IMW - dated Dec 8th.

" Here I lie thousands of kilometers away,
going back to the time you stood just a few inches.
Somehow I'm still standing on the same ground every time it comes to you.


The few inches away are just mere digits marking the distance between us ;
what I felt for you stood millions of inches away.
The distance so far it's almost non-existent.
The non-existance in which you existed, close to me, close to my dreams, close to my hope, close to my reach.


There in the non-existence we both existed.
A place so sweet, so real, so happy and altogether so unreachable.


A place I dream of everyday but inevitably get jerked rudely awake by reality that stood only an inch away from my face - 
You stand just too damn far away..
From me, from my dreams, from my hope, from my everything.


The inch of an inch that never existed in your kilometer. "

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there goes my first new year post !! for new year, since everyone else is doing resolutions, i will begin by not doing one cos i never stick to my plans\desires anyway XD

anyhow, i do promise more entries to my online diary.
it is\feels really pathetic looking at my archives. as the year droops to a lower line, so does the amount my entries.
so yes, here's to more entires, more words, more thoughts.....

HAPPY 2012 EVERY1 !!!!!!!!!!!

uhm yeah i believe ive already wished u guys that once but ugh, what gives XD XD XD

my sore throat is so much better it's bloody amazing :O :O

u really can't look down on chinese medicines, gotta give it to the watermelons man.

the spray im taking now is made of watermelon powder..... i think !? cos the brand's name... i think !?? is called " xi gua shuang. " yeah.

anyway, i just got up from a nap so im feeling super groggy and my mind's not functioning very well. wuld luv 2 upload pictures but internet's too goddamn slow !!!

fuck me my aunt suggested i go cut my hair short again !!!!! and im really convinced fuck me. i know short hair and i arent entirely besties but hey man, in the spirit of new year, new changes wont harm.. right !!!!?

fuckity fuck fuck fuck. i will UPD8 when i have short hair. cos man it's just i really abhore my current hair ( looks like a fuckin butch i hate thin hair :'o( it's just so frail and limpy now. ) and thats why i pretty much just bun it up everyfuckinday -..-

if i cut it off however, i get to stop harming my hair by tugging at it really tightly with rubber bands and what not. shit.

will UPD8 soon.

new year bayB !!

happy 2012 guys !!!!!!!


ha ha ha holy shit i just got home with terrible sore throat im doomed. ive never gotten pians this bad :'(

all thanks to the pack of maltese i sneakily bit on last night grr.

anyway ! i basically begun my 2012 with things\people i would never meet AKA..... aloysius.

ha ha, i was meetincheese and he called aloy and yadee deedah, we went over to his workplace and yadee deedah, after that went to look for KW and her church friends to countdown. it was fun !!

so, sick girl is gonna rest now.

PS, no pics of aloy. IDK why everytime im with him i lose all the courage to ask for a pic ha ha ha ha.