oh no. i'm so so so so so in love with enrique. i don't know why. it's just like, i was listening to his somebody's me and suddenly, bam ! and now, i'm just so in love. aaaah, chad michael's replaced. gone gone gone. enrique's so shiet. my heart's like beating so goddamn fast. he's sooooooooo wooo ! i don't know, enrique's so omg. i love him to the core ! haha, but he seems perfectly well with anna. but there is no such rule of not obsessing over someone who's perfectly happy with their lover right ? but even if there is, rules are meant to be broken and shiet ! i love him !!!!! okay, i'm so obssessed. i don't know why i love him smuch now. it's just like. suddenly. okay, enrique.is.so. . . .
E N R I Q U E !
i have just minimized his pictures to nine nine 9 nine which i really like and saved it in my ipod. haha ! just now when i was walking home, i was like listening to his song and looking at his pictures and a smiled spread across my face. crazy right ! hehe, but he's just. oh my ~ i can't say he's hot ( even though he is. ) cos then peopl'd mistaken me for liking him just because of his sparkly look. which, is so not true. even though his looks do help ;)
shiet, he's polluting my mind ^^
i wanna try, with every talent i have, to do a sketch of him. in fact, i'ma gonna do just that later after this post but before i do that, i have to research on him. haha, i think he's worth it man. other singers i like i don't care who they're datin when thet're born how old were they when they started performing blah blah blah but for enrique, i have to ! i know that his name has fifteen letters and he has only one letter similar to " joyce " and another letter similar to " myint " . oh no. bye.
The nine pictures i like most -
that anna.
remember the story that made me weep i told ya about !? READ !
haha, i opened the link and the familar music greeted me i felt so sad i closed the window whithout reading. jasone's gonna be so happy. HAHA, he liked the story too ! it's really nice. give it a shot and go read it. i promise it won't disappoint you, promise. really.
the quotes i got for ya.
Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you're a good person is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you because you are a vegetarian.
Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them with the care, kindness, and understand you can muster, and do it with no thoughts of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.
my favouritestest.
Those who can, do.
Those who can't, criticise.
-
why is it that every other adults think that when your grades drop, or for my case, both my grades and my ' punctuality ' drop, they'll start saying these stuff like, what's wrong with you ? you used to be such a good girl and now you're like this blah blah. they'll make you feel hell guilty when you did nothing wrong but be yourself all the while.
so anyways, my guardian said something i felt so pissed off of.
" is it because you have a boyfriend ? "
i don't know why but whenever somebody asks if it's because if i had a boyfriend that my grades dropped, i'd be utterly disappointed in them cos they make me as if once a guy enters my life, i'd go fall in love with him and heck care other stuff and be glued and worship him like a puppy. it's a very degrading comment for me. so, and this ain't her first time asking me that silly question. but then again, even if i had a guy, what would that affect me in any way ?
" tsh. i don't like singaporean boys. "
" i don't care what kinda of guys you like. is it, because you keep thinking about them ? "
my god. the way she said it. i couldda just crush the newspaper i was reading and strangle her and stuff the newspaper deep down her throat till she gags and has tear flowing down her puffy cheeks and beg for mercy from the queen till her. okay, before i get carried away,
" ha ! you can go ask anybody and they'll tell you i'm not interested in boys. "
i almost added something so ego. she then kept quiet. so back to my point, it's really annoying when your parents or whoever accuses you of having an affair which resulted in your lousy grades, ain't it ? it's like even your parents think you can't manage your work once you're in a relationship. they ask you who you were chatting with on the line just now, they ask you why you're back so late, they ask you why you seem to be lost in another world blah. but they taught me something. they taught me i should never be like them when i'm a mom myself. i'm gonna be a cool mom => i won't mind 'em hanging out till late at night, as long as they know what they're doing and i'ma gonna let them party even if it's exam period, as long as they know what're the consequences, then they should know what're the right thangs. i'm gonna encourage them to go in a relationship too. it expands your ( i don't know what. ) afterall right ? haha, and i'm always teling farah this.
" farah, next time if my son or daughter doesn't have a boy\girlfriend then we introduce our children to each other okay !? "
and then we'd be like making a " story " like who we'd lose contact and our children'd be dating each toher and when they think it's time to meet each other's parents, we'd be like.
