* pokes.

I WILL BE JETTING OFF ON THE NOVEMBRE 24th !

HELLO HELLO HELLO. FOR THESE FEW DAYS, I BEEN BUSY WITH SLEEPING AND GAINING WEIGHT !!!!! ONLY ABOUT 0.78 % GOES TO GETTING MY BUTT OUT !? I WENT TO ORCHARD FOR MANI PEDICURE AND BROW RESERVATIONS LATE AT NIGHT AND I GOT MYSELF A ( RED. ) BEANIE !!!! BOUGHT IT IN PREPARATION FOR HK BUT MUTHAFUKA ! CHANGE OF PLANS YET AGAIN. WILL ONLY BE JETTING TO HK ON THE LAST FEW WEEKS OF VACATION. MOMS GOT THIS WEDDING TO ATTEND AT VIETNAM ON THE 20 ODD THIS MONTH. SO HK IS POST PHONED TO DECEMBER, AROUND CHRISTMAS. I ACTUALLY WANTED TO BUY THIS REALLY CUTE LITTLE BEACH DRESS FOR BEACH THIS VACATION IN EITHER THAILAND\MYANMAR BEACH BUT THE STRING THAT WAS SWEN ON TO IT DROPPED RIGHT AFTER I TRIED IT ON !!! SO OFF IT WENT BACK TO THE SALES LADY. I HAVE GOT LOTSA OUTFITS I DIE HUNGRILY FOR. OH BY THE WAY, I'M REALLY TERRIFIED AT MYSELF RIGHT NOW ? TRUST ME, ANYONE WHO'S SEEN ME WOULD ! I BEEN SNACKING REALLY DANGEROUSLY FEROCIOUSLY NON-STOP THE PAST WEEK AND OH MY GAHHH ! MY TUMMY IS LIKE A BIG BLOATED BALLOON !! I'M SO FREAKED OUT, REALLY. EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES, I SEE THE REALLY OBESED JOYS. OH ! AND FOR THE 987654321TH TIME, CALL ME LISA !! ALRIGHTY. I'M DONE PACKING MY LUGGAGE. MOMSIE WILL BE HERE THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW ! SEE ME LIVE AT ORCHARD ! TEXT\CALL ME IF YOU'RE IN THAILAND\MYANMAR ! JOYCY SHALL BE AT YOUR SERVICE TOURING YOU AROUND ! THIS REALLY AIN'T NO JOKE ? I REALLY WANNA TOUR YOU AROUND AND FOR THE LAST TIME, COME AND SEE ME !! SLEEPOVER AT MY HOUSIE ! WE SHALL HAVE TON LOADED, MILLIONS AND ZILLIONS AND TRILLIONS AND GAZILLIONS OF FUN !! IMAGINE, DOING VERY LATE NIGHT SHOPPING AND CHATTING, CATCHING LATE NIGHT MOVIES AND HAVING FUN !! HELPING EACH OTHER RELAX, JUNKING, BLAH BLAH !! THE NEXT DAY, PULLING EACH OTHER OUTTA THE BED, AND GREETING EACH OTHER WITH " SHOPPINGGGGGGGG ~!!!! QUICK GET UP, FATS ! " OH MY OH MY, I'M GETTING CARRIED AWAY. AHEM ! SO YES ! THAT IS IT ! I WANNA GO SLEEP THOUGH I DOUBT I CAN ! TODAY, I BLOATED MYSELF WITH A BOWL OF BEEHOON SOUP ( WHICH WAS A LOT ! I TOLD WARNI I WANTED JUST A LITTLE BUT SHE REFUSED AND DUMPED ME THE WHOLE SHIT LOAD. AND I FINISHED IT REGARDLESS. MAKE ME REGRET LIKE FUCK. ) AND DINNER OF ROASTED PORK RICE WITH JAW ! OH !! AND TWO CHOCOLATE BISCUIT WITH RAISINS ! SHIT MAN ! ALL OF THEM ( EXCEPT DINNER. ) WAS EATEN OUTTA ITCHY-MOUTHness. YESTERDAY, I HAD 5 SLICES OF BREAD AT AROUND 1-2 AM !!!! 2 OF CHOCOLATE AND 2 WITH SKIPPY !! JASONE COULDN'T FINISH HIS AND HE FORCED ME TO HAVE IT WHICH I DIDN'T AT FIRST ! BUT I WAS LIKE, JUST. URGH !!!! AND ATE IT !!!!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK. NOW EVERY MORNING I WAKE, I'M GREETED WITH A REALLY HUGE TUMMY. USUALLY, IT'D BE FLAT AND SMEXY BUT THESE FEW DAYS, IT'S JUST :'(


