Need to shiet.

my stomach needs to release some ass stinky solids. but i just can't cos the toilets here suck big ass ! it's those squatting thingy WITH WET GROUNDS ! oh my, guess where i am !? i'm currently at this really kampong area in chiang mai ! doing some stuff i will return to chiang mai tomorrow thank god cos it's so chilly here !! i almost drop dead and pass out yesterday from the coldest environment. i was never not in love with cold one lor but here is just too cold and shiet i fell in love yesterday at the working place. i went to get something and he was just in between the interviewer and the other interviewer. i am not working, i was getting some pass so i need to be interviewed. he has such big eyes with such long and curly lashes and his nose is so sharp. the bridge is so high and sharp unlike my flat nose he looked so adorably yummeh i felt like eating him whole !

i regret one stupid thing lah, when i was waiting for aunt who was still not sure of how to operate the motorcycle, i was just strollin up and down to keep myself warm when i walked back ( facing the house of interviewers. ) he was just infront of me, looking. like, looking and something else. i just stopped walking and looked at him for i think 2 seconds then i turned away. STUPID ME !@!!!! i strolled back but when i turned back walking to the other direction, i smiled to myself. when i walked ahead facing the house again, he was still standing, we looked at each other again but this time, i gave him my unfriendly stare. i don't know why it's always fucking like that i end up giving people i like a stare. whalau ! anyways forget about him. it's been like i'm meeting handsome guy everywhere i go to. to mhs i met wheelocks, usually i'd need a break after i get back to daydream about them but these few days, i can't cos once im back from one country\state\city, i'd be off to another and there i meet another guy, viet was aqiu ( ? ) and now is mr eyes and when i got back to bangkok 2 yesterdays ago, i met another pretty good looking guy at my house. he was with jaw cos no one was left in the house everyone been travelling. what is this with aqiu ? summer spring romance ? ha ha, god knows.

anyways, i think i'd better go shiet. no matter what the toilet looks and smells of. oh ha ha, momsie was like, after i got off the car which travelled for 4 HOURS 240 MINUTES 98765432123456789 SECONDS FROM THE AIRPORT, she hugged me from behind and was like, " big precious girl sorry i've made you restless while travelling with me from place to place :o) " ha ha ^.^

I told her i hate travelling now, i'm sick of the planes and the cars. now i can't even start on my thai lessons and vocal lessons cos I'm not in bangkok. moms said she'll not be attending the wedding in Bangkok cos she's drop dead tired. so off the wedding. i just found out the visa for thai only allows me to stay till december 13th so after getting back from chiang mai, iwill be staying in thailand for like 2 days and then off to hong kong i go then back to thailand i come and the finally back to singapore i fly. i am so bloody tired. bye.

sleepyz.

well hello you ! then again, i'm supposed to be off to bed it's 2 am in here in thailand i just got back from vietnam damn i got alot of shiet to update about there like how i met a new guy whom finally confessed today in front of everybody in the bus like oh am i happy durh. oh breath shot hoehoehoe. anywayz i'll prolly update about viet when i'm really free. i'm so lethargically fatigued. my eyelids are heavy as ballz. i'll be flying to chang mai tomorrow early in the morening at 7 waking up at 5 am ahem ahem a mbzillion times. why do i have no rest !? nevermind, i shall go read my friendster commentz :o)

Misses . . . . *sigh.

hello you ! well i'm done uploading various picture to various posts. the pictures to mhs is still in process. but some are already up in friendster. ha ha, it was so much less of a hassle to upload it to friendster, than blogger. aah well, i'm tired my neck's breaking my leg's sore. i have to sleep now. it's just 00.36 here i am leaving thailand tomorrow to vietnam at late noon. i brought just six sets of clothes can you believe it !? i have suddenly lost my anticipation for travelling cos of uhm, ya'know. it's just too fast. i didn't go morning jogging with momsie today i was too fucken tired. restless. exhausted. drained out. weak. oh you name it. it's been like just 2 days but why does it seem so eternity ago ? i have lost count of the days. today's 22nd right ? but what day ?? oh ! friday silly. carmen asked me if i wanna follow her to chatuchak park tomorrow. it's like a really big place for cheap shopping. it's only open on Saturdays. but i'm leaving. and tomorrow's thailand's loy-kra-thong ( howev. you spell it. ) and i'm sad i'm missin it. remember that time when i celebrated it at swissotel. i wear damn ugly lor !!! okay i'm really tired yawn.

just so you know, i'll be wearing something really reallyyyyyy formal tomorrow for dinner with the groom and his family. that's just my life ?
HA HA. I AM SO RANDOM, CIAOZ. WLSXZ. lazy change font color and font emphazition ( ha ha ? ) cos it'll take up an hour or maybe more bye bye :o)

A very tired Lisa.

hellio !

well i'm supposed to be off to bed yet again, for my morning jog tomorrow but i just HAVE to blog. well, i just got back from mae hong son this morning. why is leaving always so sad !? it's just like, going is dreadful, leaving is painful. you're so lazy to travel the ohh-so-long distance but when it's time to leave the place, you're already used to being there ! and it makes you wanna tear, just thinking of the memories. well, many things happened. or rather, many of my emotions exploded. i had the in love, i had the pissed, i had the angry, the annoyed, the uh-huh uh-huh, the blah blah blah the shut up shut up oh y'know. if you want me to put it in words, i really have no fantabulous vocabrammar to describe it.

well, last day of mhs was spent chilling till dawn in the snooker place. the guys drank like anything and jaw got drunk. ha ha ! the feeling of not being able to help in any way made me shiver. it's like a phobia ain't ? like witnessing a fight ? you're there witnessing what's going on but you can't do nothing to stop it because you yourself is rooted and scared to bits. have you felt this way ? aaah wells, back to my story. i think i like wheelocks. better than ugly fugly bird lor ! i hate shietty bird. he just rang me a while ago asking if i've reached Bangkok, if i have eaten if i can send him the pictures we took together blah. hate him hate him. you will know why if you've watched my video in my the other blog. anyways wheelock i have known since i went to mae sai ( another part of thailand. ) years back. i think i used to like him and i was darn close to his sister whom is in a part of myanmar now. the only good and close memory i have of him when we were young was -

1) we both were out of house in ms, at some random shops buying candies which was located not very far from the house, when all of a sudden, he started pulling my hair and then he pulled off the rubber band my hair was tied up with. i was " give it back !!! " and started chasing him. ha ha. we ran round and round the area. both laughing. him teasing and me chasing " madly. " how i got back the rubber band, i have no idea.

