yaloha !

week21 and how we found out

it's been forever since I last touched blogger I know. well, thru this absence, I am now 21 weeks pregnant and 8 days away from my wedding ! 😂

being pregnant was never how I imagine it to be. I was envisioning a motherly endeavor to every of my motions but alas, I don't move like a pregnant woman at all ! ha ha ha, everyone's telling me to slow down, and that just by looking at me walk/move makes them very nervous 😂😂 I'm still the same old energetic joys. except I get these sharp aches on my lower left kidney area. KK mentioned that I'm starting to walk like a penguin now too ha ha ha !

pregnancy has been really easy for me so far. in the blink of a bladder, I am already almost over my second trimester. my first trimester wasn't too bad too ! I didn't vomit upon sights/thoughts of food. in fact, I ate like I normally did, except I had 2 big plates of rice instead of 1. i didnt even know I was preggers until I was 9weeks4days HA HA HA. I would say the only big giveaway was my swelling boobies. my boobies'd grow when I'm having my menses but after that it's just back to its original size. but for the fist 9 weeks of pregnancy, my boobies just remained big. the second giveaway would be I was always energy-less. I slept and slept so much but i still felt tired. and the last was I burped like nobody's business. I burped so much and I felt a little nausea sometimes but becos I never once puked, I rested my suspicion on stomach ache. I thought my stomach had finally had it with my irregular meals. but even still, I didn't go to the doc. ha ha !

one night joe and I bought a kit outta curiousity and it turned out positive ! ha ha ha, I was slightly happy. u know, like those fearful happy kind. joe was the same. but we decided to try another one the next week cos google told me results would be more accurate in the morning. so one fine morning, i popped one stick in and pop. i had faint lines aka yay ! i might not be pregnant but noon, I'm not pregnant ?? so i gave it all up, the idea of a possible pregnancy and continue leading my life the single way ha ha ha. we decided to visit the doctor only when we got to bangkok a few weeks later.

when we got to bangkok, we decided to get another kit and same as hell, i got revisited by one faint and one strong line so long grandma grandpa story short, we finally made an appointment at Bumrungrad Hospital and i went in all alone to talk to the doc at first. i forgot what i went for, some checkup and a pregnancy checkup. got asked to pee.. the works and when they called me in again, the pregnancy test kit was on the table with the doc assuring me " it's positive. "

!!!!!!!!! ?????? !!!! ##### !!!!!

my reaction and emotion right then. i was so shocked/happy/excited/scared that i wanted to cry but of cos, on the outside I'm just like " ohh.. " putting a nonchalant front on my own ha ha ha. i wanted so much for joe to be there to share my pressure HA HA HA, or pleasure. asked doc how old the baby is blah blah and that if I'm safe to fly cos i was leaving BKK in a few days' time. he then suggested i go thru ultrasound to see if the baby had a heartbeat and stuff. called joe in to the ultrasound and upon hearing the baby's heartbeat, omg we both wanted to cry man !!! it was so surreal. well, surreal it was cos my baby was al 9weeks4days !!!!!!! HA HA HA with a 160 heartbeat !!!!! i was already almost past first trimester !!!!! lololol

so yeah thats pretty much how we found out. my baby really is one strong baby. i did so much shit like drink and smoke and jump of the yacht and drink and smoke and had irregular meals and sat on plane so many times from YGN-SG, YGN-SG, SG-YGN, YGN-BKK and omggggg. my baby is still safe !!!!!

dank you darling !!!!