TOO LONG.
too long since i last did an entry..... WHAZZUP !!
i think i've already lost 85KG with all the walkings i've been doing these days.
i kid u not.
ever since i got here i been shopping\walking like a mad fuck and my legs feel really really sore now. i think i will get hit with early bone deficiencies if i continue this stupid walking-in-lousy-shoes thing. ugh. so here i am, dedicating my quiet 30th friday to a home-day and just blog it out. sadly i didn't bring my camera out ( sigh when u r alone, u pretty much have to carry all the shitz urself. jason faster come back lah. ) so i was only using my phone to take lousy shots but not so much either cos no one to help the poor helpless needy girl take 'em !!!! le sigh........
ANW !!! school's starting, which is something im really really absofuckinglutely looking forward to i even went stationery shopping TWICE ugh fuck me -..-
i've spent a little over the budget so hanzy has gotta control !!!!!! but then again, i need good pen to actually set myself in2 the world of........... knowledge. eh !???? kekekekeke.
i feel different. IDK, i've went out on my own for two and a half day ( second time i was out but QY the fucker came to meet me so. HA HA HA since she's calling me bitch, i will fucker her. the world revolves around the word " fair. " biatch. ) and IDK man. when i was out alone i just felt really peaceful.
ha ha ha ha aint it odd. the girl who was hands down afraid of being alone now winds up enjoying the solitude -..-
first time i was out was the other time i was here in SG ( who knew shopping alone culd be so dang therapeutic !?? i ended up with maxi dresses and a tiffany ! ) second time i was out, i 4got why. the third time i was out ( yesterday. ) was...... guess what !!!!!
i was craving for KFC's cheese fries.
but school's workshop just ended and i hate hanging in the area i once, literally, grew up in ( H8 bumping into people when im ugly. there. ) so i took the tube all the way down to...... cityfuckinhall.
HA HA HA HA ! funny the place KK always brought me ( but i disliked. ) would also wind up being the place i find peace in.
-..- life.
so then i went to the KFC and had my fries fucking hell. ha ha ha, feels really good man. im learning to be indie again.
being too dependent on people = bad bad bad.
IDK. when im alone, i feel so fuckin spiritual it's almost amazing :O it's @ times when u r solo do u start contacting the spiritual side of u.
the feeling of enlightenment is rather......enlightening to be blunt -..-
kekekeke. enough talkin bout em. i will UPD8, spiritually, when i am spiritual enough to be typing spiritually. XD XD XD
hokays ! let's c...... what have i got to UPD8 on !?? aaaaaah yes !!!! my plans !!!!
so. my initial plan was to go back to BKK uhm, dec 10. but i was too carried away in yangon i decided to extend it a little to 17th but due to some last minit issues ( aka SCHOOL. ) i decided to only go back to the land of happiness on the 25th, the night of xmas but alas !!!!! due to some last minit issues ( aka SCHOOL. ) i decided to postpone it to 28th but uhm, well, there goes my plans again cos due to another last minit isssues ( aka NOT SCHOOL. kekekeke. ) i decided to go back on the 30th but ugh. too tired to think back what happened and now, officially, i will only go back during CNY !
ha ha ha, what a chunk of shit. made me type and think so much -..-
i was so desper8 to go back to BKK cos all my stuff are in there !!!!! fuck me my make ups my bags my bed sheets my shoes my perfumes my fucking everything !!! see ! one time i decided to pack light ends up the one time i fucking regret packing light _l_
which is why i miss the old me's packing. just throw everything into my luggage cos u never know when u r gonna need them !!! i may be going to a stupid place but i will most def bring everything ( aka most random things. ) there cos u never know when u need them !!!! it may be a kampong place u r goin to but who knows u might meet a charming farmer there and u will need that gorgeous dress u got !?? not to mention that necklace shoved somewhere.........somewhere !??? and and and the nail polishes !!! how the fuch wuld u know which color would suit u that day !?
hence, concluded in the story, BRING EVERYTHING.
i've also been scolded by KK and my mom for my packing style XD XD the junk packer is what i'd like to confess here. ugh. layZ 2 type.
anyway ! ending off with 2 of my latest life motto !
a) everything happens for a reason.
living by this has made me less harsh on my expectations\emotions. now if something doesn't turn out the way i hoped, i shift my thoughts on the good side aka nothing HA HA HA HA nah im just teasing. like Mr Shoes is not in my class but it's meant to be maybe becos........................... hmm. IDK i havent really thot of it. HA HA HA. nah, maybe becos if he were to be in my class, i wont be myself then. u know. everything is something. shit. what does that even mean !?????
b) fuck me i 4got what's b.
pictures !!!!!!!!!!
in the sea of beautiful people......how do u know he\she is yours ??? :O !!
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continue tmr. internet speed too dang slow.
