I hate to be forced to eat.

hey yo ! well i totally regret coming back home at this time why ? COS THE AIR-CON IS DOWN !!!! it feels so bloody warm in here mayday mayday ! so much for thinking of coming back home early so i could live in winter but now i get this heat. repairmen are on their way now but i don't understand why they're taking so so long ? anyway, troubles aside, today is jaw's 18th ! happy 18th ! party like a rockstar and there will be no stopping in anything you do from now on ye. well i have a pretty long way to go before i hit those two golden digits 1 and 8 but anyway ! enjoy your youth cos before you know it, you gonna hit the adulthood !

well these few day i have been feeling real bloated. i seriozly hate, HATE caps lockedly H A T E people who force me to eat. i haven't been shitting daily and my stomach's the size of a watermelon ( no joke. ) and even now, i feel really stuffed. i have told ah-nee not to prepare dinner for me and i hope she will jolly well listen to what i say now.

anyway i've come to a point to learn to realize that the saying " money is not the key to happiness. " is not exactly true ( for me. ) simply because ye i do live a happy and carefree life and whoa that feeling when that piece of eye candy lands in my hands, i feel on top of the sun i feel like i'm walking on water, i feel like i am freezing in fire, i feel like as though i am so so so so happy. but these few day, i am as broke as a broken heart !! i am currently left with a dollar can you actually buy anything, anything at all, with THAT ? i highly doubt so. but anyway, i am happy regardless but i know i can be happIER when i have moneh slurps. i admire people like janene and sean. sigh. if only i was richer i shall have no complaints in life. for real. i mean, look at it this way.

oh no you feel so sad today. you feel restless. you feel all the energy and smiles have been drained out of your system and you so so want to be cheerful so you go to the mall. you spot the perfect piece of dress to dress to kill and a) you have got completely NO money but you so want it. you will feel even more sad right !? but but but. b ! you have more than enough in your purse. you grace yourself into the dress to kill boutique, try on the pieces displayed on every rack, every shelves, EVERYWHERE and then finally, pay for your final pieces. with them shopping bags in your hands with them dresses in them handbags, you plaster a big smile and march out of the shop. SEE WHAT I MEAN. sigh. if only i can work now :o(
but anyway i temporarily forgot about the heat that was roasting me. now i feel a little tiny bit cooler. anywayz ! i went to janelle's on monday. whoa her house rock harder than rocks !! ha ! ha ! it's so pretty i took a few pigs so i shall be uploading later. can't now. computer's like both on and in fire. but anyway, i don't know why i can't upload the vidz. shit !!! i will go upload my overseas pigs now. catch them soon ! zai jien !

i just realized that the pigs taken are pretty bard. i can't see the glass. i will take new ones so.

learning dear angel, what hurts the most yadee deedah.

personalized cards for the specialies !

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hello moto.
arglee feaces.

and hello to my uneven fringe ! ha ha i'm leaving them long cos i dont want no fringe ! once it's long, i'm gonna tie them in a ponytail you see.