Lisa, you're so beautiful !11!!11!111oneone11! omgah, you're so cute ._.ll

and so the games ended with lisa and pod. just as jasone cycled away, pod suddenly looked weird and said,

" hey lisa, i got something to tell you. "
" come here, " *hands indicating for me to move to his side.
i came as i was told like a bitch, i was so near him, like he had some secretive secrets to tell me, regarding jasone and his " girlfriend. " thang when he said,
" i love you. "
" reallllly. "
hah, i was like shocked definitely, i'm like uhm, 3 years his senior !? and he's gonna be 4 years my junior next year ! ha ha ! what a joke. so i was just smile and walked back to my position. we were playing badminton for your information. i tried not to burst out laughing so i was just all, shoot, shoot, shoot, serve serve serve. then i tried talking cos his face was like, waiting for an answer, he kept looking with that look that says, " so ? " so i said,
" you gonna have school tomorrow eh ? "
" yeh. "
" you're really beautiful. "
" hngh, reallly. "
" yes. "
serve serve shoot shoot.
" when're you coming back next year ? "
" june. "
" what month ? " ._.
" sixth. "
" whoah. long. "
" heh, yeh. " shoot shoot shoot.
" you're really beautiful you know ? "
" heh, realllly. "
shoot shoot shoot in silence.
" when's your birthday ? "
" january. "
" which day ? "
" twenty-third. "
" oh ! near mine ! "
" oh ? when's yours ? "
" eighteen january. "
" oh, ha ha. "
now, typing, padz's is 22nd january ! and it means a whole lot more to me. really, it does :0(
" but i haven't prepared anything for you ! "
" heh. "
shoot shoot shoot.
" i really love you, so much. "
" heh. "
suddenly ob came into the scene, with tears in her eyes, she said, " joy ! yoo forgot me !? "
she invited us to a christmas party but i was too lazy arsed to go.
" hey !!! merry christmas !! no, of course not ! lan badminton mai ? "
*shakes head, gimme the look that says what the fuck !? badminton NOW !?
" okay, lisa bai now okay. "
turns to pod, who looked somewhat disturbed.
" hey i'll be back. gimme five, fifteen minutes ok ? "
" ok sure. "
walks away then ob said,
" i know, jaw no want come party, i know. " and looked terribly upset.
" no, mai chai, jaw yoo nai ? "
" jaw mai yoo baarn. "
" oh ? then yoo nai ? "
" it okay he no want come i know it ok. "
" no of course he wants to come, leuw korn, i'll go ask him. "
" okay, i wait here. "
" okay, be right back. "
after running past the gate to house, i said in so much exasperation about what happend to pod and me just awhile ago to carms and her mom who were in the living room, but carms was on the line so i told her to get on with the conversation, i forgot i totally butted her and don't know whose convo. so i ran upstairs and saw momsie watching the teevee, so then i was, " MOM !!!! YOU KNOW WHAT THAT FAT GUY JUST SAID !? "
and told her in every detail what happend, halfway through my story did i realise that thawat was there too, mom laughed like anything, saying,
" weh, if his mom were to know, she'd die laughing ! "
" yah lah ! so young right !!! "
thawat. " he's just curious. "
" yeh lor. "
so then i ran down again after being informed that jaw was really out, suddenly pee oh dee's " i haven't got you anything. " ringed through my head and i searched for the cadbury's luxury selection of 72 percent of cocas ha ha what a joke, got one at first , for ob cos i forgot to buy a gift for her, ran out only to come back running in again cos i suddenly reminded myself to get one too for pee oh dee.

