joe MNL

well hullo there !

we're finally facing a gloomy day ha ha ha. usually it'd be so stuffy here in lil bangkok that I'll just start perspiring like a waterfall once I sit down. it's so windy now, windy day just messes with my sentiments. I'll be drifted like the leaves into my happy place. such nostalgia, I love reminiscing along to the wind 😊

anyway, darling Joe's in Philippines now. yeah I do admit that I get anxious like a mother hen everytime he's away from home. I'd be so worked up on his safety. if he's eaten, if he's woken up and if I don't hear a word from him, I'd be worried sick if he's safe. sigh. now I get a taste of what being a mother is like. once your child goes out, that's it. boom. say goodbye to clamness and start popping some Xanax 😂😂😂 

Joe's artistic impression of moi. although in my defense, my belly button really isn't as exaggerating as that. mine looks like a little flower hehehheh.

face timing with him. Internet sucks so bad idk from his side or mine we'll be going through a hell lotta lagginess.

had supper with my artistic impression of him HA HA HA.

and this morning I finally stepped outta my comfort zone and went to order lunch at this nearby restaurant for breakfast ( at 3pm. ) it's really affordable but tastes wise, bleeeeeehhhhhh. there's no wow factor at all. it's just like food to eat to stay full. got pork basil w/ rice and eggs and BBQ pork for only 150baht. pretty neat eh. the rest are from a nearby cafe.

and we had chicken rice for dinner !

yeah today is like a whole day filled with food for me. ha ha ha it's a celebration for me stepping outta my comfort zone yo ! 😁😁😁😁😁

simple pleasures

"efficient" me finally made breakfast today.... at 1400 !! ha ha ha. my body clock is screwed. or to be precise it never actually functioned correctly XD

so bloody full now zomg.

anw, I am pretty fine on my own here in BKK, much to my surprise! true I'm lonely but I'm actually not lonely if that makes sense at all. I am at peace cos it's so much more relaxing here. I feel at peace. but in YGN however, I feel devoured by boredom so much that all I'm left with is the pungent rotting flesh that leads me to overthink and weep in self pity. and then I'd be pestering joe to come back home faster cos I just couldn't survive on mah own. but here, I am oolala de okeh :-)

so the other night after we went to Huay Kwang night market, we decided to walk all the way home due to our street food galore which ended up giving me really bad achy feet. I pity the joints that have to support man whole upper torso. however, this joe ah. he never massages me the way I like cos he said he's afraid he'd press too hard on certain parts/joints that pregnant women aren't supposed to have it too hard. psssssh my whole body wants it hard. especially my back. I need a massage sooo bad. or even just some poundings. on the back ah, ahem. so anyway, when we finally arrived home about 45min later, joe made me soak my feet into this little container filled with hot water. wait, correction, I made joe soak his feet in it but he didn't want to. ha ha ha so he washed my feet instead :'-D

no he's not naked. the cartoons are to merely to protect his flabs and his probable dignity HA HA HA. he's gained tonnes of weights too but I refuse, absolutely refuse to let him go on a diet. I like fats 😌

in the end I got him to soak his feet in and we both had our feet in the water with our bodies on the bed just lying and savoring the 10-15minutes before our bodies decided it'd like to curl and turn and stretch like a lazy cat, and of cos, before the next day arrived and he gotta leave BKK.

Zen food

my my zomg I feel so bloated now. I don't remember eating that much but holy moly. my breaths are so short now I feel so faint n bleurgh. all I had were 2 glasses of milk w/ coco crunch, a bowl of noodle, a few bites of sausages and a coconut ( all of the yummy juice & flesh. ) emmmm, or was that too much ~..~

it's so hard to eat healthy when u're a total dumb ball in the kitchen. 

anyways. let me do some backlogs. on the 22nd of jan, joe and I went for our lunch at Zen after our appointment with the doctor. the snow fish was zomggggg absolutely divine. needless to mention pocket friendly too. the rest were mehh. not as good as when mom brought us.

Arabic me that morning.

we've decided to give birth in Bangkok Hospital instead of Bumrungrad cos, it's much much cheaper there. plus, as luck would have it, the doctor that I always see in Bumrungrad also practices in BKK hospital !! am I lucky or what !! I can have my same patient and handsome doc handling me here at BKK hospital w a much more relaxed pockets for joe ^____^

my darling snow fish. I know. appearance wise it's admittedly rather... or, very boring. but once u pop it in ur mouth, my o my. u never want the fishy to finish !!

Joe's love for squids and octopuses and the many-leggeds.

my love for carbs :'-(

and him XP XP XP

went to watch Into the Woods after which I fell asleep -___- didn't know it was gonna be a musical although all the childhood fairytales combined into 1 made a really interesting concept. I wanted to watch Mortdecai but no more tix !!!

my baby ( ahem. my excuses overtime i get hungry teehehehe. ) was still hungry so I got my usual pick-me-up. but this time damn sayang cos like so ex leh fml.

