hmm

so a couple of weeks ago, i gave " internet dating. " a go.

 i wouldn't really call it a date tho. more like meeting them in real and just.... chill ? HA HA HA. it started off pretty strange LOL.

the first i met was ummmmmmm. lemme think. ok. i remember now.

ANW ! ha ha. ok. im too shy to type in event what happened with each meet ups but as i was lying on ze bed just now scrolling through pictures and texts, i've come to realize that i haven't met anyone for a long, long, long time.

 the last i met was.. um. before i lost my blackberry. and i have been living without a blackberry for almost a month now !???? i think !!?

these days im just too lazy to find or chat or whatever. i've lost the patience to be glued to my phone typing.
sometimes i wanna meet but then again, when i do, i just feel suffocated. i like to live free and gettin' to know everyone. i hate being tied to just one person. it's like all my pores are buried in oil and i get really annoyed and just pissed that i have to keep coming back to that same person to ask if he's enjoying his time or whatever.

 ANW. i know i wasn't into meeting people online out but i gave it a go cos bimbo toe told me it was actually ok if u guys can get along.
 so honey me finally gave it a shot and voila ! it ain't that bad after all. like discovering. ok not discovering. just.... like. hi ! ha ha that first moment u meet is like... a little touching LOL. like meeting an old family that kinda thing.

 ANW !!! i don't even make much sense cos all my inspiration for words got lost while i was anxiously waiting to be connected to the internet. bloody hell. it's almost 4 in the evening now and i just woke up. my body clock is majorly, majorly fucked up. hope i can get it readjusted back in thailand.

 days like this i just wanna type nonsense cos i ain't got no plans. and it's raining. now what i need is a cuppa tea. but im too lazy to budge. hope i can go out for a drink tonight. dang everyone. tmr's a monday. school / work / whatever.

i need to go back to BKK soon. i'm losing my holiday and life. i need to go back. need to book my ticket. monday or tues ? or thurs just in case i wanna go for ladies' night cos i didn't club yesterday ?? was BZ working my ass off last night boohoo.

 ANW !!!! it's 3 mins past whatever time it was when i last did a time-check. gonna get my KFC and just stay in and watch Modern Family. dunno which ep im at alr.

 ciaoza bella !

 the thing is, i stopped meeting cos i found someone quite pleasant. like friends material.

 joycy honey will never commit ;-)

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since i aint got pics to upload, here're some i took with my very first paycheck !!!!!!
ahppily take alr, i had to bloody lose it. just found it a few days back LOL. of all places, the kitchen -..-