SNAP OUT OF THIS ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY TERRIBLY DEVILISH HABIT !!!!!

SUNDAY. ( stay home and fucking binge !!!!!!! )
breakfast = 2 slices of skippy-ed bread ( if i can wake. )
lunch = what's served.
dinner = 2 apples !

MONDAY. ( with momsie in hotel. )
breakfast = farm house milk and two rolls !
lunch = crystal jade ! stuff yourself !!
dinner = nothing much ! come back and milk again !

TUESDAY. ( the day to leave. )
breakfast = farm house milk with 2 rolls !
lunkch = whatever's served in plane !
dinner = don't follow them out for dinner !!!! either follow and eat or sip on your stupid drink ! either you fucking eat and grow fucking fucking fat or you starve yourself and get slim-ly slim !!!


ALRIGHT ! I'M CONVINCED !

ze beanie !!

getting fat is not a way to express how you feel ! it is not the answer to why you're leading sucha sad life. fuck ! wake up, lisa ! LIVE the life !

this was edited with cell phone last night when i couldn't catch a fooking wink so it's kinda sucky but this is my inspiration !! it works like zen ! ha ha, okay. stupid me. but this is my mobile wall paper to remind me !

karma sorta found me ! for eating without the hunger and not giving a thought to those poor animals who're starving out there cos every night when i suddenly open my beautiful eyes, i see this piece of gold !! and i'd go, ugh, and fall back asleep.


who's not prouda me !? huh ? i did that ALL BY MYSELF. !! it's half way done. i just need another day to stuff the now-washing clothes and my accessories and cosmetics and shoes and jackets and mary-janes and holiday assignments and books !

that's all. see you =>

Long time no use !

hey yo ! itz been ninety nine thousand nine hundred and ninety nine decades since i've last applied my facial creme due to my laziness, thus ending up with bad break outs well not really bad break outs but still break outs if you know what i mean.
so today, i woke up early in the morning at 8am and got ready for, AHEM AHEM AHEM *ksdjsjkfdvnmsdmv for church but failed badly at trying hard to listen to the preacher ( it's a christian term if i'm not wrong ? ) i was so sleepy i kept yawning, cracking my knuckles and pretending to do prayers, shutting my eyes out and dang ! that felt great ! y'know, my eyes were straining so badly, so dyingly craving to be shut for a good rest but i just HAD to listen. the lady beside me must have felt irritated but i more irritated with her lah ! her voice damn high sia ! the pitch can go as high up as a, well, just high. she doesn't even need to screw her face up just to have a high pitch. it just came but it was so ear piercing !! i couldn't even hear my own low voice ! so i didn't quite sing happily today. jasone was worse. he kept stretching his arms, every seconds. so i showed him how to rest his eyes ( ? ) . after nudging him, i was like, asked him to look at me. i pretend to rub my browns with 4 of my fingers ( so it covered up the sides of my face. ) and blinked my eyes out. and took a few seconds of rest which at that time, was a blissed moment, even though it's just a few seconds. i hope Jesus won't hate me, but of all these ( how do you call. ) i've read, they stated that jesus loves you for who you are and i promise i'll have a good night's rest the next time before making my way out to the church the next time !!
okay, enough about church. uncle drove us to ngee ann poly afterwards. to just like, check out ? ya know, prepare me to study hard blah. the campus is fucken big ! i think if i ever, ever get into it, i'd be dying of tiredness every pace i take and did i mention that the ground is somewhat hilly ? like a slope ? i'll check it out in the internet laterz.
meanwhile, i'm suffering from a very sharp pain in my abdomen area. and it's raining. and i can hear the droplets of rain hitting my roof.
rat pat rat pat pat.
and here i am, typing. i wanna go off to bed. soon, soon. these few days, i'm just being really naive. i know every drip of energy in my body's completely drained out but i still sit there, surfing the net and on what ? i really have no idea. i'll just dwell and dwell till my. shiet. thunder ! scared me out ! oh my. okay, as i was saying, till my pc crash down. aaaaah, another thunder. do yours suffer the same fate as mine ah ? mine'll just go *black, and switch itself off. irritating lah ! jas said it's coz the pc's too hot but no leh ? i have purposely faced the " lips " of the air-con directly down and i'd be freezing but yet, the darn pc still break down. ha ha, crazeh. emotional breakdown ? physical breakdown ? like, it's too cold so it fainted ? ha ha ? bye ?

