Death Cab for Cutie.

YOZ ! am back ! today's the most exhausting outing anyone can ever encounter. ---- EVA !

went cycling with ah tan today at east coast park. we had absolutely no idea that west coast was the one nearer to us so off we went to the east, carrying the heavily packed bags. yeh our bags look small like shiet you ain't know what's inside !!! i had cap, handkerchief, big pack of tissue, purse, the necessary items for defining eyes, mag, perfume, pillow ( an actual pillow, mind you. blame Evian. ) , a super duper big Evian water bottle and a mini sized Evian bottle. both containing water. i could've sworn my bag would drop dead. farah had her cosmetic pouch, mag, and what not. actually i can't list them all out cos items were too many and i can't quite remember. oh oh oh yes. and fruits ^.^ fruits were bought from bedok while lunch-ing but ended up thrown away. except for 2 plums. okay, fast forward, i went from all the way from bukit timah to bukit panjang to meet farah then from there we took some bus to clememti and dropped at the wrong stop so we took 11 ( it's nathanial's joke. ha ha ! 11 = your two legs = you walked. ) to some bus stops and took a bus back to clementi and then we took the train to bedok then from there we waited for some bus, oh, 401, which took half of our lives to come, and then we finally reached our destination at 4 in the evening. we cycled for 3 hours, reaching from end to end. which is very long just so you know. i think you need most 1 hour back and fro but we were busy stopping here and there taking pictures, video-recording, chatting by the beach, enjoying the breeze, singing, eating one and a half ice creams each, watching people play soccer, envying couples groping over each other and what not. finally, our cycling session ended at approximately 8 odd and then we took everything back like everything we took to ecp except this time, it's reversed. and extended. we took the mofo train to lot one just so we could eat but by the time we reached there, it was 9.30++ so everything in there were closed. first off to korean set, closed. then off to delifrance, shut. then off to pizza hut, off service. then went to kfc, finished. then off to long john, yet to close. and ta-dah ! we were greeted with some stomach filling thangs. took a few peekchas here and there and then i was sent home but a death cab. oh my great great lord. the driver was fucken reckless !!!!! i swear i could have had a heart attack ( which thank god, i didn't. ) right there and then. mr harmless-as-a-baby was no no, definitely someone who doesn't reflect his looks. as harmless as he may be on the outside, he is the exact opposite in the inside. wwwhewfhaaaahuhfdsjhj ( the car screeching sound. ) and he sends you not only flying back to front, but also east to west. with his driving skills, i was sent repeatedly rocking in every directions and angles. it wasn't even green healthy light yet and bam ! he stepped on the accelerator and made a turn at the junction where other vehicles were driving towards us. i suppose i needn't tell you what i was feeling, need i ?

beep beep beep !! beeeeeeeeeep.

" wha you drive lah ! now no car just go !!!! " horn horn.
" wah. * some hokkien words that go *ahlimahsodjsahmahahpek "
" cannot stand. stupid. ahhh now you go, you die. you cannot see got cars coming ah. go. you die now. "
talked and cursed so much and he went and drove himself too. eh, still say if other cars go they'll die right !? i think he went by the speed of 120. no joke. it was just, simply,
death cab for cutie.
and then i was scolding myself for not keeping my mouth shut cos on the way to ecp, i told farah that i hoped we'd be in a car accident, minus the whole people dying thang of course, coz it'd be fun to see what a REAL accident is like. not from the drama momma thang. cos i was all alone and i definitely, did not want to experience it all alone by myself. let alone die looking like a sheep and no no, not with the death cab driver.

ready get set, GO !
going !


can you please help us take a picture ?
hey !! nice watch !! where did you buy it from ?

snow my foot.

BOO YA ! i swallowed a mini fly or a grass insect cos i was shouting to farah to shout. ha ha, this reminds me of last last december,when i was in yangon. mom was buying fruits with the chauffeur. so me and jaw and jason were crazing in the car, screeching at the top of our lungs. they got in and then jesse mccartney's beautiful soul came on. i was singing along with him when all of a sudden, a live mosquito got sucked in to my mouth. i was, omg ! what is that !? in my heart. then nudged jasone and pointed to the tissue. i then realized, that the mosquito got sucked in cos of the high pitched notes i had to do for the song. so i was like, deep breath in ? and the mosquito got sucked in. ._.

somewhere over the rainbow, where you cant see.

all of you, fling. one week of abundance. one week to allow the new beginning. one whole week to restart. one whole week to restore what is lost.

no more.FLING !
it's not easy. because it's all spelt with hurt. so from today on, ive got nuffin to do with.

