$$ where art thou ??

AHHHH. IVE BEEN PLAYIN THIS TILL NOW BUT IM STILL STUCK IN A POOR CHEF SITUATION ~!!! IVE BEEN VISITING ALL OF THE PEOPLE'S RESTAURANTS PICKING UP RUBBISH TO GAIN $$$ AND INGREDIENTS BUT STILL !!!
IM A POOR LITTLE PENNILESS CHEF
:o`(
IVE PICKED UP ALL THE GARBAGE TILL IVE BEEN CROWNED AS
" TRASH TALKER. "
I EVEN BUILT 2 DOORS FOR EASY ACCESS TO GAIN MORE $$$$$. BOO HOO HOO. SOMEONE SEND ME SOME FURNISHINGS PLS . .. . .


AND I NEED A POTATO TOO :o`(

REALJOYS.

jan's home sweet home :o)



the joys just now OBVIOUSLY WASNT ME -.- why on earth wuld i praise jan bimbo momma right !!? ANYWAY. im here catching my 40 winks @ jan's crib. instead of the hip hop momma furnishings, she has a pink flowery bed and in fact, she's lying in there comfortably, hugging her bolsters -.- right now im super addicted to facebook's games . . esp restaurant city and word challenge ~!!!! i am going to beat jan at restaurant evn tho she gave me an eye and some oak chairs as gifts -.- even tho word challenge is a tense game, im alr slowly climbing up to the 72nd spot ok !!! or was it 77th ???? anyway. i go now alr. i want play kitchen.




ikea day out.

ugh, miss small eyes me -.-


cheese momma mi.
jan.


us.
jan.
us.


janelle pok, u sleeping log.
u say u aint fall asleep but i am here gettin weak
eve tho my eyes arent close,
im sure ayam penyet will be closed by the time we've arose
i aint kno wot im talkin
but i sure kno u kno where im gettin
my neck's aching
but my hearts no longer breakin
cos ive got restaurant city to keep wakin
anyway.
im gonna get goin
so u can continue sleepin -.-

JANELLE

yo its joys. JANELLE IS SERIOUSLY THE WORLD'S GREATEST!!!! + the best + the best basketballer ever!+ the sharpest hoop shooter. oh my , there are too many good things to say about her then i cant name it all.


p.s this is joyce zang lisa.

从今天起，

老娘
不用再去
华文班了耶~！！！！！

哈哈哈。

skin lookin well in pict.

" we two got together for the life in secondary school so we shall both end it together on prom night. " - Farah GCM.

lookin forward to it a lot, chap may ! hope the paths of our lives will turn out fine even tho we've made many choices in the past that has affected us in some ways . . . even tho we rarely see each other in school and go for breakfasts together for the past 2 years, i'm here to tell you i'll be there supporting you any time u need me and my big ears will be dug clean, ready for refill :o) dont choose the wrong choice becos if not ah, the future will be ruined ok !!! go on girl, u kno i love u ~!!!! he he he he he.

TIRED . . .

hope momsie's wishes come true :o)

PS, i really miss charlie. ive spent my days thinkin of charlie and i yearn to hug that little pup but i kno it's so impossible. i need these 2 months to speed past by before i can see charl's lovely face.

do puppies miss humans too ??

hmm . . .

see i dont even have a new picture of him :ó((((

PIG.

fug ! i woke up at 2.30 pm today -.-

by the time i got up, jaz was alr @ kinokuniya and maid was alr on her off day. i felt like as if i was stuck in a desert w no communications -.- after a bowl of oats, i got ready to read a story book. speakin of story books, im nvr gna borrow any more cos i just cant put em down !! i can quit doin anythin includin sleepin as long as theres a book by me side -.-

and GUESS WOT ! i finally managed to download a photo resizer ^____^
gone will be the endless clickings and uploadings into phtbckt to resize yipeee ~! in fact ive alr resized most of my old picts !!

ok. i need to go now. update soon ~

no point readin. just complainin -.-

TODAY SURE WAS ONE DAY !!!!