oh bee wasn't where she was supposed to be waiting for me so i went down the street to get jasone to accompany me, he was still playing badminton with pee oh dee. so i was,
" maggie mee ! quick let's go !! "
when i reached sone, pee oh dee was like looking, like wanting to smile but paiseh paiseh like that. so i.
" hey. we'll be back soon, five minutes. "
linked hands with sone and walked away only to return back,
" MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!! "
and handed him my fine dark chocolates, HA HA ! he was like a little surprised and
" thank you ! "
" hee. "
and then he suddenly said,
" i want go home now, i have school tomorrow. "
" okay sure. "
he kinda gestured to jasone something, i think was to get the badminton racquets, then he ran to me and gave me a grin, then stood beside me and we were like strolling, so then he opened his mouth, i know what he was gonna say, if not i love you then you beautiful yada yadeh so i cut him short,
" when's yours school tomorrow ? 7 ? 8 ? "
ha ha ! the look on his face really made me " achieved " something. like his mouth hanging open then shut.
after a few seconds,
" i don't know. "
tsk. so then i just walked ahead then when we were reaching the house, he was,
" lisa, do you love me ? "
just outside his house, and just so you know, we're neighbors, and i was, smile and
" uh-huh. " -ed.
and for your further information, my uh-huh doesn't mean uh-huh uh-huh, i say uh-huh sometimes when i don't know what and how to answer a question so then he smiled and walked into his house but i didn't, couldn't just give a false hope so i shouted,
" friends ! "
" right !? "
he turned back and managed a weak smile so then i walked down the street to oh bee's house and shouted my last " good night ! "

while in oh bee's party, was pretty alright ! we first played musical chair, i was again, the first 5 fews along with jasone but we were all planning to lose intentionally cos we din want to do some lame arsed " punishment. " so i voted myself out on purpose and they were like " lisa !! " then i just smiled and said " mai pen rai :0) "

jasone finally lost and that left with two guys competing for one chair. memories on my 14th birthday came back through me where i was against randall or something for the last chair which i lost or win i forgot. so then we went to karaoke in oh bee's boss shop. hair salon then partayed. i couldn't fucken dance !!!!! i have to have to learn to dance that disco dance ! not hip hop not break but just simple swaying of your bodily sexily. paiseh eh. last year while learing ballroom dance, patrick was all he's gonna teach the swaying of your body during one of our lessons but still i couldn't master it cos my body bloody stiff lah ! but still i can manage ballroom dancing i don't know why but not curly wirly body, no. i have to start self-practicing. go go liseh ! you can do it ! ( i hope !! )

well, something personal happend which left me mourning till my eyes were like swollen, really. i was so bloody hurt i cried and cried till past midnight and sprayed myself all over with water from the shower head as if to cleanse myself or something i was soaking wet and so sad i teared non-stop. and then i started singing but was songs of tears, just couldn't control it all. then i sang " if you're happy and you know it clap your hands . *clap clap and i cried like some big arsed fuck. anyways no more elaboration i refused to get off my soaked outfit and slept in the bathroom till 12 the next afternoon. and surprisingly, i didn't get a cold which i hoped and prayed i would.

anyways i was un-noticed of the time, let alone the date. i didn't even know that jason'es birthday was on the day. anyways, his birthday celebration was okay i guess. go read his blog if you wanna know lah ! lazy type. a few convos for the day.

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ha ha okay lazy type mandarin, so long to find the exact word anyways i helped clear up and shiet on his birthday you see then momsie bought some sea food and asked me if i wanted to take pictures and yeap. pictures shall summarize evah ree thang."

christmas was spent simply. no turkeh. last minute celebration cos of stupid thai tuition. the three kids' dad invited us for dinner but mom's down with a cold and i've already bought all i needed for my spaghetti so we didn't appear. well i prepared everything for x'mas. i did the dishes. i had carbonaro, DURH ! and i made them eat the tomoto one cos i love love love love love carbonara around the globe a gazillion times ! so then ! i forgot about my mushroom soup until half way through dinner when i gasped out loud with " my soup !!! " but it turned out not too thick if ya know wad i mean. then we ordered pizza on top of the spag and so it was a little simple dinner and i did no taking of pictures. yeap i'm gonna get myself a plate of carbonara now, i loves it so should you ! bye bye ! and,


MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!!!!!!!

and !


uhm,


I LOVE YOU !!!!!

waa pwee ah !




pictures !

last day of vocals and i didn't even know it -.- i only went for 2 sessions outta all v.v
sorry lisa haven't edited any of them, i just managed to get them transfered into the compie and i ain't in no awfully fantastic mood to edit them.

lisa, *aaaaaaah and hands me his ice stick.


mr ping ping here to entertain y'all again !


lisa was talking so bloody much to him, not the cam.

