oh look here's another entry from me !
i've just got back from a dinner out with le familia, brought momsie to watch Ted. a little awkward ha ha ha but there wasn't anything else !!!! ha ha, and le mother didn't wanna infect her eyes with any horrors ha ha.
so it's 145am here in darling little BKK now. i'm gonna go back to Singapura this coming friday, which is really sad. try as i might, i still do get sad when it's time to leave le familia. i won't have breakfast waiting for me or them adults nagging at me to eat and bathe and sleep. times like these i gotta be strong and independent. sometimes in life we gotta force ourselves to be strong and stand up on our own two feet until that person becomes a part of us. gotta train myself for my marriage. when i divorce i don't wanna be weak and just crumble. i wanna be strong and stand tall and still be the strong girl that loves to have fun. and pretty much just be me, be joys. be joycy hon. hehe.
this entry is gettin' a lil emotional. first day of disconnection with le D. not too tough cos we don't have any emotional attachments. see ? when you don't invest too much of your heart, you don't lose nothin. true i do miss him. but the sense of missing him doesn't come from the heart. more like a habit. you know a certain time comes up and that's when u'll receive his text that kinda thing.
o well. life goes on like it or not.
just keep your feelings to yourself honey. nothing is ever permanent. live free, live carefree. just live. don't love. but flirt. HA HA HA HA. ok.
lemme go upload pics. byeeeeee.
actually wait. maybe my heart does miss him. not like the guy kinda thing. like a mere get-to-know-u-just kinda thing. like...... 2% ??????
i had to do my laundry the old school way today under my mama's supervision :-( my poor wrist that felt better when i woke up is now back to the poor original state. i think i twisted it while i fell :-(
le uncle n jase and my coffee pudding !!! love love !
abrupt end hehe. was too hungry i didn't bother takin pics of other food LOL >.<
xx