" FARAH !! JOYCE !! "
and our kids will be like, haha, they already know each other ! so we'd approve of them anyway.
and speaking of relationships, it urks me so bloody much when guys say they can't go steady with you cos they're having some major examinations.
-.-
i laugh my head off ( mockingly ) everytime i hear that. it's just me. it's like.
" hey baby, let's get married ! "
" oh no not now dear. i've got an important project i have to complete. else, i'd get sacked by my boss ! "
or or.
" cody, i really like you. i know you like me too. it's really hard for me ta accept the truth but, do you want to go on a relationship with me ? "
" hey joyce. you know i like you too but what about we go steady after my papers ? "
" but. but. i really like you and i just, oh i don't know. "
" but my papers are equally important to me as well ! after exams ok ? "
" oh. ( go and die. i won't like you anymore by then. ) "
okay, my examples may not be convincing enough but what i'm trying to say is. why do guys always say that ah ? cos it makes me feel like as if, the girl's like some toys he can have fun with whenever he wants. but when he's occupied or whatever, he just simply shoves the toy away and takes it back when he's bored. ya get what i mean ? maybe you won't cos everyone of us has different point of views but for me, it's like he's thinking once i'm in his life, i'd be clinging on to him like he's the only small island in the big big big ocean. like i'd be bugging him till he can't and won't have time for studying shietsoever. like, can't we go study out together ? silly, really silly. and the poor girl has to wait till he's finally free. like,what ? becuase guy, if you really like her, then you wouldn't care what shiet papers you have but to be with her and choose her over anything. because she won;t be like you ex obsessiong over you ya get what i mean ? what would you feel if the girl of your dream said she fancies you rotten but just can't go on a relationship with you cos shehas to study. doesn't that give you the kinda feeling, like, -.- ? y'know, diao. or something like that. there're many ways in which you can study even when you're in a relationship. cos if i were you, i'd choose to go out with her and study with her instead of studying alone, getting so bored memorizing those formulas notes blah. given a choice, i'd.
okay, cody doesn't exists, it's just my favourite guy's name aside from
sean, mac, toby, coby, tim, dean, ian, justin, lex, and IGLESIAS !
hehehehehehehehehehehehe.
E N R I Q U E !
i have just minimized his pictures to nine nine 9 nine which i really like and saved it in my ipod. haha ! just now when i was walking home, i was like listening to his song and looking at his pictures and a smiled spread across my face. crazy right ! hehe, but he's just. oh my ~ i can't say he's hot ( even though he is. ) cos then peopl'd mistaken me for liking him just because of his sparkly look. which, is so not true. even though his looks do help ;)
shiet, he's polluting my mind ^^
i wanna try, with every talent i have, to do a sketch of him. in fact, i'ma gonna do just that later after this post but before i do that, i have to research on him. haha, i think he's worth it man. other singers i like i don't care who they're datin when thet're born how old were they when they started performing blah blah blah but for enrique, i have to ! i know that his name has fifteen letters and he has only one letter similar to " joyce " and another letter similar to " myint " . oh no. bye.
The nine pictures i like most -
that anna.
remember the story that made me weep i told ya about !? READ !
haha, i opened the link and the familar music greeted me i felt so sad i closed the window whithout reading. jasone's gonna be so happy. HAHA, he liked the story too ! it's really nice. give it a shot and go read it. i promise it won't disappoint you, promise. really.
the quotes i got for ya.
Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you're a good person is a little like expecting the bull not to attack you because you are a vegetarian.
Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them with the care, kindness, and understand you can muster, and do it with no thoughts of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.
my favouritestest.
Those who can, do.
Those who can't, criticise.
-
why is it that every other adults think that when your grades drop, or for my case, both my grades and my ' punctuality ' drop, they'll start saying these stuff like, what's wrong with you ? you used to be such a good girl and now you're like this blah blah. they'll make you feel hell guilty when you did nothing wrong but be yourself all the while.
so anyways, my guardian said something i felt so pissed off of.
" is it because you have a boyfriend ? "
i don't know why but whenever somebody asks if it's because if i had a boyfriend that my grades dropped, i'd be utterly disappointed in them cos they make me as if once a guy enters my life, i'd go fall in love with him and heck care other stuff and be glued and worship him like a puppy. it's a very degrading comment for me. so, and this ain't her first time asking me that silly question. but then again, even if i had a guy, what would that affect me in any way ?