THIS BOOK IS SUPERB !!!! norwegian wood it is, by a japanbese author. i'm doing the world of suzie wong now, i'm beginning to like hong kong authors, hehe. bought it it the airport while waiting for boarding from hk, it's goodie ! i already at page 111 in 3 days leh hor HA HA !

there were some performance going on for christmas.

ping, why don't you go take them ?

ping ??

PING PING !!!!!!! " eeeeeeh !!! HA HA HA ! " he says that to allll my pictures dot.

bye lisa, merry christmas ! see you !


now, are the very few pictures i have yet to uypdate on, bangkok wedding and shiet.


tryna be super fierce, which ended up with a laugh.

SHOO~! ALL OF YOU !

one more word from you and i will have you beheaded.


when queen was a young damsel in distress AHEM !

before i chopped my tresses off.

these top two edited. bedding i was.

now fishies for lunch pictaz.

i am the tigeress fish mongress ! ha ha, okay, what a joke. what a day, i wore just like a fisherman's mother.

after taking these pictures did i realise that fishes have suchhhhhhh small nostrils it's hardly noticable -.-

ah moon's birthday.


if you're keen, the one furthest to the right is pee oh dee.


BEZ FLEN !

ahem !! i remember hor . . . hor.



blarder and slistar !

jia ting.

with carms famileeeeeeeee.

pooot poot.

queen eating ! wan sui wan sui wan wan sui !

HARLOW 13 YAR OOOOOL.

now, the raper of all camerars iz heeeeeee-ere !

SPOT THE DIFFERENCE ! nuffin to do with facial shietsoever.

dis is darrr hair ! okay, i'm speaking like a bimbo now weird.
correction : hi, this is my new hairstyle, waddaya think ?


wanna give out christmas gifts with me ?

count the pimpleZ ! the winner shall .
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get some for itself !!!!! hehehe !

and ova at oh bee's.

sone foolin.
and if you're a pretty observant observer, you wouldda noticed that my eyes look tinnily smallily small these two days because of the bathroom flooding tears that i've shed.


eh ?



so i went for a double eye-lid surgery and it turned out downright disasterous.
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S E E !!!!!!!!!

meanwhile . . .

which is better ? color i mean. red's like so yesterday so now is like bronze ?

and then . . .
is this message all right ? this is going up to michael from myanmar suren introduced me.


Hey Michael !

It's me Joyce, now known as Lisa, here. I was just reading up my msn conversation history and I came across yours and yeh, actually it's kinda silly, y'know the way our conversations went. Mainly my fault and I'm sorry about that. Let me just get it through for once and for all.

About Suren, well actually there's nothing much to explain but after y'know he started telling me about you blah blah blah, he was like asking me over and over again on why i didn't wanna meet you, which i couldn't give a proper reason cos at that time, really, I don't know what I was thinking. It's just that I don't like meeting people, not to forget how grotesque I looked !!! So yeh, after a few days of shooting me with the same un-answerable questions, he started like, acting cold to me or something ? We weren't like the closest bestest buddies in the whole universe but our friendship definitely went sour and so what " friendship " I had with Suren is now just, a mere glance of " Hi. " and nothing more. I wanna talk to him and text him but something's just blocking me. Well that's the past anyways. Don't tell him all these cos no one cares anymore.

Aaah well, let me see what I have to clear. Oh yeh ! That zebo thang !?
Ha ha, seriously, I don't give a shiet to that. I didn't even know I invited you ! I simply clicked I agree okay okay I agree I agree yes yes okay okay and then ta-dah ! An invitation was sent to you. Well forget about getting an account there, I rarely touch that stuff. But if you wanna join then go ahead !

And then we have the malay girls sitting acting bitchy thang ? Well thaaaaaat, I have no say. Afterall, it's what YOU think about me so yeh, be it.

Well, so long ! And just so you know, I didn't block you or do anything of that sort, I don't see why I should and I only block people that goes " can you intro ? " " can you intro ? " y'know ? damn irritating right !? I mean who would give a shiet and waste their ever so precious time introducing unless of course, ahem ! the other guy's cute lah.

