Today.

today, started off not too good but ended extremely not good ! WHY !? the stupid chinese tutor scolded me !!!! okay morning wasn't good why ? well farah and koh wei seemed rather unpleasant when i saw them in the afternoon, idknow, prolly cos i was slow again ( what's new. ) so i tried to cheer them up with my really lame arzed method.

i walked ahead of them both and as i was reaching this kerb, i stopped and looked really seriously shy and ran by with my hands reaching out to both of them saying,
" IAN !!!!! OMG IAN IS IN FRONT !!!!! YOU TWO WALK FIRST !! "
alas ! both ah ! adjusting yourselves ah !!!! ha ha ! arah was like where and that's when i disappointed them with,
" GOTCHA ! HA HA HA !! YOU THOUGHT IS REAL AH ! "
after that the day seemed pretty. we did xi shua shua xi shua shua in the bus on the way to jurong east library. took neo-prints first and speaking of lousy neoprints, i wasted 12 $ on really unglam pigs of mine !!!!! waa talk about it really very sickening. anyways ! called niang niang and coincidentally, she was also at je, but she was in the arcade so met her and we took neoprints together ! with lim ting as well. ha ha ! so long since we last met !!! missed taking pictures with nu bi :o)

okay pictures shall speak for Me now as i feel drowsy. hehe, today, i talked on the line with this new net mate called joseph. he's the first person i was willing to talk to. people who know me well will jolly well know i hate talking on phone when i'm busy\stoned but today, i not only talked but we chatted for 1 hour and 12 minutes ! ha ha ! apparently, jo's a 19 year old indian who loves cooking and is working as a chef at the british club. he enjoys singing just like me except he's got a great voice and he used to get vocal lessons from jon ( ? ) lee which is mark lee's brother. ha ha ! ahh well, i shall spare the rest and talk about something in a darker note.

i called chinese chan en route home but she poor old frail lady didn't pick up her calls. finally she did after a few trials.

" hello. "
" joyce ? "
" yes. i'm walking up the slope now, i just reached home. "
" NOW'S ALREADY 6.30 ! LESSON WAS AT 5.30 ! WHY NOW THEN YOU CALL ME ! *very angry. "
" i'm already walking up to my house. reaching soon. "
" WHAT TIME REACH. 7.30 AH ! "
"orh. "
" I AM VERY ANGRY YOU KNOW ! WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LATE ! "
" orh. "
" YOU ORH WHAT ORH ! "

whoa the rest you can imagine. daniel b's bad day is ringing in my head right now. the only way to cheer my mood up was, eating ice cream. did it cheer me up ? well, a little :o$
i'm broke as dog shit now. i'm left with only 2 $. i'm planning to quit chinese tuition. 2 hours leh. damn tiring. after school some more. my Chinese teacher in school ain't half bad, well, so long as i pay attention and replace my lost textbook, everythang will be good. i can also go to the library and study cos after all, i can do it as long as i put in my all and not " you get distracted easily by what's going on in your mind. " yippy everyone's got a good point and mine is i can do something once i decide i want to, ( well so long as i have a new exercise book ! :oj ) having school tomorrow once again i dread. i can't wait till it's first term holiday !! whoa those days will be golder than golden i tell ya ! i think i'm darker. zzz, after finally being a little fainter zzz. i'm sleepy but i just don't wanna sleep. that's the bad habit i have to break. this i promise you.

there're so many things that are going on in my mind. have you like decided on the route to your future ? honestly, this thing creeps me out. yeh i know and i'm pretty sure everyone of us wants a high flying job but hey, we're talking about billions of people who, who knows ? may be smarter than us who also, like us, wants the job ? take me and arah for an example. ha ha ! i want to be a doctor when i grow up and farah wants be a psychiatrist. but her medical knowledge is way above mine and when i say way above, i mean wayyyy above. and there's not just 1 or 2 competitors, we're talking about the whole wide world here. aaaah well, i know parents keep telling us " study hard and your future will be as bright as a shinning star. " but they say it so many times i'm beginning to doubt it. so wot if you get 100 for all tests ? i don't think that determines your future ? like hello ? 100 for math. okay cool. 100 for english. okay cool. 100 for art ? whoa super cool but that only helps in the APPLICATION form for the job, not the STATUS of the job you desire. i have read on papers with cases like the brothers completing their master degrees but they're not only jobless, but they still have to depend on their mom to sell the bottles she picked up from the beach to feed them all. see. oh i don't know. it's scary sometimes when you think about it isn't it ? what if your future is nothing but a housewife ( this is already good. ) or a yes, the common example, a garbage collector ? what if your dreams of becoming a millionair all crash down and you're only left with 1000$ at the end of the day ? what if . . . ? what if ? the more i think about it, the more i'm scared, really.
meanwhile, the only way i live my life is, by being me and laughing at the silliest thangs and pampering myself with everything my heart desires and long for.

good afternoon !

my painted toes are like candies !

miss reads.

miss smiles.

us in double 6.

another one.

neoprints here we come !

koh wei too dark !

not nice.

farah cannot see.

okay i cannot see.

farah you take.

take one.

take two.

take three.

take four.

take five.

take six.


AILING !

nu bi shi yi ge hao da de mei nu ! hoehoe.

this is the ugly machine that wasted my bugs.

hey yo sweetie !

hey pretty head !

hey fats !

hey cutes !

this took around 3 mintues.

with her help! ha ha.

yay it's us :o) we've been together for 3 years ! ha ha, no third parties to break us up cos we deeply in love yo ! HA HA.




waaa your torch too bright lah !!

our slipppers self advert.

myint myint maw.

tan farahlina.

koh wei xu wei.

no more glossy hair thats fo sure.

ghosts turn beauties AHEM !
who she truly loves.

who's in my mind currently. i think i got electricuted.

who she well.

hello beautiful !

alot of hard work.

look at my hair, so dry !!! the side effect of perming\starightening.

she did it herself ! sorry i chopped your beautiful mane off :oS

rahrah.

done by the professionale !

i looks nicer life.

koh wei's picture.

i love bandong.

i study !!

meet my yellow fluff.

hey hey.

farahlina.

koh wei xu wei.

libraoyce.

librawei.

librarah.

eh, you two cannot see.

farah not ready.

finally.

koh wei.

stupid diarrhea.

ha ha ! arah caught ah ! :>

us waiting for 173, after it came, she didn't board so ! we had to make a tur back to the other bus stop and you dont understasnd then too bad lar.

meanwhile, my maid is asking me to help her sell these cute bears. these were meant for her daughters but for postage back to indonesia, she gotsa pay 300$ so she's minus-ing the bears and is deciding to send the money she can get from all these back home instead. so for those of you who're keen, please tell me if you wanna see them live. they're still in good condition except the price taga are torn cos if her hubby were to see them, he'd flip cos he doesn't want his precious wife to spend so much money on toys. so.
this is a cow-boy bear. veh cute.
not too bad.
i don't like this.
i love this !! this is a big one fyi.

all of them.

someting to be jolly about.


catch us quick !! ha ha !

and kw joins in the fun !




it's us sharing about the latest happenings in our lives which is inevitably, the adventoros camp.


us xss,xss ing in the library. ha ha, there were a group of girls just infront of kw, in between the lanes and i didn't know and kept kw dancing till i went there myself and.

this is us xss once again, damn nice to xss idknow why !