someone who loves sukier.

when you were younger.

eh. i veh kuit. wan be my boilfand ?

kampong glarm.

ghosts attack !!

poker.

cheerleaders !

oh.my.goodness.gracious. very glam innit !?

changing hair by queen time !
NICE NORTZ ! DONE BY, AHEM ! LISA THE HAIR ARTIST. i think i can become a hair professionale when i grow up. my fall back on profession.
from -


to -

we went for a haircut together. she permed her hair. which was promised to be big luxurious curls ended up maggie-mee curls. she was so pissed she told the hair dresser to change it immediately cos she can't stand it. so in the very end, she still got her maggie-mee curls, but this time, a little less curly. and then she told the hair dresser that she wanted her fringe like mine. but there wern't any difference. so she paid 4500 bahts for her non-different fringe and ruined hair which both to me, makes no difference. at all ! so she came to my room and told me she really can't cope with her hair and told me to cut it like mine for here so yeh i did and ta-dah ! it was for free eh. HA HA !
waddaya say ?

you disturb me i kick you with my thunder thighs ah i tell you.

see how tired we were ? and just so you know, our expressions weren't planned. BUT THEN !!! WE WERE FINALLY CAUGHT SIGHT OF THE FOOD, OUR FACES SO WENT, ****BLING****
a very quick transformation.

home sweet home.

Class Decors.

stayed after school for little class decoration. pretty all right the class is but anyways, nathanial came back !!!! and it was really really really really really really nice chatting with him.

" nathanial, what kind of girls do you like ? "
" hmm. "
" like you short skirts. do you like girls with shirt skirts ? "
" no, personally, i don't like girls with their skirts up their butt. i don't like girls who reveal too much. "
" oh ???? REALLY ??? are you the only one or alll guys are like that ? "
" not every guys but for me, i don't want my girlfriend to wear such a short skirt. "
" oh, only you think like that ah. chey i thought is all guys like that. "
" ... yah cos the other guys just want to be horny. y'know like see girls with short skirt then they . . "
" oh . . really ah. "
" yah i mean if your girlfriend wear very shirt skirt then people will think that she's very easy to get right. "
" oh. then do you like girls with long or short hair ? "
" points to the length. "
" oh. eh. you like me or not ??? see my hair is short leh. then my skirt also so long !!! pulls skirt down. "

and much more ! farah nathanialle poodlie and i had a really great time. we went home together and there were many many things we talked about. it's like, evry second'd be spent laughing. ha ha.

and then as we were walking out to catch 173, 173 came while we were still at the path way so

" *GASP !!!!! BUS COME ALREADY !!!!!! RUNNNNN !!!!!!!!! "
i ran like mad turned back to see farah behind me and that poodle at the back walking slowly.
" RUNN !!! NOW VERY WINDY VERY NICE TO RUN ! "
ha ha, okay you wont ged wad i mean. okay anyways, i have a story to share. go get a warm jug ( ha ha ! cos it's damn long !!!! ) of your favorite drink, preferably ovaltine's or cocoa or a glass of warm milk with some famous amoses or cookies or aiya ! food lah. now, slouch ( it's usless to sit up straight when it's torturing you. ) , relax and welcome to the wold of virtuality.