2) we were sleeping, he was horizontal, his sister and i were vertical. i wasn't sure if he was asleep but i kinda pretended that i have no affections for wheelocks and so his sista and me decided to whisper into his ears. ha ha. when he was sleeping. i was so close to his face. =(

yep. that's prolly all i can remember of. all i know is that he kept his cool. he ain't talkative. and he still isn't now. he's still the same old i guess. he's got those ugly long hair now though.
i prefer him in both hairstyles. he's got this really serious face. anyways, even though we hung out these few days, we didn't speak much. i indirectly spoke to him this morning in the hotel room 1020 though.

lisa. " asuin jui, help me get tissue from the maid. my stomach very pain, i want to shit. "

thawat. " wheelocks, go help lisa get a tissue. "

and when he got back with the roll of tissue, he passed it to thawat whom replied pass it to lisa and so he passed it to me and i gave him a thanks. idk. oh wells. we communicated a little yesterday though i guess. i wasn't drunk so i'm pretty sure of what was going on aight. my mind was still absolutely clear becos i had just two gulps of spy. ha ha. the rest were drunk by wheelocks. i helped the guys mark the scores. ha ha. jaw and i were having fits of laughter over @ stinky bird's score. he had a zero while the other guy and wheelock was getting sky high 2 digit-ed numbers. did i mention that wheelocks is a professionale at billiards ? so shiet bird got a zero so i was like, drew out a zero so big that it occupied the whole of his space on the whiteboard and wheels was like, ha ha, bird, your zero is so oo big !

well when it got later into the night, wheels was munching on the snacks we ordered, so i took the chance and told him i wanted to try to play. he handed me the stick and when there're times i don't know how to shoot, he'd like move the balls around to suit my standard. the other guy, whom i call black cos of his top color and i didn't ask for his name, jaw calls him " black agua. " and even wrote it on the board hehe. he's also a big professionale at billiards, he was so good i lost the interest of playing but wheels was just there nevermind and he taught me how to hold the sticks. he demonstrated the way i should hold it unlike that fuking bird lor ! come touch the queen's hands. while beautiful wheels was teaching me, ugly bird came and said he'll teach me instead he was so close to me i moved back and i guess he got the idea, who won't !? , so he too demo-ed to me but i was just whatever, boring face to him. and when it was time to go back, jaw was deadly drunk, he couldn't hold his position so everyone of us were like helping the limping jaw. well not everyone, just the other three guys cos i was busy video-ing the whole process of jaw being drunk. i was like i can't remember, fell or something or was slipped my pace or something cos the mini tiara on my head dropped. i couldn't find it when i was outside 1020 when black ( agua. ) came and handed me my tiara. ha ha. i said oh. and it was damn late in the night, damn early in the morning so i predicted that thawat must be asleep. so bang bang bang on the door but he didn't come to rescue the damsel in distress. it was left with only me jaw and shiet. wheels and black were already outside at the door ( we took the back rout to hotel. ) they didn't sleep over. i waved heartily at them both whom waved back. i was actually indicating for them, that they should go back and get rest themselves cos we'll handle wots left. i couldn't stand any longer waiting so i ran to the lobby which i didn't reach cos the door was opened and when i got back, beautiful black\wheels were gone. i spent the night helping or rather, ordering shiet to help jaw in everything. like puking or to the toilet. lesson learnt. be prepaid for tons of water when you're drunk. and of corze, the vomit too. we didn't know what to do so we went outta the hotel at around 4 to 7-11 and i stupidly bought two large bottle of mineral water and shiet suggested buying hangs. it's a kinda drink that can make a drunkard become un-drunk. stupid can !? people already drunk come and drink to un-drunk damn stupid lah whalau so i got so pissed he kept insisting so i bought it anyway while he was asking the staff if hangs was really meant for drunkards i mouth butted his question with my own flat question. " how much ? " in thai. and i went walking ahead of him back to the hotel. damn angry lah whalau. cos he smoked when we were en route to the hotel. irritating sia.

so nevermind. the next day, jaw had a hangover. like yeh. oh man. every time i close my eyse is locks i see. am i in love ? no, i can't be. ha ha. lemme share with you some little things that happened during before after the wedding.

annoyed, very annoyed. ) couldn't stand the bloody ahpekmahs staring at me so i got off my butt and helped around the chores. like serving food to the guests and such. yes, laugh. it's me serving baby ! i was damn nice lah whalau ! i wearing heels some more leh if i fall how huh huh huh you stupid old folks ! the ground damn unstable lor whalau ! so i walked really slowly but steadily serving. and i still got stared at lor ! whalau, in chinese, it's simply called " hao xing mei you hao bao. " translated, your good deed is not paid back. whatever lah. i dress damn simply already lor ! which reminds me, just now too. today i dressed fucking simple but i still got stared @. like =.=
my life damn sad right !?

almost to explosion. )
bloody bird almost made me wanna stuff my scarf down his throat. he made me get him his stupid cigz !!!! FROM ALL THE WAY FROM THE POOL TO THE HOTEL ROOM lor. he asked me to help him bring which i forgot but it's his fault right. if he fucken wanna smoke he should have the initiative to bring it himself right but no, he was damned stupid. and still is ! ugh. angry lah. so i stomped my way back to the room and got him just ONE stick. and it was broken !!! ha ha ha ! so he walked to the room himself and got the whole box down instead. mua-ha-ha !


dreadful. ) shiet man, i was so pissed at that fat ugly bird he made me not wanna attend the wedding. i was busy cam-whoring. and i told thawat i don't wanna attend it no more. but i showered anyhow. and changed into the gown anyway.


hurt. ) what more could i ask for. moms told me " enough enough. " when i took pictures with her. =-(


stupid. very damn stupid. )
girl = you grade.
lisa. = i'm in grade nine.
girl. = oh no, i mean you look great ! * touches my fringe, like a princess.
lisa. = oh, ha ha. thanks. you look great too :-)


nervous yet excited. )
i went up on the stage to sing !!!!! in front of all those wedding go-ers !!! ha ha. was damn excited lah ! the bride smiled at me and she looked so amazed by me !! ha ha. got roses !!!

relieved. ) done singing and when i got off the stage, the person who was in charge of the vocals stuff never took his eyes off me and was all * thumbs up. ha ha.

idiotically timid. )
i was taking my favourite shot of the skirt-fly thing when a stranger remarked " sui mark mark. " which translated, means, very pretty ! so i was just smiled at him and he started speaking thai with me so i replied him with don't-know-how-to-speak-thai in thai. so he was oh ! and then the rest of the guys came but no wheels ! cos cheekoopek told the guys i was beautiful =-( ha ha ! silly me lah ! cheekoo then took off his mobile and tookd pictures of me. I FELT LIKE A CELEBRITY !!!! HA HA HA. he showed me the pictures he took of me and i have to admit, i do look good !! and then towards the end, he stood next to me and was like wanted to take a pic with me but his face was only 1\4 of the pictures so he requested for another one and it was pretty. i mean, I was pretty. :-D wheels was there by then and he was translating what cheekoo said. cheekoo said my voice was nice ( which meant he was in the wedding thing. ) and that he's working as a pilot -.- WHICH I MISTOOK AS A AIR-CON MAN ! really no joke, i think i was too idk what to hear what wheelock said. so i didn't show him any interest. plus, he's 30 odd. he just kept looking and idling at my area. i was out and i didn't go into the wedding thang. every time he snaps a picture of me, he points his cell straight at my boobs lor ! so i damn pai-seh lah right !? and he stank of beer smell. ew. and every time he took picture with me, i'd be rolling my eyes weakly with a grin at wheelocks who smiled back weakly at me. lol so before i left, he asked for my number which i replied, " i have no mobile. " he he worz. and i went up on stage to sing again and horror of horrors ! he was there looking and he took pictures of me yet again !! ha ha. desperate lah !