Well, that's probably all about it, so see ya !

Friends !? Ha ha, so threatening seh, that's how malays under the block should be wad rite !? right rite right right rite !? okay ._.

Fats.

Hi. i'm back from hong kong ! uhm, with an addition of 2kg, 3 sets of winter clothes, 3 pairs of stockings, wait. it sounds like i'm tryna show off -.-

anyways !!!!! do i like hk !? yeh, hell yes i do ! y'know right, the people there are damn stylish !!! it's like a natural thang, though they wear the same style, they look utterly fabulous - that's for sure. i noticed their styles are more to the layering type. like beneath that mini skirt or cropped shorts, there's a stocking. beneath the boots there's a knee high socks and i learnt that you HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO wear a socks beneath the boots cos it looks nicer ! try it. like pull the socks up till the boots, higher than the boots for a few inches. then they have the top that's layered after layers and what's so good about them you may ask ?

you know, of alllllllllllll these years in sing, every time i walk down the street of no need to mention orchard, even places like to a nearby mall\store, i see a pretty good amount of people that dresses, somewhat cool. but their faces show an expression that says " i'm the best of y'all, i wear the most fab, i shall be know as the fashionista ! " yada yada. try see it, you'll know what i mean. and like, just because they're wearing something that no Singaporeans has worn before, they think they look like god. they walk like they're the how d'ya call it ? the hokkien\cantonese word for boss. lao-peh or something. anyways yeh and then when they're not happy, they bang you with their oh-so-flat-shoulder, or you get stared by some bloody btich. irritating seh. but when you're in hk, it's all, smiles and their expression is all sweet no matter how good they look. they don't btich at people that dress simply though there's none that dress simply. like along the street, you can only get to see like, at most 2 TWO TWO 2 TWO people that puts on just a tee and jeans !? that's how great hk is. get what i mean ?

and then i had my hair cut that's
" i'm gonna keep the length but i'm gonna give you a heavy bangs and a ( forgot what shiet. ) cos i think teenagers can take that. it's the trend for girls to have this kinda bangs. " which is just dead straight.
" oo yeh, i like it. "
like it my head, it sounded so fab when he said it but the result ah,
" do you like it ? you can tell me if you don't. you look so cool i can't find your expression. "
" heh, i like it. it's cool. "
" thank you, i haven't been to Singapore for i think 10 years ? "
" oh ? "
" yeh, the last time i've been there, i didn't like it cos i think singapore's too conservative, don't you think ? "

SEE !

" you've got thick hair ! "
*smiles. thinking if that's a good or a bad thing.
" no, i mean it's good. you've got natural wave huh ? it's good cos you can try many different hairstyles. unlike me, i have little hair so i can't give it a style. see, all i can do is just this style. "

which was tied. nice right. i like guys with long hair that're tied like those artists or photographers, but uhm, frankly, his hair was a little too thin, hehe.

" d'you like it ? it's like those japanese girls' hairstyle. "

yar, VERY de japanese ah.

anywyas, do you like it lisa ? tell the truth ! yes i do, i absolutely do but it just doesn't do quality justice to my face ! my face looks fat ! even though i already am, i look fatter than i already am ! and it's not like the additional 2kg is not obvious, tsk. i'm sure it'd look 20 times better on somebody slim, really. but i love it cos y'know the next day when i rose, i wore the new top i got, with a purple stocking and the new gold mary jane i got which was originally 500 hk $, which is 3000 bahts and just singapore's 120 $, got a half price at just 250 hk $ !!!!!!! WHAT A LUCK !! so i got it, but it was a size too small. mainly my fault actually cos i was afraid that it'd go big in future cos all my heels and flats and you name it are just nice at the beginning but as time passes, and as i wear it often, it gets too big and i can't walk cos it keeps slipping out so i got it small and the first few minute felt great until a day later, my toes are like kena squashed and squished and squeezed. damn pain. so i haven't been using it, just a day. it's damn nice !!!!!! okay. so i wore that outfit and honestly, i looked like some model. HA HA ! honestly lah. minus the face the weight and of course, the height ah. the outfit looks really really good. it matches the hair damn well. like they're made to be worn together. yep so where was i about ? wait, i forgot what i was tryna say before this, lemme go scroll upz. oh yes, of course, HAIR ! what can i say and do ?