" tsh. i don't like singaporean boys. "
" i don't care what kinda of guys you like. is it, because you keep thinking about them ? "
my god. the way she said it. i couldda just crush the newspaper i was reading and strangle her and stuff the newspaper deep down her throat till she gags and has tear flowing down her puffy cheeks and beg for mercy from the queen till her. okay, before i get carried away,
" ha ! you can go ask anybody and they'll tell you i'm not interested in boys. "
i almost added something so ego. she then kept quiet. so back to my point, it's really annoying when your parents or whoever accuses you of having an affair which resulted in your lousy grades, ain't it ? it's like even your parents think you can't manage your work once you're in a relationship. they ask you who you were chatting with on the line just now, they ask you why you're back so late, they ask you why you seem to be lost in another world blah. but they taught me something. they taught me i should never be like them when i'm a mom myself. i'm gonna be a cool mom => i won't mind 'em hanging out till late at night, as long as they know what they're doing and i'ma gonna let them party even if it's exam period, as long as they know what're the consequences, then they should know what're the right thangs. i'm gonna encourage them to go in a relationship too. it expands your ( i don't know what. ) afterall right ? haha, and i'm always teling farah this.
" farah, next time if my son or daughter doesn't have a boy\girlfriend then we introduce our children to each other okay !? "
and then we'd be like making a " story " like who we'd lose contact and our children'd be dating each toher and when they think it's time to meet each other's parents, we'd be like.
" FARAH !! JOYCE !! "
and our kids will be like, haha, they already know each other ! so we'd approve of them anyway.
and speaking of relationships, it urks me so bloody much when guys say they can't go steady with you cos they're having some major examinations.
-.-
i laugh my head off ( mockingly ) everytime i hear that. it's just me. it's like.
" hey baby, let's get married ! "
" oh no not now dear. i've got an important project i have to complete. else, i'd get sacked by my boss ! "
or or.
" cody, i really like you. i know you like me too. it's really hard for me ta accept the truth but, do you want to go on a relationship with me ? "
" hey joyce. you know i like you too but what about we go steady after my papers ? "
" but. but. i really like you and i just, oh i don't know. "
" but my papers are equally important to me as well ! after exams ok ? "
" oh. ( go and die. i won't like you anymore by then. ) "
okay, my examples may not be convincing enough but what i'm trying to say is. why do guys always say that ah ? cos it makes me feel like as if, the girl's like some toys he can have fun with whenever he wants. but when he's occupied or whatever, he just simply shoves the toy away and takes it back when he's bored. ya get what i mean ? maybe you won't cos everyone of us has different point of views but for me, it's like he's thinking once i'm in his life, i'd be clinging on to him like he's the only small island in the big big big ocean. like i'd be bugging him till he can't and won't have time for studying shietsoever. like, can't we go study out together ? silly, really silly. and the poor girl has to wait till he's finally free. like,what ? becuase guy, if you really like her, then you wouldn't care what shiet papers you have but to be with her and choose her over anything. because she won;t be like you ex obsessiong over you ya get what i mean ? what would you feel if the girl of your dream said she fancies you rotten but just can't go on a relationship with you cos shehas to study. doesn't that give you the kinda feeling, like, -.- ? y'know, diao. or something like that. there're many ways in which you can study even when you're in a relationship. cos if i were you, i'd choose to go out with her and study with her instead of studying alone, getting so bored memorizing those formulas notes blah. given a choice, i'd.
okay, cody doesn't exists, it's just my favourite guy's name aside from
sean, mac, toby, coby, tim, dean, ian, justin, lex, and IGLESIAS !
hehehehehehehehehehehehe.
i didn't take any pictures today. i'll upload last time's when i had long hair =>
I'M TENNNNN !
forever.those ain't casts. they're socks -_- .
danced wrongly.last December :
The two amazing men in my life.
favourite people !! they're the funniest people.
primary 5-6 :
london -
if you think my hair is nice,it's thanks to this guy. oh my god. i had a humongous crush on him. i cried on the day i left london in fact. haha, london's a really wondrous country :) anyways, i went to wash my hair with momsie. momsie's finished first so she was like resting on the sofa. this guys's daddy was like washing my hair. he applied conditioner and told me to wait for i forget how long. he took too long doing i don't know what and this guy was like, said something something and pointed to me and kinda coughed or something. after washing, this guy helped me blow dry my hair. he asked me what i wanted so i was like, " curly. " with my finger curling to show him. i was too shy for speech. he was like smiled and, " wavy ? and curly ? " his fingers twirling too. so i smiled and he proceeded.
