LOOOONG ENTRY.

WAAAWAAAWEEEEEEE ~!!!!!!!

NOW I KNO HAW JAW FEELS WHEN HE SAYS WAA WAA WEEEE IM SO HAPPY I DONT KNO I SHULD CRY OR LAUGH !!!!! ^^^^^

my blood's been goin stale for a long period of time.
a few weeks ago, i was :

5) stuck at home
12) gobbling story books in bed
14) just lazin around at home

and even if i had the time, i didnt hav

a) the energy
b) the mood
nor the
c) money to go shopping.

but just after O's, momsie rewarded me w a thousand bucks cos she said i shuld be having some emergency cash w me in case of emergencies ( bank only left w $1.01 -.- ) so i told myself i'm gna deposit it the moment i get it.

but alas, after i moved in to KK's there aint no sign of POSBs in sight !!! so i told myself
" it's ok, it's ok. u are fab at self control. just take care of yr $$$. dont anyhow spend. "
so i managed to keep to my words for 3 days, only spendin 200 on taxi fares and food fares. these are essentials so ok not much biggie but alas !!! yst at cotton on n esprit i've alr spent 300$ n today ??? merry christmas.
outta the 1K, im left w 57.80$
grrrrrrrrr
-.- _l_

i just dont understand why money, money y do u hav to be s0o0o0o0o0 bloody damn stubborn ???? why cant u remain as ive instructed ? y r u just so bloody obnoxious n abandon mi aaargz !?????? my mature armour importantz :

there i was buyin happily cos the staff was really fab ! she shud be given the star-awards or somethin. she was there recommendin n explainin n stuff i got so carried away. i initially thot i bought like a tonne of hair accessories but when i got back, that was all i have -.- it costed 125$. but im happy cos these clips are really mature-looking. ha ha ha, yes im tryin to make myself appear older if u havent realized. at least this is what i got as condolenses :
sori i pixelated my pin ^^
anw, girls check this shop out ! sure will foget your boyfriends one !!!!!!
well for a while at least :oP
it's all jewellica but the bad thing about jewellic accessoies's that these jewels drop out easily dont they ? so Surpassing's got this forever-free-unlimited service of planting those blings back eveytime it falls. cool aye !
i think i for sure every week purosely pluck out the jewels for therepeutic reasons lor. ha ha.
i got momsie this :
and this for meself :
this can be used for normal bun or the classik air-stewardess french-twist. bloody elegantze.

some of the hair-ties that i like . .
teeny tiny pink ribbon-hair-tie.
tiny flower-printed band.
anyway, KK's worse than me !!!!!!

ha ha ha, that crazy shopaholic spent $330 on
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A BEAR FACTORY -.-

HA HA HA HA HA !
but i must say it's a real cute shop !!!
u get to choose little hollow bears and then stuff them full of cottons to make them puffy before making a wish in 2 pieces of hearts n sealin it in to the bears' bodies. i wished for KK n Í's dieting plan to b successful FYI. the bears are like babies in the sense that once they're " born. " ( hollow bodies stuffed full of cotton. ) we get to buy clothes for them before givin em a baby shower ( brushin their fur under strong fan. ) n then givin em names ( KK named em PiPi and Beilo for her sis n bro. ). ha ha, they even issue a birth cert lol !!
KK was too shy to do it so she asked LaLa to prepare the whole procedure :o)

KK goin krazy over bear-clothes.
this is how the cotton's stuffed in2 e hollow body.

after the bears are up in size, they're then dressed w the clothes you've decided u want em to wear.

wickedly naked ~!! stupid bears. they look so gloriously naked -.-

LaLa dressin the bears. yes, thats the bears' dressing room -.- ^^

n LaLa, the staff's real humorous lol.

n ta-daaah ! KK plays happy-family :oD

after the baby shower, we'll have to register their births.

C THEY EVEN HAVE SUCH CUTE KEYBOARDS !!!! HA HA HA.

TA-DAAAAH. THE PARENTS.
ta-daaah the certz !
now, let us all enjoy their love story . .

THE STORY OF BEARLY-LOVE.

they both shared the same love for sports. went for trainings and competitions together. they both could share their wins and loses cos they both knew how they'd feel in each others' shoes. but as years passed by and the medals became a world-wide display, something within them blossomed too. unsure if it's what they think it is, they took it slow. but they knew deep within em tt they might be needin a big house to store their medals shuld somethin happen.


they were still as close until finally, one day . . . .
both ended up goin home together after a year-end dinner. undeniably, both knew how they felt abut each other but unlike any others, their love was comfortable. there was no need to conceal anything. both culd talk on and on and still feel as tho they havent even opend their mouths. they didnt brand themselves as " boyfriend girlfriend. " cos they both kno how they feel about each other. w\o any silly delays,

they both got hitched.
this pic may not seem happy but as u kno, the bride n the groom are most shy on their wedding night :oP

not soon later, they flew over to hawaii for their honeymoon. they spent blissful time together, estatic that both are finally officially each others'

so anw. they slept n the end. they're half naked. can c right ????
babies' on the way. let's c aft 9 mnths what happens ^^

anywayz !!! back to o borin human life.