christmas is almost here, not to forget Jason's birthday and i shall be the ugly sista. sorry 2007's christmas. how's your preparation for xmas going ? mine's like, the vietnam couples are coming to housie with his whole family, jasone's friends which includes the kids from the whole of the neighborhood, then the three kids which is jacks and his family. so then the decor for house, i think i'm gonna take charge. ha ha. clean my room first of coz then i'm gonna go mop the whole house. he he he, lisa the housewife ain't ? bought lots of decors from hk like the how to call ah, oh ! the snow flakes ! got a few packets from the hanging ones and the sticking ones. i'll show yer when i'm done. bought this christmas socks ( ? ) for putting in cookies, sweets, chocolates and such to ding dong to neighbors and " MERRRY CHRISTMAS ! " as for the food, we decided to have like a thanksgiving party. big fat turkey which will be toasted by a cook, then you have the potatoes, depending on how it's gonna be cooked then the french toasts ( ? ) and such. then gonna burst the stereo with some lively songs while dancing to the rythme. well yep, that's almost all about it for christmas. everything's well planned and gonna go accordingly to the plan but . . . . . why o why, does my hair have to be in this state ?

it's been too long since i last updated, sorry rise-andshine. right, i shan't and won't be updating now. the past is the past and i'm only looking forward to the future and the present. yesterday no more huh. right, so very fate-fully, or however you place it, i met the three guys i haven't seen for 2 years just 2 yesterdays ago. the last time i seen them with jaw and sone was like, 2005 ? with me being so nerdishly ugly and fat and pimple-y and blur and just, lame. so thank god a mbzilllion, really. well, i shall blog about according like,

8am- i'm awake.
8.45- i have eaten my breakfast now on the way to Waterloo to meet max.
9.10- whited for max to get us some tix to the play.

y'know.

right, so i went swimming in swissotel leconcorde and then i bathed shaved and thank bloody much i out my make-ups on which is only the eyes actuallly :oD anyways i wore the black dress again but with a red waist belt. was meeting the newly weds from vietnam ( they came to Thailand not for honeymoon, hehe. ) for dinner. they came over to house for lunch too, with another uncle which is the dad of the three punks. hee okay so when i reached, when my family reached, i was like walking to the thai restaurant with my head down initially cos of my jacket, i don't know what i was adjusting, the zip i think. so when i looked up, i saw them and i was i shouldda know that. cos last time, we met them at the same restaurant too. i didn't talk only jaw and jasone cos guys. so after dinner which i had just the fish, and 3 spoons of the really spicy soup, we went over to RCA karaoke. it's a family karaoke. not the pubbish one. i sang top of the world cos i had to practice the song for my vocals, then the adults kept pestering jacks to sing so then i asked him if he was gonna sing, and if so, which song. so he was he didn't know which then after a while he asked me if i knew hello. sounded familiar but i didn't know. so i was in the ladies' when all of a sudden, " hello, is it me you're looking for ~ " sang through my head and when i got back i was like, " is hello the one with " hello is it me you're looking for ? " and he was like smiles and " yeh , that's the one. " the thing that's good about talking to him is that whenever we talk, ( talk like less than 10 sentences. ) is that EVERY time we talk, of cos being me i smile, but he was too like smiles when i am talking and when he answers. yeh some guys lack that. so when the song came, i was is it this ? and he said sounds different, so i yeh ! ha ha, let's just sing it the way we want. the first verse i didn't sing cos i wasn't familiar with the tune, he was like, *look\sing. so i sang, yep and when it ended i clapped so he clapped too and yeh so we both clapped. ha ha, " let's clap for ourselves. " cos the rest were like did'nt clap RIGHT after the song. must be they too in love with our voice lah ! so anyways sone wanted to sing my heart will go on and when the song came, he was away to the gents' so was, asked thawat to sing it with me cos he knows it too but he lah. then they were like. " jacky, sing with her. " but he was all smiles so i sang the first few lines alone ugly then finally jasone came and is it boring ? just reading what i did ? pardon me eh.

