KK IS THE NEW LEAD IN NEW MOON HA HA HA HA HA HA !!!!!!

pitiful rob-fans :oP
im a die-hard team jacob so my heart's still intact no worries :oP

anyway, just a quick UPD8 here.
i m goin 2 prom afterall. . . THE ZEST IS FINALLY BACK MADERFUKERZ !!!! ok pardon the french i just felt like shoutin out loud :oP
i m goin 2 be shoppin 4 a dress alone tmr while i wait 4 KK 2 finish her school. i'm only left w 500 $ out of the 1000 $ momsie gave me on nov 11th -.-

i dont know why $$$ hav 2 be so damn stubborn to flow right thru my fingers :oS it's like they're on a mission to flee or somethin n i can only watch helplessly. dont even hav the chance to kiss em GB -.-

anywayz, ive decided 2 go cos moomsie said she doesnt want me to be regretful of my hasty decision. the main reason y i didtnt wna go initially wuz cuz i've waited so longlingly 4 i till i've gone numb, secondily, 'm evading the whole damn occasion cos im still stuck in this fat body o mine -.- but i dont want to be tellin my kids that i skipped my prom altogether just cuz i looked fat.
y'kno haw shallow tt sounds ?
i shuldnt beso shallow wallow yellow -.-
" well mommie didnt go cuz well u c mommie was fat. "
sounds pathetic even to my own ears _l_
just this night to remember the whole thing i guess . . no biggie no biggie.

i've alr asked my guardian 2 book me a ticket back to BKK on 24th ; a few hours after prom ^^^^

yoooooookay ~!!

today went to buy some lousy shirts. got really cute PJs frm cotton on body but it's useless realli. im like wearing prettily for my soft toys -,- _l_
got a dress from esprit which is mature i guess. this is reserved for dining with mom's friends. they xpect me to be v girlie mirlie lilly -.- realli im loud, violent n im macho HA HA HA HA HA ! n i have to pretend to be damn feminie so sod it. just one dress. no biggie miggie . . anw i really do look much mature in it. w my hair up i'll look 20ish. w my hair loosely curled i'll be my age - 19. HA HA HA ! only a few months away i might s well start tellin e whole worl i m 19 ^^^^

anyway ~! i guess i m goin 2 sleep now. have to wake up at 7.30 tmr to accompany KK to thai embassy so by-byez !

PS, mom asked me to buy a full year's ticket HA HA HA HA. my dear ol ridiculous mom :=)
cant w8 to see her :o)