she likes a guy, let's name him G who doesn't like her, let's call her M. she's been liking G on and off since last year, when she was in the lower secondary. she finds G cute, and wants to talk to him but never mastered the courage to. this year, she's in the same class as G and she wants to impress him, wants them to click along and be friends but why oh why didn't she have the guts to ? day by day, she finds herself more drawn towards G. M thinks G's the most wonderful guy she's ever met. and she meant what she said. everytime G smiles, M goes head over heels and she loses her position. she goes crazy with happiness even though deep down, M knows that the to-die-for smile from G isn't meant for her. but still she can't help it. she goes really moody when she sees G talking to other girls and she wonders why can't she be like them other girls who seem to be hanging on to the conersation with G so well ? she starts growing envious of them girls. day by day, she sits at a corner, secretly admiring G from afar, hoping that somehow, G'd walk towards and talk to her. and laugh with her, and just, be with her. but never did it happen but why, why can't she just forget about him ?? then came U. M was caught off guard. why hadn't she noticed U before ? U was adorable. way more adorable than G that was for sure but M just can't forget G because G's whom M fell for. not U. that day she met U. let's date it back to january 2nd when U looked up with a smile and asked M what she wanted and thanked her. no, M did not fall for U instantly but just found him really really adorable. once break came, M quickly went to hunt for her good friend, let's call her L, and told L about the cute encounter with U. L found U really cute too. and from then on, M's set her mind up to like U. however, days passed by, let's estimate it to a 5-days and soon, M finds herself losing interest to U but is drawn more and more into G. no matter how much M convinces herself that U is the one she truly likes, she still can't be convinced because she knew herself that she was just saying that U is the one, to prevent her from being hurt from G who was by then, chatting a pretty big amount of girls up. she knew it too well. she became really depressed when G sees through her and as days passed by, she found herself floating back up. somehow, she'd managed to let go of G without even putting in the effort to. it just went as soon as it came. but there's one more challenge waiting for M. and that is none other than U. because she found herself being dragged back into the affection she's once lost for U. oh, oh why is U looking so much cuter ? she's almost hoped she'd like G back. soon, days past by to a let's say, a 15-days. and with the unwanted help from M's buddies, let's call them XYZ, they chanted U's name, teasing M and before M knew it, she was in love with U. life-takingly in love. everytime a girl goes up to U, M'd tense up and see if U showed an interest to them girls. M loved him, really did. but she just tried too hard to keep it dead. she showed she's not the least interested in U but inside, she was dying for him. now, G remains in the status of just-a-friend for M and she's really happy with it cos all she wanted was not to be hurt by two guys. and now as she sits alone, all she can ever think about, is only U. and she's close to tears whenever her memory found its way back to that torturous day, where U really hurt her, it was like killing her slowly to M. she wanted to cry, she felt really really down but tears just didn't fall. then, came N. her friend who graduated last year. N chat-ed with M and L. they had a really really fun time chatting up with each other and before long, M founded herself being lifted up again. she laughed non-stop while she was with N. and she just felt like talking to N because she felt that everything is not over and that she had the chance to change her emotions and that nothing is gonna stop her and tear her. " SHIT ????? " asked M in astonishment when N told L and her that he was taking a course in the era of nursing when L nudged M which made her look up and there, she saw a shadow, walking towards their direction, pushing a cart along with it. oh what, who was she ? M wondered but as light reflected on it, M realised that the silhouette belonged to U. it kicked M up the stomach that it was U who was walking towards them. U gave a friendly little smile but L and M couldn't care less and continued talking with N. M knew that she was too hurt to be in love. afterall, she wanted a revenge didn't she ?

PART TWO TO BE CONTIUED.

Peekchas.

today's theme ; solid face. not too much smiles ! just -.-

lysa before putting on fake lashes and body glitter.


















eye lashes here i come !

body glitter !

stupid fall. the glue or whatever for lashes dried long ago. but i had to find a way to stick it right. so i got the body glitter as a replacement. i applied it on the eye but some of the glitter got spread to the corners of the eyes and it looked pretty so i did the whole face. but lashes didnt stick wholly. so in some of the pictures, or rather, all of the peekchas, you see my lashes ceng-egk you know why.

i was trying to have the horror movie look. i envy those horror movie stars that can mask on sucha face filled with obvious fear. bloody nice eh. pigs unedited, i have to not be late tomorrow for school or else. amen.

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oh my gah. im in love. or at least, deeply in like. its been months since ive last felt this. and dang ! this shit feels good. like your heart beats a trillion times faster and harder and you smile upon your sweet lovey thoughts when you think about. its been 15 days but it seems oh so long. but i get discouraged sometimes when i think about all the girls thatre prolly drooling over. this time, im certain that im not in deep attraction cos of looks, its just. i dont know. im so happy when i see. but its on and off. like right now im thinking about every 5 minutes but i promise you i wont even be remembering that i liked today, pretty much. see now i feel like im sucha fool to fall for. heh. i still remember the first day. was so breath-takingly cute. but yknow like when i go up to, i lost my interest but when im away after im done doing it, i fall yet into the dream-a-little-dream-for-me shiet. i owe the library money. i just remembered. this morning, and yesterday morning, i was smiling to myself throughout the whole morning assembly. this morning heeheeeeeeehoehoe. ha ha im smiling now :o) well its just, complicated. i bet will be gone by february latest. yep. joycy is just so not in love you bet. yourself. ha ha okay. love is such a complicated thango dont ya think ? im scared, i dare admit, that lets say my guy goes flirting behind my sexy back. it will fucken hurt i tell you. will i dump him ? you bet. but like i was saying, i hope that he will be the kinda matured lover unlike some you-like-me-but-i-dont-like-you-but-anyhow-lets-try-out and end up winking at other girls. disgusting please. well whatever it is, i cant care now. dont even have an ideal think about all these shit ? ha ha see now i dont like the guy i was mentioning juz now. aaah well.
MOVING ON !
whats there to move on ? latest updates. my body hurts. from the physical trainings we had. my thighs burn everytime i walk, or even stroll. i went for a long 50 minutes jog the day before physical education. i did a total of 13 ( emphasize emphasize. ) big rounds. which i walked for 5 so that leaves me with just 8 rounds of runnings. but i felt so healthy afterwards ! and ha ha what i did was so exaggerated but i had 3 bananas that evening. ha ha ! crazeh arsed. so so so so. this is the resolutions for year 200eight.