anyways, they left cos they have school the next day. har-har. evil and mocking laughters, SCHOOL. t hes. anyways, when they were about to leave, i was with jasone or jaw looking at the play list, so i was away from my seat. then i heard someone shouted my name so when i turned they were they're going back so i was oh right. then when i wanted to sit down, i was on my way to my seat, Jack's came and so i looked and said " bye bye. " , smiled and waved so he was " bye bye. " waved and smiled. yep. anyways.

i have started on my vocals. nothing special, really. just like choir. breathing and stuff. even the breathing thang is the same lor. like breathe and release air for 15 seconds then more more more and the ssssssss is the same. tsk. anyways 1 hour, you get to sing like most 3 songs ? cos there're other kids. a girls that's i think 18 or so. her english is pretty goodie too ! as guy of 6 y\o. a girl of idk how old and an emo poseur. bloody emo lah. he didn't even noticed that i was in the class lah ! i went in half an hour late hehe. he was just having his hood over his head and was on the line, till the end of the vocals. doot lah. i think after a few minutes he finally looked up and he saw me then he was like, twitched the brows and then soon after, he went over to his emo shiet act again and finally when it was my turn to sing, he got outta his world and listened to me then after my song a few minutes later, he was like, " lisa can't speak thai ? " his voice is pretty good. i smiled to him though. he was like all stiff giggly cos the coach was " quality of voice, no good." ha ha ! he has a lip-pierce too. but not cute looking brr. so he smiled and left. thai lesson has also started. very sleepy. having tomorrow again. the launch of my voclas, thai lesson and bkk wedding and the first fall of my cybershot was on the same day and i feel so tired to type. picts now. lazy change fonts shiet. oh i almost forgot to mention, i used to like jacks. but that was 2 years ago when he had that moppy hair and now, i like baldish guys remember and he too, is baldy. jaw was like, " you used to like him right ? " ha ha. yep he's sixteen too. but look forteenish cos of his body frame. skinny like bamboo and side profile is flat like a wash board. his nose bridge is sharpy sharp.


Ive been alone with you
Inside my mind
And in my dreams
Ive kissed your lips
A thousand times
I sometimes see you
Pass outside my door

Hello!
Is it me youre looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
Youre all Ive ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
Because you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again
How much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow

Hello!Ive just got to let you know
Because I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I havent got a clue
But let me start by saying I love you

Hello!
Is it me youre looking for?
Becuase I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely?
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I havent got a clue
But let me start by saying
I love you

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swim a little swim, for me.

waiting for momsie asnd the rest.

the couple.

tong, jacks's bro. the one next to him to the left is the youngest amongst the 3 bros and the one to the right is undeniably, my brother.

mom.


left = carmen's mom , right = lisa's mom.


jaw.



and in memory of lisa's now no more hair. thank god a mbzillion times i took these pictures cos now i'm left with something the complete opposite.

edited from camera since i was bored i think.


alrighty, and lastly,

urse, jacky and joycy. weheh.

okay, these are the pictures taken a day before meeting them, the second day of my vocals but the coach was on leave so i was stuck on the room with a six year old called ping, who chatted me up. ha ha ! flirt ah ! nah, we had fun :o) he said " i am very happy today ! " and kept doodling in my cam and i bought doughnuts for us both, then we had a great date wor. okay, mad shiet. he taught me thai, in preparation for my thai lesson. played the ten little Indian boys on piano and iu sang it for him and he danced for the cam and he even greeted me when the lesson was over, i was in mister doughnuts hanging out, doing some thai homework when somebody shouted, " lisa ! " i turned and he was outside, he greeted me sa wa dee krub and the thai praying thing.
and so, presenting .
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P I N G !

SMILE, PING ! YOU'RE ON LISA'S CANDID CAMERA !

oh alright alright, i'll give you the ping's world peace sign !

and then i'll show the world how much i'm willing to go through for muscular body okay !?

and a six year ol's mobile, is better than a bloody sixteen year old's.

