Need to shiet.

my stomach needs to release some ass stinky solids. but i just can't cos the toilets here suck big ass ! it's those squatting thingy WITH WET GROUNDS ! oh my, guess where i am !? i'm currently at this really kampong area in chiang mai ! doing some stuff i will return to chiang mai tomorrow thank god cos it's so chilly here !! i almost drop dead and pass out yesterday from the coldest environment. i was never not in love with cold one lor but here is just too cold and shiet i fell in love yesterday at the working place. i went to get something and he was just in between the interviewer and the other interviewer. i am not working, i was getting some pass so i need to be interviewed. he has such big eyes with such long and curly lashes and his nose is so sharp. the bridge is so high and sharp unlike my flat nose he looked so adorably yummeh i felt like eating him whole !

i regret one stupid thing lah, when i was waiting for aunt who was still not sure of how to operate the motorcycle, i was just strollin up and down to keep myself warm when i walked back ( facing the house of interviewers. ) he was just infront of me, looking. like, looking and something else. i just stopped walking and looked at him for i think 2 seconds then i turned away. STUPID ME !@!!!! i strolled back but when i turned back walking to the other direction, i smiled to myself. when i walked ahead facing the house again, he was still standing, we looked at each other again but this time, i gave him my unfriendly stare. i don't know why it's always fucking like that i end up giving people i like a stare. whalau ! anyways forget about him. it's been like i'm meeting handsome guy everywhere i go to. to mhs i met wheelocks, usually i'd need a break after i get back to daydream about them but these few days, i can't cos once im back from one country\state\city, i'd be off to another and there i meet another guy, viet was aqiu ( ? ) and now is mr eyes and when i got back to bangkok 2 yesterdays ago, i met another pretty good looking guy at my house. he was with jaw cos no one was left in the house everyone been travelling. what is this with aqiu ? summer spring romance ? ha ha, god knows.

anyways, i think i'd better go shiet. no matter what the toilet looks and smells of. oh ha ha, momsie was like, after i got off the car which travelled for 4 HOURS 240 MINUTES 98765432123456789 SECONDS FROM THE AIRPORT, she hugged me from behind and was like, " big precious girl sorry i've made you restless while travelling with me from place to place :o) " ha ha ^.^

I told her i hate travelling now, i'm sick of the planes and the cars. now i can't even start on my thai lessons and vocal lessons cos I'm not in bangkok. moms said she'll not be attending the wedding in Bangkok cos she's drop dead tired. so off the wedding. i just found out the visa for thai only allows me to stay till december 13th so after getting back from chiang mai, iwill be staying in thailand for like 2 days and then off to hong kong i go then back to thailand i come and the finally back to singapore i fly. i am so bloody tired. bye.