cos i needed fresh air but farah reminded me that was the last train. i felt like i was gonna throw up. i dropped at bukit batok mrt. exchanged big ass tight hug with farah and i left alone, dreading every steps i took. i just didn't wanna be left alone, especially with the state i was in. i was again, welcomed by a series of an unfortunate event. there weren't any buses left as it was already past midnight and the last bus was at 23 45 which was i forgot what bus. i felt lost for a few moment there so i ranged cheepeng to ask for help but he who wasn't the least bit helpful, told me i was screwed and screwed and still screwed. just when i was about to " break down " , i saw a cab at the traffic light. he indicated to me he could bring me home so i went home with him in his shining armour. and believe was hell good. that lead guy's a total cutie ! he's like a mixed guy.
*_* meltzzzzzz.
it's a musical sorta thang. one and a half thumb upzzz. we had our dinner at arab street, nasi goreng kampong and teh tarik bang or something. iced tarik. rice tasted great considering the fact that we didn't have anything except for some drinks. i had apple cranberry throughout the whole journey to the recital theatre to the end of the play. i was growling inside but sad to say, i was too overjoyed with something someguy i couldn't eat heavenly. well well well, this guy, this guy's a " pure white ang mor skater. " i was telling far that guy with the green cap looks so cute through the reflection while waiting for train. i was simply groping over his cuteness. he looked that kinda guy that doesn't go around groping at every girls that passes his way's assets or shietsoever. he looked so homeboy it attracts me. he just looked so . . . . so the type i like ! y'know ? that doesn't flirt should be what i'm tryna say. when we got into the train, mr skater was only a few feet away from us. and aunty tan told me tazaikangwomenliangchilor.i was happy like haha, but when i looked at him, he had sucha stern face i totally lost my interest or whatsoever.
" you know i don't mind going to changi airport. d'ya wanna stop now ? "
the obnoxious queen didn't know what was happening so i just left at city hall. and when we were out, far was like telling me to say goodbye to my mr cuteness cos tayizhizaikangzuowotahaisenazonggrindadanehgeworkeshiwobuyoukekangWONAMEBENGAH ! and he's the first ang mor that was attracted and paid attention but we just damn well-ly ignored !! urgh. i don't wish to blog anymore. i was just telling myself why i could be so silly. oh yes ! ahemahem, hey gyals and guys, the joke of the year ;
farah and i didn't wish to watch this random play at esplanade cos it was totally wasting our time but on the other hand, it was rude to just leave so when there was a pause in forever, i said " QUICK ! NOW !! GO !!! " just when i walked up and looked up after putting my cell phone back into my handbag, what happened ?
TAN FARAHLINA FELL DEAD FLAT LIKE A PANCAKE !! the whole place was like silenced and i didn't know what to do it was too sudden i could only ask if she was alright. farah was just, flat. haha, farah. it was great !
SO MUCH FOR TRYING TO AVOID THE WHOLE DARN PLAY DARL !

here're the many pictures =>

the artworks.
half way there.

" please do not take pictures. "

who made farah fall ?


after the play on the way to a'street.

i spotted this skateboard sign on at this bus-stop. and ;

shiet. this skateboard reminds me of him.

he made skating cool yo peoplez.


he may do a tripple flip.


he may run me over with that killer board . . .


but shiet ! i still like you !


eh eh eh !! that pose quite nice leh ! one more one more.

we put the patients at ease with our flying fingers.


yay time to break puasa !



nasi kampong.



i poke peoples' eyes.

it's now 4.40 in the morning and i was up since just nw busy uploading the pictures. dang i took like three hours just for this entry ?? i'm so slow =.=
oh yeh and real sorry for the bad editing of pictures. the original were so dark and i couldn't edit it brightly that well. buy me a new camera la dey. okay i wanna blog on forever but for the sake of my skin, g'night y'all.
sleep well =>
i'll go dream about mr skater. okay, i sound obsessed #.# zzzzzzzzzz