HELLO HELLO HELLO. FOR THESE FEW DAYS, I BEEN BUSY WITH SLEEPING AND GAINING WEIGHT !!!!! ONLY ABOUT 0.78 % GOES TO GETTING MY BUTT OUT !? I WENT TO ORCHARD FOR MANI PEDICURE AND BROW RESERVATIONS LATE AT NIGHT AND I GOT MYSELF A ( RED. ) BEANIE !!!! BOUGHT IT IN PREPARATION FOR HK BUT MUTHAFUKA ! CHANGE OF PLANS YET AGAIN. WILL ONLY BE JETTING TO HK ON THE LAST FEW WEEKS OF VACATION. MOMS GOT THIS WEDDING TO ATTEND AT VIETNAM ON THE 20 ODD THIS MONTH. SO HK IS POST PHONED TO DECEMBER, AROUND CHRISTMAS. I ACTUALLY WANTED TO BUY THIS REALLY CUTE LITTLE BEACH DRESS FOR BEACH THIS VACATION IN EITHER THAILAND\MYANMAR BEACH BUT THE STRING THAT WAS SWEN ON TO IT DROPPED RIGHT AFTER I TRIED IT ON !!! SO OFF IT WENT BACK TO THE SALES LADY. I HAVE GOT LOTSA OUTFITS I DIE HUNGRILY FOR. OH BY THE WAY, I'M REALLY TERRIFIED AT MYSELF RIGHT NOW ? TRUST ME, ANYONE WHO'S SEEN ME WOULD ! I BEEN SNACKING REALLY DANGEROUSLY FEROCIOUSLY NON-STOP THE PAST WEEK AND OH MY GAHHH ! MY TUMMY IS LIKE A BIG BLOATED BALLOON !! I'M SO FREAKED OUT, REALLY. EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES, I SEE THE REALLY OBESED JOYS. OH ! AND FOR THE 987654321TH TIME, CALL ME LISA !! ALRIGHTY. I'M DONE PACKING MY LUGGAGE. MOMSIE WILL BE HERE THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW ! SEE ME LIVE AT ORCHARD ! TEXT\CALL ME IF YOU'RE IN THAILAND\MYANMAR ! JOYCY SHALL BE AT YOUR SERVICE TOURING YOU AROUND ! THIS REALLY AIN'T NO JOKE ? I REALLY WANNA TOUR YOU AROUND AND FOR THE LAST TIME, COME AND SEE ME !! SLEEPOVER AT MY HOUSIE ! WE SHALL HAVE TON LOADED, MILLIONS AND ZILLIONS AND TRILLIONS AND GAZILLIONS OF FUN !! IMAGINE, DOING VERY LATE NIGHT SHOPPING AND CHATTING, CATCHING LATE NIGHT MOVIES AND HAVING FUN !! HELPING EACH OTHER RELAX, JUNKING, BLAH BLAH !! THE NEXT DAY, PULLING EACH OTHER OUTTA THE BED, AND GREETING EACH OTHER WITH " SHOPPINGGGGGGGG ~!!!! QUICK GET UP, FATS ! " OH MY OH MY, I'M GETTING CARRIED AWAY. AHEM ! SO YES ! THAT IS IT ! I WANNA GO SLEEP THOUGH I DOUBT I CAN ! TODAY, I BLOATED MYSELF WITH A BOWL OF BEEHOON SOUP ( WHICH WAS A LOT ! I TOLD WARNI I WANTED JUST A LITTLE BUT SHE REFUSED AND DUMPED ME THE WHOLE SHIT LOAD. AND I FINISHED IT REGARDLESS. MAKE ME REGRET LIKE FUCK. ) AND DINNER OF ROASTED PORK RICE WITH JAW ! OH !! AND TWO CHOCOLATE BISCUIT WITH RAISINS ! SHIT MAN ! ALL OF THEM ( EXCEPT DINNER. ) WAS EATEN OUTTA ITCHY-MOUTHness. YESTERDAY, I HAD 5 SLICES OF BREAD AT AROUND 1-2 AM !!!! 2 OF CHOCOLATE AND 2 WITH SKIPPY !! JASONE COULDN'T FINISH HIS AND HE FORCED ME TO HAVE IT WHICH I DIDN'T AT FIRST ! BUT I WAS LIKE, JUST. URGH !!!! AND ATE IT !!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. NOW EVERY MORNING I WAKE, I'M GREETED WITH A REALLY HUGE TUMMY. USUALLY, IT'D BE FLAT AND SMEXY BUT THESE FEW DAYS, IT'S JUST :'(
SNAP OUT OF THIS ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY TERRIBLY DEVILISH HABIT !!!!!
SUNDAY. ( stay home and fucking binge !!!!!!! )
breakfast = 2 slices of skippy-ed bread ( if i can wake. )
lunch = what's served.
dinner = 2 apples !
MONDAY. ( with momsie in hotel. )
breakfast = farm house milk and two rolls !
lunch = crystal jade ! stuff yourself !!
dinner = nothing much ! come back and milk again !
TUESDAY. ( the day to leave. )
breakfast = farm house milk with 2 rolls !
lunkch = whatever's served in plane !
dinner = don't follow them out for dinner !!!! either follow and eat or sip on your stupid drink ! either you fucking eat and grow fucking fucking fat or you starve yourself and get slim-ly slim !!!
ALRIGHT ! I'M CONVINCED !
ze beanie !!
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getting fat is not a way to express how you feel ! it is not the answer to why you're leading sucha sad life. fuck ! wake up, lisa ! LIVE the life !
who's not prouda me !? huh ? i did that ALL BY MYSELF. !! it's half way done. i just need another day to stuff the now-washing clothes and my accessories and cosmetics and shoes and jackets and mary-janes and holiday assignments and books !
that's all. see you =>