everytime i looked up from my magazine i was reading, he'd like wink at me. haha ! i didn't take much notice. too shy la ! and then he asked what my name was, told him. he asked me if i've been to rome told him no but my moms has been there. he told me he was from rome. basically he was the one talking and i was too shy and in love to answer. so i continued burying my hot face onto the mag. i forced myself to tear away from the mag and looked up. he was gonna curl my hair. and guess what he did !? instead of using hair curl-er or using the end of a brush to curl my hair, HE USED HIS FINGER !!! i was like. speehless. there were smoke or whatever you call it fuming outta my hair. it was hot. but his finger !!! so he was " tsssss " y'know the sound you produce when oyu're in pain ? so he lowered the heat and continued using his finger to curl my hair and he did something. everytime he finished curling, before releasing his finger, he'd kiss my hair !! haha ! i almost melted with hapiness right there and then. i counted. yes i actually counted. he did it for 5 times. after that night, i fell totally in love with him. his salon is not far from the hotel i was staying. hilton london metropole is the hotel. i was so in love i kept thinking of him. but sad thing is i didn't quite react cos my momsie's there and i don't wanna appear like a flirt. so that night, i pestered jason to take lots and lots and lots of pictures of my hair when he was supposed to be showering. i think my momsie knew i liked him. but the day when it was for me to leave, i told jaw that i really liked him, i had tears in my eyes but i wiped them all away and controlled myself. i was really in love with him. he finally agreed to go over to the salon and help me take a picture with him. i feel like crying now, listening to stupid summer wine. anyways, while we were sitting in the lobby checking out, i excused myself to the washroom and cried myself out. came out and jaw and i went over to the salon together. i suddenly freaked out half way there but i peeped in but couldn't see him. i cried inside and left it unwillingly. i cried on the way to the airport and in the airplane. momsie was like, why're you crying ? i told her london's a really lovely place and i'd love to come back once more and i'ma gonna miss it but of cos i didn't tell her about the guy. i was just too sad. i remember taking the salon's name card but i can't find it anymore. i planned to go over to their website and find my london love. but didn't happen. i've made up my mind since to go back and look for him. my momsie just told me last year that we're not gonna study here in singapore after secondary 4 cos even if we continue studying here, all we'd see is singapore and no other things. so we'd be going to one of these places. she gave us a choice. unites states, united kingdom ( london. ) or australia. i chose uk cos i really really love it. jaw wants us cos it's parteh life. haha. but she says it still depends on our grades. we have to do well in order to get into london's school which is the reason why i'm pulling up my socks now. i wanna study there and if i dare, look for him. but i doubt hed still be there anyway. and i felt like dying when i found out that my aunt ( not my guardian ) discarded every files she has in her computer cos my london pictures including my lovely hair done by lovely rome guy's stored in her computer as i didn't have a personal pc that time. the end of story.
the striped and the other guy between me and jaw were skaters. they joined in for photo. haha, thinking about this is really funny. i was like sating damn fast right, then i collided with this guy who collided with another guy. i didn't want him to fall but i didn't want me to fall either. so i grabbed his hand and clutched it tight against my chest and screamed until we halted. hahaha ! after we were alright, he looked at me and i was like, yes ? only to realise that his hands were still placed between my tits. i was too embarrassed so i left it drop and skated away he was like " sorry ! " HAHAH. good moemories :)
saw them after we came back from skating in the holtel !! d'ya know i was like face to face with daniel radcliffe ~!!???? omg. everytime i think of it, i'll just go really ah ! well, the rest of the people were like, " DANIEL ! DANIEL ! HEY DAN ! " but he didn't look at them !! he only looked at me !!!! my camera ! he was smiling right into my camera and fuck !!! my camera batt went flat. i felt like screaming and throwing a fist it was sooo, aahhh, don't wanna talk about it. makes me feel so lousy. he has ash green eyes :)
london -