IN LOVE ! TOTALLY AM !! )
thawat came back asking me if that pilot asked for my number and i told him everything and he told me that guy was indeed a pilot. unbelievable lah ! and he told me i attracted some people. ha ha ! saying it'd be so lucky if their sons get to marry the queen ._. it's always like these kinda comments when you go to a wedding filled with oldies. which reminds me, the bride told me today that " you're so cute !!! " ha ha ! before i left mhs. and just now when i was watching heros ( damn nice ah the show !!!!! ) thawat was on the line with some one and he said my name and then he said " siu. " so i kicked him hard and demanded what the other person was saying. siu means pretty by the way, ha ha ! these kinda basic thai must know ah !!! ha ha. he said the bride's friend said that girl in green dress is pretty. he he. anyways, my in love is ohhh mian ! in love ! the toilet got stuck in mhs so called the receptionist and they sen the most gorgeous plumber ( ? ) alive !!!! damn happy can !? of all these times when i call for service, they never even send handsome ones lor stupid people ! aba opened the door and the plumber was those that i like. bald and tanned and sunny. he didn't notice me at first i was lying on bed watching tv. he went to take his tools i think and when he got back, thawat was in the room and he opened the room, he was like " yes ? " to the plumber who was half way into the room. the plumber was embarrassed i think and he did the cutest thing alive !!! he stepped back and looked at the room number. ha ha ! i replied " yes, it is this room ! " in thai and WE SMILED AT EACH OTHER LIKE WE KNOW EACH OTHER !!!! ha ha, i thought he was cute at that time. no affections. and when he was done, i was talking to thawat about the wedding, i looked at him and he looked at me and we did our smiles again !! i got up and said " omg he's so cute !!! aaah, i love him ! he's so handsome ! can help me ask him if i can take a pic with him !? faster !! " in chinese to thawat but thawat was " he's ugly lah. " and he left =-((( so i was left with aba in the room and i kept telling him i'm in love with the plumber to a twelve year old and asked him if he was cute. even aba said he was lor ! he even said plumber was cuter than pilot !! x-( and aba was there askin me if i wanted to go down to the staff's room to take a pic with him =-(

sad. ) this morning, is my last time seeing wl. i sat next to him in the car on the way to the house. i sat in the middle you see. i gave him two bubble gums. and the only thing he said to me was, " help me take this. " and he left. that stupid bag was mine. i thought was his so i could pass him back. he left mhs first with some other people. i stood next to the car he was in and when the car drove past me, he waved me goodbye like how i did the previous day. so did blacky. i smiled really warmly and waved them good bye.


goodbye. pictures will sure be up tomorrow i plomix.
it's 1 here now, 2 in sing. bye bye okie dokies ? oh yeh !! ha ha. i'm taking vocals now !!!!!!!
i went searching for ballets this evening but they said i shouldda started at the tender age of 10-12 :-( cos i won't be able to do splits. sad lah ! so after deciding on vocals, piano or guitar, i settled with vocals. starting after i'm back from vietnam. will be going vietnam on novembre 24th and the latestest news yet again is that after vietnam, i'll be going to chang mai ( yet another part of thailand. ) for a week or hopefully, lesser and stay in thailand for a while and then fly to hong kong for christmas and back to singapore :-( why is holiday so short this time !? sad, really :-(


just so i remember , i was told to get the fringe outta my eyes when i was taking pictures with the other girls ! purposely lor hit on me !! and the ama said " you look really good, you have ( don't know how to say, like the eyes nose mouth ears. ) all nice but you need to pin up your bangs. you look great :) " i loves her. she's a really cute 80 y\o granny. her specs's giorgio armani. HA HA !


BY THE WAY !!!!! I ATE GUESS WHAT !?!?!?




SQUIDS !!!! I HAD 7 SEVEN SEVEN777SEVEN ! SQUIDS TODAY FOR LUNCH ! HA HA. IT WAS DEEP FRIED AND COATED WITH HONEY SO IT TASTED LIKE MEAT ! I HAD THE BODY ONLY THOUGH, NOT THE LEGS. YES, TANTiCLES, ZANNATICAHOLIC.
v(^.^)v


AND MUSHROOM !!!!!!!!
HA HA. IT SEEMS I WAS FINE WITH THOSE TWO FOOD I FEAR MOST TODAY. I HAD TWO SMALL MUSHROOM TODAY !! THE VEGGIE TASTED REAL GOOD I HAD TO EAT IT. AIGHT. BYE. IT'S 1.18 NOW I TYPE SO SLOWZZZZZZ.



I DONT THINK IM GONNA GO JOG TMR. I'M SO TIRED AND I HAVENT HAD A PROPER REST SINCE FOREVER MORE. 1.40 NOW SAY HI TO GRANNY MYINY.

YO !!!!

ha ha ! hello again ! i'm in the lan shop again.

well for yesterday, wait, i think i'm just gonna blog according to what happened cos i haven't been giving a thought about everything revolving around my life these few days. there's totally no time ! because when the night falls and my mind starts to wonder, i get sleepy and get escorted straight to the firstest class of dream world. you get the picture ? so.

i'm a really good girl damn ! for this morning, i only stuck to porridge and an omelet. and i only bough 1 ONE ONEONEOEN111ONE snack, picco chocolate. which i'll be sharing with the kids so i won't have to gain unnecessary fats. well right now i'm " gaming " with 4 guys. 2 teenagers and 2 kids. the rest of the kids are like, 4-5 more ? all guys and just a girl which is less than the age of a mere five letters, three. ha ha. birdie told me the next teenager, weelok ( i suppose it's spelt this way, thai translated to english by the professionale yo. wheelocks ? ^^ ) today.

birdie is a guy that has been in love with the queen for like, years and years ? ha ha ! i have been travelling with him for decades now. moms stuff. and yesterday he was like asking me if i was going to mae sai ( another small part of thailand. ) after the wedding which i said no cos i'll be off the vietnam but jaw and jasone would be cos they don't wanna go for the wedding and he was but he prepared a gift for me that he wanna gimme.