THIS IS A REAL CUTE CAP !!!

even tho i kno i aint much of a sports-girl but think of the harm the sun is gonna do to my already-bad hair if i have to play basketball all of a sudden !!! i might even accompany my bros to play golf n visit the zoo so i need all the protection i can get. whats more is i might even be encouraged to take up sports waddaya think !? wicked aye !? as u all kno, i m a mad-cyclist. i jog i run i cycle i play sports like a . . . . . .. PRO.

some tees from MNG. it's a lil biker style in reality. pic not sharp enuf.

KK n I dining cos stomachs spoke to us o well.
this is a really cute place BTW !!!

its settin is of olden china days. v heart-warming. even the workers are dressed as olden maidens how much more cuter can they get !!!?? the only spoiler is their cutleries. dont match at all. they're a bit too modernized for this setting but o well. no biggie . .

ta-daah c wot i told u !
there there. c the workers !!!? so cute aye !!!! so short n oldie cute lookin :oP
er stupid idiot. the worker is not the girl above in black hor. there. is the one at the far far end. the pose a bit gangstaish one. HA HA HA.

look. this is the olden big g8. ha ha, even the color's accur8.
and look at the latch too. arty man.

tryin be healthy.
FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE NOPE I AINT COMPLAININ ABT ME FEELIN FOOL DOPE !

okay ~! ANW i guess thats all. it's already 9.03am. ive spent my whole night doin this entry. i fell asleep for awhile at 4 am tho brr -.-

cunt w8 2 wear em ! tho its a different style from what i always wear. no more messy alr. now is as neat as a neat girl. thats me yo. well new me at least. ive always kno there ws this neat blood in me. im neat yo. thnk u. er lame. er watev. anyway.

heres my lousy short clip cos i was asked 2 choose a new bear suddenly zzzz.

i got this off utube. it's the xact same procedure, steps but different location.

KK IS THE NEW LEAD IN NEW MOON HA HA HA HA HA HA !!!!!!

pitiful rob-fans :oP
im a die-hard team jacob so my heart's still intact no worries :oP

anyway, just a quick UPD8 here.
i m goin 2 prom afterall. . . THE ZEST IS FINALLY BACK MADERFUKERZ !!!! ok pardon the french i just felt like shoutin out loud :oP
i m goin 2 be shoppin 4 a dress alone tmr while i wait 4 KK 2 finish her school. i'm only left w 500 $ out of the 1000 $ momsie gave me on nov 11th -.-

i dont know why $$$ hav 2 be so damn stubborn to flow right thru my fingers :oS it's like they're on a mission to flee or somethin n i can only watch helplessly. dont even hav the chance to kiss em GB -.-

anywayz, ive decided 2 go cos moomsie said she doesnt want me to be regretful of my hasty decision. the main reason y i didtnt wna go initially wuz cuz i've waited so longlingly 4 i till i've gone numb, secondily, 'm evading the whole damn occasion cos im still stuck in this fat body o mine -.- but i dont want to be tellin my kids that i skipped my prom altogether just cuz i looked fat.
y'kno haw shallow tt sounds ?
i shuldnt beso shallow wallow yellow -.-
" well mommie didnt go cuz well u c mommie was fat. "
sounds pathetic even to my own ears _l_
just this night to remember the whole thing i guess . . no biggie no biggie.

i've alr asked my guardian 2 book me a ticket back to BKK on 24th ; a few hours after prom ^^^^

yoooooookay ~!!

today went to buy some lousy shirts. got really cute PJs frm cotton on body but it's useless realli. im like wearing prettily for my soft toys -,- _l_
got a dress from esprit which is mature i guess. this is reserved for dining with mom's friends. they xpect me to be v girlie mirlie lilly -.- realli im loud, violent n im macho HA HA HA HA HA ! n i have to pretend to be damn feminie so sod it. just one dress. no biggie miggie . . anw i really do look much mature in it. w my hair up i'll look 20ish. w my hair loosely curled i'll be my age - 19. HA HA HA ! only a few months away i might s well start tellin e whole worl i m 19 ^^^^

anyway ~! i guess i m goin 2 sleep now. have to wake up at 7.30 tmr to accompany KK to thai embassy so by-byez !

PS, mom asked me to buy a full year's ticket HA HA HA HA. my dear ol ridiculous mom :=)
cant w8 to see her :o)