i got into a simple tee and simple pants after endless of nags from guardian who was waiting w her daughters to send jas and i to tuition in the mornin. i didnt even had the time to curl my hair !!!! got into my simple shoes and w\o doin much make up, left the simple house simply.

mr simply sim told me to sit at this stranger's table simply, seperating jas, chriselle and i. so no choice, i hadda move. after putting down my simple heavy bag and settling into a simple comfy position, i looked up to the guy opposite me.

he looked somewhat fermiliar so my stupid eyebrows went fucking arched and my stubborn neck twisted 90 degree, like peeping tom sia !!!! he did the same except his neck went the other direction.

my neck went left his went right -.-

i thot he was like " wad. want fight ah. " cos even tho he looked fermiliar, i couldnt quite place him.


liz startin on a friendly tone :
bukit view right ??

mr black shirt tiny bit smiling :
4e1 right ??

liz smiling :
ya, hi.


SO GUESS WHO HE WAS !!!!!?


THE TAXI SNATCHER !!!!@#@!!T@YY@!!



omg. i almost wanted to demand for his apology ok !!!

a little history class here.

i was hailing a cab down after school feelin v tired when finally after 10million hours, a cab stopped in front of me but out of no where appeared this guy on a phone whom relaxedly got into the taxi !!!!! wah biang !!!!!! i was so fucking shocked all i could do was stare !!

he said " i rushing. i go first. " unbotheredly.


I RUSHING, I GO FIRST !!!!!!!



WHAT DID HE THINK !!!!!?



but no choice, i was so shocked i could only manage a nod and off he went. that ungrateful lass. all without a word of thanks, mofo !!!

and now, after weeks or months, i sit opposite him in math tuition, trying to be civilized when all i wanted to do was scratch his face off -.- !!!!

HA HA HA HA.

ok lah, joking only. i dont put such trivial matters into my golden heart one :oP i just feel it's so ( vocab pls.)
anyway. he wasnt that ungrateful lass i imagined so all's fine i guess . .

next ! after saving money w\o eating too much in school, i finally managed to save some money to buy my dear old v v v v v v v v much mssed beancurds !!!!!!

i took the bus to westmall, having a jolly walk along the interchnage when i saw cheese ! he joined jaz and i to WM. planned to eat KFC there but the place was full house so we met janelle at IMM.

jas's friends joined us but those pitiful children had no money to eat even tho they were so v hungry. the fucking sad thing was, i only had 35 pathetic dollar left myself so there was no way i could afford another sets of meals. they're about 12 and 13 year olds BTW. the looks on their faces were so innocent and they looked so adorable but there they were, scratching their small heads looking lost. there was def no way i could let them starve all alone, so far away from home. so w quick calculations, OF COS W THE HELP OF MY PHONE NEEDLESS TO MENTION -.- , 4 sets of mac upsized would cost me only 32$ !!!!


I HAD ENUFF $$$ HALLELUJAH !!!!



too ahppy for words, we went over to IMM and they ate happily it was enuff to make me full :o) BUT OBVIOUSLY !!!!!!


fd

fd

;

f

fdgfg



I WANS'T FULL -.-

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ~

i had an extra pack of large fries after my meal ^___^

followed mr cheese to buy his cutleries, had a long time searching for his RUBBER spatula. seriously, ask me a million times and i'll still tell u i have never heard of a RUBBER spatula but they reallly existed !! somemore got heat withsatnd thingy one leh. ha ha, i serioulsy damn noob hor.

anyway !! ms janelle bimbo went to get her headphones aft that. now, when i say bimbo in future, i dont mean jan anymore cos from today on, she's Momma Janella.

momma = hip hop momma :oP

next. went back to WM to meet jas. he had 100$ w him from gurdian. seriously. what does she think 100 is ?????? i ask u.

100 can buy a specs !!!!!?

fuck sia !!!!!!