" my friend is tom. "
" tom ?? who's that ? " * screwed up face thinking of every person i know with the name tom.
" tom. she's boyish. "
* oh ! TOM-BOY, silly.

and he was all, why ain't ya going ? the stupid gift which is prepared by TOM and him will be passed to jaw which will be passed to me when they're back from MS and i'm back from viet. ha ha. the thing i like about birdie is that, as you know, i don't like people who smoke and i hate the stench of cigs right. so yesterday, when jaw suggested they buy beer instead of just plain mineral water, birdie was like, no cos it'd gimme a bad impression of him ( AFTER AlllLllLll THESE YEAR !? ) . sweet ain't ! and then when we went to play snooker, jaw wanted to smoke right. then birdie was like he doesn't want cos i won't like it. lol. sweetie birdie

my throat feels sore. ha ha. could you believe it i washed my hair thrice yesterday !? first was when i just got here early in the morning. second was when i woke up at noon and third was when i got back from snooker WHICH I STANK SO BAD !!!!!!!!!! i was filled with the stupid snooker holder and the ball and the pool table's stench. my shawl, top, pants, bra, undie all stank i can vomit. we played till 1 am in the morning and when i got back, i went straight to have a very warm bath and then i WASHED MY OWN CLOTHES cos i couldn't ta-han the smell any longer. ha ha.

yesterday was absolute fun mian !
after playing this stupid computer games, we went over to birdie's house and had lunch, came back and we went roaming around the hotel. sang karaoke ! ha ha. which was hosted by a sexaye lady with a tongue piercing. first like damn shy shy lah. cos it's not like singapore's k-box or something. it's a restaurant ( but no one was dining. ) with a stage. so nevermind. the queen launched the big leap and sang. AND ACTUALLY ENJOYED IT !!!! ha ha. after singing, we went out of the hotel to explore the outside world. was looking for a piercing shop cos the hostess told us she pierced hers down the street. we couldn't find no shiet so we went back to the back of hotel, which is the snooker place thang. and i was okay, dreads. i hate billiards. i can't fucken play ! so the guys were like okay playing and i was there snapping pictures for them. jaw asked me play AND I INSTANTLY SCORED TWO BALLS ( ? ) !!!! ha ha. by then i was hooked mian. in fact, i'm already waiting till it's night time when we actually set our sexy feet there again ! ha ha. oh yeh. i was MADE to watch STAR WARS yesterday while hanging at sweet bird's house. my dear god. it was a torture ! jaw napped so i was there staring at the screen with stupid other thoughts in my mind. bitter bird was explaining to me the scenes but GUESS WHAT I THOUGHT WHILE WATCHING !?

ha ha ! CHEEPENG ! YOU CAME INTO MY MIND !!!! remember the other itme when we were on the line and you were talking about the SABER ( see i can remember the name you know ) made of fire or something and one slash and you can whatever ? ha ha ! yes. i endured the whole time watching something i don't fancy ._.
the only thing i like is the underwater home. cool ah that one ? like you can just swim swim swim and then WALK PAST THE WATER and the thing inside is all home-ly. and the robots helping to repair the spaceship ( ? ) . the stupid thing is that the fish ate the thingy ? damn stupid lah wha lau !! why would the fish be attracted to some metallic stuff right !? might as well go eat some other fishes right ! and then the other bigger crocodile ( ? ) ate away the evil fish. that was damn what lah. okay enough about star wars. cheesy penguin,
HOW ARE YOU ? get off your lazy sexy arse and come read my interesting blog lahdeh

yeh so that's prolly about it. i got a friendster comment form hamin !!!!! ha ha. unexpected, totally. i used to fancy him in the primary school days ! ciao ! i go reply him now. eww. cig smell.

and paradise.

BLOODY FUCKER !

hey yo ! i'm now in this LAN shop bloggin while they're gaming and on the way here, i was just innocently admiring the pretty bright yellow flowers and suddenly, BANG !!!! and jeng jeng jeng ( the moving sound of the ugly fat shiet metal piece. ) , my pretty head knocked against it !! the metal banner shook, under my rock hard head ? jaw was like pointing out what was the metal sign about and it said " PLEASE PUT ON YOUR HELMET. " IRONIC HUH !

okay. so i'm in mae hong son now and it's gorgeous !!!!! i took fucken loads of pictures and i so wanna upload them now ? but i didn't bring the usb port shiet. and cyber shot's the sexier version of the sex ! ha ha !! glad to announce that i don't have to edit my pictures now ^^^^^^
there's this slide show thing, and they have automatic music on when you're viewing your pictures !! ha ha. loves it ! and guess what !? the latest news. I WILL BE ATTENDING YET ANOTHER WEDDING IN DECEMBER ! AHAHA. 3 weddings straight ! i just did my hair again, but today's just wash and blow dry. i think i'm getting the flu. soon. anyways. i bought a new heels ! which i wore right away and still am ! ha ha. i just glanced down at it. it's like straw red. and a new mini tiara which i wore right away, getting looks from people but which i'm not wearing anymore now. i just arrived this morning and yeh. heh. i'm lost for words. i can't wait till i upload the pictures, baby ! i'm tired. bye. i shall go do something else :)

enjoy your holidays ! it's the most blessed moments of the year !

idk what this picture is.
merely uploaded it from this computer ! enjoy ~

MISS MYANMAR.

HELLO HELLO HELLO. ha ha ! guess what !? i shall update according to the thang that excites me the fucking most ! okay.

1) as i was jogging with my momsie this morning, she told me. GUESS WHAT !? hehe. even though the chances of winning is bloody dead, it's gonna be hella fun ! okay. so she told me this aunt of mine's this phoenix channels' ( it's a chinese channel. feng huang tai if you know. ) 's god-daughter\something and there's this miss universe Asia on right. so she told my mom to tell me to start on my diet and everything cos once i'm eighteen she'll help me register for it cos only those who know him can register shiet !!! so i'ma gonna be the miss myanmar yo ! ha ha. moms was like even if you don't win, it's all about fun and experience.


2) I WENT SHOPPING FOR MY WEDDING DRESS JUST NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!! sea green it is. ha ha. i'll be leaving for mae hong son tomorrow ! attend a wedding there and the next wedding is at vietnam. will be leaving vietnam on the 21\23. pictures of me in the dress shall be uploaded much later ! looks abit fat lah whalau eh. i tried on like 10 dresses ? or maybe even more. i only like 2 dresses though. the sea green and the grey. the grey's really nice !! it's like a corset. the sea green's so-so but it got chosen cos little people shall be expected wrapped up in that color so joycy shall shine ! BRIGHT ! hehe.


3) okay. i'll just do en mass. so ! as expected, thailand's so much more loved ! i went for dinner with mr l just now, Japanese cuisine and guess what i had !? just 2 california rolls ! serious ! i've been getting on with my word like, really mian. i rise up like at 5 odd and get ready for my morning jog with my momsie and i eat really little and verrrrrry healthily. ha ha. later look more fat in the dress not nice right. i'm supposed to be off to bed now. i gotsa be up at 5 tomorrow again !! i got up an hour late this morning. pretty nice to " jog " ! the park's biggie. OH !!!!!!!!!!!! HOW COULD I FORGET. momsie just got me the cybershot !!!!! ha ha ha ha !! it's the red one though. i have yet to charge it. touch-pad. hopefully it's great ! alright. i wanna be off now. connection suck here. on and off.

hello thailand !

THAILAND ! HELLO !

on the line with tenth sis aunt.

first thang i did when i got back home !? SKIPPEH !

looking at the bright side, I AM MATURING !!!

sur-posed to be off to bed once again.

hunting for a gown.
pee.