EAT ALL YOU LIKE. DO NOT DO NOT EAT WHAT YOU LOVE. ENJOY FOOD.
its stupid to avoid what you love to eat. i shouldnt torture myself by cutting down on my favourite food. its what i love so im so idiotically stupid to not enjoy it. fool. so long as i eat it within the portion, im on the safe side. puddings fried rice deep fried stuff bandong crips chips candies all yes but keep it low.

CARE FOR OTHERS. BUT CARE FOR YOURSELF WAY AHEAD OF THEM POOR SOULS.
i cant stand people who procrastinate. even if its as simple as making a decision. like to turn left or right, or to pee in this or that cubicle, or to choose the oh yknow what i mean. if you want a no, then say it. if you want a yes then say it too. or else how am i to know what you fucking thinking ? like i psychic is it ? but anyways. no matter what others decision is, whether to chill or to stick with some classmates, it doesnt satisfy you to be wasting your time. yes you care for your friends so you wanna accompany them but hey. does that satisfy you ? damn no. so you go the other way. chill with some other friends, go out with them or simply go home and chill at your home and do something more worthwhile. the main thang is, be straighforward, candella. straight forward. dont dilly dally and avoid words like i dont know and anything.

MATURED AND HAPPY GO LUCKY ALL THE WAY.
no matter how no matter why no matter what, i believe that i am a lucky girl to be who i am. and no im not gonna waste my life dwelling on some prudes. it's my life and it's now or never. i ain't gonna live forever so i just want to live while i'm alive. my heart is like an open highway, like frankie said i did it my way i just wanna live while im alive, its my life. yes, b'jovi.

SLEEP EARLY.
i know how a busy woman i am at night, AHEM ! but i have to stop living the nocturnal life cos it affects negatively on both my health and skin, not to mention my attention span. and my dear god. ugly eyes. im having the sunken eyes these few days. i have to sleep before 1 i promise. i HAVE TO. you dont want a dead looking face now d'ya lisa ?

BE ON TIME. NO MORE LITTLE MISS LATE.
for the third chinese lesson this month, i have been late for the 3 lessons. each dragging to a half an hour at least. i have to prove my bad genes wrong by doing the opposite. just sleep early. i dont see why i should be late if i go to bed early.

NO MORE FUCKS.
though when i type it, i mean it because it is to bring out the strong defination for the word after it. like lets say if im extremely happy. i cant be OMGAH !!! IM SO EXTREMELY HAPPY !!! MY DREAMS HAS FINALLY CAME TRUE ILL BE GOING TO LONDON AGAIN IM ABSOLUTELY EXCITED. IM ESTATICALLY ELATEDLY JOLLY BLISSEDFULLY JUBILANTLY OVERJOYED GRATIFIEDLY DELIGHTED ! CAN YOU SEE THE SPARKLING LOOK ON MY FACE RIGHT NOW ? THE TIME FOR THIS PHOENOMENON ( did i spell it right ah. ) WORLD SHATTERING EVENT HAS ONCE AGAIN, APPROACHED ! I CANT DELAY ANY LONGER BECAUSE EVERY SECONDS THAT TICKLES PAST BY MAKES ME ACHE !
okay ._- if i'm happy, just holy ! im so fucking high ! just one fucking means all those vocabrammer needed. so nevermind, scratch this portion.

i have to become embedded with my neoteric determined declarations. it's on vogue ! * laughs bashfully, flicks hair.
just to validate the populance that myint myint maw @ qual mike joyce han wang guo huai zang lisa can comply to her words, good night :o) please give me a big tick and a few stickers to the " SLEEP EARLY. " merci. voir-vous de nouveau. appréciez la nuit. avez-vous vérifié que ces moyens ? ha ha, mon. vous êtes travailleurs. j'aime.


it's twenty-five minutes past 11. i'll see you tomorrow :o)

WHY PHA GUEK.

http://myint-photography.blogspot.com/2008/01/why-pha-guek-temple-in-thailand.html

OB HOUSE PARTY.

http://myint-photography.blogspot.com/2008/01/obs-house-party.html