100 cant even buy a proper shoes can !!!!!!!! oh me. i was so pissed i took the 100 to spend on myself. have i mentioned buying food for those 2 adorable kids = i have no more money left for my own BEANCURD ?????

the beancurd i have so dyingly longed for for million weeks ??????

everyday i think of, that BEANCURD ?????

so w the 100, i went to the popular and spent 45 on stationeries. next, got 5 beancurds and a drink for 12. i was on the way hailing for a taxi when jason's friends called him, saying they saw him blah blah blah so in the end !!!

I HAD TO TAKE THE FUCKING BUS HOME W THEM !!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaargh !!!!! w the beancurds in my hands somemore !!!! ugh. so never mind. met jason's EX GIRLFRIEND and his ex's friend at the bus interchange sulkily but who knew li yan was such a joy to talk to ??? ha ha ha. yes, tell me i need to bang my pathetic head against the wall ----

socializing hungrily w sec 1s -.-

ha ha ha ha. but really. their innocent minds intrigue me a hell lot i could not help but smile gleefully everytime i talk to them. and jaz's EX GF is such a beauty !!!!! even if in the young gal way. ha ha ha, im typing jaz's EX GF in cap to anoy him out of obvious intentions -.-


EX GF !!!!

EX GF !!!!



claims it makes him guilty -.- that faggot -.-

anyway !!! here i am ! back from one hella tiring day my neck's breaking from helping mr cheese carry his cooking stuff. and im happy all the same :o)


note to self :
SHOULD I TMR ??????
sigh . . .

while chattin w mom on the line late last night, she popped me an unexpected question,

mom :
do u have a boyfriend already ?

lis :
NO !!!

mom :
why ?? have u not found the right one ?

lis :
ya, cos all seem too young for me and some more they're still schooling.

mom :
ya, i guess they're still too young but never mind.

mom :
下次妈妈和你坐飞机去找！

HA HA HA HA HA !!!! HOLYSHIT !


this is my future husband,
明道~！！！！！

he just seem to have it all. the looks the smile the acting skills and oh me ~ i love love love him wor !! he he he. first noticed him in 爱情魔法师 now i'm buying all the dramas that include him ^^ have i mentioned discs in myanmar are fucking cheap !!!!? only about 2 SG$ here -.- ye, i kno. unbelievable. and the qualities are amazing too. not too zig zaggy. anyway. i'm bored and i still hate studying -.- and !!!! I CANT WAIT FOR THESE 80 DAYS TO BE OVER !!! woo hoo ~!!!!!

PS, jason's created a blog and i have shamelessly put up a picture of myself. HA HA HA !!!!! it wont hurt to remind him of his beautiful sis ! HE HE HE HE HE.

side note :
im having alternatives :oD
bye bye SG !!!!!!!!!

PS ! MY UGLY COMP HAS GOT A CURFEW TOO ! LOUSY !!!! internet connection gets cut off at 8pm zzzzz -.-

HE HE HE !!!

WOT IS UP W ME !!!!?

IVE BEEN THINKIN OF GOIN BALD FOR 2 DAYS NOW -.-


PATHETIC !!!
my ear hole's gone -.- i thot of changing the stud to somethin smaller and nicer BUT WHO KNEW IT'D CLOSE SO SOON !!!!?

PATHETIC !!! GOT BLOOD SOME MORE BLOODY HELL !!


PATHETIC !! antiseptic.


PATHETIC !!!


clearing room day. yummy, my room smelt of dettol mixed with herbal essence and dove after this. and the smell's still lingering there, i like :oP

@ NIGHT.

jason and i doing facial masks tgt. ha ha, his picts are lookin gloomy cos he wuz afraid the mask'd fall out if he smiled -.-

BEFORE.

DURING :

i look like an ugly piece of i dont kno wot here but jaz insisted i put this up cos he looks good, or so he claims -.-

AFTER.

THE NEXT DAY !!!

after watchin hungover w jan. gosh, if u ask me, i think this show shuld be rated a lil above NC 16 :oP

act cool for a while :oP

Realization.

i have been givin it a thot while i was shitting just now . . .