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hello hello hello. right now as i'm typing, i'm actually waiting till it's time for boarding. i'm left with pretty long till. i did my hair yesterday !!!!! it's so smooth and silky right now ! ha ha. bought a belt and a waist belt and sheesh. i think i wanna go now. byez. i'll blog further when i'm in thailand.
ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

pictures taken yesterday and another yesterday.

waiting !

still waiting !

landed and resting !

crystal jading.
stupid shiet. i edited and saved the so nicely edited one but when i re-opened it, this was born. this is after hair treatment.

this is untouched. my hair was glossy glossy glossy.


and the first christmas tree i've seen in singapore ever since i came here to study.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH !!

i'm sooooo exicted right now ? i'm browsing through my pictures and i see thailand ! and my drop dead gorgeousexehotoxicatedivadorable face ! ha ha. can't wait till im there, really. my stomach's hurting again. it's attaking me with the invisible swords. i can't sleep. i'm in so much torture. see you.

ha ha !! i found it in the disc ! same day.

sick sick sick sick.

sigh, why is life so difficult to live when you're sick ?
i am sofa king wasteddd. i didn't meet today. aloysius texted. buy his graduation stuff ! but the sicky bugs just can't shoo can they ?

aye yo ! we got sexeh cool bangs yo !



no matter where we're destined to in the future, i will be there regardless of rain, thunderstorm, hurricane, earthquake, typhoon and i mean it, don't i ?

there were times when we quarrel over the silliest thangs but hey. we don't just " ohh fucking fine. since it's that you want then fine. "
and take on to the new journey and new cliques. well, the littlest thangs do irritate me but i'm just the silliest girl afterall. so whatever the future holds, we shall hold hands together and stay strong, shan't we ?
LOVE YOU WORH ! SHA GUA !
HAHAHAHA.

* ahem ! clears throat.

di da lan du nia ini, joyce adala wanita yang baling lawa ~~~ ser car lee.

and and and.

satu
dua
tiger
empat
lema
anam
tujour
lepan
ten !

many happy times were shared and it's treasured !! hehe will never forget those times and mean it. cross my fingers.
and just to refresh your memories, aunteeee tan, you fell straight flat down !!! hehehehe. that day shall be stitched across my heart. really :)
aaaah wells. bye and enjoy what's left of this year yeap ?
ohohoh. and MOP HAIR !! and my favoritest, zoooooooooooooooo.
v^.*v


and if you've noticed, the fonts are in brown wor ! ha ha, farah likes eh ? oh ! i think you will fall for me next year !!!!! cos i'ma gonna be wrapped up in brown. EVERYDAY !!!
ha ha, ribs breaking hug for you :)

forever friends. :)

* pokes.

I WILL BE JETTING OFF ON THE NOVEMBRE 24th !

HELLO HELLO HELLO. FOR THESE FEW DAYS, I BEEN BUSY WITH SLEEPING AND GAINING WEIGHT !!!!! ONLY ABOUT 0.78 % GOES TO GETTING MY BUTT OUT !? I WENT TO ORCHARD FOR MANI PEDICURE AND BROW RESERVATIONS LATE AT NIGHT AND I GOT MYSELF A ( RED. ) BEANIE !!!! BOUGHT IT IN PREPARATION FOR HK BUT MUTHAFUKA ! CHANGE OF PLANS YET AGAIN. WILL ONLY BE JETTING TO HK ON THE LAST FEW WEEKS OF VACATION. MOMS GOT THIS WEDDING TO ATTEND AT VIETNAM ON THE 20 ODD THIS MONTH. SO HK IS POST PHONED TO DECEMBER, AROUND CHRISTMAS. I ACTUALLY WANTED TO BUY THIS REALLY CUTE LITTLE BEACH DRESS FOR BEACH THIS VACATION IN EITHER THAILAND\MYANMAR BEACH BUT THE STRING THAT WAS SWEN ON TO IT DROPPED RIGHT AFTER I TRIED IT ON !!! SO OFF IT WENT BACK TO THE SALES LADY. I HAVE GOT LOTSA OUTFITS I DIE HUNGRILY FOR. OH BY THE WAY, I'M REALLY TERRIFIED AT MYSELF RIGHT NOW ? TRUST ME, ANYONE WHO'S SEEN ME WOULD ! I BEEN SNACKING REALLY DANGEROUSLY FEROCIOUSLY NON-STOP THE PAST WEEK AND OH MY GAHHH ! MY TUMMY IS LIKE A BIG BLOATED BALLOON !! I'M SO FREAKED OUT, REALLY. EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES, I SEE THE REALLY OBESED JOYS. OH ! AND FOR THE 987654321TH TIME, CALL ME LISA !! ALRIGHTY. I'M DONE PACKING MY LUGGAGE. MOMSIE WILL BE HERE THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW ! SEE ME LIVE AT ORCHARD ! TEXT\CALL ME IF YOU'RE IN THAILAND\MYANMAR ! JOYCY SHALL BE AT YOUR SERVICE TOURING YOU AROUND ! THIS REALLY AIN'T NO JOKE ? I REALLY WANNA TOUR YOU AROUND AND FOR THE LAST TIME, COME AND SEE ME !! SLEEPOVER AT MY HOUSIE ! WE SHALL HAVE TON LOADED, MILLIONS AND ZILLIONS AND TRILLIONS AND GAZILLIONS OF FUN !! IMAGINE, DOING VERY LATE NIGHT SHOPPING AND CHATTING, CATCHING LATE NIGHT MOVIES AND HAVING FUN !! HELPING EACH OTHER RELAX, JUNKING, BLAH BLAH !! THE NEXT DAY, PULLING EACH OTHER OUTTA THE BED, AND GREETING EACH OTHER WITH " SHOPPINGGGGGGGG ~!!!! QUICK GET UP, FATS ! " OH MY OH MY, I'M GETTING CARRIED AWAY. AHEM ! SO YES ! THAT IS IT ! I WANNA GO SLEEP THOUGH I DOUBT I CAN ! TODAY, I BLOATED MYSELF WITH A BOWL OF BEEHOON SOUP ( WHICH WAS A LOT ! I TOLD WARNI I WANTED JUST A LITTLE BUT SHE REFUSED AND DUMPED ME THE WHOLE SHIT LOAD. AND I FINISHED IT REGARDLESS. MAKE ME REGRET LIKE FUCK. ) AND DINNER OF ROASTED PORK RICE WITH JAW ! OH !! AND TWO CHOCOLATE BISCUIT WITH RAISINS ! SHIT MAN ! ALL OF THEM ( EXCEPT DINNER. ) WAS EATEN OUTTA ITCHY-MOUTHness. YESTERDAY, I HAD 5 SLICES OF BREAD AT AROUND 1-2 AM !!!! 2 OF CHOCOLATE AND 2 WITH SKIPPY !! JASONE COULDN'T FINISH HIS AND HE FORCED ME TO HAVE IT WHICH I DIDN'T AT FIRST ! BUT I WAS LIKE, JUST. URGH !!!! AND ATE IT !!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. NOW EVERY MORNING I WAKE, I'M GREETED WITH A REALLY HUGE TUMMY. USUALLY, IT'D BE FLAT AND SMEXY BUT THESE FEW DAYS, IT'S JUST :'(


SNAP OUT OF THIS ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY TERRIBLY DEVILISH HABIT !!!!!

SUNDAY. ( stay home and fucking binge !!!!!!! )
breakfast = 2 slices of skippy-ed bread ( if i can wake. )
lunch = what's served.
dinner = 2 apples !

MONDAY. ( with momsie in hotel. )
breakfast = farm house milk and two rolls !
lunch = crystal jade ! stuff yourself !!
dinner = nothing much ! come back and milk again !

