point is. goin out with dal is kinda........ comfortable ? like he'll help me get my food, feed me with his food, and just... mind me.
back when i refused any guy's offers to dine out, I would always help myself. like what I want, I order. when the dish is done, I stand up and get it on my own. but yesterday was different. he'd there carrying the plates and just talking.
but if u ask me if I would abandon my independence and officially leave a spot in my life for dal, I don't think I'll sacrifice that. I won't.
now I know how people's always telling me it's good APJ is coming in to mom's life. like the care the guy gives, be it as insignificant as handing you a piece of tissue, really doesn't count a lot. it's the assurance they leave you with that makes you feel you are safe. and if I may, cared for. and also. dal pays for my meal. but I don't wanna be the girl that depends on guys for food and entertainment so i'm always forcing my share of money down him. if he refuses, I make sure the drinks'd be on me the next round.
so. Jerome and lawrenz left us half way. dunno the fuck happened. I'm finding myself to be more irritated with people who says one thing and does the other. aloysius also another one. at first say want come want come then in the end back out. like what the fuck. dont waste my time with tour inability to make up your bloody mind. if it's a yes. then fucking stick to it. don't e a pussy and jump to a no at the last minute. have curtesy at least. I used to be one that always back out at the end which is why I changed. backing out is mofo anal. fucking hate that.
ANW !! as I was saying. dal and I just went for drinks at holland v dice the rest " wanted to walk around town. " -..- finally had my satisfactory beer. It's confirmed.
I'm an erdinger dark girl. I love it !!!! no
more tiger and heineken Liao zzz !!!
so so so !!! after I came out of the toilet, I was just chewing on the bones of the chicken wings happily while listening to the bad play. damn shiok so crispy.
whilst enjoying my chicken, the singer said, " ok. the next one's comin from dal lee. "
while biting and ripping my chicken wings apart, I was like... dal lee ?? why sounds so familiar !! I turned to dal and as I was about to open my mouth to say " eh someone same name as u leh !!!! " , the singer continued with
" goin to Joy with the S. "
and instantly my face turned bloody fucking hot. a person that dont ever blush finally did. I was fucking shocked I didn't even say anything. never expected LOL. now I know why it is best to shut up. u just " ah. ugh. why. um. " LOL.
anw !!!! I'm really sleepy now. 30min more rest till I go meet my bros nad vagina and shariff dick !
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