ha ha ha ok i'm in a good mood tonight just because :-P
so what's been goin' on in ma boring little life !? i can't believe this either but i've been arriving in school r e a l l y early these days. i'm more enthusiastic about searching high and low ( mostly depending on others TBH kekeke. ) for a math tutor. have found 3. gotta ring 'em up arrange for trials baby !
ANW ! life's been good. there was a day i was feelin' really low tho. but i'm okie now !
joycy falls hard but bounce back stronger :-) that's what i love about me ahem. *shy
so so so !!
oh yeah ! well. my heart's empty again. ha ha ! " old uncle. " is nice and he played a song for me thru whatsapp LOL. but i gotta blame myself. i get bored of guys\chicken out due to the lack of freedom. and by the lack of freedom i don't mean him strangling me with where are yous and what are you doings. their presence just over-shadows my independence. i wake up to their texts and it's good and nice that someone cares but after awhile all i yearn for is a peaceful morning where i don't have to read your message before i start my day. i don't like having someone there for me. it's.... just.. not me.
i hate presence is all. friends are ok tho !!! bombing me with vulgarities and making me start my day off with joys and laughters. the other kinda messages may not be filled with anything off-putting but their concern is just uncalled for. like. hey dude. i've been living on my own without you perfectly for 21 years. i don't need some dude to barge in and good morning me and tell me to have a nice day. yeah that kinda thang.
OWELL.
im one oddball whut 2 DO.
kekeke.
today good mood day never type so much alr. not much pics to upload tho !! in fact not AT ALL.
ha ha ha !!! i only take pretty pics before club\with full make up on.
lol sometimes i really feel like i'm living the double-appearance-life LOL.
on club nights i'm like so pretty i have to pull myself outta saliva r else i'd drown in 'em but in the mornings where im in school\out for food, i'm like this fish market's well. fish. HA HA HA !!! no sense but yesssss !!!!!! make up is bad amigos !!! don't ever trust my pictures. real life ah...... like want to punch people that kind of face. swollen eyes, bursting pimples and unruly hair and ugly clothes LOL. i'm always wearing the same thing to school LOL. no choice. lazy girl whut 2 DO. no handsome boi boi also. and even if there is, i still go ugly. HA HA !!!! i'm liking this whole thing about me. like going really ugly and then peeling off my ugliness on club nights LOL.
me iz a crazee gurll
im gonna sign up for bike classes but 've been delaying since well. since.
i got no $$$ these days lah can't help it. gonna do it next next week yippee !!!!!
like bimbo t said, " nothing is gonna stop me from my dream. "
yes yes. i shall ive by that.
oooooo yes ! while checking out Iron & Air, i came upon a quote i fucking love.
" When life throws you a curve, lean into it. "
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKING NICE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like what throw lemons all these don't make sense to me but curves !?????
bloody hell it shot RIGHT THRU MY HEART.
i just literally paused and ooooooooooooooh like a stupid retard and then i started fallin in love with it LOL.
and then when i was in the " like this guy a bit. " phase, a few days ago, i came up with a quote i really love !!!! *shameless.
" Sometimes I wish I was as daring in the face of love as I am in the heart of life. "
SHIOK or not !???? HA HA HA. self pride *OOOOOOOOOMMM.
ok lah. gonna eat my soy pudding leow !!!!! slurps !!
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old pics that i like !!