100baht something only but just for a few slurps ......... ummmmmm. #brokeasslife

oh well, thats pretty much it ! gooder bye !

new earring for better hearing ? XD

got it got it I finally got it !!!!

ha ha ha, true i was impressed with Miss en Dior's design when it first came out but I wasn't all hardcore-diehard-gotta-get-it but as my birthday got closer, I starting getting anxious at having nothing to buy ( tight budget ATM. ) and thus had to relieve my anxiety by quickly sourcing google for something to buy. or rather, for something joe gotta buy me 😂😂😂

I was deciding between YSL and Dior but evidently, Dior won cos going mommy liao. need classier stuffs 😂 I can so see myself wearing this to parents' meeting 😝

anw. joe initially wanted to give me a surprise by first faking not letting me buy it and secretly getting it behind my back but he admitted he was afraid I wouldn't fancy it when he comes home with it cos apparently, " you always dislike whatever I bring back. " like if he buys back coke, I'd get angry and say why didn't u get milo ?? I hate coke !! I want milo ! but when he does bring back milo, I'd be like what !! I don't want milo ! I hate milo ! I want coke !!!! so to rid himself of rejections and accumulated disappointments, he let me go buy it after walking outta the store once 😂😂😂😂

anw. bye bye. gotta go to the night market with Joe's sis. he's going back tmr so sad. 

oh yeah. finally went for a doctor's appointment after 3+ months and doctor said I've gained too much weight. i started at 64kg and now i'm 79, making it more than 10kg increment. gotta cut down on my carbs doc said. but i can't survive without cards :'-( I'm now 79KG holy moly. i had trouble putting on weight at the beginning but now it seems like I'm gonna have more trouble cutting it. sigh pie.

had an ultrasound today and we finally saw our baby's face for the first time today !! tho honestly, i prefer 3D cos i can't make out the 4Ds at all !!! the only bad news I'm greeted with is my baby has the umbilical cord around her neck. that really crushed me but doc reassured me that it's normal. what to do.

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my sweet angel :-)

24 already !?

omg im 24 !??? HA HA HA, what a shocker becos i feel eternally youthful X'D

thank you darling xxx

i think I'm gonna start using the camera jaw gave me again. ha ha ha. i stopped using for awhile cos it's a huge ass hassle to lug it out. but determination got over me as i was packing my luggage in yangon cos i wanna take nice photos for my baby ! :-) and there above, are my practice shots hehehehe.

so here are the rest of the lousy iPhone photos. ha ha ha i was pretty surprised this time by joe's surprise kekekke. cos he asked the security guard to go buy the cake and the flower.... all with the help of google translate lol. we spent the whole day out at central world so even if he tried to be cunning and get me a cake, smart me'd definitely notice. i honestly thought this year was gonna be a quiet one by the end of the night but he outdone my cunningness XD we had supper and as i was lying on the sofa using my phone and feeling bloody bloated, i saw him got up and out into the toilet. thought he was gonna shit ( his usual routine. ) but after awhile, i heard someone open the main door. didn't even bother to look up cos i was so full ha ha ha until i saw a shadow over me for a few seconds and then a hand holding a bouquet of roses and the other holding a cake. ha ha ha this joe went one loop out to the toilet and outside to the security booth lol.

my little goofball <3 p="">

and a trying-to-act-wan me.

and these are his 7 dwarfs !!! ha ha ha

😂😂😂😂😂

thank you darling.

maternity shoot behind-the-scene

was really impressed with the services I got from Together photo studio !! especially their make up skills 😍 had I known about it earlier, I'd've hired them for my wedding ! 😔 their prices are very friendly too sigh. 

anw. my photos turned out flawless in terms of photography skills, make up and lighting. however, my poses were just ... bleurgh !! totally regret not sourcing for poses earlier. I looked so rigid and every poses were just so damn similar to the other. so sad lah. wish I can go for second photoshoot but Together's located all the way in Mandalay 😭

 close up of the third look

this guy 1 2 burst my balloon.

will post the originals once they're out !

Acacia

no more American cheese cake !! 😭😭😭

was never a fan of tiramisus but as of lately, I'm finding myself faced with that option 😩 but really, it doesn't taste thaaaat bad 😆

some substitute for the lack of American cheese cake 😪 definitely not a fan of this. lemon something.

ma mere <3 p="">
it's been so long since i last went out with my dear mother. really, once you're married or rather, once you have a boyfriend really, you'll start noticing that your mom will disappear from your life. back when i was single, i saw only my mom. i was cooped up at home and everyday i'd see her, eat with her and be with her. but once i met joe, things started shifting. instead of my dear mother, everything became joe. i'd really love to spend more time with my mom and likewise, let joe spend more time with his family cos me and joe, we've got half our lives to be together. but our parents, not so much. i will be a better daughter and not forget my role. to be mummy's little girl no matter my age. to spend every moment i can cos my mom is so special <3 p="">

supper @CC

supper wiv mah hubby 😜😜 still can't get used to that title. ha ha sounds so mushy. anyhooo. life is gettin sadder for me here in Yangon for the lack of food choices I'm faced with. everyday my mind run thru the same ol " where should I eat today " routine. coffee circles open till 12am and idk if I was hungry or what but the tiramisu cake was pretty good !! so was the almond cake. if I were in Singapore, I'd be faced with pratas and frog porridge zomg 😍😍😍😍 sigh pie. thank goodness I'll be going to BKK soon. more food for the preggie me 😭