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Saturday, April 19, 2008

Tears fall or roll ?

okay all right. i'll be doing an early entry today cos i am feeling realllllllllly lousy and i wanna go to bed early and probly end up a mbzillion times better when i wake up. 一些家庭问题。不知这么说。有些事情最好是别说出去。心里明白就 ok 了。oh well. it's been let's see. i came here in june 2001 so that makes it a total of 6.5 years here and through out these long years, i am pretty damn certain i only truly did make use of my time for at most, 3 weeks. sounds over board but hey. i know myelf better than you do and it fucking suck to come to wake up finally and realize you have wasted half your time fooling around when you're supposed to be studying hard. i see foreign students and i admire people like hyun jeong. damn. she's smart like crazy. liyana and i were perking out our hearing power million miles to hear what're her achievements last night and she's like top in class and top in level !? and i'm like, uhm. i'd not further eleborate. okay these kinda thing really make me sad so lemme update about today.

right. i left home sevenish and met farah arah for a tiny while over at mac's loo. after which i went and meet janelle pok. ha ha ! omgoodness. she couldn't find the pair of big bimbotic diamond ear rings and by the time we settled down, it was already 20.30.
initial plan was to meet her at vivo but it'll take too darn long so decided to have chicken rice over at jaw's ( but meet janelle pok at WM first. ) but then a while later, plan was switched to meet jaw at lido to catch a show. ah pork couldn't watch so i called jaw to cancel. something bitter happend so i was telling ah pork when goodness gracious vicious ! i saw JAWB ! looks fair enough to be the cream of a cake. hey it's a compliment lol. anywayz ! we went in to kentucky's then to mac's, left our drinks there and finally settled down at pizza hut. the food there was totally yuck !!!! service too. everything suck. seriously. even the structure of the place suck. it wa far too early to leave home so we took the tube to vivo but duh we didn't reach there. we dropped at janelle's intead. stayed there till 22.50 odd. guardian called. yadee dee dah. a load of bull crap. took a cab home with janelle's money again.
" so which way do you want me to go ? "
" the fassstesttt. "
" ha ha the fassstettt ah. "
and he started going at a 100 straight away i regretted my words. i mean. if something DID happen, i'll just end my life right then and there ~! i don't wanna be dead in stockings can. it makes my already short legs look hort. and then i'll remain single even in the life after the terrible crash. well, wherever i may be, that is ! ah pork and i were having hella crazy arzed time playing in the tube. i was doing my stunts and we were bottoms pushing each other. see who can bang each other further when i got a text mesage from jaw. right away, my mood dropped to a negative degree. and i really ate ice cream for a reason today. the last time, i was telling farah that we will each have an ice cream each once a week to drown our sorrows in but never did i really mean it. i mean, i was living my life as a happy little tennager ! but today's ice-cream, melted as it was, didn't quite work its magic. i ate it regardless. it's always good to have omething good to concentrate, better than focusing on the bad thang. damn. i am
hit broke. my s key is poilt. the cap came off and the button in it is half broken so sometime when i don't hit the keyhard enough, s doen't appear. well anyway. good night. i am meeting janelle at 7 in the morning tomorrow for our own reasons. ha ha ok i shall bid you a fare well till my mood allows me to blog again. with love.



garden.
shit. i got poisoned by its purple ink.

not taking me.
j's home.
spot ah pork !
deep in the ocean.

joys and jane.

spot anything ?



shit we got sucked in !!!!!
not :oD



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