i'm not feeling blue, no.

oh yeh, i finally read my mails today ( i read 4. ) and thank god i read this. it was sent to me from all the way from turkey. HA HA ! i think khatab just forwarded it to every of his contacts but anyways, it's a chinese proverb originated from the netherlands. real stuff, pretty cool. i likes. oh hehe, i forwarded it to 20 of my friends. this kinda stuff JUST had to forward lah, it was perfect 20 mian ! i didn't count, it must all be meant as, fate. HOEHOEHOE. i sent them to special people i chose so if you received it, THANK ME ! cos I sent it to YOU ! but if i didn't then, then i didn't flood yer shiet i'm lame i wonder who okay, enough about personal stuff and here it is.


with money, you can buy a house, but not a home.
with money, you can buy a clock but not time.
with money you can buy a bed but not sleep.
with money, you can buy a book but not knowledge.
with money you can see a doctor, but not good health.
with money, you can buy a position, but not respect.
with money, you can buy blood, but not life.
with money, you can buy sex but not love.

if you agree, cheers. =>

Fuckin' Good.

been youtube-ing since.


Musiq.




Go Mraz, go !


Reminds me of J'Blunt.



Loves and she so gorgeous lah !


Vidz.



He he, the guy so cute wor.



Cute advert.





J O K E S !
haha, i laughed at these. do we share the same sense of humor ?


The mom calls the husband a "bastard"
and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch"
and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?"
and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen"
and then later billy goes outside and hears his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!"
So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?"
His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat"
and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "Shit"
and billy said "Dad, whats shit"
And then his dad says
"Well billy, Shit is a type of Shaving cream "
and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!"
and then billy says to his mom"Mom whats fuck?"
"Well billy fuck is a way cutting the turkey"
and
Then later the guests arrive and billy goes to them and says
"Hello bitchs and bastards, may i take your penis's and vaginas,
my dad's upstairs wipeing the shit of his face, and my mom is fucking the Turkey"


HAHAHAHAHA. i like this.
Boy 1: Why did you run away from the naked lady?
Boy 2: Because my mom said that if I look at a naked lady I will
turn to stone, and a part of me was already getting hard!!

THIS TOO !!

Three guys were introduced to a girl:
Hi, I'm Peter not a saint.
I'm Paul not a Pope.
I'm John not a Baptist..
The girl replied:
Hi! I'm Mary not a virgin.


AND THIS !!

OLD MAN: Can you give me an erection?
FAITH HEALER: I can make the blind see, make the lame walk and I
can even cure cancer, but I'm sorry I cannot raise the dead.
hahahahahaha.

