Swimming takes up to about a quarter of my life. now.

i don't wanna pretend but this is simply spelt with the letters from h to t. i just learnt that no matter how close you are with your friend, it'll never sacrifice something when both of you are in crisis. i was just like, shocked and speechless. i just stood there, jaw hanging loose. it's really painful cos if i were to be in its shoes, i'd totally let it have it. i don't know mian. that's just me i guess. it can do anything it wants with it but hello ? doesn't it have the initiative to offer me even though i'd likely to reject ? really pissfullyhurt. whatever, it's not like as if it doesn't show it in its appearance. it's doodled across its face.
on a brighter note, i just got back from swimming !! after much persuasion, farah agreed to go with me. i swam for i think more than 8 less than 15 laps. and just thinking about this really make me wanna cry ! after not applying sunblock lotion, i'm as dark as dark chocolate !!! and that's not the point. the thing is, my body is unproportionedly tanned ! there're two very different shades of dark brown and light brown arc at my back. and after asking farah if i have a birth mark at my back, she replied with " WAA, VERY BIG LEH ! " and she traced over my birth mark which was at a upper region of my back so i was like " HUH !? GOT AH !? " and she was yeh ! very big ! i was so shocked and yeh, scared cos i don't want anything on me so i quickly got infront of the mirror and asked her where it was. she pointed my birth mark out to me and i was tongue tied. it was utterly bigly gingantically enormously ( largely ) big. i just had to see it so i pulled my swimming costume down only to scream in complete horror. my back was tanned. very very ( badly. ) tanned. farah laughed cos my supposedly birth mark turned out to be an ugly dark skin. it's such an eye sore ! and my legs ! it's absolutely dark at the bottom ( calf area. ) but as it reaches up to my thunder tighs, it's as fair as ever !! sick. and my kneecaps looks like it's just been wiped and scarred with mud ! it's black ! it's the darkest area of my legs ya get what i mean ? it's really disappointing cos i tried so hard just to be fair and finally i got rid of contacting closely with the sun rays. i quit bronzing, i quit going out when the weather's scorching hot, i quit hanging out in the areas beneath the sun and my ! my skin did respond to the change ! it turned fair ! if not a lot. and now, just because i swim for the sake of dieting, i get tanned, AGAINST my every wishes but hey, you wanna get A, you'd end up getting Aa right ? in order to get something there's bound to be this very misfortunate thing along with it and you can't avoid it ! i am supposed to be hunting for jobs tomorrow but i think i'm gonna have a dip first before i go over. jenny said she got a job now, so cool right ! she can start work on friday right away. i wanna too but it's at this jurong west thing so it's kinda far for me i guess. i have yet to make my way to either beauty world or bukit timah plaza to ask for vacancies. so if you see me, drop me a hi !

haha, what an abrupt end.

that's my guy mossies saying hi.

if you thinki'm fo real then you just got joyced ;) hoehoehoe.

yeh baby ! i swam big !
hairstyles number one.

hairstyles number two.

hairstyles number three.

hairstyles number four.

and haha, d'ya have any idea what we were fooling with ? haha ! remember this certain year where this two twins that were connected in a very unusual way, in the head, from i forgot where, went for operation but died ? yes, that's what we were tryna be. haha, i remember it cos we were meade to give a card to the family cos the primary school has these students from that country and they could pass our wished to them blah.

walking with enrique i.

just so ya know, i was taking the scene of the sunset and not this car of my neighbor's. sunsets are real pretty =>