TUESDAY. ( the day to leave. )
breakfast = farm house milk with 2 rolls !
lunkch = whatever's served in plane !
dinner = don't follow them out for dinner !!!! either follow and eat or sip on your stupid drink ! either you fucking eat and grow fucking fucking fat or you starve yourself and get slim-ly slim !!!


ALRIGHT ! I'M CONVINCED !

ze beanie !!

getting fat is not a way to express how you feel ! it is not the answer to why you're leading sucha sad life. fuck ! wake up, lisa ! LIVE the life !

this was edited with cell phone last night when i couldn't catch a fooking wink so it's kinda sucky but this is my inspiration !! it works like zen ! ha ha, okay. stupid me. but this is my mobile wall paper to remind me !

karma sorta found me ! for eating without the hunger and not giving a thought to those poor animals who're starving out there cos every night when i suddenly open my beautiful eyes, i see this piece of gold !! and i'd go, ugh, and fall back asleep.


who's not prouda me !? huh ? i did that ALL BY MYSELF. !! it's half way done. i just need another day to stuff the now-washing clothes and my accessories and cosmetics and shoes and jackets and mary-janes and holiday assignments and books !

that's all. see you =>

Long time no use !

hey yo ! itz been ninety nine thousand nine hundred and ninety nine decades since i've last applied my facial creme due to my laziness, thus ending up with bad break outs well not really bad break outs but still break outs if you know what i mean.
so today, i woke up early in the morning at 8am and got ready for, AHEM AHEM AHEM *ksdjsjkfdvnmsdmv for church but failed badly at trying hard to listen to the preacher ( it's a christian term if i'm not wrong ? ) i was so sleepy i kept yawning, cracking my knuckles and pretending to do prayers, shutting my eyes out and dang ! that felt great ! y'know, my eyes were straining so badly, so dyingly craving to be shut for a good rest but i just HAD to listen. the lady beside me must have felt irritated but i more irritated with her lah ! her voice damn high sia ! the pitch can go as high up as a, well, just high. she doesn't even need to screw her face up just to have a high pitch. it just came but it was so ear piercing !! i couldn't even hear my own low voice ! so i didn't quite sing happily today. jasone was worse. he kept stretching his arms, every seconds. so i showed him how to rest his eyes ( ? ) . after nudging him, i was like, asked him to look at me. i pretend to rub my browns with 4 of my fingers ( so it covered up the sides of my face. ) and blinked my eyes out. and took a few seconds of rest which at that time, was a blissed moment, even though it's just a few seconds. i hope Jesus won't hate me, but of all these ( how do you call. ) i've read, they stated that jesus loves you for who you are and i promise i'll have a good night's rest the next time before making my way out to the church the next time !!
okay, enough about church. uncle drove us to ngee ann poly afterwards. to just like, check out ? ya know, prepare me to study hard blah. the campus is fucken big ! i think if i ever, ever get into it, i'd be dying of tiredness every pace i take and did i mention that the ground is somewhat hilly ? like a slope ? i'll check it out in the internet laterz.
meanwhile, i'm suffering from a very sharp pain in my abdomen area. and it's raining. and i can hear the droplets of rain hitting my roof.
rat pat rat pat pat.
and here i am, typing. i wanna go off to bed. soon, soon. these few days, i'm just being really naive. i know every drip of energy in my body's completely drained out but i still sit there, surfing the net and on what ? i really have no idea. i'll just dwell and dwell till my. shiet. thunder ! scared me out ! oh my. okay, as i was saying, till my pc crash down. aaaaah, another thunder. do yours suffer the same fate as mine ah ? mine'll just go *black, and switch itself off. irritating lah ! jas said it's coz the pc's too hot but no leh ? i have purposely faced the " lips " of the air-con directly down and i'd be freezing but yet, the darn pc still break down. ha ha, crazeh. emotional breakdown ? physical breakdown ? like, it's too cold so it fainted ? ha ha ? bye ?

i'm not feeling blue, no.

oh yeh, i finally read my mails today ( i read 4. ) and thank god i read this. it was sent to me from all the way from turkey. HA HA ! i think khatab just forwarded it to every of his contacts but anyways, it's a chinese proverb originated from the netherlands. real stuff, pretty cool. i likes. oh hehe, i forwarded it to 20 of my friends. this kinda stuff JUST had to forward lah, it was perfect 20 mian ! i didn't count, it must all be meant as, fate. HOEHOEHOE. i sent them to special people i chose so if you received it, THANK ME ! cos I sent it to YOU ! but if i didn't then, then i didn't flood yer shiet i'm lame i wonder who okay, enough about personal stuff and here it is.


with money, you can buy a house, but not a home.
with money, you can buy a clock but not time.
with money you can buy a bed but not sleep.
with money, you can buy a book but not knowledge.
with money you can see a doctor, but not good health.
with money, you can buy a position, but not respect.
with money, you can buy blood, but not life.
with money, you can buy sex but not love.

if you agree, cheers. =>

Fuckin' Good.

been youtube-ing since.


Musiq.




Go Mraz, go !


Reminds me of J'Blunt.



Loves and she so gorgeous lah !


Vidz.



He he, the guy so cute wor.



Cute advert.





J O K E S !
haha, i laughed at these. do we share the same sense of humor ?


The mom calls the husband a "bastard"
and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch"
and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?"
and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen"
and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!"
So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?"
His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat"
and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit"
and billy said "Dad, whats shit"
And then his dad says
"Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream "
and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!"
and then billy says to his mom"Mom whats fuck?"
"Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey"
and
Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says
"Hello bitchs and bastards, may i take your penis's and vaginas,
my dad's upstairs wipeing the shit of his face, and my mom is fucking the Turkey"


HAHAHAHAHA. i like this.
Boy 1: Why did you run away from the naked lady?
Boy 2: Because my mom said that if I look at a naked lady I will
turn to stone, and a part of me was already getting hard!!

THIS TOO !!

Three guys were introduced to a girl:
Hi, I'm Peter not a saint.
I'm Paul not a Pope.
I'm John not a Baptist..
The girl replied:
Hi! I'm Mary not a virgin.


AND THIS !!

OLD MAN: Can you give me an erection?
FAITH HEALER: I can make the blind see, make the lame walk and I
can even cure cancer, but I'm sorry I cannot raise the dead.
hahahahahaha.

Four Jamaicans were sitting around a campfire near the beach.
They were all "philosophising" on what was the fastest thing in the world.
Seymour said, "I tink de fassess ting in the world is a "thought", because
before you can tink of it, it already thought."
Mildred said, "No man, the fassest ting in the worl' is a "blink", because
before you can tink to blink,you dun blink already."
Lucy said, "No, no, the fassess ting in the world is helectricity, because
when you turn on de light switch, de 'lectric travel farss-farss and the
light com on before you done know it."
Leroy said, "All ah-onoo wrong!! The fastest ting in the whole worl' is
diarrhea."
Everyone sey, "Diarrhea?"
Leroy said, "Yes man, cause las' night, ev'n before I could tink, blink, or
turn on de light dem, I done shit up meh self." !!!!


DAMN RIGHT.

