* yawn *

ALOHA !!!!!

ok, im left w only 27% but battery but WTH i'll do a speed entry XD

so im sitting on this really uncomfortable chair in this humid kitchen ( int. connc. 's faster here XD )

im too tired to think ( and type. ) cuz i been uploading pics to the previous 2 entries, editing pics like no tommorrow so i'll juz leave u with pics to today where i met farah GCM ~!!!! and yes she's still lookin as sweet n angelic as ever ~~~~ XD

ta ta.

( yes im learning to act cute HA HA HA it's a survival skill in photograpgy XD )

be back tmr !!! ciao ciao ~!!

(~____~)zzz

HULLOW !!!!

blog revamp under construction but still alive and breathing !!!

short note, turn up the volume on your speakers cuz this season's playlist carefully selected by yours truly features amazing ladies such as adele, in michaelson, jewel n many other voices that cry out to the angels up above !!!! ok. i dont know what that means. i cant think of a better metaphor XD

so so so so !

i just got back from orchard tired ~~~~ 've been hitting the town continuously since i was here ! but the crowds are always the same !!!!! as crowded as the weekends XO

the sales are almost ending ( from what i've seen.. ) which means......

joyzhanzy gta storp shawpeeing !!!!

 ugh. ha ha ha, ANW. itz been ages since i last caught a movie ( not too keen on elabor8ing myanmar's theatres. ) !!!! watched harry pothead last night ( i know. im ancient. IDK how long it's been airing alr -..- ) and dang it wuz ahhhhhmazing !!!! emma looks jaw-droppingly gorgeous X'( i was gorging at her throughout the show cuz it was in 3D lol and boy i would love to see a pimple on her XD it'd make me feel a tweeny bit better XD

so so so so.

i've been lookin at MDIS ( yes again. ) and SIM lately, MDIS said she ( i think the sch is a she ????? ha ha ha. IDK. ) can accept me again but somehow im still more keen on SIM !! the people in SIM are much more matured and grown up IMO... which is something i like.. and MDIS is a lil too....... warm... for me. ha ha ha i was like walkin from blocks to blocks and fekkkkk it was blardy humid -..-

so ANW, i'll be applying to both, pray SIM accepts me t hehehehhehehe then i'd be closer to IMW.

HA HA HA HA HA HA  !!!!!!!!

im not kidding !!! i dont know why i still have feelings for him i must be crazy. i dont even know him but here i am acting like a ......... fucking wife _|_

something about him just captures me. it really is true what they say...

" It's always the one you least expect to fall for, 
that you fall for the hardest. "

but of cuz i havent been liking him... diligently. im on n off. when i spot a macho dude across me i'll be in luve w him for 3 days.. until the awe dies away and then i'll go back to IMW like.. uhm, 1 week later XD #juzsayin XD

something about him is just.... captivating.

 he's weirdly good looking.

he's.... reservedly friendly.

he's..... coldly warm.

ha ha ha i really m crazy WTF. i shuld name this entry " IMW. " instead lol XD but let's just dedicate this one entry to him so my weird affection for him can die off.

so yeh. it's funny. i dont feel like talkin about him already. im just in luv with the fantasy i've built around him. i don't even know him, i dont even know how he sound like for goodness's sake XD so yeh. there goes. i'll try to die down the flame XD

ok. im gonna go continue turning this blog into a comfortable and simple space.

 that's how i roll these days. my styles are gonners.

im all for comfort and simplicity naw XD

ciao ciao ~~~~

oh yeah, be a kind sweet soul and help out the needy by leaving a tag to show that some kind sweet soul is out there in this cold wide world's reading this site of mine !! ha ha ha ha, dont have to type anything special, really. just leave " ...... " or spacings will do.

 HA HA HA, YES IM THAT PATHETIC WTF XD

ok B4 i begin uploading picas, look at the diff. between long.... and short hair !!!!! totally luvs it !!! the long hair looks wet cuz i juz showered XD

BB.

444.