I DONT WNA SUCCEED IN FUTURE ANYMORE !!!!!!
^^

why can't i live my life even if i don't succeed and make mega bucks !!!!?
i can still be contented and have money, even if not so much. i dont wna have extra $$$$ to buy my own bags and clothes. all i want is money sufficient to get 2 houses and the rest to my children to live comfortably.

i dont need money for myself cos errrrr. my husband'll have to take care of that.
HA HA HA HA !!!!
i only want enuf cash to buy houses, baby clothes, and everything my children and a pet dog'll ever need. i only wanna stay home and paint. or even do the gardening.

i've thot about it all.

i dont wna work my ass off just to content my materialistic world. i want to live peacefully and very happily, where i can see my plants grow from puny seeds to beautiful flowers and from beautiful flowers to sweet fruits. where i can paint nothing but everything . . just splashes of colors and fingerprints.

i can even take up sewing !!!!

there're sooooooo many things i can do !!!!!

all without having to study my tired ass off for a bright future cos bright future ??

i dont want it.

i want something that no one has.

where it hasnt been planned.

not just graduate, job, filty rich, kids, die.

i want graduate,
relax,
laugh,
love,
marriage,
3 lovely kids,
paint,
garden,
bring children to school and ballet classes,
cook wonderful meals,
love family,
see children married
THEN die.

all these money and more money is gettin a little too cliche it's sick.

first, i will want to earn enough money for houses because one is for my family while another one is for my mother to live near me permanently and also for my brothers to drop by and have BBQs and late night gossips about their own families. AND ALSO FOR THEIR CHILDREN TO BUNK IN !!!!!

HOW LOVELY ~!!!

second, i will want money to travel all around the 3rd world countries. i will need 80% more money for this segment because i want to buy blankets and clothes for the children there. i am plannin to visit africa. and i will bring my children along cos the one thing i expect my children to have is compassion and a kind heart, just like my mother.

thirdly, i want money for a really fab house with swings ( HOW ROMANTIC !!! ) and a really beautiful garden where no gardeners are needed to tend it for me cos i will take up a class on gardening myself ( more money on this. ) and see the weeds are plucked out professionally and the trees grow healthily without the help of the woodpeckers.

lastly, i want money for my kids. where they can get everything they want.

yes. that's the map of my life.

lastly, er. i forgot i need a little more money to buy a lot of books to keep me accompanied and also some more to buy bikes and skates.

yes. that's what i want.

and i'll strive towards that :o)

the beauty in simplicity - that's what i need.

( PS/ MY CUTE SMILIES R BACK !!!!!!!
i had to take my time off resizing the stupid board until the
" Smilies. " option slowly appeared -.- and isnt my ninja cute !!!!!!? ^^ )


me in my future yrs lol !!!!!! mom during her younger days. but i highly doubt i'd look so sweet. i'll probly be doing some crazy twisted face -.-

Blew.

G.I JOE ROCKZ !!!!!!!!

being a part of an interpol is just so amazing blazzzizn !!! pls boldly tell me i have some of these qualities ???
http://www.interpol.int/Public/ICPO/Recruitment/FundamentalCompetencies.asp

people who're dying to have a taste of what all these mega cool interpol ( International Criminal Police Organization. ) is all about shouldnt give this fab show a miss. they not only have these mega cool machines ( that i didn't know existed until now. ) but they also have these super cool scientific thingamajigs that're so cool i dont know what's cooler.

this is my fave after iron man ^^

HA HA HA !!

maybe G.I.J gna take over IM but i dunno. both are so thrillingly smart i'm lost for vocabs -.-

one thing's fosho.

i'm gonna take up martial arts and anything to do with some skills useful to get me recruited.

maybe kick-boxing ??

or even mini ninja stunts ??? ???

it's not gna be easy peasy, i know, cos mr t alr told me and the class that u need to have a squeaky clean history of urself before you can be recruited. the good news is, so far . . . . . .