The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.
And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children.
And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes...
might be lonely.
And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing."
So, again, love you.
Love who you are.
Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say,
"I am too blessed to be stressed"


coolios !

For God so loVed the world,
That He gA ve
His onL y
BegottE n
SoN
T hat whosoever
Believeth I n Him
Should N ot perish,
But have E verlasting life."
John 3:16

News of the Year.

hello you. it's 7.40 in the morning AND I'M UP ! as energetic as ever ! am having breakfast as i type on. well, no, i'm not going out or whatever, my body just jerked me up, somehow. i turned in too early last night, hehe. it's only the 2nd of novembre ! momsie's gonna be here, yes, another change, on novembre 7-9th, cos the visa for hk and everything ain't completely done yetz. sofa king long !!!!!! and there's nothing left for me to do to kill time ! i ain't got no work, i ain't got no work and i still ain't got no workz ! this is totally, SIAN ! usually, i'd be over the moon planet upon hearing new like how fast school's gonna break out or how long my holiday's gonna be, y'know, stuff like that but when school's finally over like, A FEW WEEKS AGO !? i still have to wait here in singapore yo !
-_- zzzzzzzz.
i couldda been in little thailand \ myanmar doing so many things !!!! it'd've like only a day since i'm there cos i'd be busily busy ! but here i am, just idling, waiting for visa shiets to be done. this is totally killjoy ! okay. bye.

MEANWHILE . . .






CULOQUE OR PINAFORE !?
{ howev. you spell it. }


this is taken off photobucket. which explains the size. the copy of it in my pc's been stored in the cd and i can't possibly look for the disc just for A picture ya get what i mean ? anyways, this is our yenhui, the desginer.
* applause.



it's painfully annoying and disgusting how i see some people switching to myspace WITH AN ANG MOR " ATTITUDE. " sick can or not lah !? just because you wanna attract that hunk\chic doesn't mean you hafta change your profile to such a, ew. be proud of yourself lah !? where's that asain pride seh ? my g.

Guys.

haha, i was just looking through notes in my cell phone, it's got my diary in every entries. either that, or lyrics or song titles or bands or names, y'know, just notes. it's all filled with how my time in school went and rah, which tree we liked and which tree flourished fruits on us, haha, you get what i mean ? i was just reading that entry on detaweya. haha, made me smile !

well 2007. the last guy i remember liking is this guy by the name of jamesawb. crazy i know. i can't remember liking anyone else after him. the reason why i liked him was, pretty simple and logical. i didn't go for his looks ( though it did help a little ? ) i went for his personalities instead. i remember asking joshua about him on the line the other time when he was telling me i shouldn't be with ekx and he described jawb as someone who ain't got no future cos all he cares about is play and everything. of course i was disappointed, well who won't right ? but on that fateful day when j had detention with lotsa other guys, i sat infront of him, and no i didn't like him anymore cos of josh, and y'know, everytime i have detention, all the guys'd be ccb, sibei boring lah, wa lan eh waste my time blah but j was like, he studied or revised his work, together with this rum guy ( HE'S SO SWEET !! he asked if he could help me carry my table when i was trying to carry it to the spot i wanna sit. he already got himself his table and chair. and when oscar saw, he got up from his seats and got a chair for me ! haha, i was a princess *_* if you're from bukit view, you know how detention or in house suspension goes right. and rummie even helped me put the table back when time was up. see, this kinda thing i remember, who was helpful and not ah bengish. ) and some of his cliques. at first i thought he was like just gonna study for 5 minutes ? most 15 ? but he didn't. he did his work, even asking mr n for worksheets cos he wanted to do them. i was, well, kinda, touched is the word ? cos he was just so. oh i don't know. he said he didn't wanna go back to class cos then he won't concentrate blah. but yeah, that just tripped me off my feet. not swip cos i wasn't in love, it was just, shocking. and i like his voice and it's so embarrassing to be in a state where i couldn't help keeping my ears locked cos every of his words kept coming into my ears. it's embarrassing to eavesdrop cos then i'll feel, poor ? don't know the word. so then, yeah, i started liking him but couldn't see him after that day cos he had exams i think. can't recall it's been too long and slowly, my feelings faded. so yeap. he was my last crush. for 2007. haha. if words can describe him, i'd put him under matured, helpful, determined.

oh !! yes, one millionbillionzillion pounds point. this rum guy or someone was like complaining, saying he ain't gonna make it for the last lap. he's failing blah blah blah but jawb was like, y'know, telling him he shouldn't be thinking that way cos there's still a week left to prepare and shiet. forgot who said it, it's like, " you're given a choice to choose. in life, you have choices, which you have to choose. " or something like that can't remember and it hit me hard, it was so right dontcha think ? it's like, there're choices in our lives but the answer is what we choose. i wrote it in my diary but not sure which diary. i'll probably post it up when i find that particular diary. yeah, rum had suspension the next day again so on the way back from the washroom on the second level and again, people of bukit view would know what i'm talking about, i saw him as i was passing the teachers' lockers and i was like, THAT'S THE RUM ! to farah. i mentioned his good deeds to farah. so i was should i say hi ? so i looked down and shouted rum ! he was like, looked to his sides only to look ahead, haha. the action is funneh. so people, when you hear your name, don't stick to looking at only left right but also top and bottom if there is ever a bottom. and yeap. he looked up finally and i waved at him estatically. people like rum deserves my friendly sides =>

actually i was kinda on and off about jawb on the way i felt about him. crazy as it sounds, but i used to
" JAWB IS HOT !! " or something like that, as my msn nick. melvin was james from bukit view ? haha ! yeah, and i told him i like him. jaryl gave me his email, or i think i asked him, which i got but i didn't add of course. i just wanted to see what's his email is like. like y'know, was it just james or james123 or was it something else like a brand, a name or something. hehe and speaking of jaryl, he's like. haha, i used to like melvin. my god. do you wanna know how ? okay, crazy as it is, i saw this guy's picture in the school year book and he just totally attracted me. i squinted my eyes at the name printed really small. it stated melvin o. he looked real smashing in both the pictures. then i saw him with brown name tag so it's definitely secondary 3 so i went to sec 3 side and looked at all those classes with all the lads but none matched the mel. so i looked at the names and again, none seemed to match. i went over to the normal side, i was only concentrating on express, and i finally saw that name but the peekchures didn't lookalike. so nevermind, i just took note of his appearance and i was like, looked for him in school ? but for a long time, i didn't find him until one beautiful fine perfect day ( haha, so dramatic. ) i was in 173 on the way to school when i saw this guy outside the bus, he was tall, i didn't take much notice and that melvin guy wasn't that important cos it been too long searching for him. i just gazed outside to my right again. when he came into the bus, i don't know why but i turned to my front and looked at him, " aye ~ he looks familiar. *gasp ! is that melvin guy right !? " so i looked at his chest for name tag but there wasn't one so i just took note of him and i think the next day or something, he was in the bus again and when i looked at his shirt, there was his name tag and name and yeap ! i found the gold. gold ? whatever, haha. then i got to know jaryl from friendster, we chatted pretty lot over at messenger and yeap. that was how i knew melvin. through jaryl. hehe. there was this time when melvin was in a relationship with this girl from sec 2, last year. i liked him last year, thank you. and fuck ! damn sad lah !

but yeah man, that's life right. but it hurts ( again, dramatic. ) sometimes when i view j back in friendster and there'll be these " thanks for adding, mind to intro ? " shiet from these ka waii nehx girls. it's like, bloody flirt. all in all, it's nice when you like someone. it's like whenever you see him, you'd be like, * GASP !! and then, hahaha. girls'd know what i'm talking about. haha, farah, remember that time when we liked " chao-ta \ apple \ linkin park guy " ?