YOZ !!!!

OMG it took soooo much metal damage to get back into this old blog of mine ! *__*

i've been missing from this page for almost a year ( i guess !?? ) even my blog link in my laptop is completely gone from the " history. " i had to wreck my brains trying to remember which email i used to register for this blog acc and of cuz, who needs to remind me of the password !??? LOL X}

ANW !

i wuz deciding against opening a new blog but rise-andshine is my life's collection.. but it is too messy, the template is all off, my tagboard is bombarded with malicious robots\virus ( i guess !?? ) and the whole appearance of my blog juz lacks the vibe of..... liveliness.

but then again, EVERYTHING about me is compiled here in this tiny space entry by entry, words by words, thoughts by thoughts, tears by tears, joy by joy, e v e r y t  h i n g that has accompanied me throughout my teenage days so i'm like, sod it ! i should still go back to RnS. but of coz, i need a revamp. PRONTO.

i won't be blogging as frequently as i used to simply becoz myanamr, my old sweet country, BANNED BLOGGER !!!!!!!!! ugh. so yeah, i suppose u can look forward to a few entries ( meaning less than 3. ) before i head back home !

oh yeah im in SG now if u haven't noticed ! ha ha ha, my arrival here is really low-key cuz im too ugly now lah !!!! scared people know then want a picutre and autograph * cough cough *

ha ha, ANW, i'm everything internet free fo now. no more FB, no more nothing and ugh. im tired......

i've been here for almost 5 days now and throughout these 5 days, it's been non-stop shopping but the really great thing is i get so tired from the walking the choosing that once i hit the sack i pretty much just, well, die. XD

so, what's new !??

the current me is spotting a really out of shape and style and character hair, is dangerously obese ( holy mother i gained 8KG DONT LAUGH !!!!!! ) and is really lifeless. the glow is her eyes has completely dimmed ( according to my aunt. ha ha ha she said i look like a kampong girl now cuz i've been staying in myanamr for almost half a year alr. " your overall just looks really moutain-girl ! you eyes have no more " light and life. " to it ! u don't have the air u used to possess ! u have really turned into a moutain tortoise. "

GAHHHHHHHHHHHH SOBBBBBBBBBBBBB CRYYYYYYYYYYYYY

XD

but hey ! im still me oki ! im still the same ol joys anyone has ever known and that is ?????????


D O W N R I G H T    L A Y Z     M A D A F A KA Z !!!!!!!!

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.

ok. i'm done with this entry. here the few pictures i've got recently.

byes !!!!

~J.

oh yeh ! HOORAY TO MY 444th ENTRY !!!!!!!!

 (o^____________________^o)

be back for more ~!

aloohoo ~!!!


hi. im feelin so bloody nauseous IDK from the breakfast or from the fact that i just feel so nauseous.

i'm leavin tai wan in approx 2 days !!!
there goes my touristy life....nowhere IS ever permanent but ive been thinkin and guess wat !??? this life suits me fine... :O

i adapt to changes easily and quickly too ! but once the hint of permanency starts surfacing, i start feelin dizzy with nausea and the feeling of familiarity and what not and i just long to get out of that pit of resemblance and yearn for a new start.

 IDK................ like now, i long to get out and go back to BKK. and sooner or later, trust me, i will yearn for a break off BKK.

 life,,,,,,,,,,as we kno it ;)

sosososo. as expected, the plans i thot were once fixed........are EVER CHANGIN !!

 i might not be goin back to SG afterall... since mom's conditions are GR8 now, things are startin to pick up.
im super excited about a piece of her news actually !!!!!!! HEHEHEHHE. hopefully it works.. then i will live happily ever after.....HA HA HA HA ! i will start to talk like a real adult and woohoo !!! it's part of my dreams too actually !!! but hush hush now ;) things arent confirmed so let's keep our elegant fingers crossed shall we ? ;) ;) ( ha ha ha, elegant my burmese arse :P )

so ye, where wuz i ???? ahhhh,,, the not being able to go back to SG.