Four Jamaicans were sitting around a campfire near the beach.
They were all "philosophising" on what was the fastest thing in the world.
Seymour said, "I tink de fassess ting in the world is a "thought", because
before you can tink of it, it already thought."
Mildred said, "No man, the fassest ting in the worl' is a "blink", because
before you can tink to blink,you dun blink already."
Lucy said, "No, no, the fassess ting in the world is helectricity, because
when you turn on de light switch, de 'lectric travel farss-farss and the
light com on before you done know it."
Leroy said, "All ah-onoo wrong!! The fastest ting in the whole worl' is
diarrhea."
Everyone sey, "Diarrhea?"
Leroy said, "Yes man, cause las' night, ev'n before I could tink, blink, or
turn on de light dem, I done shit up meh self." !!!!


DAMN RIGHT.

The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart.
And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children.
And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes...
might be lonely.
And the word says, "If I have not Love, I am nothing."
So, again, love you.
Love who you are.
Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say,
"I am too blessed to be stressed"


coolios !

For God so loVed the world,
That He gA ve
His onL y
BegottE n
SoN
T hat whosoever
Believeth I n Him
Should N ot perish,
But have E verlasting life."
John 3:16

News of the Year.

hello you. it's 7.40 in the morning AND I'M UP ! as energetic as ever ! am having breakfast as i type on. well, no, i'm not going out or whatever, my body just jerked me up, somehow. i turned in too early last night, hehe. it's only the 2nd of novembre ! momsie's gonna be here, yes, another change, on novembre 7-9th, cos the visa for hk and everything ain't completely done yetz. sofa king long !!!!!! and there's nothing left for me to do to kill time ! i ain't got no work, i ain't got no work and i still ain't got no workz ! this is totally, SIAN ! usually, i'd be over the moon planet upon hearing new like how fast school's gonna break out or how long my holiday's gonna be, y'know, stuff like that but when school's finally over like, A FEW WEEKS AGO !? i still have to wait here in singapore yo !
-_- zzzzzzzz.
i couldda been in little thailand \ myanmar doing so many things !!!! it'd've like only a day since i'm there cos i'd be busily busy ! but here i am, just idling, waiting for visa shiets to be done. this is totally killjoy ! okay. bye.

MEANWHILE . . .






CULOQUE OR PINAFORE !?
{ howev. you spell it. }


this is taken off photobucket. which explains the size. the copy of it in my pc's been stored in the cd and i can't possibly look for the disc just for A picture ya get what i mean ? anyways, this is our yenhui, the desginer.
* applause.



it's painfully annoying and disgusting how i see some people switching to myspace WITH AN ANG MOR " ATTITUDE. " sick can or not lah !? just because you wanna attract that hunk\chic doesn't mean you hafta change your profile to such a, ew. be proud of yourself lah !? where's that asain pride seh ? my g.

Guys.

haha, i was just looking through notes in my cell phone, it's got my diary in every entries. either that, or lyrics or song titles or bands or names, y'know, just notes. it's all filled with how my time in school went and rah, which tree we liked and which tree flourished fruits on us, haha, you get what i mean ? i was just reading that entry on detaweya. haha, made me smile !

