"efficient" me finally made breakfast today.... at 1400 !! ha ha ha. my body clock is screwed. or to be precise it never actually functioned correctly XD
anw, I am pretty fine on my own here in BKK, much to my surprise! true I'm lonely but I'm actually not lonely if that makes sense at all. I am at peace cos it's so much more relaxing here. I feel at peace. but in YGN however, I feel devoured by boredom so much that all I'm left with is the pungent rotting flesh that leads me to overthink and weep in self pity. and then I'd be pestering joe to come back home faster cos I just couldn't survive on mah own. but here, I am oolala de okeh :-)
so the other night after we went to Huay Kwang night market, we decided to walk all the way home due to our street food galore which ended up giving me really bad achy feet. I pity the joints that have to support man whole upper torso. however, this joe ah. he never massages me the way I like cos he said he's afraid he'd press too hard on certain parts/joints that pregnant women aren't supposed to have it too hard. psssssh my whole body wants it hard. especially my back. I need a massage sooo bad. or even just some poundings. on the back ah, ahem. so anyway, when we finally arrived home about 45min later, joe made me soak my feet into this little container filled with hot water. wait, correction, I made joe soak his feet in it but he didn't want to. ha ha ha so he washed my feet instead :'-D
in the end I got him to soak his feet in and we both had our feet in the water with our bodies on the bed just lying and savoring the 10-15minutes before our bodies decided it'd like to curl and turn and stretch like a lazy cat, and of cos, before the next day arrived and he gotta leave BKK.
