Reflections.

the song i walk with every day.

recently i have :

1. not touched a single thing related to school or work.
2. been feelin' self-guilty for not goin' accordin' to my plans -- that's to make use of this 1 week holiday to catchup on them topics am lost in but i endup playin and havin' fun instead.
3. learnt 2 new ways of frying pratas. to flip it in the air without any help of cookin' utensils but with my hands, flip and ta-daah ! it makes a 360 degree flip in the air before hittin' the pan. another is to actually deep fry it so it turns crispy ( this frying method doesn't make you stuffed, at all. )
4. been witnessing the sky turn from white to black to white again.
5. had no sense of self-control.
6. had total freedom cos my rommie is back at her home for the holidays.
7. not saved any money.
8. RIDDEN A 21st CENTURY BIKE !!! will elabor8 l8r.
9. not had my heart broken nor my heart pumpin blood at an unusually fast rate.
10. totally lost myself in the world of joy and fun.

IT IS TIME TO :

1. wake up and see the world.. that the exams are just 3 weeks away and not 3 months away.
2. seriously pull up my non-existent socks and keep myself afloat in the ocean.
3. stop playin a fool.
4. study.
5. stop playin.
6. stay focused.
7. concentrate.
8. learn to have self control and not let little things excite me.
9. get back to the sleep-early-wake-up-early routine.
10. GET BACK TO SCHOOL !

I WILL BE :

1. quittin' going out. and to use the time i hang out to replace with studyin' instead so this pretty much goes to say i will be havin a super cool " date. " with books e-v-e-r-y- s-i-n-g-l-e-d-a-y of the entire weeks left before i marry the major exams.
2. stayin' round in the school's library after school e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y to do self revision so there will be no going back early for me. this is for my own good so i have to abide by this rule pretty strictly.
3. locking my old computer away in the closet and not touch it as it is the main object of attraction every time i get back home. once it is out of sight, i can pretty damn study and not get distracted... well so long as there is no food or story books !
4. clearing my badly cluttered and flooded desk. so it looks neat and inviting instead of lookin' like a badly over-populated little lane of lon-kang.
5. goin' to school even if i get up at 1 in the mornin cos it is sick to be missin' out lessons.
6. sleepin early to prevent myself from over sleepin.
7. sleepin before or at 12.15 every weekdays.
8. only going out on every Saturdays of my week.
9. gainin' self control by then.
10. to rule not the world, but myself.

I WANT TO :

1. buy that pencil skirt, 2 more hip-to-toe dress, 2 polo tees, a story book and a few exercise books to write notes in.
2. take days for days which means to appreciate time.
3. quit clickin on the " snooze. " button of the alarm.
4. start behaving my age.
5. start acting my age.
6. start being my age.
7. quit hanging around the lousy computer and clickin here and there so late.
8. sleep before 12.15 every day and not to ignore the alarm that keeps ringin its artificial life out every mornin to wake the life outta me.
9. LEARN TO MAKE PIES !!!! this way, i can save some blings for myself too ! and whats bezt is that i love pies !!! i see the future shining in front of me now and whoa whoa whoa, who knows i might have some special hidden talent at making pies !!!!!!? right !? i mean, who knows where we really are talented in !? whoa i can so imagine every one approving of the Zang Lisa Made Pies and eating them non stop. i might even be asked on a reality programme to share with the world how this talent of mine was first realized ! i will tell them eham..
   " talents are hidden. it's everywhere. it can be at the east or the south of you. it just depends on how you discover it. dont ever doubt what you believe becos that is how it got me started and look at me now ! i am a pie maker ! and a successful one at that ! so . . . GET STARTED ! "
   ha ha ha !!! sounds very motivating hor !? who knows i might even end up being a motivator ? but i will learn to make pies first, to search for my hidden talent . . well provided my talent at pie making doesn't last 24 hours like that talent in hectic hexic did.
10. STOP EATING !!!!! ok maybe not stop lah. stop eating makes it sound like i am trying to starve myself to death. i just meant not to eat as and when i like and to control and have some self d... dis-cer-pline. i dont kno how to spell.. if it's a 'c.' or a 's.'
11. to start swimming ! not the fake swim. is to do a few laps like how i did when i really wanted to.
12. make KK communic8 with me in english starting with MSN. ha ha ha !
13. quit stressing over hexic and start playing with doughs.
14. cease pickin at my poor innocent pimple.
15. clear my documents in the lousy computer and shove them all to the CDs. it is running low on virtual memory again ! what ever that means.
16. go out and out and out.
17. return my long over-dued books !!!! if not i have to pay the bloody fine that sum up to a large amount again.
18. ....to be continued...

i went out with KK today. here're the pictures.


this is wot jas and i call as " white monkey. "

hehehehe.
hohoho.

good afternoon.

this little angel was in love with astrid.

sendin jaw off.
i think i totally ran outta poses.

us goin back to west coast park ahain.

goin in !

where is astrid !!? ha ha ha. hunt for her.

the 2 girls werkin on thier diet plan.