BUT ! a six y\o's editing skill is not as fantabulous as a sixteen y\o's !

though it's influential =oP.
heh.

alright, last picture.

bloody full.

HELLO !!!! ha ha, okay pardon my over excitedness. i just went some cheap shopping with momsie and i bought hell loads of thangs !! they're currently resting in the hotel while i'm here with jasone fiddling with the keys of the computers hoehoehoe. i went shopping yesterday too, got a really really cute small wooden bag in the shade of the nicest pink existing and a few of the decos for room. just now i went to hunt for little clips and hair-bands for school. what else did i buy ? i can't remember. oh !! and a really flat slippers and a new white mary-jane ! and a bloody red nail polish ! i have yet to try that color. i wanted to buy some cosmetics but moms was all can't cos it's fake and it's bad for skin. i have new lipsticks and eye shadows from chanel mac and bobbi brown from her :o) i'm looking at this guy i used to fancy a few month's back through friendster his smile so nice seh peeeeee. okies, i'll be going night shopping again later @ around 7, i'm gonna buy the fisherman skirt i die for. wooooeejfdskjfksjfkdm ! okies, spent half of my morning in the hospital cos momsie was doing some body check-ups and there i recorded some really lame ass vidz with j'sone. i'll be flying off to bangkok tomorrow in the early morning, 7am. i wanna go gorge at his smile lah seh deh byez.

Need to shiet.

my stomach needs to release some ass stinky solids. but i just can't cos the toilets here suck big ass ! it's those squatting thingy WITH WET GROUNDS ! oh my, guess where i am !? i'm currently at this really kampong area in chiang mai ! doing some stuff i will return to chiang mai tomorrow thank god cos it's so chilly here !! i almost drop dead and pass out yesterday from the coldest environment. i was never not in love with cold one lor but here is just too cold and shiet i fell in love yesterday at the working place. i went to get something and he was just in between the interviewer and the other interviewer. i am not working, i was getting some pass so i need to be interviewed. he has such big eyes with such long and curly lashes and his nose is so sharp. the bridge is so high and sharp unlike my flat nose he looked so adorably yummeh i felt like eating him whole !

i regret one stupid thing lah, when i was waiting for aunt who was still not sure of how to operate the motorcycle, i was just strollin up and down to keep myself warm when i walked back ( facing the house of interviewers. ) he was just infront of me, looking. like, looking and something else. i just stopped walking and looked at him for i think 2 seconds then i turned away. STUPID ME !@!!!! i strolled back but when i turned back walking to the other direction, i smiled to myself. when i walked ahead facing the house again, he was still standing, we looked at each other again but this time, i gave him my unfriendly stare. i don't know why it's always fucking like that i end up giving people i like a stare. whalau ! anyways forget about him. it's been like i'm meeting handsome guy everywhere i go to. to mhs i met wheelocks, usually i'd need a break after i get back to daydream about them but these few days, i can't cos once im back from one country\state\city, i'd be off to another and there i meet another guy, viet was aqiu ( ? ) and now is mr eyes and when i got back to bangkok 2 yesterdays ago, i met another pretty good looking guy at my house. he was with jaw cos no one was left in the house everyone been travelling. what is this with aqiu ? summer spring romance ? ha ha, god knows.

anyways, i think i'd better go shiet. no matter what the toilet looks and smells of. oh ha ha, momsie was like, after i got off the car which travelled for 4 HOURS 240 MINUTES 98765432123456789 SECONDS FROM THE AIRPORT, she hugged me from behind and was like, " big precious girl sorry i've made you restless while travelling with me from place to place :o) " ha ha ^.^

I told her i hate travelling now, i'm sick of the planes and the cars. now i can't even start on my thai lessons and vocal lessons cos I'm not in bangkok. moms said she'll not be attending the wedding in Bangkok cos she's drop dead tired. so off the wedding. i just found out the visa for thai only allows me to stay till december 13th so after getting back from chiang mai, iwill be staying in thailand for like 2 days and then off to hong kong i go then back to thailand i come and the finally back to singapore i fly. i am so bloody tired. bye.