well, mom's schedule are really tight ass now and she was thinkin maybe we shuld only visit SG next year.

cuz SG IS a wasted trip, wasted time and wasted time. the reason for goin there is only to see mrs chan and to stay in marina bay sands only. nothin work-based. and now that mom's business are pickin up, she's got to be in vietnam to discuss some stuff and time IS REALLY JAMMED. n we still have to get our burmese asses to china's world expo -..-

so SG's kiss GB.
 im kinda xcited for china !!! cuz most of the family'll b goin !!!!! a family " reunion. " long at last....... PS, family = mom jaw jase grans uncle and.......ME. ha ha ha, such little people :P

so ye my point..... ? i forgot. just i wont be in SG.

THINGS 2 DO WHEN IN BKK :

1) get a thai home tutor. ( HIGH PRIORITY ! i have to master languages ! thai's always been important but i never really saw its importance to my life...until now. i also have to start pickin up vietnamese. hi ! )

2) start throwin away things that are not impt ( LOW PRIORITY. BUT. to a new joys ~!! )

3) get a new hair style. ( HP ! to a new joys ~!! )

4) start noting down mom's schedule and follow her. " 偷師學法. " LOL. ( SHP ! super high prio. )

5) erm... i shall giv it a rest. too many stuff always gets me down so cheers !!!!!!

to the new us,

to the new beginnings,

to the new we ;)

FML. FO REAL.

AAARGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y IS LIFE SO SO SO SO UNFAIR ?????????????????????

LOOK WAT I MISSED OUT W MOM IN HK.

yes mom, r u cryin or laughin ?? cos im CRYING !!!!!!!!! >(

wat lousy photgraphy skills. sigh. if I were there, every objects will be a MASTERPIECE !!!!

ANW, i sure hope the alexandre zouari is for ME. i luv AZ :'( 

even DJM got a handbag :'o(

the world expo. seeing these pics actually makes me feel like goin thr :P

the great britain's <3

 she's been having walks along the 湖 in e mornin n eve lol :P

 2 ladies ready 2 take down the great wall in their sports gears lol ! :P
PS, if I were thr, this stupid pic will not hav that stupid blob of a finger -..-

 taken 2day in the aiport.

i never knew i would say this but YES !!!!! THE WORLD IS A CRUEL PLACE !!!!!!!!
people r out there havin fun w their lives n here i m............EDITING PICTURES =..-
someone shoot me alr ???????????????????????

UGH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes mom. this is an entry dedicated to u. at least now i can start using ur old bags freely........ er.........right ????????
ha ha ha ! ok... she's gna ask me take this entry down if she reads my blog lol :P

" 國懷，我們不可以跟別人比. 千萬不要. "

" joys, we cannot compete with others. dont ever compete. "

which is true, ha ha, see. here i am using stupid road side bags n guess wat !?????


I M CONTENTED !!!!!!!!!!!

( lie. u know how much i want a chanel :'o((((((((((((( )


HA HA HA. ok. i have 2 go now. DJM is back in TW. which means.....i have to start goin 2 sch :'o(

ANW !!!! im glad mom is on the road to recovery. this is a dream come true... i guess miracles do happen eh ???

to all those who r facing family troubles, trust me, it'll get better in no time ;) HANG IN THERE HERO !!

evrything seems to be going ok ATM.. jaw's started studying in SG, jason's doing well at the chan's, mom's getting so much better, gran's also better knowing mom's better.... sigh...... this is naturel high :P

PS, if u r wonderin, i got these pics off DJM's camera.

i shall end w a pic of me.. i havent been takin any proper pictures lately cuz i havent been out at all cuz i dont have any $$. this pic was taken so long ago, like 2 weeks ?? when i got my hair done and went crazy at ximendin. i took pics of the clothes i bought but havent the mood to upload em cuz i think the clothes r ugly :'o( sigh........... but here r some of the ones that r acceptable.

GOOD NIGH !
cya next entry ~