ugh.

i need to be less shy . . .

the dinner's over but yet here i am, seeking refuge in KK's room :oP

PS, have i mentioned i lost the cross neckie right after the day i made the birthday gift entry ????? jas said he passed it to me but i have no slightest hint where on SG it is. KK's place at novena, MRT at BB or my place at toh yi ????? ugh.

now my neck looks so bloody plain jane.
lisa needs a necklace ASAP, charity !!!
speakin of charity, i am ruthlessly broke. is that sad or wot.

PS, im givin up. after all these while, i cant believ i culd be goon enuf to aktually see thru the loopholes thatve been starin at me intently all these while -.- also, i have made a big mistake. im left w only 30 days to the O's. not 40 or 60. am i really so dense ???? ugh. really.

and yes, no more internet for mi @ home so the only times this site of mine'll be alive is on weekdays where i'll be sleepin over @ K's. so yep, chowz !
remind me i need to diet. BB.

reminder to self :
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seems to be fallin' for

G . . . I . . . A . . . N . . . T . . . . S .

beats mi.

hi hi. KK is sleepin now. im goin against my body. dont kno why it has to be so bloody stubborn to give me the killer aches whenev i sleep l8 . . anyway. i have come to face the truth about who i like. he's ginormous i have to literally look up while i talk to him -.- he's even taller than jason -.- like 2 heads. no joke.
and am i realli thaaaaaaaaaaaat short ??????
jas's friends " why is ur sister so short ??? i am taller than her ! "
oh, the cheek.

grrr. i am not short, thank you. ok, scrub that. maybe i AM short -.- ugh.

i feel tired. but i aint sleepy. my legs feel so sore.

went to bugis for l8 lunch early dinner w KK and bought groceries back for her house-warming tmr. innocent us bought wine but didnt kno how to go about choosin the right one so after much dwellin, we settled w the one that looked somewhat innocent yet strong yet mild. after poppin it open, god it tasted so bloody awful. so bitter and smelly. dweebie mi or wot. need to ask fake president teach me how to shop for wine. she's the pro when it comes to stuff like these. ha ha ha ha. goodness. i do feel tired ~

anyway. i have thot about my prom dress. simplicity's the key. if only my limbs were longer boo hoo hoo hoo boo :'o(
i miss mom.
good bye.
and yes, the issue bout my hair has gta stop my dear sweet as sugar cool as ice friends !!!! i kno i look so cute like a friggin potato but unless u wna c mi walkin around like a zombie w half her face masked by her long fringe, then as much as no one's used to it, middle partin is gna be the only way now :oS anyway u have to agree i realli look like a potato !!!!
so round and brown. hey now that realli rhymes ~! :oS

PS. im not gna drink coffee evr again.