I HAVENT BROKEN NO LAWS !!!!!

he he he he.

today's SG's national day celebration in school. tell u wot. even tho im not a singaporean, i really am proud of this country :o)

i sung the anthem and recited the pledge silently in my heart and sung ( with a very low pitched voice -.- ) along to

" u, my people, my home. our lives, defend and uphold. may the good we'll achieve, as one people, be shared with the worldddddd~! "

also, watching the slide shows made me realize that even tho there may be times i despise this school for chewing me out, i absolutely adore it at the same time. i don't know, there's this emotional attachment i have towards BV. and the friends. the teachers. the memories. the canteen food. the library. the super clear mirror that always shine me the flaws. the "haunted. " washrooms. the steps i took. the books i've used. the chairs and tables i've used and made a mark. the fans that never cool my seat. the dustbin full of food rappers . .. . oh you name it.

3 months.

3 months is all i have left with to savour these school moments before i'm officially out. PS, if ok, i really dont wna study anymore. im just not made for this. i love to learn new things but i simply hate studying ( unless im good @ it. ) with a passion.

i aint smart academically. but im street smart. very very street smart in fact. hence, i think it'll be the wisest thing if i just give up studying and launch my first step into the real world where my decisions can be heard and seen. i hate to bury my small wee puny tiny mini weak little brain into books. i love knowing more about facts and the analogy between good and evil, greed and compassion, love and hatred blah blah blah. becos i kno for sure, i can excel in things like those. not tests and tests and tests -.-
and just so u kno, i ain't fang-bian-pao-ing ( i donno how u say that in ENG -.- ) .

this is somethin i've felt ever since i entered into the world of knowledge -.-

oh never mind. becos whatever it is, i'm still stuck in school -.-

i really long to get out and start working w whoever willing to hire me . .. i'm thinking mom and kevin bro -.-

lisa smart :

" mom, I HAVE 6 MONTHS OF HOLIDAY AFTER MY EXAMS !!!!!! can u help me ask kevin bro if he's willing to teach me about business ?? "

mom elated :

" really ??? thats good, i'll ask him. the house now has become semi-office so you don't have to move around ! u can just stay at home and learn ! "

lisa over the moon :

" REALLY ???? GOODIE ! cos i dont want to work in SG. cos i can only get a job in KFC and the pay's very low, only 3.5 an hr. "

mom changing her mind :

" KFC ??? u shuld stay there and work !!! "

lisa beaten :

" WHY ?????? i dont want to stay here . . . i want to come back home . . "

mom funny :

" cos if u work in KFC, they'll teach u to be fast !!! ur actions are so slow but if u gain some experience in KFC, 你的动作就会很快了啊！！！ "

-.-

dearie ol mom is expecting me to stay in SG to work in some fast food chains so i can learn to be swift in my movements -.-

haven't anyone told her i can gain the speed by doing some martial arts ??????? ugh.

so the thing is, im dying for these long torturing Os to be over and then, i can kiss ma azz BB to SG !!!! for 6 months !!!!! woopeee. this is all gna be so fun. street wise lisa, here i come ~!!!!

ok. reality check :

i'm still stuck in my school uniform -.- ugh.

PS, i am dead broke. i havent bought my dear old bean curd this whole week :o( i need a tenner !!!!! should i offer the neighbours i could flower their gardens hmm ????? or even wash their cars ??? these are so much better for my brains than studying, really -.-

sigh sigh sigh big sigh, im still stuck in my school u -.-

the joy of discovering you,

i didn't know how to react.

i wanted to show u i care,

but all i could do was stare.

to know you have noted the presence,

now i linger for it to be present.
the sad thing is,
i never knew i could be such a schnook;

living in oblivion,

hoping it won't be short-lived.

day by day, i always delay;

until the day, u no longer play.

now, all i'm left with is emotions.

these waves that're threatening to flood

the whole entire nation fast.

now, all i can say is,
" now that i want you,
you're moving on. "

AGAIN.

ugh -.-

CIP.

from KK.

KK's place before reno.

underneath JX aunt's house while i was staying there.

chips before night keeps the nightmares away.

taken by KK out of the windows 21 levels high up.

goin ovr to her guardian's house, the day shes movin in to the new home.

shifting in !!!

sleepin over @ her's.

angie.