well 2007. the last guy i remember liking is this guy by the name of jamesawb. crazy i know. i can't remember liking anyone else after him. the reason why i liked him was, pretty simple and logical. i didn't go for his looks ( though it did help a little ? ) i went for his personalities instead. i remember asking joshua about him on the line the other time when he was telling me i shouldn't be with ekx and he described jawb as someone who ain't got no future cos all he cares about is play and everything. of course i was disappointed, well who won't right ? but on that fateful day when j had detention with lotsa other guys, i sat infront of him, and no i didn't like him anymore cos of josh, and y'know, everytime i have detention, all the guys'd be ccb, sibei boring lah, wa lan eh waste my time blah but j was like, he studied or revised his work, together with this rum guy ( HE'S SO SWEET !! he asked if he could help me carry my table when i was trying to carry it to the spot i wanna sit. he already got himself his table and chair. and when oscar saw, he got up from his seats and got a chair for me ! haha, i was a princess *_* if you're from bukit view, you know how detention or in house suspension goes right. and rummie even helped me put the table back when time was up. see, this kinda thing i remember, who was helpful and not ah bengish. ) and some of his cliques. at first i thought he was like just gonna study for 5 minutes ? most 15 ? but he didn't. he did his work, even asking mr n for worksheets cos he wanted to do them. i was, well, kinda, touched is the word ? cos he was just so. oh i don't know. he said he didn't wanna go back to class cos then he won't concentrate blah. but yeah, that just tripped me off my feet. not swip cos i wasn't in love, it was just, shocking. and i like his voice and it's so embarrassing to be in a state where i couldn't help keeping my ears locked cos every of his words kept coming into my ears. it's embarrassing to eavesdrop cos then i'll feel, poor ? don't know the word. so then, yeah, i started liking him but couldn't see him after that day cos he had exams i think. can't recall it's been too long and slowly, my feelings faded. so yeap. he was my last crush. for 2007. haha. if words can describe him, i'd put him under matured, helpful, determined.

oh !! yes, one millionbillionzillion pounds point. this rum guy or someone was like complaining, saying he ain't gonna make it for the last lap. he's failing blah blah blah but jawb was like, y'know, telling him he shouldn't be thinking that way cos there's still a week left to prepare and shiet. forgot who said it, it's like, " you're given a choice to choose. in life, you have choices, which you have to choose. " or something like that can't remember and it hit me hard, it was so right dontcha think ? it's like, there're choices in our lives but the answer is what we choose. i wrote it in my diary but not sure which diary. i'll probably post it up when i find that particular diary. yeah, rum had suspension the next day again so on the way back from the washroom on the second level and again, people of bukit view would know what i'm talking about, i saw him as i was passing the teachers' lockers and i was like, THAT'S THE RUM ! to farah. i mentioned his good deeds to farah. so i was should i say hi ? so i looked down and shouted rum ! he was like, looked to his sides only to look ahead, haha. the action is funneh. so people, when you hear your name, don't stick to looking at only left right but also top and bottom if there is ever a bottom. and yeap. he looked up finally and i waved at him estatically. people like rum deserves my friendly sides =>

actually i was kinda on and off about jawb on the way i felt about him. crazy as it sounds, but i used to
" JAWB IS HOT !! " or something like that, as my msn nick. melvin was james from bukit view ? haha ! yeah, and i told him i like him. jaryl gave me his email, or i think i asked him, which i got but i didn't add of course. i just wanted to see what's his email is like. like y'know, was it just james or james123 or was it something else like a brand, a name or something. hehe and speaking of jaryl, he's like. haha, i used to like melvin. my god. do you wanna know how ? okay, crazy as it is, i saw this guy's picture in the school year book and he just totally attracted me. i squinted my eyes at the name printed really small. it stated melvin o. he looked real smashing in both the pictures. then i saw him with brown name tag so it's definitely secondary 3 so i went to sec 3 side and looked at all those classes with all the lads but none matched the mel. so i looked at the names and again, none seemed to match. i went over to the normal side, i was only concentrating on express, and i finally saw that name but the peekchures didn't lookalike. so nevermind, i just took note of his appearance and i was like, looked for him in school ? but for a long time, i didn't find him until one beautiful fine perfect day ( haha, so dramatic. ) i was in 173 on the way to school when i saw this guy outside the bus, he was tall, i didn't take much notice and that melvin guy wasn't that important cos it been too long searching for him. i just gazed outside to my right again. when he came into the bus, i don't know why but i turned to my front and looked at him, " aye ~ he looks familiar. *gasp ! is that melvin guy right !? " so i looked at his chest for name tag but there wasn't one so i just took note of him and i think the next day or something, he was in the bus again and when i looked at his shirt, there was his name tag and name and yeap ! i found the gold. gold ? whatever, haha. then i got to know jaryl from friendster, we chatted pretty lot over at messenger and yeap. that was how i knew melvin. through jaryl. hehe. there was this time when melvin was in a relationship with this girl from sec 2, last year. i liked him last year, thank you. and fuck ! damn sad lah !

