fuck. another quick post. today reallly is not my fucking day. during recess, i had to fucking shed a few tears unwillingly and now i am just flowing like a fountain. must be the damn chinese songs i am listening to.

another post today.

me is feeling fucking agitated. today is so not my fucking day wha lau. irritating. astrid is not online. janelle is online. some professional is appearing offline. these are the people i love talkin to. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

you kno who you are.

you know. it'd really be much better if you could bloody well open your damn mouth and tell me you aint eatin with us ? stop treatin me like a mofo trash you can fall back on when you ain't got them. i fucking don't kno what the fuck is goin on in your oh so woderful mind. if you feel i'm keepin you back with them then why don't you just tell me so ? after all, isn't that what brainy people do ? it's fuckin irritatin to just walk away without even droppin a fucking hi or a bye ? if it's popularity or wotsoever shit that you're goin after, then get away. i don't appreciate people who're like you. sheesh, just a word of " eh joys. i go eat with j they all today ok ? " will kill you meh !? what if i just abandon you and join others instead ? what the fuck would you feel ? bloody pissed i tell you. learn some respect. and for whatever reason that we're drifting apart, i don't give a flying fuck.