" *GASP !!!! "
* he turns suspiciously.
" *gasp, farah ! you forgot your homework ! "

HAHAHA.
lots of memories ladeh, now i feel like talking with you about our past with those ugly trees =<


and how pathetic can my love life be. i haven't really got boyfriends, really. it's irritating everytime i have to reply to these people who shoot questions at me like, " really meh ? don't bluff lah. " well, yes, for the nine mbzillionth time, or more, i really haven't had a boyfriend. or a proper one at least. i've only had two " boyfriends. " which i can't even put under the category of " romance. "

my first one was with, joshua, our " relationship " was damn weird lah ! haha, well, farah and i were like, usual, in the school library last year after school when joshua and his friends came in. they were doing some work while aunty tan and i were reading and chatting. both our tables hung out till the library closed. eh no, the other table was left with only aloysius and christian the eldds guy. so when farah and i were walking out and again again again, only people of bktvw will know, we were like outside the gate, the old yellow gate, walking at that small pathway when somebody " excuse me. " i was like, w-t-f-f. so angry lah, cos it's indirectly telling us that we're too fat, occupying the whole pathway right, can't he use his brains to move to the road and walk or something ? so i turned back with such force and je-ling ( it's in malay, i don't know the english word for it. ) ed at him, only to realise it was aloysius, and no, i didn't know him at that time. so i was, oh. and moved behind farah so he could walk but he was like, my friend want your number blah blah, so i called farah and it was very silly ! the whole incident ! haha, farah will know what i mean. so yeah, that's how josh and i became " couples. "

and i just found out from joshua that, y'know when aloysius told me j wanted my number, the actual was, joshua was like, looked up from the table ( in the library. ) cos he wanted to take a rest, like, after doing work, you'll look up and rub your eyes yada yada right. so aloysius caught him and was " ya, you want her number right ? " haha, so joshua was huh, no lah ! and aloysius was yes lah, just ask lah thing but aloysius told me j wanted nevermind, the reason why i say my relationships are odd is, well you see, joshua asked for stead on i think two days before june holidays and i agreed, it was at midnight yes fuck. cos he was my first. i'm not gonna tell you about what i did when i agreed !!!! haha, so embarrassing !! =D
okay, yeh so all we did was text message each other. i hate answering calls i don't know why so eveytime he calls, i'd be just, ignore. and yeh that was it. so in short, we were more of a text-message-bgr. and then i had to leave on june holidays right, so we so called lost contacts. no message no calls blah and when i got back from thailand, we were just, strangers. oh ! did i tell you that when we were in relationship with the open and close inverted, i never once said hi or acknowledged him in school. haha ! crazy pig. so yeap, we went silent. until this year only did i chatted with him on the line. he's nice actually, i didn't even know that about him last year. see. the stupid thing about going into a relationship with someone right away.

so then, the second which is the last of these kinda relationships i promise myself, was with, uhm, can't say his name. haha ! cos yeah, he was v. okay so we knew each other in sports camp. i didn't like him at first cos he was really ah bengish. and i decided i had to detest him. and luck of all luck, he was my camp leader. but nevermind, the first day was spent hating him cos he kept teasing about being careful at night cos ghost's gonna look for me. lol. crazy ass. but the next day, we were joking ! haha, i totally loved his presence. y'know, being with him is like, you're alive ! the first day i knew he was hot, but fuck. his attitude suck. big time. but like i said, it was more of like a friend for me. he was funny and i can never talk serious with him cos i'd just joke - automatic.
haha ! if i can, i'd give you the link to my the other blog on my entry on how i know him and everything, it was really nice :) i'm smiling now hehehoho. but cannot lah, can't say his name can't say why too cos can't. haha ! not becuse of him though. we'd text each other in class, oh yes, i didn't like him at first in camp but after camp was over, i liked him, totally.

okay, lemme just share with you this. well, he was like all, i tell you, after the camp, i'm gonna get your number and disturb you. it's really fun with him lah, and i'd be telling farah about us, who wasn't in the same group as me, everytime i had a chance. haha, and when it was supposed to be volleyball shiet, how to say ah, this word, fuck. i was smiling and so into my memory i forgot this word, volleyball ( ? ) like this group against that. what's that fucking word !?!? not challenge, volleyball OH !!!!!! MATCH ! match, fuck, match. he asked me to go, i said i didn't wanna. i finally went and i failed the teams o he was,

" MYANMAR ( he calls me that. ) ! WHAT HAPPEN !? "
" i don't know, your fault what. ask me play i told you i don't know how right. "
" okok, you don't play already. later this team lost ah. "
" eh. cannot. i want play. "

so i went but again. lost. so yeah when he said i don't play, i will, when he said i play, i didn't want. haha ! funny i lost my mood to blog about him. so yeah anyways, my relationship with him was also text message but his was better cos we see each other in shcool. but then sadly, i had to go china, so yeah. but i texted him all the way from china ! haha, crazy me. but canttellcosidontknowwhyitsjusthahahahaicantbelieveyouactuallyreadthisworh.

and yeah so i was talking to joshua one day and i told him everything about ekx and he told me to break off with him. which i did ! cos i really felt irritated with ekx. he was, ew. but half of me didn't wanna, so j was, either i send him the message ( that j helped me type from the internet. haha. ) or i lose my frienship with him. of course i chose j cos i didn't feel anything for ekx anymore so yeap, i sent him and all i got back was, " ok, over.... " fuck lah. just that but i was too tired to care.

and haha i ain't sure if farah remembers but she said " YOUR EX BOYFRIEND TOLD YOU TO BREAK UP WITH YOUR CURRENT BOYFRIEND !? " hahahaha, everytime i think of those two mates, it's that sentence that comes up. so. yeah. what am i trying to say ah ? haha. yeh. so. ya lah. and i was telling farah that if i see somebody that i really like, I'll be the one to make the fist move cos i don't want him to be like, i-sms-you-you-sms-me sort. i'll go up and chat with him. lol, which haven't been processed cos too busy to notice any real cutie i like ! i like guys who're nerdy :)

like, i used to like guys with floppy hair and everything but now, i think it's damn disgusting lah. i mean, for me, isn't it like they're tryna be fucking scene kids with that moppish hairstyle, eyeliners, girls' skinnies, tight top, and stupid gay nail polish !? think about it, urks.
so yeh, the type of guy i like has to be close to botak, with style of course, and not too dishy, but just simple and sweet. yeapie doo doo ~
this is what i mean, i saved this pic since like it was january - march 2007 ? but haven't got the time to post. yeh, so. bye. love love love.

WHO COULD RESIST !?!? *.*
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D I M P L E S !!!!!!
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