but yeah man, that's life right. but it hurts ( again, dramatic. ) sometimes when i view j back in friendster and there'll be these " thanks for adding, mind to intro ? " shiet from these ka waii nehx girls. it's like, bloody flirt. all in all, it's nice when you like someone. it's like whenever you see him, you'd be like, * GASP !! and then, hahaha. girls'd know what i'm talking about. haha, farah, remember that time when we liked " chao-ta \ apple \ linkin park guy " ?

" *GASP !!!! "
* he turns suspiciously.
" *gasp, farah ! you forgot your homework ! "

HAHAHA.
lots of memories ladeh, now i feel like talking with you about our past with those ugly trees =<


and how pathetic can my love life be. i haven't really got boyfriends, really. it's irritating everytime i have to reply to these people who shoot questions at me like, " really meh ? don't bluff lah. " well, yes, for the nine mbzillionth time, or more, i really haven't had a boyfriend. or a proper one at least. i've only had two " boyfriends. " which i can't even put under the category of " romance. "

my first one was with, joshua, our " relationship " was damn weird lah ! haha, well, farah and i were like, usual, in the school library last year after school when joshua and his friends came in. they were doing some work while aunty tan and i were reading and chatting. both our tables hung out till the library closed. eh no, the other table was left with only aloysius and christian the eldds guy. so when farah and i were walking out and again again again, only people of bktvw will know, we were like outside the gate, the old yellow gate, walking at that small pathway when somebody " excuse me. " i was like, w-t-f-f. so angry lah, cos it's indirectly telling us that we're too fat, occupying the whole pathway right, can't he use his brains to move to the road and walk or something ? so i turned back with such force and je-ling ( it's in malay, i don't know the english word for it. ) ed at him, only to realise it was aloysius, and no, i didn't know him at that time. so i was, oh. and moved behind farah so he could walk but he was like, my friend want your number blah blah, so i called farah and it was very silly ! the whole incident ! haha, farah will know what i mean. so yeah, that's how josh and i became " couples. "

and i just found out from joshua that, y'know when aloysius told me j wanted my number, the actual was, joshua was like, looked up from the table ( in the library. ) cos he wanted to take a rest, like, after doing work, you'll look up and rub your eyes yada yada right. so aloysius caught him and was " ya, you want her number right ? " haha, so joshua was huh, no lah ! and aloysius was yes lah, just ask lah thing but aloysius told me j wanted nevermind, the reason why i say my relationships are odd is, well you see, joshua asked for stead on i think two days before june holidays and i agreed, it was at midnight yes fuck. cos he was my first. i'm not gonna tell you about what i did when i agreed !!!! haha, so embarrassing !! =D
okay, yeh so all we did was text message each other. i hate answering calls i don't know why so eveytime he calls, i'd be just, ignore. and yeh that was it. so in short, we were more of a text-message-bgr. and then i had to leave on june holidays right, so we so called lost contacts. no message no calls blah and when i got back from thailand, we were just, strangers. oh ! did i tell you that when we were in relationship with the open and close inverted, i never once said hi or acknowledged him in school. haha ! crazy pig. so yeap, we went silent. until this year only did i chatted with him on the line. he's nice actually, i didn't even know that about him last year. see. the stupid thing about going into a relationship with someone right away.

