KK.

hooya !!!!

i am finally back after a month of disappearance ahem ! ha ha ha honestly i dont remember much of my trip except the past week when i was with my darling girl KK ! it's been half a year ( i think !? ) since we last saw each other and honestly we been planning to go places but nothin ever really works out... until now !

ha ha, IDK man, i just feel really peaceful when im with her. like i can be the crazy person that i am and also spill my complicated heart out without having to say too much and she'd be there summarizing and understanding. honestly tho i was kinda pissed the last few days cos i had to leave so quick ! nana's visa was expiring and i had to accompany her back to BKK which of cos means i had to leave KK, leave bei jing. somewhere which i was startin to get used to. anyway. shant say much. im really tired ~~~~

even my heart's tired. im debating on if i shld get my hair extensions out now. it's all rolled into a disgusting heap of mess it's fkin disgusting.

im not the kinda person to say " i love you. " but really, KK, i absofuckinglutely love you :'o)

oh. and im like shaelessly saying that cos blogger is like banned in china so she wouldn't be able to see it anyway HA HA HA HA. im such a failure.   -..-

Life.........

ok it's been too long since i last wrote anything smart here XD

anywayza, this is me joycy reporting live from BKK ( after fleeing to PTY to escape the flood. ) and ugh. IDK, life has happened so much in the past few days i don't even know what i think or feel anymore. i'm taking day for day and nothin for granted. my life is changing, or.. I am changing - yet again.

anyway, i've learnt something about myself today ( while leaving pattaya. )

i said i've been accustomed to changes and the movings in my life, i said i can adapt to changes easily and don't mourn over any differences but there is this tiny period where i lose myself and feel a bigass sense of loss once i leave a place which i've juz gotten used to. my english is sounding rough. blame it on the break.

anyway, all i wanted to say was :

even the strongest fall.

here're the piczzzz i've gotten over the past few days !? weeks !???? le sigh.

i've squeezed dry every drip of my energy into resizing n editing the picz so yes, u may steal them ;o)

finally. wordz.

ok. this is late. but here i am. typing.

it's ben too long since i last did a proper entry !!!! :O i've never, in ma life, been this BZ it's crazy !
i've been spending so much time with proy i don't even know where to start -..-

ha ha ha, anywayz, point of this entry was to note down that i, myint myint maw @ joys han wang guo huai,
bloody fell asleep in the cinema today ( 17th oct 2011. ) !!!!

we were watching spy kidz, it was good it was funny but i was so sleepy i couldn't even hang on till the climax ( the kids getting their own cool gadgets. i think. ) i had to slouch down low allllll the way till my head was comfortably leaning on the back of the seat. see. timez like these i wish i had a man to lean on and be my makeshift pillow. y'know. for the sake of my neck coz after the show my neck was so sore it almost rolled off my head -..-

soza. what's new ??

hmm............... hmmmmmmmmmmmm

well nothing much has changed in me, but it feels like i'm becoming less bothered by everything i feel. ugh. it doesn't even make sense cuz i don't even know what i'm feeling these days. life's going on the fast lane i can't even pause to get a breather. so nope i haven't done any thinkings lately. agh well. my eyes are tired i shall go now.

dinner&ice-sk8 w proy n her sibs tomorrow night i need to sleep.

bye.

SK8 !!

ok. picture entry. again. but but but tonight has gotta be the best i've had since... well, forever !!!

a ha ha, proy n i both got ourselves a new eye-candy ( yumm yumm !! ) and argh. it was crazy. her mr taylor lautner is really taylor lautner-esque. whereas for my mr skinny, well, he's just plain skinny with a really gorgeous head. the eyes the nose the lips and agh !!! the dimples !!!!!!!!

it was funny how we " met. " tho really. pon was showing me this side-way-skate thingamajig when i saw this dude charging straight towards me from the corner of my eyes. it's really funny come to think of it. i don't even know why i saw him since i was concentrating on the side-skate thingeh.

 but anyhow !! this dude was charging straight towards me and i didn't know how to skate backwards so all i was doing was " oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit. " till ka-bammmmmm !!!!! i was skating backwards and mr dude\skinny was like i think. holding on to my shoulder and i dont know what how when but we just both fell -..-

 surprisingly it wasn't all that painful. mustave been the adrenalin\beer kicking in but i was really chill. hiak hiak hiak albeit with a wet pants. like a wet-peed-pants -..- he was like " sorry ! " or somehwere along that line. my mind was like racing up the mountain cuz it was all so bloody sudden and i was caught really fuckin unexpected -..- and pon thot i was oh-shitting cuz i was gonna fall from learning the side-skate thing -..-

anywayzah !

mr skinny disappeared. ok i shuld stop callin him mr skinny here cuz it might ruin my impression of him hiak hiak but anyway, mr dude disappeared after the great fall and i soon forgot about the whole thing until quite awhile later where i was skating alone and he ( so handsome !!!!!! ) ( now that i was alright and not shaky from the fall. ) came up to me and was " hey, i am sorry. " and stupid me just said " it's ok ! :D " and skated away.

.......... FUCKING SKATED AWAY.
UGH !!!!! i really H8 myself sometimes.


i should have at least added " are u all right ? " or whatever right !????? le sigh ~

anywayz. i saw him looking at pon skating past him so i think he's gay !????? ugh IDK.

anywayz ! we all went for mcdonald's since that was the only place that was open after midnight and ola ola ! mr dude came in a while later !!!!! ha ha ha ha !!! proy and the rest were like persuading me to get a pic with him and due to the high i went along w it ( even tho i chickend out once. or twice. or thrice ugh fuck me !!! ) a ha ha ha, while i was BZ chickening out it all felt like a deja vu. the thing with prom night and taking a pic. no, running after him to request for a pic w him. and then soon after that i was like ugh fukkit. what have i got to lose eh !? so yupsie daisy ! that's probably it ! SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

but the last bits of mr dude was really quite disappointing. instead of turning back to him to say bye or whatever, i walked dead ahead without even turning back or smiling. shit me.

anyway. thats it. useless guy rants XD

picktures !

Bowling.

YOOHEE ~!

ok, i just got back from a great night of beef, bowling, and oh, cars 2 !! hehe, cars wuz pretty ok but i still ( highly. ) recommend real steel man that was one hella good one ;o)

anywayz ! met up with proy's family for lunch @ kor-khun, this super cheap ass but fuckin' delicious beef place that everyone in my family adores. ADORES. ha ha ha, to a a beef lover like me, KK's heaven. where can u get great beef at cheap rates !?? WHERE ? ugh. anyway. pics.

heres me and moi darling ~!! this precious has been in kor-khun's fish tank since the first time i went there. IDK if it's me or if it's juz really me but he seems to remember me !!! everytime i walk to the bigass fish tank, he swims straight at me and we'll make crazy eye contact and i turn in2 a fish.

ma dear lady !

here's simple me cuz IDK what i should do w my face since the place's not air-conditioned and it was still in the afternoon ugh.

tell me. WHO. WHO could resist !????

ha ha ha i've realized throughout these few days where i spent ma dayz n nightz w proy that she's a really great cook !!!!

so here's a pic of masterchef swimmin in the oil.

after a heavy lunch we made our way down to esplande's to bowl or kaloriezzzz away.

( nana's camera. )

meet proy's lil sis denise !

n proy's lil bro pon !

here's to....... us XD

of cuz, after the load of shit we burnt off, we had to relax at the theatres :P

PS. yes. i know. ive gained like a mofo tonne of weight. ugh.