first day of work - done.
it is now 4.08am and i am finally home resting my aching feet. wearing shoes is fucking anal i tell u ! i thought there was gonna be better grip and cushionings but bloody hell was i wrong -..-
my toes are all squashed and the lousy shoes that i got's made up of cloth so thin, so uncomfortable my dying feet is dying now :'-( gonna have to invest in Dr Martens boots alr.
ANW !! complaints aside, my first day was funnn !! nothin much happened except there was a UWC event so they pretty much booked the whole of the outdoor dining area. no bloody wonder they r fucking rich. jase wanted to enroll in there at the beginning but the school fees is gold bars i tell u.
ANW ! it's pretty fun standing there and watching them get high LOL. when you are the one on alcohol, u think u r ok. thats what i always tell myself lah. but through the lens of a perfectly non-alcoholed pair of eyes, it is all so funny. like the way their hands start shaking and gettin wobbly they can't aim straight at their drinks and all the subtle things lah ha ha ha.
the manager was asking me to smile more cos apparently " she got nice smile what when she smile very nice what right ! " i AM a naturally smiley person. im happy even when im not smiling ! most would think i'm a kid with an attitude problem when i dont smile but trust me. i'm the world's friendliest bear all fuzzy and muzzy inside hehehehehe.
they were like saying i don't look like this is my first time working ever cos i pick up skills fast ( and i am not shy. in fact, they said i am shameless. hardworking ( ahem !! ) and cute. HA HA HA HA. no lah. the cute i add in myself. ) why of cos !! FnB is my passion ;-) ) and they thought i'd been in the FnB line for centuries long trololol. not their exact words lah. ha ha ha.
the sad thing was. no. not a sad thing, really. the emotional. wait, i cant find the right word to express meself. i was a little emotional when i was having my break standing and shoving food down my mouth. the feeling was..... new. and a little saddening. ha ha ha ha i was like. dangggg what have i gotten myself into. im not used to that kinda feeling yet. but im over it now. it's fun TBH. instead of sitting down and having food slowly, im doing it in the pantry standing up and eating noodles that tasted like bloody rubber bands -..-
work ends at 1am but we only leave at 2 le sighhhhhh. clubbing days are def gone fo good. there's a free transport back home so it's cool.
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life.
im in one of those moments where i feel lost and emotionless now while greedily eating my Snakes ( my all time fave LOL. ) niway. as i was saying. i thought my " friends. " were my friends.
just so u know, i accept people easily. and i shamelessly admit i am a kind girl who helps people out every-time i can. but this kindness is slowly running shallow.
people are always asking me to help them monetarily and i did help them without so much as a blinking of an eye. but nad the biatch has been helping my heart turn cold towards all these jerks. ( which i am really thankful for. )
the latest most disappointing case is of... let's call him Z. i thought i could keep him as a friend but thank god i severed all contacts with him. one thing for sure. like nad said, if u ain't got no money, then bye. no story to be continued. u are a fucking guy. shameless asking girls to lend u cash.
and like what i say, i don't give a flying fuck if u are rich. so what ? everyone IS rich. it just depends on if u r WILLING to spend the cash ON ME. yeah. no lah. this aint a bf\gf thing. and just so you know, all these guys im referring to are purely friends. dont think too far. if they are my bf, pls lah. crawl back into you mother's vagina. dig for pancreas, sell to china. then come back to me trololol. but seriously. it really turns me off when guys are cashless and have to depend on their female counterparts. if u r a close friend, it is perfectly ok. but when u r just an acquaintance ? er-bloody-ew.
anyway !!!!!
i've realized my blogging style is gone. when i blog now im either complaining or ranting or both um. they both mean the same thing is it !??? ha ha ha ha ha. ok nvm. anyway !!! i've made plans to meet bimbi tmr. been too long since i last saw her. gotta catch up.
i miss work.
got all excited at finally wearing a shoe again.
and apparently bought the wrong pair of sox _I_
my first uniform !!!! ha ha ha, still thirsty ??? :-P
balancing health ~ ommmmm ~~
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the pics i took the day i went in to fill in da application form.
a matured lookin face after i got the job !!! ha ha ha, thats bitch at the back. HEHEHEHEH. thanks for going with me you two !!!! nad was bloody tired that day but she still went with me for the interview <3 sniffs.
went to karaoke after that. nad was too tired to follow us.
came home to sexy nad sleeping like angelina jolie.
