miss.

sigh u know what. I actually really miss Cynthia :'-( now I can never get to see her unless I go over to Malaysia. life sucks. I miss having her there with me eating our favorite food bee hoon in school, long John in clementi and talking in Chinese. I miss her, really do.

pain.

my heart hurts :-(

I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I was the one to push him away but here I am feeling really lousy cos we aren't how we used to be anymore.

I am really down now. have deleted him off my contact list, whatsapp and inbox. time to start anew joycy hannie. you are special and it is their loss. stand tall and lean towards the curve baby.