" help me take. i want to look damn tired.

" and just so you kno, that black thing aint a shirt. it is my bag. ha ha !

47 years down the road if i am still alive, i will remeber what this picture says.

peacey !
i hope i look very nature-girl (^_$)

" ha ha ! u wanna look proud ah !? "
" no lah ! i wanto look relaxed. "
ha ha ha !

found the bike ! this is totally fun. ha ha ! even tho we were up there takin pics and not ridin it the whole time. you shuld try it out ! feels very overseas. it is 12 per 30 minits. we only did an hour each. how much does a bike cost ? the #2 diet day we gonna borrow bikes from people. but anyway ! here it is . . . . !

ha ha ! pretty cool huh !

just one tiny time ! ha ha .

i really dont kno why either.. :oD

ok i look totally yoyoyoyobo here but i was so hapopy cos i was goin down a slope mah.

little K got stuck so i went to pull her bike up. please look at the right hand corner of the bike. that is mine. ha ha ha ! i was already up there ! ok. i pulled too gently so second pic i was strength-on.

good good.

totally talks about the life am leadin'.

i love this eidt ! nice hor.

my eyes are a joke between my friends. ha ha ! dont laugh hor if you are the one who knows this joke.




waitin for taxi to go home but none. this picture looks like KK is ending her life.

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ha ha ha !!! don't you think it looks so sunnie !?

good night ! i hav school tomorrow which i am dreading like always !

if only ..

hi ! i am back yo. see like i said the whole studyin thang is will and never gonna werk out when KK and lisa meet. i had a 3 hours sleep only before draggin myself outta bed. met KK over @ jurong east EC and i must say, i had damn little food today ! ... well not until night anyway :oP

watched The Days. whoa this is good too ! ha ha, i like lah. it can make you cry too. i like it cos it's an insight to the gangstas lives. very realistic and IS happening in our daily life. singaporean gang$ta$ i mean. pardon the dollar $ign. it just looks more gang$ta$-ish. ha ha ha ! it's all about brotherhood. there's this real blooded brothers and i'll just tell you the story cos it's nice and i just feel like typing. so anyway. the elder brother is in the gang while the 2nd bro is those blur king chicken type. so blah blah blah, i dont feel like typing anymore. i quite sleepy already what a surprize. but anyway. the main thang is that elder bro loves his younger bro very, very, much. you can just see it from his actions. in the end he died. why did he die ? cos he wanted to protect his brother. ye sorry lah. tell you the story already. but anyway ! the nice part is that this gangsta brother likes a girl that's this little good girl ( but she's also from a gang blooded family. ) so it's sweet. ha ha ! go watch lah. anywayz ! we went over to IMM today. i am such an angel today !! i only had fries, oreo mc, chicken meat ballz and thats it !!! and i didnt even buy any clothes !!!! there was this eye candy tho. it looked so good on me. HA ! HA ! clothes hardly ever look good on me these days due to the weight am gainin' but i this one is totally stunnin on me but i wasnt that keen, i dont kno why, it's just .... i donno. like not too keen like i stated above i sirpoze. so i didnt buy. KK bought it cos it is really damn nice. i also didnt hav the money to buy. KK is treating me to any 40 $, which means i can buy anything for 40. the shirt was 43 and i just dont see why it shuld cost a 43 cos it looks 20ish so i didnt geddit. im still on the lookout for something really gasping breath taking traffic stopping dee dee dah. oki doki. went to crystal jade for dinner thats when i started eating. ha ha ! wasnt hungry but just ate anyhow. then it waz rainin like mad so got on the taxi cab home. i am very sleepy now so pictures will be up tomorro. fuck fuck. tomorrow . . . is the last day of holiday ( _v_ ) this is upside down. it's supposed to look devastatedly sad.

i look bloodless white cos i was facing the mornin sun.

peaceful me with jan's gift last year :o)

eh heh heh, i think i wanted to suck the mornin air into my unhealthy chunk of body.

a pic after me is done and ready to go out !

on the way to meet KK.

the gd thing about wearing this is that i can eat as much as i like as u can see, the shirt can be xtended to look bloody bloated.

the days time ! hehe ! just typing : the days. give me a rush of satisfaction. i donno why..

eat. i realized i never take good picture when we r eating. it's mainly bcoz we will be BZ eating and talking to even bother playin with our cameras.

buyin undergarments. bought some for school.

i didnt ged this cos KK knew i never wear clothes like these so even if i buy it, it'll be locked away in the closet-cell. but i think i will still buy them. i mean, who kbows when formal occasions might come up right. especially in myanmar, i cant be havin dinner with mom's friends with half of my boobs touching the rice right. ha ha ! the thot makes me giggle tho.

first time seein so many mbzillion people. and i am so proud of this piece. i think it kinda define the fast pace life we're livin on. only arty people understand what im talkin about. HA ! HA ! HA !