if you think my hair is nice,it's thanks to this guy. oh my god. i had a humongous crush on him. i cried on the day i left london in fact. haha, london's a really wondrous country :) anyways, i went to wash my hair with momsie. momsie's finished first so she was like resting on the sofa. this guys's daddy was like washing my hair. he applied conditioner and told me to wait for i forget how long. he took too long doing i don't know what and this guy was like, said something something and pointed to me and kinda coughed or something. after washing, this guy helped me blow dry my hair. he asked me what i wanted so i was like, " curly. " with my finger curling to show him. i was too shy for speech. he was like smiled and, " wavy ? and curly ? " his fingers twirling too. so i smiled and he proceeded.everytime i looked up from my magazine i was reading, he'd like wink at me. haha ! i didn't take much notice. too shy la ! and then he asked what my name was, told him. he asked me if i've been to rome told him no but my moms has been there. he told me he was from rome. basically he was the one talking and i was too shy and in love to answer. so i continued burying my hot face onto the mag. i forced myself to tear away from the mag and looked up. he was gonna curl my hair. and guess what he did !? instead of using hair curl-er or using the end of a brush to curl my hair, HE USED HIS FINGER !!! i was like. speehless. there were smoke or whatever you call it fuming outta my hair. it was hot. but his finger !!! so he was " tsssss " y'know the sound you produce when oyu're in pain ? so he lowered the heat and continued using his finger to curl my hair and he did something. everytime he finished curling, before releasing his finger, he'd kiss my hair !! haha ! i almost melted with hapiness right there and then. i counted. yes i actually counted. he did it for 5 times. after that night, i fell totally in love with him. his salon is not far from the hotel i was staying. hilton london metropole is the hotel. i was so in love i kept thinking of him. but sad thing is i didn't quite react cos my momsie's there and i don't wanna appear like a flirt. so that night, i pestered jason to take lots and lots and lots of pictures of my hair when he was supposed to be showering. i think my momsie knew i liked him. but the day when it was for me to leave, i told jaw that i really liked him, i had tears in my eyes but i wiped them all away and controlled myself. i was really in love with him. he finally agreed to go over to the salon and help me take a picture with him. i feel like crying now, listening to stupid summer wine. anyways, while we were sitting in the lobby checking out, i excused myself to the washroom and cried myself out. came out and jaw and i went over to the salon together. i suddenly freaked out half way there but i peeped in but couldn't see him. i cried inside and left it unwillingly. i cried on the way to the airport and in the airplane. momsie was like, why're you crying ? i told her london's a really lovely place and i'd love to come back once more and i'ma gonna miss it but of cos i didn't tell her about the guy. i was just too sad. i remember taking the salon's name card but i can't find it anymore. i planned to go over to their website and find my london love. but didn't happen. i've made up my mind since to go back and look for him. my momsie just told me last year that we're not gonna study here in singapore after secondary 4 cos even if we continue studying here, all we'd see is singapore and no other things. so we'd be going to one of these places. she gave us a choice. unites states, united kingdom ( london. ) or australia. i chose uk cos i really really love it. jaw wants us cos it's parteh life. haha. but she says it still depends on our grades. we have to do well in order to get into london's school which is the reason why i'm pulling up my socks now. i wanna study there and if i dare, look for him. but i doubt hed still be there anyway. and i felt like dying when i found out that my aunt ( not my guardian ) discarded every files she has in her computer cos my london pictures including my lovely hair done by lovely rome guy's stored in her computer as i didn't have a personal pc that time. the end of story.
the striped and the other guy between me and jaw were skaters. they joined in for photo. haha, thinking about this is really funny. i was like sating damn fast right, then i collided with this guy who collided with another guy. i didn't want him to fall but i didn't want me to fall either. so i grabbed his hand and clutched it tight against my chest and screamed until we halted. hahaha ! after we were alright, he looked at me and i was like, yes ? only to realise that his hands were still placed between my tits. i was too embarrassed so i left it drop and skated away he was like " sorry ! " HAHAH. good moemories :)
saw them after we came back from skating in the holtel !! d'ya know i was like face to face with daniel radcliffe ~!!???? omg. everytime i think of it, i'll just go really ah ! well, the rest of the people were like, " DANIEL ! DANIEL ! HEY DAN ! " but he didn't look at them !! he only looked at me !!!! my camera ! he was smiling right into my camera and fuck !!! my camera batt went flat. i felt like screaming and throwing a fist it was sooo, aahhh, don't wanna talk about it. makes me feel so lousy. he has ash green eyes :)
sorry if ther're grammar mistakes or if there's a mistake in the sentence but this is a reallly loooooooooooooooong post and i'm too lazy to read back and edit. ciaoz.