so then, the second which is the last of these kinda relationships i promise myself, was with, uhm, can't say his name. haha ! cos yeah, he was v. okay so we knew each other in sports camp. i didn't like him at first cos he was really ah bengish. and i decided i had to detest him. and luck of all luck, he was my camp leader. but nevermind, the first day was spent hating him cos he kept teasing about being careful at night cos ghost's gonna look for me. lol. crazy ass. but the next day, we were joking ! haha, i totally loved his presence. y'know, being with him is like, you're alive ! the first day i knew he was hot, but fuck. his attitude suck. big time. but like i said, it was more of like a friend for me. he was funny and i can never talk serious with him cos i'd just joke - automatic.
haha ! if i can, i'd give you the link to my the other blog on my entry on how i know him and everything, it was really nice :) i'm smiling now hehehoho. but cannot lah, can't say his name can't say why too cos can't. haha ! not becuse of him though. we'd text each other in class, oh yes, i didn't like him at first in camp but after camp was over, i liked him, totally.

okay, lemme just share with you this. well, he was like all, i tell you, after the camp, i'm gonna get your number and disturb you. it's really fun with him lah, and i'd be telling farah about us, who wasn't in the same group as me, everytime i had a chance. haha, and when it was supposed to be volleyball shiet, how to say ah, this word, fuck. i was smiling and so into my memory i forgot this word, volleyball ( ? ) like this group against that. what's that fucking word !?!? not challenge, volleyball OH !!!!!! MATCH ! match, fuck, match. he asked me to go, i said i didn't wanna. i finally went and i failed the teams o he was,

" MYANMAR ( he calls me that. ) ! WHAT HAPPEN !? "
" i don't know, your fault what. ask me play i told you i don't know how right. "
" okok, you don't play already. later this team lost ah. "
" eh. cannot. i want play. "

so i went but again. lost. so yeah when he said i don't play, i will, when he said i play, i didn't want. haha ! funny i lost my mood to blog about him. so yeah anyways, my relationship with him was also text message but his was better cos we see each other in shcool. but then sadly, i had to go china, so yeah. but i texted him all the way from china ! haha, crazy me. but canttellcosidontknowwhyitsjusthahahahaicantbelieveyouactuallyreadthisworh.

and yeah so i was talking to joshua one day and i told him everything about ekx and he told me to break off with him. which i did ! cos i really felt irritated with ekx. he was, ew. but half of me didn't wanna, so j was, either i send him the message ( that j helped me type from the internet. haha. ) or i lose my frienship with him. of course i chose j cos i didn't feel anything for ekx anymore so yeap, i sent him and all i got back was, " ok, over.... " fuck lah. just that but i was too tired to care.

and haha i ain't sure if farah remembers but she said " YOUR EX BOYFRIEND TOLD YOU TO BREAK UP WITH YOUR CURRENT BOYFRIEND !? " hahahaha, everytime i think of those two mates, it's that sentence that comes up. so. yeah. what am i trying to say ah ? haha. yeh. so. ya lah. and i was telling farah that if i see somebody that i really like, I'll be the one to make the fist move cos i don't want him to be like, i-sms-you-you-sms-me sort. i'll go up and chat with him. lol, which haven't been processed cos too busy to notice any real cutie i like ! i like guys who're nerdy :)

like, i used to like guys with floppy hair and everything but now, i think it's damn disgusting lah. i mean, for me, isn't it like they're tryna be fucking scene kids with that moppish hairstyle, eyeliners, girls' skinnies, tight top, and stupid gay nail polish !? think about it, urks.
so yeh, the type of guy i like has to be close to botak, with style of course, and not too dishy, but just simple and sweet. yeapie doo doo ~
this is what i mean, i saved this pic since like it was january - march 2007 ? but haven't got the time to post. yeh, so. bye. love love love.

WHO COULD RESIST !?!? *.*
not to forget .
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D I M P L E S !!!!!!
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dimplesdimplesdimplesDIMPLES !


had dinner with jaw =>