lysa before putting on fake lashes and body glitter.
eye lashes here i come !
body glitter !
stupid fall. the glue or whatever for lashes dried long ago. but i had to find a way to stick it right. so i got the body glitter as a replacement. i applied it on the eye but some of the glitter got spread to the corners of the eyes and it looked pretty so i did the whole face. but lashes didnt stick wholly. so in some of the pictures, or rather, all of the peekchas, you see my lashes ceng-egk you know why.
i was trying to have the horror movie look. i envy those horror movie stars that can mask on sucha face filled with obvious fear. bloody nice eh. pigs unedited, i have to not be late tomorrow for school or else. amen.-
oh my gah. im in love. or at least, deeply in like. its been months since ive last felt this. and dang ! this shit feels good. like your heart beats a trillion times faster and harder and you smile upon your sweet lovey thoughts when you think about. its been 15 days but it seems oh so long. but i get discouraged sometimes when i think about all the girls thatre prolly drooling over. this time, im certain that im not in deep attraction cos of looks, its just. i dont know. im so happy when i see. but its on and off. like right now im thinking about every 5 minutes but i promise you i wont even be remembering that i liked today, pretty much. see now i feel like im sucha fool to fall for. heh. i still remember the first day. was so breath-takingly cute. but yknow like when i go up to, i lost my interest but when im away after im done doing it, i fall yet into the dream-a-little-dream-for-me shiet. i owe the library money. i just remembered. this morning, and yesterday morning, i was smiling to myself throughout the whole morning assembly. this morning heeheeeeeeehoehoe. ha ha im smiling now :o) well its just, complicated. i bet will be gone by february latest. yep. joycy is just so not in love you bet. yourself. ha ha okay. love is such a complicated thango dont ya think ? im scared, i dare admit, that lets say my guy goes flirting behind my sexy back. it will fucken hurt i tell you. will i dump him ? you bet. but like i was saying, i hope that he will be the kinda matured lover unlike some you-like-me-but-i-dont-like-you-but-anyhow-lets-try-out and end up winking at other girls. disgusting please. well whatever it is, i cant care now. dont even have an ideal think about all these shit ? ha ha see now i dont like the guy i was mentioning juz now. aaah well.
MOVING ON !
whats there to move on ? latest updates. my body hurts. from the physical trainings we had. my thighs burn everytime i walk, or even stroll. i went for a long 50 minutes jog the day before physical education. i did a total of 13 ( emphasize emphasize. ) big rounds. which i walked for 5 so that leaves me with just 8 rounds of runnings. but i felt so healthy afterwards ! and ha ha what i did was so exaggerated but i had 3 bananas that evening. ha ha ! crazeh arsed. so so so so. this is the resolutions for year 200eight.
EAT ALL YOU LIKE. DO NOT DO NOT EAT WHAT YOU LOVE. ENJOY FOOD.
its stupid to avoid what you love to eat. i shouldnt torture myself by cutting down on my favourite food. its what i love so im so idiotically stupid to not enjoy it. fool. so long as i eat it within the portion, im on the safe side. puddings fried rice deep fried stuff bandong crips chips candies all yes but keep it low.
CARE FOR OTHERS. BUT CARE FOR YOURSELF WAY AHEAD OF THEM POOR SOULS.
i cant stand people who procrastinate. even if its as simple as making a decision. like to turn left or right, or to pee in this or that cubicle, or to choose the oh yknow what i mean. if you want a no, then say it. if you want a yes then say it too. or else how am i to know what you fucking thinking ? like i psychic is it ? but anyways. no matter what others decision is, whether to chill or to stick with some classmates, it doesnt satisfy you to be wasting your time. yes you care for your friends so you wanna accompany them but hey. does that satisfy you ? damn no. so you go the other way. chill with some other friends, go out with them or simply go home and chill at your home and do something more worthwhile. the main thang is, be straighforward, candella. straight forward. dont dilly dally and avoid words like i dont know and anything.
MATURED AND HAPPY GO LUCKY ALL THE WAY.
no matter how no matter why no matter what, i believe that i am a lucky girl to be who i am. and no im not gonna waste my life dwelling on some prudes. it's my life and it's now or never. i ain't gonna live forever so i just want to live while i'm alive. my heart is like an open highway, like frankie said i did it my way i just wanna live while im alive, its my life. yes, b'jovi.
SLEEP EARLY.
i know how a busy woman i am at night, AHEM ! but i have to stop living the nocturnal life cos it affects negatively on both my health and skin, not to mention my attention span. and my dear god. ugly eyes. im having the sunken eyes these few days. i have to sleep before 1 i promise. i HAVE TO. you dont want a dead looking face now d'ya lisa ?
BE ON TIME. NO MORE LITTLE MISS LATE.
for the third chinese lesson this month, i have been late for the 3 lessons. each dragging to a half an hour at least. i have to prove my bad genes wrong by doing the opposite. just sleep early. i dont see why i should be late if i go to bed early.
NO MORE FUCKS.
though when i type it, i mean it because it is to bring out the strong defination for the word after it. like lets say if im extremely happy. i cant be OMGAH !!! IM SO EXTREMELY HAPPY !!! MY DREAMS HAS FINALLY CAME TRUE ILL BE GOING TO LONDON AGAIN IM ABSOLUTELY EXCITED. IM ESTATICALLY ELATEDLY JOLLY BLISSEDFULLY JUBILANTLY OVERJOYED GRATIFIEDLY DELIGHTED ! CAN YOU SEE THE SPARKLING LOOK ON MY FACE RIGHT NOW ? THE TIME FOR THIS PHOENOMENON ( did i spell it right ah. ) WORLD SHATTERING EVENT HAS ONCE AGAIN, APPROACHED ! I CANT DELAY ANY LONGER BECAUSE EVERY SECONDS THAT TICKLES PAST BY MAKES ME ACHE !
okay ._- if i'm happy, just holy ! im so fucking high ! just one fucking means all those vocabrammer needed. so nevermind, scratch this portion.
i have to become embedded with my neoteric determined declarations. it's on vogue ! * laughs bashfully, flicks hair.
just to validate the populance that myint myint maw @ qual mike joyce han wang guo huai zang lisa can comply to her words, good night :o) please give me a big tick and a few stickers to the " SLEEP EARLY. " merci. voir-vous de nouveau. appréciez la nuit. avez-vous vérifié que ces moyens ? ha ha, mon. vous êtes travailleurs. j'aime.
it's twenty-five minutes past 11. i'll see you tomorrow :o)
