Vietnam ( late. )

long long one.

i have officially come to a sad realization.

all these while of laziness has caused me to lose out on so much of memories that can never be re-read back. this year has been really great but if only i had be diligent, i can go back on the emotions that i felt and laughters that i heard. fuck. it is now 11th of june. half a year of memories gone..

in january, i started a new term in SIM, made friends that i loved and stayed in bedok. in feb, i....... um. what did i do i can't remember. fuck fuck fuck. lemme think. i realized i fell in love with SIM probably ??? in march i went to zirca and fell in love with it ( mainly becos it was different from zouk and the people i went wiv were pretty ok. rohit, shafiqa, navin and a few of their friends. ) and then i went to vietnam with KK. fell in love with Mui Ne, made a few memories worth keeping, came back after a great getaway only to be blown into a sad phase ( family issues. ) and then in april i started a new term. i failed my sem 1 so i had to repeat. first day sucked. i missed my old friends so bloody bad. but then it got ok. started liking it. by may i was skipping classes and hardcore partying. by the end of june i was barred from exams due to bad attendance. and in june, which is now, i am having my holiday. in a pretty bad dilemma. should i change to MDIS cos there's where i can go for the course that i love or stay in SIM cos i love the school ? got into a job ( how many fucking times have i repeated this. ) fell in love with subway. oh wait. this should be in end may. got to know nigel more. quit going to the gym. and fuck. im gettin tired.

you know what tho ? i have just made another realization. there's no need to think back so hard on what happened. u've lived it. no point recalling. just live for tomorrow. and then start making new moments.

oh. and in feb ? i moved into bishan. got to live alone with ma bro. designed the apartment into what all my friends find comfortable. had house parties and drinking sessions. this shuld last throughout march-april. in early may ( i think. ) i had to leave bishan my beloved and move in to where i am now. that was one of the saddest day of my life. i thought i was used to moving but every time i have to leave, i still do feel torn. but the amazing thing about me is when i am sad/heart-broken, i let myself be. when i break, i really break. i don't even recognize myself. i go into a state so fucking bad i will just cry ( depends on how sad i am lah. ) but once i stop feeling sad ( the longest it goes, is only 1 day praise me. ) i really stop feeling sad. i will be so repaired i don't even remember i was sad. pretty neat me thinks.

anyway !!! it's only 7.35 in da mornin. subway's only gonna open at 10ish ??? me dunno if me shuld wait or go to bed. aaaaah. vai r ppl so healthy !????? while typing this bloody long entry, i have seen about 3 people swimming and an old man stretch. fuck lah. i need to live a healthier lifestyle. lazy.

i am fucking bored now fuck. my phone batt has completely drained. and i am fucking bored. and i am fucking bored. omg. bored.

ok. this shall be it. i will update more. one entry a day. with pictures. im too lazy to sync now cos i have like 7K pictures in my phone im not shitting. too bloody long to sync. bye.

hi hello namaste konichiwa sawadee !!! here's me sitting by the pool listening to Norah Jones while shariff n colin's fast asleep LOL. nothing much to update on except I've got a job !!!!!! ha ha ha ha yes joycy hon is finally gonna start working hip hip hooray ! this is my first job and I really love my workplace. I haven't started yet lah. first shift begins on Tuesday me iz veli veli excited. the sad thing is the ugly uniform. the place is really pretty but the uniform is just pure basic bleah. anyway. fuck. typin this is making me tired. my eyes wanna close alr. bye.