yoohooo ! i just got back from KK's with a load of pictures to update. go do first. talk later.

PS, i really am getting fat with soya bean curd -.-

i went crazy the other day and ate 3 bowls of it -.-

and i borrowed 10$ from qian yu the other day to get the beancurds too cos i ran outta money -.-

ok, GTG.

TIRED !!!

I DIDNT KNO SHIFTING A MATTRESS COULD BE SO DAMN TIRING ~!!!!!

im @ KK's house now and it sure looks wonderful !!!!! sign .. . . how i hope to have a house too :oP
it looked plain before the renovation . .. everything here were basically white and the furniture were in deep wooden reddish-brown but now, it is the exact opposite of its first appearance !
KK chose a daring color - orange. ye, i initially thot that orange would be such a wrong choice but i was proved downright mistaken ~! instead of the gaudy look i was expecting, this place is screaming of liveliness and elegance all rolled into one. the color of her room's set pinkie pink but it doesnt look like the cheap solid pink. it's the soft pastel pink and damn. i didnt kno pink could look so good -.-

ok. im really tired.i have to get up early tmr to take the train to school. im at novena now -.- bye.

FINALLY ~!!

YIPPE YOOOOOOP ~!!!!

KK is comin to SG again tmr !!!!! ^___^

faggie and i ~

how i spent my days in the hotel .. .

sunggled right in the middle of the bed in a very cold room day dreaming.

drowning all the sorrow.

and back @ bedok, this is JX aunt's baby.
the girl i got to kno and have grown to love :o)
didja kno i'd rush home just to see and play with her !!!!!??
babies are such painkillers.

PS, call me evil if u might.
if u can see that circular box of cookies in the picture above . .. well, the cookies were alr soggy cos i didnt shut it tightly after eating it. ( and the lid was alr loose. so it gets soggier day by day. ) but when i let angie baby try it, she ate it w\o complaint so day by day, i'd stuff the soggy cookies into her mouth -.- i kno. we live to lern -.-

beautiful girl !!!!!! errr. not the right to the left lah -.- HA HA HA !

if distances were not a problem, i'd see her everyday !!!

love love love ~~~~

HAPPY !!!

the secret is,







Not to Give a Shit.

Cope.

i have been yawning so much these few days w\o even realizing it . . ... .

and im gettin better at letting go too.

celebrated janelle bimbo #1's birthday @ yuki yaki yesterday. GUESS WHAT. i really am the dumbest person on earth. i assumed i lost my camera cos i couldnt find it even after searching it for days. so GUESS WHAT. i couldnt capture the birthday moments clearly. i only had my lousy 2mega phone camera to werk with -.- then GUESS WHAT. i found it today. where of all places ???????? a small pouch in my luggage.

-.-

see. this shows how much of stress and lethargy i have been thru. i couldnt even remember where i left my things !!!!! whats more is that my camera isnt a small tiny little thing you kno. it's this big fat rectangular thingy and i coudnt even spot it -.-

anyway. i am tired. bye.

oh ya. watched fighting w farah GCM yeterday. pretty ok the show is but the ending is a little urgh.

PS/ i cant believe enrique iglesias is engaged !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.

piang piang piang piang piang.

my heart is breaking . .. . . . . . . . ..... .. . .

jan and i.

yumm yumm~

jan's funny friends. wan lin and her friend.

cheese and i.

the shy BD girl ^^

us 3 swans reunite.

look @ thier cute expressions !!!!! ha ha. who'd know they're actually 16 and 17 !!!? ha ha ha. being the mother i am, i look rather boring brr -.-

COMIN UP NEXT ~

" prince charming " on white horse.

lady joys and charlie darling.

fag's 13 year old birthday.

Lettin' Go . .

" how many times do i beak till i shatter ? "
seems i've been broken and tampered with countless of times
but lo, i find myself still hanging on against the odds.
the threads on the stitches are bursting free
stubborn self retaliates against pressure
mind's repeatedly coaxing to give in
but the heart just simply refuses to comply.
seeing and hearing,
until now they're not clearing.
all day long,
my mind's fogged.
the thick dense layer of ache is swelling
they're turnin lumpy
they call it unrequited love
i say it's bloody torture
goin on a battlefield with your strongest enemy
the one you'd love to hate and hate to love
it doesn't spell victory.
it spells agony.
i've withstood
i've withheld
and now, i'm withdrawing . . .
- lisa. june 24th 2009, friday.

i am @ kismis green again -.-
i spent this whole week sleepin in class . . my system just cant get used to the lethargy. i sleep at 12 every night, get up at 5 the next morning and start taking the train to school at 6. the train ride is both a killer and a murder. killer and murdere combined, u get the fucking torture. i cant even sleep in the train. there're too many people gettin in my way of a peaceful ride. i've tolerated w/ all these shit for a week and enough is enough. i have had enough of what i can withhold. thank goodness this week is finally over. i'm moving back here this sunday -.-
i can't believe i fucking had the lousiest week - ever.
i should get some brownie points for this -.-

anyway, i am done with it all. the picts and everything. resizing is one hell of a killer. i need ages for them to finally get loaded into photobucket -.- i got here at 2pm and up until now, i am still left with about 5 picts. this is tiring -.- i've been looking at some of my old friend's facebook accounts and my oh my !!!!! they're sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo friggin gorgeous it's scary !!!!!!! ha ha ha. fuck. why i never change into a beautiful butterfly ah ?????????? ha ha ha. ella especially. she's really beautiful ! wait and see. now i motivated alr. cos you kno what is the root of beauty ?????? it's called " skinny. "

ha ha ha. bye bye lisa old body !!!!!!

ok, up until now, i have done nothing to claim my words of dieting are true -.-
i should persuade my mom to sign me up for dieting classes. this way sure v easy to lose the stubborn fats -.-
jogging just makes me sick. so hot still must sweat. any other ways to lose the pounds other than eating less and exercising ??????????????????
brrrr.

oki. i am so excited for the aftermath of Olvl. hehehehehhehe. i've already bought the scarves !!!!!!! i've already bought long nitted pullovers !!!! i'm goin to buy wter coats !!!!! NOW ALL I NEED IS A BAG OF SKINNY BONES TO PUT THOSE ON -.-




HA HA HA HA. GIANT IN A TINY UNDIE !!!!!



this is the bear that jan was plannin to buy for her granma as foot rest -.-

i dunno where to place his expression. too happy or wot ?

bimbo is shy >.<

amongst the bears.

jasie fag and koh wei.

ha ha ha, this jan is so cute can.

er, exactly -.-

koh wei and jannie.

monkey and kw.

pretti.

ok his is so weird of me to say but i find her tongue appealing. v small. v sexi.

MY BABY CLOTHES !!!!!

jan bimbo picked this ! ha ha, se, bimbo likes flowers ! :oD

HOW SWEET !!!! the cardigan i can wear one ok !

for the guy.

won't he look so bikerish !!!!??
my scarves.

welcome back to BKK lol !!!

fave aunt !!!!!!

KK and i on my last day.

future photgrapher.

ha ha, v cute.

gran dear and i.

loving thawat and i.

cute johnny and i.

all alone in a lonely room.

what i survived on.